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Time Ferry, love is separated into a stranger

Waiting for the bridge to guard the loneliness, the floating light shines on the way back. Time flies silently, love breaks up into a stranger. Write in front

Facing the wind, standing at the bridge head before dawn, watching love drifting towards the distance gradually with paddles. It turns out that love is Strangers in the silent ferry of time. The monsoon which couldn’t distinguish the direction constantly blew into my eyes, looking at the light before dawn. There was a layer of thin fog in my eyes, which was a little unclear. The past is like having a dream, a pain left in the wake of a dream, and time has been wandering on the edge of the dream, so helpless that I am ready to move, but I can’t be indifferent. This bridge carved into missing by time once wrote down the process of our feelings. We used to think that we could watch the scenery along the way, the last second we came to the end together, and then we recalled the footprints we had traveled all the way, the scenery we had seen all the way, and the sounds we had listened to all the way, I thought happiness could be so easy. Only through real experience can we know that those are just what we call fantasies, and happiness is not easy. We chased and ran all the way. At first, we plucked up our courage, but at last we only had hopeless hysteria. Therefore, I didn’t mention the memory of love, just want to hide it in my heart until I grow old. In the hot and dry season, even the memory becomes unstable. The tranquil Bridge is beating with the unforgettable old scene. I still remember how many dawn I waited here together, how many moods I told the stars together, and how many winnings I hugged and waited for the cold wind to go through the mirror. It’s just what I remember. The other party may have forgotten everything. Sometimes I really hate myself. Why is the things I have experienced always so clear, like a brand, deeply branded in my heart, but I didn’t feel pain at first, when I recalled it, I realized that it was a kind of heart-wrenching pain, and even tears would pour out unconsciously. I don’t know how much time a person can spend waiting for a period of past content, I don’t know how much space a heart can have to load a period of changed feelings, I don’t know how many moments a tear can peel off the pain of the past. I only know all the things of the past and the heavy things in my dreams are relentlessly eroding the cracks of heartbreak, and the face of years is destroyed into loss. Tears jumped into the river along the bridge head, and flowers just like wounds burst out in a flash. In the river of time, we are all ferrymen of love. The two maintain the balance of ships. When one of them chooses to let go cruelly one day, then the relationship will lose balance, finally, I could only watch the long-guarded emotion capsized in the river and helplessly watched it drowned. I tried to reach out to save it ashore, but finally I returned to nothing. Later I realized that when one person resolutely wanted to abandon, the other one would eventually be exhausted even if he had more strength. Some people say: time is the poison of love, which constantly erodes the castle built by emotion. In the end, there is only a pile of ruins roaring in time. And all the things we paid before were buried in the ruins until one day, they were forgotten in a certain corner of the world. Who has given, who has loved each other, only know each other, but these have been irrelevant, in the end of the second to draw a prison. Standing at the end of the bridge, but could not see the end of the other side, there were too many unwilling to pull myself unwilling to go back in my heart, so I watched the glitter scene shaking in front of my eyes, waiting alone. In fact, it is not the time that doesn’t let me go, nor the time that doesn’t let me go, but the melody of memory has not been played to the end. On the bridge of missing, I continued to wait, waiting for this strange road with love gone.

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Life is changeable and more helpless. Many times, people need to learn how to endure the test of fate so as to understand the truth of survival. In order to survive, the word “endure” is inevitable, otherwise, regret for life. People have been learning what patience is since they came to this world naked. The baby endured hunger and thirst and the invasion of illness, but he didn’t know how to communicate with his parents. He could only tell the pain in his heart with the most primitive cry. Children, in order to do something wrong, to be naughty, to do something, to be scolded and whipped, need to endure the pain of flesh and blood. After going to school, you may already know what to swallow. Even if you are bullied by your classmates, even if you are scolded unreasonably by your teachers, you can only say nothing to avoid suffering from more sad campus life in the future. In order to be a good child and not to be beaten, I would rather hold back my heart than tell my parents my indignation. If you can’t help talking back, you will be scolded or beaten badly. It is a truth that I have known from middle school to bear the word with a knife in my heart. In our daily life, we have experienced different endurance, hunger, thirst, pain, illness, urine, shit, endurance, endurance, endurance! Most of them are physical pain. Every endurance is a kind of “pain”, which cannot be given. Only endurance, after time passes, will feel that it is not that unbearable. Until gradually growing up, I began to learn the psychological “endurance”, so I began to learn to hold back tears, hold back the words of trouble, hold back the sadness, hold back the anger and endure the grievance, endure being spoiled by others, grievances, separation and death. However, psychological endurance is indeed like a knife inserted into the heart, but it can’t breathe out a word, so it can only be mute. Stepping into social work, “enduring merit” is getting deeper and deeper. Some people, in order to maintain their lives, do not hesitate to endure humiliation and be trampled by others. Some people, in order to rise up, grovel, flatter empty words, do everything and endure others’ disgusting eyes. Sometimes, although it was clear that he was not wrong, even if he was confident, he could only stare at his words, hold back his heart and endure injustice silently. Sometimes, for the sake of a good working relationship, the other party is wrong and has to endure the helplessness of bending to apologize. If you want to fall in love, you must know how to endure all the ups and downs brought by love, or the short separation, or the suffering of lovesickness, or the unpleasant noise. Once the relationship ends, you must endure the pain of losing. Often, people who are brokenhearted will always face the toss of being reluctant to part with, worrying about and losing their loved ones. If you can’t accept the reality, can’t stand the pain of breaking up, and can’t even make friends, why bother? Why bother? As the saying goes, if you can’t bear it, you will make a big plan. If you can’t bear it, it may cause more harm. It is too late to recover it. People usually cannot swallow or fall asleep for a breath. Their thoughts are confused and they make wrong decisions and say wrong words. Therefore, we saw someone passing on a resignation letter without finding a job on impulse. Lovers said they would break up for a moment of unhappiness. The most fearful thing was that when quarreling with the closest relatives, they couldn’t help hurting the dignity of the other side with ruthless words, and even fought with each other, which led to the tragedy. Cowardly people, with weak will, can’t stand the test of fate, choose to escape, but find that after escaping, the pain they need to endure has more than doubled. I think the heartache is the most unbearable. Because it can’t be touched or touched, but it really exists in our hearts. Every time I feel heartbroken, I will feel that there seems to be a needle in my heart, and a knife will stab and poke on one heart, but I don’t know how to heal it. If you can make your heart numb, maybe you can still forget the temporary pain, but when you are careful to recover the beating rhythm, the knife has not been pulled out, the needle was still stuck in my heart, so I had to continue the pain and endure it. I once couldn’t help feeling sad in my heart, caring in my heart, depression in my chest, torture of separation, and all the words in my heart, all tell her. Later, I found out that blindly complaining and falling would only make me sink deeper and cause a situation that I couldn’t help myself. As a result, love and friendship were lost. Therefore, one must endure. No matter how sad or painful it is, you still have to endure it. Life is always enduring, enduring, enduring! Endure for a while, calm down, take a step back, the sea is wide! Today, when I think of her, my heart still hurts again. However, I have learned to endure. I suppressed my sadness fiercely, refrained my tears, endured the suffering of single thought, the lonely visit and the lonely companionship, I just hope that my love for her will not disturb her life any more and she will not make her sad for me any more. I know, as long as I still love her, as long as she lives happily, no matter how hard it is, I have to endure… Until one day, I don’t need to endure any more, because I will only have a slight concern in a certain corner of my heart. 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