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Dream and want

I thought of dream and freedom in July of 2004, which suffered many blows. For a long time, I always thought that what I longed for was just freedom, just a leisurely and loose day with my own hobbies. However, under the circumstance that the wrong filling of the volunteer form led to no chance with the undergraduate course, I felt the intense emptiness and helplessness after my dream was shattered. Finally, I understand that the so-called freedom is the relaxation and carefree after the dream is realized. Without dreams, no matter how long freedom is, it cannot make you happy. Just like a beggar on the roadside, at the corner of the street and at the end of the world, even if he is free all his life, who can say that he is full of interest? So I remembered the dream about Shanghai and the countless days when I wrote the names of those universities on the papyrus. I think of seeing Guo Jingming write about the prosperity of Shanghai in the past, seeing saliva waving in my mouth, thinking of Han Han’s publicity in Shanghai, thinking of those budding children from Shanghai, thinking of my dream about writing, do I still have the power to go to Northwest University again to sing the wish of making the world prosperous and gorgeous? Finally I came up with the connection between dream and freedom. I have been asking myself these days, are you brave enough and durable enough to hold on? I always look blank every time. Facing my friend bin, I need to be attached like a morning glory. I am always used to treating myself as a child who needs to be taken care of by others to avoid any difficulties that may occur. When I watched TV that day, I heard a few inspiring advertising words: in fact, the so-called dream-chasing is to ignite the fire for the 101th time after experiencing 100 times of despair. Let the faith persist, dream, always realization. I can. There are too many reasons pushing me into the era of continuing fighting. Shanghai, which I desire for, seems to be fresh and bright in a flash. I feel that I am just like the warrior Si Si in Zhou Jianing’s works, bravely enough to take up arms again to kill and drive away the thorns blocking my way. Then, in June of May, what kind of flowers will bloom fiercely?! Second, I don’t know what I should do to spend the summer of this year. In other words, I am always too lazy to think about such questions and just keep my mind blank at home. Since the end of June 8, my summer has begun, and I have never made any plans for it, and I have never thought about the state I should have, everything happened without order. I began to feel tired of many things, even including music and words. Pu Shu’s cleanness and Han Han’s humor are not so attractive any more. I put them in one corner of the desk quietly, and then watched them covered by dust quietly. In the past, I always hoped that I could live a very artistic life, but now, I hope nothing can disturb me. Even the repeater I borrowed with great interest, I never touched it after I brought it. Like the July “Bud” I bought, the magazine that must read every issue is almost August now, but I haven’t even read an article. I don’t know how I become like this now. Where is the child who secretly watched “Chang’an chaos” and listened to “giving birth to summer flowers” in his memory in class? Why do you have to take great interest when it is not suitable to do, but give up easily when it is time to do it? There is an empty passion but it is always suppressed by life, or under the free life, it loses the enthusiasm of the past. Which on Earth is the more real me? Bin called that day. He said he would not come back again and asked if I could go to Xi’an to find him. After I promised, I couldn’t give a definite day. At first, he said he would go before he volunteered to fill in the report, but now he was about to get the notice, but he still stayed at home. I don’t know what has tied myself up. Aren’t I the one who always regards friendship as extremely important? Aren’t you always longing for the warmth of close relatives among friends? I want to find out what the problem is. I even filled in the volunteer form on the 25th in a muddle. The major of English is not what I am interested in either. It’s just a good study. For a long time, I just slept, woke up and washed my face, and then went to eat fried rice with eggs cooked by my mother. I never thought about any change. It seemed that there was nothing wrong with such a day. I don’t want anything, it’s just a cycle of action. Maybe the previous life was too depressing. I needed a transitional period before entering another life. In this transitional period, nothing is no longer so important, and I don’t want to take care of a lot of things such as hobbies, friends, prospects and so on. A completely relaxed, simple to idle life.

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Mid-Autumn meditation

[Introduction] Mid-Autumn Festival is originally a day for the reunion of thousands of families. The feeling flowing from the bottom of the pen is a little sad. I don’t know when the festival is not my concern any more, the days when my mother was around me, my heart was still warm no matter how bitter it was.

Chinese festivals have been rampant for a long time. As a kind of advanced animal, people try their best to search for it. In the modern society where Commercialization gradually tends to be strong, the original atmosphere has gradually lost, just like almost everyone sighing about the boredom of the Spring Festival, on the bright night of this month, sitting alone in the corner with a desk lamp, counting the past bit by bit carefully, it seems that I haven’t been lying on the bamboo bed with my parents for many years, looking up at the sky and talking about the local customs and customs of my hometown intermittently. Now, I have taken busyness as a habit, money as an excuse, and lost the beauty that once gave me happiness. In other words, Chinese traditional festivals have been eroded by foreign routines similar to Singles Day, leaving only an empty shell. Gradually, I don’t regard festivals as a kind of happiness, on the contrary, it is an invisible burden. In this system, some great events can be woven every day to commemorate, and the way of commemoration is just an optional form. Being impacted by this nameless wave for a long time, the soul will be slack out of instinct regardless of emotions and reluctance. Besides, I am still a person who doesn’t like to remember the days. Up to now, the exact birthday of my parents is not particularly sure. As for my birthday, I will not count the days or weeks left, and I will let the annual ring end as it should. Of course, this is what happened after I went to college. Because at home, Mom always reminds me in some special way that today is an unusual day. Whether for me or her. In my wandering career, Mom would still send me a phone call every dawn, telling me that today is my birthday in a tone of honey, it was like showing off her pride. I promised vaguely that I would treat myself well, but I would still let the time slip away silently until the beginning of another day. In a sense, I didn’t give anything to my family, so naturally I couldn’t treat my birthday as a celebration when my family’s birthday was perfunctory. The opposite logic seems to be in line with common sense. Ordinary people do the same, but I can’t do it. I once tried to remember those special days, but I was born to be a person who was not suitable to be entangled with the days, so I often forget them every other week or longer. I am indeed an unfilial person, and I must admit this point. At this moment, it was so quiet that I looked out of the window, enjoying the memory. Maybe loneliness is my nature, and I can’t escape the spiritual voice of pursuing full freedom. In many people’s eyes, I am indeed a little unsociable, among which there are my high school teachers. I remember that the I am was a little angry at that time. How could a teacher make such a reckless conclusion for his student, and this student was in the process of shaping his ideological style, how much harm will this cause to his growth. There was a time when a sense of crisis filled my chest. I am not an easy person to be defeated, and I have never been. At this point in my life, I have experienced something. Now I should be relieved. Loneliness has taught me a lot. In order to escape from loneliness, some people will do something against their will, please everyone and get applause, no matter in what form. Loneliness makes me no longer restless and calm. I will not complain about social injustice, but accumulate it into a force in my heart. When this force is strong enough, I firmly believe that there will be such a surprise waiting for me. But sometimes it is very contradictory. To some extent, my loneliness more or less hinders the unity and communication in the dormitory. From time to time, I will participate in card games that I may not like, I will stop my hurried steps and have a leisurely dinner with Xiaopang. Even stopped thinking and mechanically poured bottles of wine into the heartless body. After that, when I think of my mother’s various things, I often fall into a deep self-accusation. The people of their generation really didn’t decorate themselves. Their whole life efforts might be for the child who grew up day by day. At least, my mother was like this. My mother always told me to take good care of myself and to do things at home, but no matter what I said, she always said that she was very good and there was an unspeakable pain in every call. Maybe only when I grow up and have enough money can my mother feel a little comfortable and don’t have to be so harsh on myself. Therefore, it was different from other people’s expectation to return to childhood. I am was so eager to grow up earlier and take over the mountain of mother’s life. My mother has been bent, and I can’t give her any more burden. The Mid-Autumn Festival was originally a day for the reunion of thousands of families. The feeling flowing from the bottom of the pen was a little sad. I don’t know when the festival is not my concern anymore. The day when my mother is around me, even if it is bitter, my heart is still warm. No place has become so lingering and yearning any more. With a mother, there is no home. I don’t know what to say.

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Pure Land

There is a small temple in the mountain. An old monk lived more than ten years ago. He took a few little monks with him to study classics all day long, plant some countryside and accumulate some good connections. Although the incense does not linger every day, every time he arrives at the first day of, the 15th general manager also had the benefactor coming to worship Buddha, so the life was very clean and peaceful. This small temple can be regarded as a piece of pure land in troubled times. After the tide of reform and opening up, the power of the Buddha was highlighted, and the number of good men and women who believed in Buddhism was increasing day by day. Therefore, the incense in the temple became more and more exuberant, the donations in the donation box set by the old monk will also increase. If there are more pilgrims, the business of incense must be done by young monks. If believers want to bring some shining Buddha pendants, beads or bracelets, they must also be managed to collect and sell incense, because of the shortage of people in the temple, people nearby found business outside the temple. However, some Buddhist books and texts such as praying for blessings and praying for signatures were still patents in the temple. Over and over again, the temples had to be expanded. After the expansion, there were more temples, Buddhist halls, and souvenirs. Of course, there were more pilgrims and monks, who played bronze bells, people who knock wooden fish, chant scriptures, and specially play Buddhist songs. In a word, the original small Temple became bigger, the original cold and cheerless became noisy, and the old monk was promoted to Abbot, the former Little Monk was honored as an eminent monk. If eminent monks want to keep pace with the times, they must innovate, They made some achievements. They visited various places to learn scriptures and then carried them forward. Therefore, they also rented one or two houses for ordinary people to sell souvenirs. They also contacted various tourist groups and added some Buddhist lanterns, the activity of collecting money by making comments greatly increased the income of the temple and enliven the economy of the temple. The temples became rich, so did the monks. They put on their watches, used their mobile phones, watched colorful televisions, and enjoyed the swimsuit beauties in the vast world that they had never seen before, I also saw that there was no bed play in the middle of the TV series, and I heard that I was full of love! Hate! Tears! Songs, real, good and beautiful things have no appeal to them, while dirty water disturbed the mood of monks, so they also put on sunglasses and accompanied women to take photos in the park, accompanying women into the restaurant on the street for lunch, the secular people don’t believe that they are real monks! Every time someone makes such comments to them, there is always another voice saying: the whole society is changing, can it only allow secular people to reform and open up? Can’t we allow Temple reform and monks to open up? Alas! The Pure Land more than ten years ago!

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Fort Lane

I like the name Fort Lane. Two or ten years ago, I looked for artillery shells aimlessly here. At that time, I was so naive that I firmly believed that there must have been wars here, there was a smell of gunpowder that could not be dispersed, and there were scattered bullet shells. Moreover, I stubbornly believed that Fort alley must be related to war and gunpowder smoke. Almost every weekend, I couldn’t help wandering around Fort Alley, trying to find the so-called bullet shells. Of course, this search lasted for only four years, and I was sent back to my homeland by a dispatch document, starting my real work and life. Fort Lane is as prosperous and famous as Xifeng’s rehabilitation Road, which makes people linger on. It was like this two or ten years ago, and it was still like this two or ten years later. Two or ten years ago, the only shopping mall in Xifeng was located in Fort Lane. At that time, when it came to the market, everyone knew to go to the big shopping malls and Fort alley. The market of nuoda was enveloped under the steel bar support on the plastic roof. The market was separated by cement counters one by one and numbered with red paint, cement counter is divided into several operation areas according to the category of numbers, which appears orderly. The edge area of the Four Corners is a two-story or three-story single-sided building supported by Red colonnels, which is specialized in opening shops and has all kinds of goods inside. Of course, most of them are fashion shops. I remember when I was in the first year of secondary school, my father brought me here and bought me a black suit. It was a suit with a split back and a semicircle front. Inside was a fully hung lining of feather yarn, which was heavy in my hand and very elegant to wear. At that time, it was over 50 yuan. My father was happy when I tried it on. He even bought it without paying the price. At that time, 50 yuan was our tuition fee for one school year and our pocket money for two months. I felt a little distressed at that time. I also complained about my father secretly. My father was a farmer, and he ate by strength. Why didn’t he know that he loved money. Now I think about it, my father loves me so much. He himself lived frugally and fastened it on himself, It is so generous to my children that it does not hurt money at all. Alas, it has been eight years since my father passed away. Every time I think of this, I always feel a kind of guilt that cannot be made up for my father. The second decade is not a short period of time. How many two or ten years are there in a person’s life. Two or ten years later, when I faced the Fort Alley again, I really felt a feeling of leaving Wuyi alley for a long time. In the past two decades, everything is different, only the prosperity of Fort Lane remains the same. Although today’s Fort Lane is still so narrow and crowded, its inherent prosperity cannot be changed. Fort Lane is the shopping paradise for ordinary people. The big shopping malls in the past have already been beyond recognition. The big lid covered by plastic cover has been replaced by the broad South Asian indoor clothing mall. The shops supported by the pillars became a wide variety of outlets. Nowadays, the position of the former leader has already disappeared. In the past two decades, how many shopping malls, shopping malls, shopping malls and professional markets have emerged in Xifeng, but no matter how prosperous they are, none of them can replace the existence of Battery Lane. On the contrary, with the prosperity of Xifeng, Fort Lane became more important and more closely related to the lives of ordinary people. Fort Alley consists of two slender alleys, one is Sanyuan Alley and the other is Post Office Alley. They are just like two small intestines born in South Street, which are thin and tortuous. The Alley of Post Office is a little wider, and there are many stalls selling cheap books and antiques, and it has formed a considerable climate. Now the book price is expensive, a book priced at tens of yuan can be done here only by spending ten yuan or even lower, and a few typos in it will not hinder the big deal. These book dealers are all related to the big book market in Xi’an and Lanzhou. The types of books are very fashionable, and there are many classic books in them. As for those antique stalls, it is even better. No matter whether you buy or not, whether you sell or not, you can bend down to fondle for a while. The host will not only not be angry, but also take the initiative to talk to you. Although the fake is mixed with the real one, you can also appreciate something from it. Besides these two stalls, there are also various grocery stalls. Some groceries can’t be bought elsewhere, so they can be found here. The third courtyard alley is like a pair of scissors, stretching out two forks. One is centered on the inpatient department of the Third Hospital, and the other leads to the outpatient service of the Third Hospital. The zone centered on the inpatient department is the paradise of cheap clothes. The clothes here are incredibly cheap, But it is indeed the price. In addition to the dense stores, there are also various stalls. The stall here is easy to put on. Even if you use a pole to pick up a few pairs of socks, gloves and masks, there will be people coming back. In the wide area, vendors set up stalls with supports. In the narrow wall, they nailed a few long nails on the wall, pulled a few ropes and put their clothes on the rope, the business started. What’s more funny is that you don’t need to hang a rope or pick a pole. You put your clothes on your shoulders and wrap your arms. Then you opened your throat and shouted. The alley leading to the outpatient service of the third hospital is narrower. The narrow lane can only pass two parallel taxis. When there are many people, there will always be traffic jams. This location is mostly full of food stores and tricycles selling fruits and vegetables. Don’t look at their narrow location, but the business is surprisingly good. It is said that a bakery here supplies sesame cakes from several big restaurants in the city. Flour needs more than 30 bags a day. Imagine how many sesame cakes to be baked. As for those breakfast shops and hotels, let alone the business. The Fort Lane was just like this. It was messy, dirty, crowded and crowded, but ordinary people couldn’t get away from it. The common people would buy some cheap things in Fort alley every few days. Of course, they were cheated, but after all, it was a minority, and most of the time it was worth the money.

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Without Love

He sent a text message saying that I love you for a long time. I stood in the airport and the warm sunshine shone through the huge window. In fact, my heart is sad. I don’t love him and he doesn’t love me either.

There were several times when I said I wanted to apologize to you, but I thought I was decadent and funny. Why did I apologize to you and why did you accept the apology? I didn’t do anything wrong, neither did you

You just came and went with him. You just asked me if I would leave with you after getting drunk.

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I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me…

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Hit the rural

As soon as I arrived at the new year, I felt a strange fear. No matter where I go, as long as I reach the new year, this feeling will become stronger and stronger. My heart seemed to be dragged to my hometown by a rope, and people became restless and didn’t care about anything. This feeling has not changed for many years. I know that I am belongs to the countryside. I am seedlings growing up in the countryside, they feel uncomfortable when they are separated from the soil. Although the life in the city is full of flowers, I always feel that it is not solid and has a feeling of harmony and separation. I have to go back to my hometown every once in a while to calm down in my heart. The weather was surprisingly cold, and the wind blew on the face like a knife cutting, as if a hand could touch a handful of blood. The streets are full of people who go to the market and buy New Year’s goods. The crowd is chaotic and plump, and their bodies are covered by inflated coats. Everyone has a mouthful of white gas in his mouth, the body is still sifting like a sieve. Cold is a habit or a problem. In fact, all diseases are common. I am son of this land was born and grew up here. From here to the city, he was closely connected with it. I like the atmosphere here, the soil here, the grass and trees here, the dialect here, the people here, and even a lot of things that I can’t say. Of course, there is no reason to like these things. I am a seed to take root and sprout here. I think no matter where I am transplanted, I need the soil flavor here to care and moisten. The reinforced concrete in the city is cold and rigid, without any sense of warmth. The soil is totally different. It is full of warmth and tolerance, and can accept everything and carry all dreams. Concrete seems to be a stage for competition, with blood and cruelty, It seems to be just a prop or a weapon, making the weak and the strong fight and fight with each other. I cursed the concrete city, but I was also fascinated by the magic of the city step by step. I was really contradictory, half of my soul is dancing and falling on the concrete stage, while the other half is sentimental about the fragrance of the soil in my hometown. Soil, as soon as I read these two words, my whole body was involuntarily watered by a cool and refreshing feeling. The wind was mixed with the smell of mud, which was very kind and comfortable as a thoroughly remoulded person. The vacant feeling soon disappeared. Like a withered seed, I suddenly gave off vitality. For many years, this kind of call and desire from the heart is still so strong and urgent. Standing on the crowded street, my mind was spinning rapidly. At this moment, everything was so kind and sensational. The turbid tears went through the dusty cheeks, and the inexplicable grievance came to my heart immediately, as if I had returned to my mother’s arms. I really want to shout loudly in the cold wind, Mom, I’m back! I’m back! An iron pot is fighting against the cold wind. The hot water vapor is boiling from time to time. An iron bed is lying on the edge of the hot pot, A sturdy man couldn’t help pressing down the pressure bar with open arms, lifted it up and squeezed out the noodles. The capable sister-in-law put the dough in without losing the chance rhythmically, splash cold water into the boiling soup. The girl who greeted the customer dealt with it quickly in a square inch, which seemed to be easy to handle. She took bowls of long and elastic noodles to the customer’s table unhurriedly, he handed over the soup bowl timely, and even seized the opportunity to raise the coal shovel to add one or two shovel of slag coal to the bottom of the pot. A bowl of cold noodle soup is enough to resist the piercing cold wind, a bowl of vigorous noodles is enough to relieve the hungry pain, and a mass of boiling heat is enough to evoke the warmth in the heart. A bowl of noodles is two yuan, the price is a bit out of line. In addition to some simple seasonings, there are no extra dishes in the noodles. When diners eat, they have a mouthful of noodles, a mouthful of soup and a mouthful of garlic. They eat well and eat well, though not luxurious, but very satisfied. After eating and drinking, I wiped my mouth and relaxed my muscles and bones. I felt a kind of unspeakable joy all over my body. I heard that my younger brother found a big coal mine in his hometown, countless strangers, countless strange machines, countless strange vehicles, shooting, drilling and exploring in the countryside. Coal is the top-class anthracite, and the coal seam is below, which is as thick as a dozen of buildings in the city. The villagers all spread out. They were going to open mines and coal mining. The land under their feet was going to be bustling. The ditches and depressions in the four or six villages were all pushed flat by bulldoers. Some people say that there are gas miles and oil miles. Zhengpingchuan is going to build a thermal power plant, and the railway has started. Yes, my hometown used to be poor and scared, but now it’s time to be alive. Others said that coal mining is not a good thing either. If the underground is hollowed out, there will be an earthquake. It’s not good for the children and grandchildren of the younger generation at all. If it doesn’t work well, how about moving away from home? The countryside in my memory was in a dilemma, and there was nothing redundant except a handful of food. Grandma once joked that it was hard for farmers to live a long life. Without this grain, there was nothing like a beggar. It makes people feel uncomfortable. At that time, poverty was a scar carved on his face. Farmers felt half lower when they stood in front of others. The pain was scratched on the bones, and they couldn’t lift their heads as soon as they went out of the village. Decades have passed, and now life is getting better. There are food, clothes, decorations and spare money. In the words of the farmer, if you enjoy all the blessings you don’t enjoy, who is looking forward to what. Now it’s good. The coal from the ground out of thin air has disturbed people’s hearts. Who knows what everyone wants and what everyone wants to do.

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Should pregnant with benevolence

Benevolence is the humanity foundation of social stability and the golden chain connecting the society. Huairen is kind. If he is merciful, his heart will be peaceful. Benevolence is the embodiment of human virtue, conscience and upbringing, and is the core of Chinese traditional morality. Benevolence is spiritual beauty, not behavioral beauty. Benevolence is the most powerful power in the world that can produce practical effects. Love is sunshine, which means giving people more love than they deserve. Virtue grows under its bath, and loving behavior can relieve others’ pain better than money. Benevolence means loving people and respecting others. People with benevolence must also have universal love. Benevolence and philanthropy are the same as universal love. Anyone with morality must have a humanitarian philanthropy mind. Benevolence, dear, from people to two. Writing benevolence in words is that two people are benevolence, and its original intention is to let people cultivate benevolence and establish good interpersonal relationships. Benevolence is a kind of truth of life. There are only four characters of benevolence, and two horizontal characters are added. In fact, this shows benevolence. There are only two people for benevolence, and the two horizontal lines are a pair of parallel lines. The attitude should not be too excessive, but enough is enough. Benevolence is an indispensable traditional virtue in our life. It can cultivate ourselves and cultivate ourselves, and is a good way to comfort ourselves. True benevolence refers to the heartfelt feelings for the difficult situation of others, and the assistance that is willing to give from the heart not to achieve a certain purpose or get rewards. Benevolence is the most popular. People who are merciful and merciful will not lose anything. The reward of love is to get others’ love. I am for everyone, and everyone is for me; I will directly report complaints and repay morality. Benevolence, righteousness, courtesy, wisdom and faith are the quintessence of Confucianism, among which benevolence and righteousness are the most important. Fan Chi, a student of Confucius, once respectfully asked the teacher what benevolence was. Confucius only told him two words: lover. Love others is called benevolence. Caring for others means kindness; Knowing others means wisdom. With love, our world will be better. Benevolence plays an important role in regulating people’s mental health, which helps to form excellent realistic cognition, good family atmosphere and harmonious interpersonal relationship, and helps people to form happy emotions, it is helpful for individuals to exert their creativity and realize and surpass themselves. Benevolence belongs to the soul, not the virtue of hands. Benevolence is neither responsibility nor obligation, but lifestyle. Only by trying hard to reduce others’ sufferings can you be happy. Benevolence is not far away, but exists in our own mind, which is not false. True benevolence can be seen clearly, and it will know where to do good. When we give our love to others, we will get infinite gratitude from them. In this gratitude, we can happily feel the comfort after being tolerant to others. In such relief, the virtue of benevolence can be developed and transmitted. Treat others with benevolence and appreciate life with humor. The highest level of keeping in good health with morality is to be kind, that is, to be kind, loyal and filial. Benevolence can’t be mixed with false. If it is mixed, it will be more harm than loss, loss of others’ trust in you, and will also be affected by some negative social influences, which will not lift your head. It’s just like saving money in a bank. The more you save, the more smooth you will be. In our real life, benevolence is the figure who gives up the seat on the bus, and benevolence is the assistance for the disabled on the roadside, benevolence is the little bit of tolerance that urban management personnel give to the grandparents of roadside stalls. When the great disaster comes, benevolence can be seen everywhere around us. In the disaster area with heavy casualties, benevolence is the figure that leaders share weal and woe with victims in the disaster area. Benevolence is the busy figure of many anonymous volunteers in the disaster area, benevolence is the hands of the whole nation stretching to the donation box while crying in the earthquake. In order to get your own soul and rest forever, the better way is to be kind, tolerant and generous to others. Don’t be malicious to anyone, and be generous to everyone. Only by treating others with benevolence can we get harmony among people. We often cannot do great things, but we can do small things with great love. Benevolence begins with oneself, while justice begins with others. Pure soul, without any hatred feelings, will undoubtedly extend the time limit of youth. Ordinary people are good, not self-reputation but reputation; For evil, not self-destruction but destruction. Stick to faith, hope and benevolence, but the biggest one is benevolence. A gentle sight and a sincere word can make people endure many hardships brought by life. The true meaning of life is to maintain inner warmth and benevolence under extremely difficult conditions. One day I will understand that benevolence is more difficult to achieve than intelligence. It does no harm to have a sweet mouth. Everyone wants to be respected by others. It will not be less to call others several times, but it adds some charm in life. Words of benevolence and promises of benevolence are easy to say. Only in times of hardship can we see the sincerity of friends. People who are kind and benevolent must have good results; People who have good moral character must live longer. On the contrary, people with bad moral character will live longer. The law of benevolence is in the lover, not in love; The Law of Righteousness is in the right person, not in the right person. Rule The World with benevolence and righteousness, and get nothing if you are rude, while benevolence can get good results. No matter how to treat anyone, as long as there is a kind heart, you will also get love. Let the world be full of love. People should be more peaceful and indifferent, think more about others’ benefits, be more kind and tolerant, and communicate more with the outside world. When something happens, you can see it easily. A gentleman has a lofty ambition, treats others with generosity, treats himself with strictness, acts with benevolence, sticks to justice, and is not biased. Only when one cares for others sincerely can he get the eternal love of others; Only when one respects others sincerely can he get the eternal respect of others. People who have kindness can’t forget me, but complain can’t forget. People who have benevolence are invincible in the world. As long as you wholeheartedly admire Rende, you can concentrate on doing good. Naturally, there will be no deviation in behavior, and bad thoughts will not rise. No matter how bad the environment you encounter in your life and how desolate the state you encounter, you can still show your tolerance and benevolence in your behavior, you are great. Benevolent Leshan, wise water music. Human beings will be benevolent because of the broad and selfless feelings of mountains, and will also be wise because of the constant flow of water and the combination of hardness and softness. Sow benevolence where there is hatred; Sow forgiveness where there is harm; Sow trust where there is suspicion; Sow hope where there is despair. How to be a kind person? Use of two famous saying, others succeed, oneself to achieve and up people and do unto others, others. To give to others, do not make the other party have the feeling of being given; To help others, give the other party the highest respect. This is the art of helping others, and also the sentiment of benevolence. I hope everyone in the world can show their love to the world generously and make the world better. Just as the song sings, as long as everyone gives a love, the world will become a beautiful world. Give roses to others, leaving lingering fragrance in your hands. Giving forever can make our hearts full of happiness and happiness more than acquiring. If everyone strives to be a benevolent person, then the world will become a beautiful home.

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[Introduction] dream is far away, spring has gone. In that blooming season, the budding youth, the sentimental love, like a rain in early spring, the moisture coming and the melancholy going. Like a green apple, it was bitterly inserted into the gap of teeth, rolled down on the tip of the tongue, and finally sank in the deep pool of stomach. It was a pleasant smell …… someone said: the stronger the shell of life is, the more fragile its core is; The more active the dynamic of life is, the more lonely it is. Inscription in the silent night, a sad note circling around my ears, seems to tell the sleepless heart knot, floating thoughts extending in the air, it seems that those fragmentary years have pieced together faint images in my mind, those bitter past events have spread inexplicably in the deep soul, and a touch of sadness which is hard to touch is like a trickle stream, I opened the fence of my emotion a few days ago, my college classmates who had not seen each other for many years chatted on the wine table and told each other their past events. Occasionally, someone mentioned silence. She was the lily in my heart, it is said that when I went to the western regions, I was collected by others and went to another city. However, God did not bring her happiness but came back again. His eyes became gloomy. The diary that he thought had been dusty in a trance was opened in Sigh, although it was the feelings brewed in Shui Mu Nian, at this moment, the wind was blowing and the gloomy clouds were bleak. I took the glass and drank down heavily, spitting out a mouthful of turbid gas, and my sour eyes blurred my sight. Jing, my deskmate, who makes people like her at a glance, exudes the peculiar fragrance of a young girl like Lily. At that time, seeing her every day became the most pleasant thing in my mind. It was as close as a shadow, and my long hair always brushed my cheek inadvertently, A kind of unexpected feeling full of happy flowers in my heart. I like to secretly watch her quiet and warm smile, which is the happiest secret I have hidden in my heart, this green love is like the weeds blown by the spring breeze, spreading and growing crazily. For many years, in my dream, I always saw the season of blooming flowers, the throbbing years, and her smile was still so bright, her enthusiasm was still trembling at the corners of her mouth. Under the misty night, the most beautiful bride in the world came to me slowly with some elegance and warmth, and walked into my heart, how can I forget the past which has melted into my blood like smoke? Her deskmate’s eyebrows and eyes are clean, empty and blue, her face can’t be wiped out in her whole life, and her two Hearts holding hands, you can always touch the eyes of each other, and you can always hear the pulse of each other’s breath. That is the sound of flowers in your heart, that is the green taste of happiness in your heart. At the edge of the campus lake, there are too many unforgettable memories left at the end of the lake. Light steps, bright red smiles and lingering feelings make the quiet lake ripple wave after wave. We hold our fingers tightly, hoping that we can embrace each other and feel the warmth of life in this everlasting happy time. I still deeply remember that on the back mountain with luxuriant branches and leaves, the wind brought intoxicating charm. She gave me the girl’s first kiss, and her blushing face couldn’t hide her shy heartbeat, the Sweet Sweet Lips made me smell the faint fragrance, the sweet sweat of her dance, the elegant hair, the lingering love of my unforgettable soul, the deep gaze, the murmured whispers streamed across the fingertips and scattered all over the floor. However, it turns out that the time of fate is so teasing, and the love in the heart is so bitter. The happy campus time flies in youth like a meteor. Just before our graduation, Jing, always bowed his head and frowned. Jing didn’t tell me until the day we left the campus, because of the transfer of her father’s work, she asked her family to move to another city, a very far place, a place where she might never come back. The sudden news made me pale and my heart was cut, lonely, I suddenly felt that the world had lost its bright colors, and the spring of life had stopped surging. Looking at the Wounded Sky, the empty soul was ups and downs in the misty rain, my body hesitated at a loss, and my eyes were full of sad tears. Could the beautiful youth be just the fragile moon in the water and the hazy cloud and mist, does it disappear ruthlessly in my eyes? Can the most sweet love show its real beauty only when it is a flash in the pan? I still remember the day she left, pieces of maple leaves fell down, the air was full of melancholy mood, tears of farewell dripped on my face, I knew it was the rain in my heart, the helpless sorrow, when her lips clung to mine, I realized that this was the last tenderness. Everything that had become eternal memories waved, but looked pale with sinking, the sad ending was her distant back. Since then, in order to let my dream fly, I also left this sad city and went to a place where men shouldn’t let women cry, that is, the western regions. The night was already deep, with graceful melody and sad lyrics still flowing in the air, deeply engraved into my skin. Time flies, time goes by, summer flowers are broken, Autumn Water is worn, deskmate who goes far away, my silence, are you all right? You should know that we breathe under the same sky. Even if the fate of the years takes you away, I can still feel the heartbeat in the distance. Even if we walk on the two parallel lines of life, I also hope to meet at the crossroad. I also want to smell the faint fragrance of Lily, pick up the deep gaze, watch the running water slide through my fingertips, let me hold you quietly, no longer sleep lonely with a beautiful dream. Dream is far away, spring has gone. In that blooming season, the budding youth, the sentimental love, like a rain in early spring, the moisture coming and the melancholy going. Like a green apple, it was bitterly inserted into the gap of teeth, rolled down on the tip of the tongue, and finally sank in the deep pool of stomach. It was a pleasant smell and hazy feeling. The days that have gone through have gradually become wounds. The Years of yesterday have faded into shadows. The blue melancholy is like the evening without dusk, and the heart of crying cannot be found, no one can sew the wound in the heart, all the vows are so fragile, and the bitter waiting is even more helpless tears! The distant sky is the place I can never reach, and the tenderness of the past is the light sorrow that I can no longer touch in this life.

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I am writing this article today only to explore, and I also hope that the medical circle can make a breakthrough in this aspect, because it is related to the optimal development of human beings and the happiness of all families. Since I surf the Internet, I have met many people who have feelings of homosexual love on the internet. At first, I thought they were psychological diseases and had done their work. They asked me if I would look down upon them, I said: I won’t, and I won’t discriminate against you, because this phenomenon is a problem that human beings can’t solve at present. I can only persuade them to see a doctor and hope their families can be happy. According to the conjecture of scientists, the earliest creatures on land evolved from marine creatures. Through archaeology, the ancestors of human beings were only millions of years old, but how early? Where is the ancestor of ape? So far, most of the creatures on the Earth have sexual reproduction, but there are also many assexual reproduction. Even the Eels in our usual Chinese dishes have the function of homosomatic reproduction. They are male when they are young, when it was big, it became a female and began to reproduce itself. I didn’t read zoology books, nor did I study it. I just felt that it was related to the origin of biology by feeling. 1960s I in Shanghai hospital, seen a true thing cases: male, 42-year-old, is 3, a father of the time I met him front months, he suffered regular urine bleeding every month. Through the X-ray examination of the hospital, it was found that the uterus grew out in his body. Since the uterus in his body began to develop, urine bleeding occurred, that is, he began to have menstruation every month, but from his appearance, he didn’t feel like a hermaphrodite. He was a real man. Because that day I witnessed the whole process of the conversation between several doctors and him, and also saw his masculinity. For hermaphrodites, there are many cases in medical books. I have heard and seen them in my previous life, which reminds me of human genes and heredity, does it still keep something from the biological origin, and will it be distorted by climate, environment, food, external factors, etc? This is a difficult problem to explain, and it is also a big problem in the World Medical field at present. As far as I know, most of the people who have a sense of love for the same sex have married and have children. This phenomenon occurs mostly after 30 years old, but there is also a tendency to be younger, which makes a terrible feeling appear in my mind. Is it related to the sharp increase of human beings on Earth and the massive development of energy, for all living things on the Earth, are grams phase deposit of, it to maintain a certain balance scientific and rapid development also in this 100 or 200 years, cloning and genetic engineering has entered the fast track, these bring both good news and hardship. For example, improper use will bring destructive disasters to human beings. I think human beings must follow the law of natural development and maintain ecological balance.

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The place where the dream begins is also the destination of the dream.

The night was silent, the moon was clear, the wind was rustling, and people were Sleepless. The days were running away desperately between the fingers like being washed by the waves, and there was no trace of pedestrians. It has been a long time since I wrote the diary at night, forcing my mind to stop at the center of the night, not thinking, not reading, and all the streamers were frozen at this moment, A stable sleep is the beginning of a high-quality life. However, tonight I couldn’t bear the mood, tossing and turning, sleepless. The autumn wind is bleak, the dust is roaring, and the rustling sound is not only the fallen leaves in autumn, but also the pedestrians in the autumn wind. I don’t know whether the weather is changeable or the mood is changeable, which makes this September a little desolate and desolate. Today’s mood was not very good either. It was covered by gloom. My sister sent a message, asking for the address of her home and sending milk powder back. Suddenly I felt that I hadn’t greeted my family for a long time, and I couldn’t remember when I went home last time. The mark of my hometown had become a memory. Now can clearly remember a is 08 years 5 yue, when the weather just, pink azaleas are in bloom, Wang Yang sea, air fresh, the river is clean, forest silence. The streets and streets with red lights and quiet pedestrians played the whole town so charming, like the night around the stars, quiet and peaceful. An old dog, a hoe, a bent body and a walking back are always printed in my mind. The fingers with thick calluses have become chapped day by day, touching my forehead peacefully, a warm stream of bitterness flowed in my heart. This person was my grandmother. In rare years, it is still tough, and the gray hair hides the trace of time. Sitting in the yard of grandma’s house, basking in the sun and talking about the daily life, the hip-hop was mixed with Rooster cries. The warm wind of the rising sun blew on my face, warming my feelings and washing my soul. The vegetable garden in front of the door was a paradise for me to sow happiness when I was a child. There were colorful melodies in the barren soil, such as frost-red persimmon, slender cucumber, full branches and crumbling plum, when you think about it, saliva becomes saliva. Farewell to the noise of autumn, we will usher in the winter. The heavy snow is splashing with laughter and songs. A spade and a basin will show the immature childhood. I had been away from home for more than ten years, and the memories of that childhood and the innocent soul were all left there. Although I could not carry it around, I could never give up my concerns, such as old houses, old streets, old neighbors, it is printed deep in my memory like the old photos. Every time I went back home, I had to look through the diary, read the alumni records, look at the photos, think about the past and touch a memory. Although the books had turned yellow, the old days were faintly visible. There is also that bike, which was bought by my family in the sixth grade. I haven’t ridden it many times and it has always been my treasure. Now, it has been hung on the beam by my mother, just like the concubines who have been put into the cold Palace, losing their favors forever. When I met my old neighbor when I went out, I could still call out my name clearly and ask about my condition. The cicada’s temples were dyed with Frost and eyebrows were patterned, but his face was still smiling. My childhood friends had already gone their own ways, got married, got married and had children, contacted each other occasionally, greeted each other occasionally, and mentioned childhood occasionally. The ends of the world are now far away, only the hearty laughter still remains in the corner of the years, just like the first sight, ignorance and innocence, happy time, circling in the tunnel of time, reflecting the happy face. Close the diary, close the youth, the gorgeous title page always expresses the most touching chapter, singing, wailing, dotted in the dream-like years, becoming a never faded memory. The place where the dream begins is also the destination of the dream. This afternoon, my friend said that a classmate was about to leave and went on a new journey. He felt disappointed in his heart. Looking back suddenly, the shadow of the dim light had faded away. What was left was only a clear footprint on the title page.

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