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Back to the Sun, please give me [one metre of Sunshine] 〗

The nephew seems to be old. I am more and more fond of staying alone crazily; I am more and more fond of missing those past; I am more and more fond of looking at a little dim light and crying inexplicably; I am more and more fond of those old times that I can’t go back in my memory. Perhaps, Kouzi has never been a lovable woman. For so many years, I am used to hiding everything, happiness, or sadness by myself. Until I met you, you gave me warmth. You said, you are very cute and kind. You said, Tongzi, Be Happy, Be Happy severely. You said, Yuzi, I miss you, how can you bear to make you a passer-. You said, we will stay together until the end of the world. You said, my son, I regard you as life, how can you panic. You said, you are my forever. You said, “Gouzi, it’s raining. Have you ever seen someone love you more than yourself?” you said, “Gouzi, even if the whole world has abandoned you, don’t be afraid. Turn around and you will find that, I am not far away. You said, you have more than one place in my dream and in my heart. You said, you said, when you look at your watch, I will definitely see the figures of hour and minute sigh, at that time, I was thinking of you. You said, “My life is so long, I will give you half, how about you keep it for me, then you are reluctant to leave you said,” my son, the pain that cannot be obtained and the pain that is lost, the latter must be more painful. Because I am afraid of losing you. You said, “Yuzi, we are not lovers or relatives, but we are more determined to be together than anyone else.” you said, “Yuzi, if I haven’t married, if you haven’t married after many years, let’s get married. You say, Yuzi, the saddest thing is not that you don’t love me, but that we are close at hand, but can’t cross the world. You say, Yuzi, if I still remember you in the next life, we are waiting for reincarnation when flowers bloom on the other side. You said, if we are of different genders and ages, then we will run away to church. You said, I love you. He said, “I love you too. He found that when walking against the light, he could see his shadow in front of him. They are very quiet and confused. It is like a nd. It turns out that, as you said, Kouzi has never been lonely. I forgot whether it was in my dream or abroad. I once saw a teenager. He stood on the top of the mountain with his luggage on his back. He said: I am the guardian of clover. It is said that as long as you find the clover, you will be happy. Then at those times, he held a large handful of clover and carried his back to the sunshine with them. Why, now, are you still unhappy? Where did the young man go? Woke up this morning, getting used, just open my eyes. Don’t get up, don’t brush your teeth, don’t wash your face. I just lay on the bed quietly with 45 degrees of head tilted, accompanied by the North window, waiting for the first ray of sunshine in the backlit place. Good morning, summer. Good morning, sunny. Good morning, Sunshine. Good morning, time. Good morning, Kouzi. The shadow of the sun gradually tilted eastward, and the nephew smiled and said goodbye. Goodbye, old time. Goodbye, old friend. This summer, Lei zi will miss it desperately and try his best to miss it. Then, when summer passed, the child was really old. I don’t want to remember anything about the past. Back to the Sun, please give me one metry’ sunshine. The past is warm in my memory. Goodbye, I will never see you again.

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[Introduction] life began to move towards the ending that I was most unwilling to see. Neither my family nor my friends could spend this September happily, nor even I could spend it peacefully. I was still the most evil decision-maker: separated from each other in two places, watching each other’s pain from afar.

How can I narrate this September so that you can know my pain, and how can I pass it casually, so simple that you can be at a loss. From September 4th to that day, my life began to fall into the ruins that could not be recovered. I was wavering in the repetition and selection of junior college. What kind of mood did you come? I don’t want to recall any more. I just vaguely felt that I had stepped into another era which was darker than rereading, and what was more sad was that I had nothing to do with it. I did something that disappointed everyone in their expectations. I made the worst decision when I was least supposed to make a decision. Then, it seemed that everything should end in frustration, however, why am I still so unwilling? I thought about my previous happiness over and over again, and told myself how good it was that nothing had happened. However, the time went to 2005 hastily, and no one could change it. That night, I dreamed that my dog was blossoming, and suddenly I felt that it was so pitiful. Because now I have the same situation as it. Most of the time, I want to leave. Then he buried himself in studying hard for a year and began his long-expected life in shencheng. I also wanted to call home countless times to tell my mother what I thought. You know, my mother cherished me very much. She always told me tolerantly that she could do anything as long as you were happy. -I no. I think I am already tired of it. I can’t go back to the classroom of senior three and take a pen to do the examination paper in a hurry. If I lose my mood, that era will never belong to you again. Then it seems natural and appropriate to comfort yourself, persuade yourself, live a good life and learn not to regret. However, sadness still flows in the bottom of my heart like spring water. September 21st, lunar August 18, my 19th birthday. That day, I made a decision that surprised everyone, including myself: go back to school. Then I made a phone call to tell my family and friends about my decision. Many people are persuading me that this is not a small thing to consider clearly. And all of this didn’t shake the stubbornness I had already prepared at that time. That night, when my father had left home to pick me up in Chongqing, I began to recall the life of last year. Those depressing days and papers were flying everywhere, there were also the sarcastic eyes and sharp words of classmates, and the unknown future, which suddenly scared me. Two days later, my father picked me up and hurried to school by train for two days. Then I said I didn’t want to go back. He smiled and said, whatever you want. At that moment, I suddenly felt the love of my parents very clearly, which was so lenient that I didn’t care at all. The next day, Dad was leaving. I sent him with a very calm expression, hoping to bring him relief. At the same time, I also hoped that I could get myself calm. However, I found myself wrong again. Even before his back disappeared, I had fallen into a deeper level of regret. Life is like a beast. It doesn’t matter if you bite my head, you still need to swallow my whole body. That night, I had a dream that I was a silkworm, struggling and looking at it to break out of the cocoon, but suddenly I stopped shaking. I called a lot of people to tell them how dissatisfied I was with life here and how eager I was to leave. This is before. But now, the opportunity is missed again. No, after I am willing to throw it away, can I tell them that I am unhappy? Can’t. Therefore, in many calls from bin afterwards, I kept laughing. After all, friends, we ‘d better try our best to make each other feel relieved. Later, I simply thought that I would never call them again. Everyone, including parents, then lived peacefully by myself, no matter how helpless my heart was. I raised my hands like a captive to show my surrender to all this. But I didn’t do it. I returned to the original way, looking for family accommodation with a new face of children, and doing bad things worse and worse. Life began to move towards the ending that I was most unwilling to see. Neither my family nor my friends could spend this September happily, nor even I could spend it peacefully. I was still the most evil decision-maker: separated from each other in two places, watching each other’s pain from afar. As if a fallen flower, all the flowers that gradually bloom in the deep of my heart in June, July and August were withered hastily in this September.

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