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Lonely distressed

Maybe I was wrong. I was angry with someone, but now I am finally tired. When I wrote down that I really wanted to cry, everyone’s love was so humble. Like this, I suddenly don’t want to laugh, don’t want to make trouble. Looking at the gloomy sky, my heart became silent. The rain finally fell, and no one knew how to cry. Overnight grown up. It turns out that there is nothing we can do when we grow up, and the fate between people can only be so shallow. I began to feel a little annoyed and didn’t want to talk any more. Tears are also cheap and pitiful. The weather is getting cold, and the bustling world is returning to peace. This calm mood is not as thorough as before. It doesn’t matter. I cheat everyone with happiness, but I can’t cheat myself in the end! Promised happiness is a kind of love dearly, lonely so braveness. I started to be disappointed because I was always optimistic. I don’t know whether this is good or not. I only know that everyone loves it. It is also false that you will be happy when you say it, so that you can drop big drops of tears as soon as you touch the corners of your mouth. I really want to run happily and evaporate the tears into sweat. Lonely wind, more lonely than the wind, circling in the wind. The next rain will wash the sadness. Love to loneliness, loneliness to irrelevant itch! Wronged to nowhere to be wronged, finally I had to laugh. My whole life is so long, I’m a little scared. Crying is stronger, but now there is no reason to feel sad. The hair is long, so long that it is full of loneliness. I love the darkness and get used to the loneliness that the sky is slowly getting dark.

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Quietly changing from free to paid

In the afternoon, when I went to the bank, several staff members greeted each other with smiles. They were very satisfied and thought to themselves that they were familiar with each other. They were more polite and polite, which was good. After a pause, the staff said in an extremely courteous tone, there is one thing to explain to you, what? I was curious, because since the opening of online banking, we seldom went to banks, and many businesses were easily completed on our own computers, which was convenient for ourselves and directly reduced the workload of bank staff, naturally, there is much less communication with them. Hehe. The staff was in a dilemma, saying that they had recently received the above instruction that online banking should implement paid service, which has been implemented since last year. The charging standard has been approved by relevant departments, and it is 600 yuan per year, these days, it has to be withheld directly through the bank account, and the superior requires all the grass-roots banks to do a good job of explaining to customers. I was born to be dull, but I didn’t respond at once. What? Online banking fees? Why? We handled remittance on the online banking, didn’t we pay it obediently? The standard of transaction fee is the same as the standard of handling fee handled by the counter. There is no discount. Why do we suddenly say that we have charged the online banking fee? Isn’t it obvious that the charges are repeated openly through the so-called relevant departments? And it has been implemented since last year. What is the concept? It goes without saying that the bank still has to pay back the RMB that was not included in the bag last year? I couldn’t hide anything in my heart. When the question was about to come out, the staff understood our psychology very well, so I simply made it clear for us first: the bank explicitly canceled 19 charges (but actually it has nothing to do with the young people, and the most frequently encountered is that the password loss report is free, in fact, ordinary people will not enjoy the feeling of fee reduction), income must have an impact. The banking system is unwilling, so it has been planning to generate income. Previously, it was said to open online banking for free, use it for free, and give K Bao as a gift. Once the enterprise is skillful in using it and can’t stop it, hey, paid service, collect money, you can’t get it now, this operation is really not appropriate. There is a suspicion of Overlord, which belongs to hanging people in advance. It can’t be blamed that customers have ideas and complaints. No wonder many customers protest loudly on the spot. I asked doubtfully, is there really a customer who is in a hurry? Yes, of course, some customers said that you have to collect money from online banking. Hey, the big deal is that we don’t need online banking, cancel it, and return it to you. Is that OK? But the bank said, then you have to pay the money since you used it last year. Gee, what? The staff shook their heads while talking, laughing at themselves as if they were only executors. Even if they reserved their opinions, it would not help. There was no other way but to serve the superiors at the lower level. Over the years, banks have quietly changed from being free to having Fees. Many charging items that have never been heard of have appeared frequently. Last year, they began to charge 360 yuan per year for the annual fee, this year, the receipt box fee of 300 yuan per year has been charged, and now a net banking fee of 600 yuan has emerged. If you accumulate a lot, you will get a lot of money. As a vulnerable group, even if you have 100 unwillingly, your arms can’t twist your thighs, and you still have to obey in the end? In the past, it was said that merchants were only profitable. I thought that banks, a boisterous businessman, were disdainful of small money. I really admire them! In the past, it was said that the Kuomintang had more taxes and the Communist Party had more taxes. How could we think that there would be more taxes and more taxes? That kind of taxes was so numerous that you could be amazed. When the eyes blink, the old hen becomes a duck; When the eyes blink, it becomes a free payment. Speechless in

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Winter is coming

In Xinjiang, the coming of winter always makes people shudder. Fortunately, we have been accustomed to winter, just like we have been accustomed to the cold and dry West. In the three seasons of spring, summer and autumn in Xinjiang, there is no longer a long winter when added together. In the long winter, the first stage of neon usually appears from September or even August of the lunar calendar, and then goes crazy. It is really unbearable for people to die until April or May next year. Fortunately, we have got used to it and become natural! If one winter comes late or leaves early to hide, people will be suspicious and even confused. People are always a kind of very cheap animal, and they don’t know how to flatter them. For example, last year, there was one more leap August, that is, one more month, the autumn was high-spirited and sunny, and there was a beautiful Mid-Autumn Festival. The moon was full of flowers, but it was said that there were great disasters. Moreover, I would rather believe that there will be great disasters in the coming year. In fact, I, including myself, also blamed leap August for the disadvantage of traveling in the city, although it felt absurd and ridiculous. Last year’s leap August made us postpone enjoying the winter. The snowstorm in winter, the high pressure in winter, the surging cold current in winter and the harshness above minus 30 degrees make the city look pale and a mess overnight. Under the dark clouds, there is a gray city. In the gray city, there are dark crowds. In the western cities, no one is willing to enjoy the winter without vitality and vigor. Because in the western city in winter, there is no thousands of miles of frozen snow floating inside and outside the Great Wall, but the vast river suddenly loses its magnificent scenery. Even for poets living in this city, it is difficult for them to sing bright verses when they sit in the dry and impatient fighting room in winter. I hate this season, this city and this kind of life very much. This kind of season is most likely to produce inertia, and inertia is like the snow which is deeply polluted by industry silting up layer by layer, which will accumulate thicker and thicker, and finally become ice, freezing people’s active thinking, just like frozen streets and lands. Therefore, I always yearn for the South, the coast of the South, where the four seasons are green and lush, the flowers and trees are fragrant, and the birds fly and sing freely. More importantly, the South rarely has the same deep laziness as winter. In fact, I also love Sinkiang very much. Sinkiang has many magnificent and generous people, including poems and wine, friends and friends from all over the country. However, every winter comes, I shudder. What I am afraid of is not the cold snow in winter, but pollution and laziness. Last year, I coughed for a winter, stayed in the bucket room for a winter, and slept for a winter. Today is August 13th of the lunar calendar, and there are still two days left for the Mid-Autumn Festival, but the sky has changed, which is so cold that it looks like a widow’s face. At about 19:00 p.m., the wind began to blow. The Wind covered the dust and sand, and the fallen leaves were all over the ground. The temperature had dropped to 12 degrees above zero. But at this moment, the South is still lush grass and flowers. The fierce wind outside the door blew on my closed door. I sat alone in the rented room, having nothing and making painful decisions in my heart. Winter is coming, how can we consume the life that is no longer young in vain? I know very well that I have accumulated a thick layer of inertia in my life. I walked to the rental house with strong wind and came to the street. I couldn’t help feeling sad when I saw people coming and going in a hurry. The distant Bogda Peak has covered the first snow of this year. I heard the footsteps of winter coming quietly. At the crossroads of my life, I extended my eyes to the southeast, with infinite longing in my heart. There were blue ocean, warm sea breeze and evergreen seasons. Unable to change winter, but having the opportunity to escape. However, escaping also requires courage. Therefore, escaping is also a success.

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Sub language

It seems that there is no spring in Shijiazhuang, which has been mentioned by many people. From winter to summer, there is not even a little psychological preparation transition. It is always fast, cold and hot. Time is always chasing away. I haven’t turned back yet and find that I have taken you long ago. No matter where you are, there is no sign of stopping. I had already packed up all the winter clothes, thinking about using that big suitcase to move home in a vacation, and by the way, leaving that big suitcase at home. I always hated the big suitcase, especially those with drawbars, but the weather that goes against their wishes always makes the plan go back and forth. It is better to observe changes than to plan. Life is always ironic. When she was still counting the number of days of school, and refreshed the web page which was almost broken with boredom every day, Da Mao said that she could only spend her lunar January 15 on the plane. I said it’s a pity that you can’t see the fireworks this year. She smiled and said that as soon as I went back, I would watch flywheel sea and keep watching, so that I would not watch any fireworks. In this way, Da Mao got on the plane back to Fuzhou again. If everything was as usual, he should spend the night of lunar January 15 in downtown Fuzhou, this made me always doubt whether the braised noodles made by her father would appear like corpse change when brought back to the dormitory. As usual, I didn’t get up on the morning of lunar January 15, although I agreed to take my younger sister to go shopping, crowded with people, and bought her favorite little things. After my younger sister went away with her ears pinching and nose pinching, she wrapped the quilt over her head again, avoiding the bustle outside the window. Naturally, I missed the match I wanted to watch. Turning on the TV was already the most rubbish picture of the match. The score of the rubbish, the vacancy of the rubbish was three points, and the outer belt was three points. Mom said that she could not stay at home for a few days, so she would go out with your sister to play, making herself feel guilty. Then she said firmly that she would take her to watch the fireworks at night and squeeze into the front row, don’t let anyone block her eyes. The Sky at Night belongs to everyone, and my sister happily counts the empty wishing lights, 1,2,3….. 100… 200, just standing like this, raising his head, sometimes chasing and running, shouting, brother, see how fast the light flies. She was always worried that the soaring fireworks would accidentally light the lovely little lights one by one. In her opinion, the sky seemed to have only one side, and the lights on the surface and the fireworks would pass. Very beautiful fireworks, blooming on the top of the crowd, Suddenly I thought of the big fur on the plane. It seemed that I told her that she couldn’t see the fireworks tonight. I captured a few pieces of sky, some of which were very bright, some of which could hardly see any color, just endless black, my sister pointed at the little red dot in the black which could hardly be seen excitedly and said, “very beautiful wishing lamp. Hehe, it seems to be used to ignoring, who makes the sky very big. The MMS sent a piece of the most beautiful fireworks to Da Mao, and it was estimated that she would see it the first time after getting off the plane. After leaving home, he still went home. Er Hao always liked to call the dormitory home. When he called me and asked me if I had gone home, I always hesitated for a long time, I realized that he had already regarded this small plaid as home, but I was somewhat unaccustomed to it. But now there is not so much hesitation, have you gone home? Well, I’m going home. There are still six people. There are always luxurious six dishes and one soup when we eat together. Lao Qing always likes to order potato chips and Xiao Ying always likes to order a plate of fried pork with cabbage, although I always think that the technical content is not high. Xinyu likes to fill everyone with porridge. Although he will be very full, he is not willing to leave a drop of porridge. I can clearly remember the wrong concept, and be excited. Last time, it was recognized as the most difficult roasted eggplant. Er Hao, omnivorous, too variable, not listed. Gradually, I got used to calling everyone the exclusive title. Er Hao was not called Er Hao at first, but always thought that he was a figure like Er Feng last year. Sometimes he applied his own words, it’s just that my brain will be ripped from time to time. Last year, Niu Niu asked the calligraphy association of the school to ask for a pair of calligraphy with black characters on white background. He wrote a memorial to think about himself and put it on his head, with a majestic look. Very predictable reminder er hao, why does this word look like an elegan, Er Hao Wei smiled slightly, laughing without saying a word. The next night came the bad news of Er Hao as scheduled. After falling twice bravely, he finally fell to death for the third time. It’s not because it’s not slippery, it’s because it fell unprofessionally, or the function of the elegan, I don’t know. Lao Tang said well that a good day without bandits is a good day. For us, is a good day without Er Hao’s sleepiness? Let’s say, as long as we don’t repeat every night, add one or two sentences of normal speed that I can understand. I couldn’t help thinking of Er Hao’s dialogue alone on the first night.? Are you from Shaanxi? I’m from Shaanxi, too. Make friends, hehe hehe… Almost petrified us Leide. Lao Qing said that in the future, I would like to live a good life alone in my university, after he turned his former girlfriend into his former girlfriend. I have always believed what Lao Qing said to a girl. Seven years later, if you are not married, if I am not married, we will be together. It was a pity that after that, I found out that anyone could be the past of whom. It was just the same way, not necessarily the same return. Nowadays, I don’t have to borrow all my money to cross the whole city to see her in English class. I don’t have to spend every night planning how to surprise her on weekends. I just hold books, study and play ball games, silent, life. I will also smile and say, in fact, a person is good, there is no text message, no phone call. I would obviously ask me: You said that the girl in front of me tied a knot with her long hair. What if she couldn’t unfasten it. After thinking for a while, he still said to him that he had to use a lighter. Xinyu no longer buckles up. After having little Yue Yue, I began to forget his last Net name, which seemed to be called flattering Fangqiu, which was not real. I like reading Lao Yao’s microblog very much, which always reveals the warmth of life. I have seen such a paragraph before, scholar: Who is the most handsome actor. Old Yao: Old Ling. Xiucai: What about the second handsome one? Lao Yao: A Korean star. Scholar: why. Lao Yao: because he looks like my Lao Ling. And? Then there was no such thing as that. In the future, there was no more him in her life, and so did he. He lived and walked away separately. Just like Xie Na didn’t wait for Liu Ye, Martha was not the one who wore the ring for Jinru at the Long Island wedding. Variables are also a part of life. Ten years later, I am afraid that the only song I can sing is the one I still remember. Tears streaming down my face seem to be unnecessary. The knocked-over milk tea accidentally soaked the thick lecture notes with high numbers, and every time I turned the book, there would be a faint aroma of sweet potato. I will try to see beautiful clothes on Taobao, play the whole game with scolding, or plan the weekend, although it is nothing more than a double topic of sleeping or playing, but sometimes I still worry about my head. Erhao started skating again. Lao Qing still went to self-study every day. He also planned to visit a university tour in Shijiazhuang. He would kill the three kingdoms very late. The Lightning must have hit Erhao, I must be the most unprofessional one. Make an appointment to record every day. Short talk, short date and accumulated number are still several seasons away from 365. I want to go outing in the most beautiful season, on the warmest night, I went to the street stall Night Market. There were no crowds of people, only beautiful small objects. Besides, I don’t know which day the green train will go and stop at every small town along the way. Maybe tomorrow, maybe there is no tomorrow. Suddenly Guo Caijie’s head was added in his mind, but he didn’t ask why he still kept the lamp on the head of the bed; It seemed that there was nothing else except the extra pillow on his head. Da Mao said that day that the fireworks photo I gave was accidentally deleted by her. Open the photo album, search, click, send, use the button to tell Da Mao to pay attention to receiving, do not delete it accidentally. Look at the mobile phone, fireworks, night sky, freeze.

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Years leave life footprint

Everyone will have a long and long road of life, and everyone will leave footprints on the road of life. Life is a tortuous and long road. How many footprints have been left in the world in one’s life? No one calculated. But whether you realize it or not, life is writing your own history every day. Everyone who takes a step does not know where the footprints of the next step will go or where the next post station will rest, I don’t know what the next scenery will be like? However, since you are walking on the road of life, whether you like it or not? Is it lonely or colorful shell, Thorn jungle or fallen England? You have to walk. Every step you take, you will leave a footprint; You will write down your own life history. When you were born, your first clear footprint was printed in the birth file. When you were a toddler, there were your footprints in the soil, and the first spring flower on the hillside was the footprints you left to watch and pick; the book room in the campus leaves your footprints of thinking and harvest; The flowing Riverside has your lingering footprints; The seaside has your footprints of moving forward and shrinking. Walking on the road of life, you will find that every footprint that has not been annihilated by the tide has recorded your ups and downs. The marks left in the wet footprints after the ebb tide may be a cloud or a clear light. There may be sunshine or moon printed in the dry footprints at ebb tide. The sunshine and moon engraved the brilliance you once had. The ebb tide was full of dust and dust. The wind and sand left in the footprints may bury your most resolute wounds. If there is still a mess in that string of footprints, there must be your sorrow and suffering. It should be said that everyone’s footprints are unequal in weight and value because of their different abilities and environments. Whether it is big or small, or who is higher or who is lower, what is written is my own footprints. Some people will walk on a flat path leading to seclusion, some people will experience many hardships, and some people will have no chance to succeed all their lives. Countless footprints are the interpretation of life, and time has made them a tortuous road. On this road, the whole journey of life is engraved. Countless footprints are also written on your feet. History has compiled them into a history book that records the ups and downs, joys and sorrows in your life. Like a thick and heavy oil painting, it depicts your green hope, deep red desire and light blue dream. Like a long poem, it expresses the emotion and helplessness of life! Countless footprints are even the movement played by feet, playing with life, flowing from the feet and gathering into a sonata of life. This voice is sometimes high-pitched, sometimes loud, sometimes low, sometimes sad. The life footprints left by years are written with sincerity, which is the past of all kinds of life; The past with bitterness and sweetness is written with true feelings; Although ordinary, it is real. On the journey of life, we are eternal Pathfinder. I am constantly looking for happiness and happiness. In the journey of life, we are passers-by in a hurry. Maybe we are in a hurry, maybe we are leisurely; Maybe we are passionate, maybe we are walking heavily. The life footprints left by years have drawn my life tracks. Each track contains rich stories, and the significance of which is only my aftertaste, and the joys and sorrows of which can only be tasted by myself, perhaps sweet, maybe bitter, maybe agitated, maybe tranquil; Maybe bright, maybe monotonous; Maybe flat and smooth, maybe thorns all over the ground. The life footprints left by years are a piece of heartfelt words I wrote down, a long memory I wrote down, an old dream I searched for, and a deep yearning I pinned. It is my life feeling. Every inch of thought and every memory is the reverie dream I weave; All thoughts and concerns decorate my lonely soul; All tears and sorrows, embedded in the deepest part of my heart. The stream of time flowed slowly, and the footprints of growth were left deeply. Day by day, year by year, I unconsciously left a string of long footprints behind me. When I looked back one day, I looked back at my footprints, one footprint is a page of history, leaving a series of footprints on the road of life

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Master beggar Sesame official

2009 nian national day, 80-year-old grandpa finally took 7 years completed his 20 multi-million words of autobiography, for his legendary life add a thick and heavy in colours. When 7 years ago grandpa visiting family tell me his memoirs idea, I on his idea both surprised, and wondered: Grandpa his old man’s house just in four, when he was five years old, his father taught him to know a few words. Later, he had no chance to go to school because of national calamity. After taking part in the revolution, you still need to ask the army instructor to write a letter for you. Although you studied in the Army crash course for a period of time after liberation, you also taught yourself the courses of Chinese language major at the age of 60. But only by these can he write a book of his tough decades of life? Grandpa smiled confidently at that time and said, “after I have finished writing, you can help me sort out and revise it. I perfunctorily agreed. Unexpectedly, in 2006, my younger brother came back from Yunnan to visit relatives and told me that my grandfather was wearing reading glasses to write his memoirs on the computer, and because he didn’t know Chinese pinyin, he could only search one word and type one word with the help of a dictionary. This made me awe-inspiring: you should know that my grandfather was 76 years old at that time and he was suffering from many diseases! Now, when this memoir which gathered the seven years’ efforts of the old man was put in front of me, I couldn’t help being shocked by my grandfather’s spirit of getting older and stronger. I began to appreciate his legendary life and comprehend his mental journey with a touching, admirable and devout mood. At the beginning of reading, I had to read while thinking to understand the meaning of his writing (because when he began to write about his childhood experiences, he often used homophones to express his hometown dialect). But the later the article is, the smoother the writing is, the more wonderful the story is, and the more touching the plot is. I this ever long article less interested people is almost finished reading 20 multi-million words memoir, some moving incident let I have mixed feelings, awake at night. My grandfather described the rise and fall of the nation with plain and vivid words and affectionate words, expressed his loyalty to the party and the people, and poured out his love for the motherland and his hometown. I was shocked by my grandfather’s extraordinary experience, impressed by his confidence and courage, and amazed by his writing skills. As a Chinese, we will always have such a scene in our hearts: on October 1st, 19499, Chairman Mao solemnly declared on the gate tower of Tiananmen Square: The People’s Republic of China was founded! China, which has experienced vicissitudes, has been standing in the east of the world ever since. My grandfather was one of the tens of thousands of revolutionary soldiers who had gone through the bullets for the establishment of new China. When Chairman Mao announced the establishment of the People’s Republic of China in Beijing, grandpa and his comrades-in-arms were still fighting to eliminate the bandits in southwest China. Many comrades-in-arms died in striving for the great liberation of the whole country, the lucky grandfather escaped from bullets one after another and survived tenaciously. He recorded his personal stories with amazing perseverance, let us remember those young soldiers who devoted themselves to liberation, and warned us to cherish today’s hard-won happy life, encourage us to strive for the prosperity of our motherland. His memoirs gave me a spiritual baptism. He was a young boy who experienced twists and turns in 1930, and his grandfather was born in the home of fan Dinghan, the sixth boss of Pingyao Wei Fenghou exchange shop. At that time, Pingyao said that there were four Masters and eight small families, and the Fan family was the first of the eight small families. The elder named him fan Zuying (meaning that generations are winners). As the second generation of the only child in this family, he was deeply loved by his elders. My grandfather in his childhood lived a rich life like Jia Baoyu. However, with the outbreak of civil war, the invasion of Japanese pirates and the addiction of parents to drugs, this rich family gradually declined until the family was ruined. He begged along the street with his mother and suffered all kinds of bullying. He was resold twice and finally sold to Cao Bi’s Wen’s house. My grandfather’s childhood life experience became the epitome of many Chinese families in that turbulent era. He was a wise and brave soldier at the age of 15. He joined the revolutionary army led by the Communist Party and embarked on the revolutionary road of saving the nation and the people. In the battle of liberation of Taiyuan, grandpa and his comrades-in-arms developed the incomplete artillery captured from Yan Xishan army into multi-functional artillery, and seized the moment when the enemy gasped and gave the enemy a fatal blow, it reduced the casualties of comrades-in-arms and earned precious time for the Liberation of Taiyuan. On April 24th, 1949,taiyuan Liberation Day, it happened to be grandpa’s birthday. Taiyuan liberation became Grandpa’s best birthday gift. After the liberation of Taiyuan, my grandfather continued to go south on foot with the army. It lasted for 3 years and traveled thousands of miles. He killed the enemy and suppressed bandits all the way, completing the second long march in the history of our army and making new contributions to the liberation of the whole country. His class was awarded the first-class merit. The Award flag of his regiment was written to be accurate, and the award flag of his army was written to study techniques and lay the foundation carefully, and exert its power to destroy enemies in wartime. The collective honor could not be separated from the efforts of the collective members, and these merits undoubtedly became the historical witness of his glorious revolutionary journey. He was a student who constantly transcended himself. In July, 1953, his 23-year-old grandfather started another transformation of his life. He was arranged to study in the second artillery preparatory school of West Palace in Luoyang city and became a student. Before that, he who only knew +-had learned algebra, plane geometry, logarithm and series from fraction in just one year. Because of his intelligence and serious study, he was soon hired as a teaching assistant by his teacher. In March of 1955, grandpa was awarded the rank of captain. In July of the same year, my grandfather returned to his original position and began to learn mining, farming and fishing techniques. In his spare time, he also taught himself how to draw sketches. Versatile he, be Company elected wall newspaper, economic, discipline inspection 3 PCs club work member. At the age of 60, he began to learn Chinese language and literature by himself and became an old college student. He was a cadre who devoted himself to serving the people. In 1964, his grandfather transferred to Zhanyi automobile transportation station and devoted himself to the transportation construction in Yunnan. Among all the strange things in Yunnan, there is such a strange thing: trains can’t pass through the country at home, which vividly describes the current traffic situation of Yunnan at that time, and a large number of materials transportation needs to be completed by cars. My grandfather led his team members to overcome all difficulties and make contributions to the local economic development. During his 24-year work at the bus terminal, his job was transferred 27 times. But no matter what position he was in, no matter in good times or adversity, he always upheld the belief that people’s interests were the priority and the prosperity of the country was above all else. For decades, he tried his best to do his job well and always cared about the sufferings of the masses, I have been praised and respected by everyone in every job. He was an admirable extraordinary writer in 2002, with a strong sense of historical mission, grandpa began to conceive his memoirs and marched towards the ranks of writers. In 2003, his grandmother died unfortunately. He looked after his grandson while writing. In 2005, my grandfather, who kept pace with the times, tried to write on the computer. Because he didn’t understand Pinyin, he often checked and typed one word. With strong perseverance, over seventy years, with many different illnesses grandfather finally completed 20-multi-million words of autobiography, completed his life again Long March. Life is endless, and fighting is endless. Grandpa proved to the world with his strength and wisdom that he could stand up firmly where his parents fell down! He can proudly declare to the world that we are the unyielding descendants of the Chinese nation. We have the ability to overcome all difficulties and make our nation invincible forever! My grandfather’s history is the epitome of the rise and fall of the Chinese nation. He awakened thousands of Chinese people to cherish the good times now, took the initiative to shoulder the historical mission of the great rejuvenation of the Chinese nation, and made contributions to the prosperity of the motherland. This memoir is a special membership fee that Grandpa paid to the party, and also a precious gift that he presented to his mother. As an ordinary teacher of the people, I think this memoir is a vivid teaching material of patriotism education; As the author’s younger generation, I sincerely say hello to the peasant grandfather! Salute to my grandfather!! Present a bunch of flowers that will never fade to the writer’s grandfather!!!

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In love with xue zhi li

Finally, after watching “home, the n power” directed and starred by Zhao Baogang, I really had a TV addiction. Ha ha, I also benefited a lot. We, who originally preferred spy movies and war movies, once sniffed at nduo’s life movies, but recently, these 30 long episodes were pulled tightly, and we were not willing to pull down one episode, as soon as the broadcast time arrived, I didn’t care about anything. I always waited in front of the TV, even unwilling to watch the second episode step by step every night. I searched on the internet and wanted to see it first, xihu only has synchronous broadcast on the Internet, which makes us more obedient. Oh my God. Every time director Zhao launches a new play, he flaunts that it is close to life, and this time is no exception. Even if some netizens accuse the plot of being unrealistic, A middle-aged woman who has been divorced for the second time finally married a super rich woman with a child, is it possible? The family relationship is cut constantly and it is still chaotic. There are so many bad things, is it possible? But we still have to watch it with relish. Hey Hey, TV is already entertaining the public. As long as you watch it happily, why should you be so serious? Besides, this is an inspirational film that teaches people to be kind and aggressive. Family affection, love and friendship are extremely warm and touching, which is absolutely commendable. What we admire most is the women in the play, not the men. How do we think that the heroines in the play are better than each other? God! Zhao Wen is smart and capable. She would rather laugh in a BMW car than cry on a bicycle as soon as possible for herself who has nothing. She is good at making use of everyone around her, regardless of face and unscrupulous means, it is extremely despicable and despised to be spurned; Qi Qi, lively and lovely, astute, dare to love and hate, love animation, be good at games, be good at mixing wine, and be a rare little Angel; Wen Nan, the three marriages were hit several times. It seemed to be careless but wise. It was easy to handle things with ease. The calm and aura when dealing with things made people subdued; The most impressive thing was that we clapped our hands, when number xue zhi li. This returnee elder sister who has been exaggerated since she was a child is wise, fresh and refined, considerate, and observant. She is generous, tolerant and decisive. Her IQ is superior to EQ. She treats her family or outsiders, her Way, method and level of treating people are amazing. She was gentle and quiet, with a sweet smile. Listening to what she said was really a kind of enjoyment and enlightenment. The so-called listening to what you said was better than telling ten years of books. No matter what she faced was good or evil, she was never aggressive. She could be so calm and peaceful, and frankly expressed her ideas calmly and unhurriedly, and it can make the other side accept it sincerely (of course, there is also a trick to unload the bones and joints at a critical moment to show a warning, which is really cool), so that Zhao Wen and Zhou Hao have to worship her. How many people can match this kind of wrist and ability? With the development of the plot, let alone Chu Mu couldn’t help falling in love with her. I was also deeply involved in it. I fell in love with Xue Zhili unconsciously. I loved her so much, hehe. In the plot, some lines of Xue Zhili can be called Classic: for example, every separation of Dart and target is to return to the bull’s eye again., so, wait. For example, she said frankly to Zhou Hao: A real scumbag is much better than a hypocrite; For example, she was quite sober in the face of difficulties and difficulties in the relationship with Chu Mu, no matter what will happen in the future, we need to live the happiest day now. Anyway, those who should come will always come. Why bother us to take out the bad ending and torture ourselves every day? We are not that stupid, right? For example, she pointed out Xue Yang to get along with Zhou Hao with the business philosophy of cultivating competitors, because there are many things worth learning from Zhou Hao, for example, he can care about his face, as long as he needs it, he can become friends with anyone at any time; For example, he likes to associate with all kinds of people and also enjoys playing interpersonal relationships, which are all what you lack and are weaker than him, you can stick to your own way, but you have to understand his way, let alone deal with people like him. Because in this society, people like Zhou Hao are even more powerful than him. You will meet them sooner or later, and you have to learn how to deal with them sooner or later, so why not take Zhou Hao to practice his hands first? If you can successfully maintain a relationship with Zhou Hao that is both enemy and friend, then you can easily deal with many people in the future, even Zhou Hao can help you deal with those people you don’t want to deal with at all. This is actually the essence of cultivating competitors. Learn to appreciate your opponent and influence your opponent. When necessary, cooperate with your opponent to make his advantage be used by you. Someone says, wen Nan, an intellectual woman whose connotation is as blue, is a woman who can change men imperceptibly. Xue Zhili, a plain and refined woman, is a woman who can inspire men to grow up constantly, zhao Wen, who is as real as kite, is a woman who increases men’s strong life experience, while Qi Qi, a Kiki who is as ancient as Kui, is a woman who brings men real and happy life experience. Undoubtedly makes sense. I like this line very much: career and money, a financial storm, a commercial war, you can give up all your previous achievements and turn them into nothing; And home, no matter how the world changes, there will always be a door open for you, there will always be some people waiting for you inside, and they are willing to keep you forever until the end of life. Do you know what is the greatest wealth in one’s life? It is a person who is willing to support you, experience and share with you, whether you succeed or fail, rich or poor, and in these processes, you are getting more and more unable to give up the tie between you and them. Happiness means that a family will always be together

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Autumn Rain of sense

In recent days, the autumn rain keeps falling down, and I always like the rain. I don’t need to wear umbrellas when I walk slowly in the drizzle, and I also feel deep and rainy. In my memory, I played games with my friends in the mire with bare feet and slight rain in the sky. When I grew up, I felt that I was busy every day. I didn’t have time to look up at the sky, but I didn’t know what I was busy. It has been raining recently, and the continuous heavy rain has brought many natural disasters. I am looking forward to the arrival of sunny days. As a child of farmers, I know very well the influence of weather on autumn harvest, excessive rainfall will also directly affect the harvest of the farm in one season. Parents who are over half a hundred years old still work hard on the homeland where we grew up and deeply loved. I remember that year when I left home and walked into the city, I told my parents who stayed at home with confidence that I would take them to experience the life of the city when I earned money, now I think it’s so ridiculous that I was only a teenager when I left home. I think about what I have done in the past ten years, constantly studying, working and living, it seemed that everything was going on in an orderly manner, but the promise to parents was like a bubble floating on the lake, which could be shattered at any time. My mother went to school with Yuanyuan from the elder brother of Dalian gang, leaving her father alone. With such heavy rain, I could vaguely imagine that my father was looking for walnuts falling under the tree in those rainy days, or stand on the head of the field and overlook the thin figure of the cornfield in the heavy rain. If it were not rainy, it would be a busy harvest season. In such a rainy season, busy figures can always be seen everywhere in the countryside. Every time I went home, I couldn’t help looking at this familiar place called Hometown with wide eyes. It rained and sunny, and the village was always so old, which showed the vicissitudes of parents. Most of the young people in the village went out to dream, no matter how the situation was outside, those who go out are no longer willing to go back to their homeland to settle down, and those who come back may just be in urgent need of dealing with affairs. Many of my former classmates left school very early. Most of them have become parents now, and they also begin to feel the old life and the small life, but how many people who come out of the countryside can shoulder this obligation and responsibility? When friends chat, they are very depressed to confide that they have graduated from college for nearly 3 years and have never given their families a dime, the cost of living in the city is too high. When I was in school, my parents worked early and went dark, thinking that they could make their parents live a good life after graduation. Who could think that living in the present moment would make them feel more tired than when they were in college, the housing price is too high and the income is unstable. When you can have a stable life, you are not sure. How can you let your parents spend their old age peacefully and live a carefree life. My new father’s friend also said that a child was too expensive to give birth to a second one even if he was killed. Moreover, it was a problem to take care of the child. I really couldn’t bear to send it back to my hometown, take my mother to take care of it. She rented a small dwelling in the city but could not accommodate the fourth member any more. She had to let her wife take it with her and earn money by herself. However, her friends were just ordinary working class, to support a family of three people, living, clothing, housing and transportation makes life more difficult. From time to time, parents have to take money to help them. When children are older, they go to kindergarten and pay tens of thousands of yuan for school sponsorship. They pick up three times a day, many practical difficulties make friends feel helpless. My friend said that if I could earn 2000 yuan a month in my hometown, I would rather take my children back to live. Life like now is tiring, think about what we should take to support old parents and raise young children. Normal life makes us so hard, if there is another unexpected accident, how should we deal with it? Maybe the friends in the circle, including myself, have problems with their abilities and fail to keep up with the increasing speed of GPD, however, I feel that I have been working hard for a long time. The burden of a person’s life is not heavier than theirs, and I often meditate in my heart that beauty is often because I believe it, no matter whether you believe it or not, I am believe, our life will be better! The heart is sunny, and it will always go up! This world will always leave us a way to live! Moreover, we can still go out by ourselves-people! Therefore, even if today’s life is so gloomy, don’t, shouldn’t give up!

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Old and small

There were little guests at home who were relaxing during the summer vacation, but after staying for less than ten days, they ran away. In fact, the small guests are not small either. One is a sophomore and the other is a senior three. They are young and young. When I came, I was full of expectation, curiosity and freshness; When I left, I cheered and fled to victory. During this period, I was always depressed, hey. The reason for the depression was naturally not that he didn’t treat him well, but that he treated him so well that he did everything in detail. His daily life, thoughts, clothes and trousers were all ruled, and his living space was lost, “Was Charles. For example, students on vacation often love staying up at night and not being able to afford it in the morning. They like to stay in the air-conditioned room most, playing mobile phones, watching TV and surfing the Internet. They hate greeting at any time, take charge of eating, sleeping and any freedom of movement. In the evening, I was immersed in the wonderful plot, and the old man nagged to go to bed early; In the morning, I was sleeping freely, and the old man kept calling to get up and have breakfast; low air conditioning, comfortably wrapped in an air conditioning quilt, was reprimanded by the elderly for wasting electricity; Don’t feel comfortable at home, decided to go to the street, remove the glasses for invisible, face, put sunscreen on all the bare parts such as hands and feet, and hold a sunshade, just like a bird coming out of the cage. The old man sniffed at it: it’s hot in hot weather!, the time is a little longer, the phone calls are urging me to go home one by one; I want to stay away from the textbook and let my mood go, the old man hates that the iron is not good: it’s really good, you don’t know how to read books anyway, this, that’s not right either. I was at a loss and felt depressed. Old people also feel wronged. There are guests at home, or small guests who can’t be ignored. Three meals a day are refurbished and racking their brains. Snacks, fruits and so on are naturally essential. They wash and dry small clothes every day, and they are properly waited around, it was really hard work, but I never heard a good word, but I often complained. Although 90 after also understand, also try to in cater to the elderly life habits, hold not retort, not top cow, try to early to bed and early to rise, air conditioning hit 29 ℃ was sweaty, he wiped out his sweat silently; The old man who wore fashionable clothes was dissatisfied, so he immediately changed his clothes; The old man who didn’t work hard was unhappy, so he hurriedly managed to deal with it in an ostentatious manner. One day, at the dinner table, old people reflect seriously that they are old, old eyes dim, unresponsive and backward, and it is really bad to care more about children. Those who are kind and often want to do bad things should give them a free space for self-criticism, it made everyone feel a little bit sick, but luckily he covered his mouth. Look, it is theoretically valid, and in practice? One time, I asked the little one, how did he feel after staying for a few days? One said: jinwo yinwo is not as comfortable as its own kennel, and the other said that I couldn’t hold on and collapsed. Then he concluded, in a word, in the final analysis, the generation gap, or the generation gap, can’t be integrated. Even if you try your best to warn yourself, calm, calm, understand and understand, you can’t be safe, everyone is tired, really tired. The only good solution is 36. When the return ticket was handed to them that day, hey, the bright smile on that face and the happy finally relieved were written on their faces clearly. When sending the little one to get on the bus to the station, the little one just grinned to tidy up the luggage and unexpectedly forgot to wave goodbye to the old man. However, I clearly saw the old man staring at him far away and lonely, waving his hands vigorously on the balcony. I reminded the little one. The little one rolled down the window hurriedly and waved his hand to respond. At that moment, I suddenly felt sorry for the old people in the world!

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First

The first time was so unforgettable that I tried my best to defend my inner firmness. What I don’t believe, only you try to make me believe; What I insist on, only you earnestly ask me to insist on many times, the warmth of friendship is better than the so-called love. The kind face of that grandmother reminded me of my grandmother. She also had such a warm smile, which taught me the original life and kindness. When I was a child, it was my grandmother’s contribution to foster me up like this. In my childhood without father or mother, I never got less love than others. It was my grandmother who gave me double love. No autism, no deterioration, no rebellion, I don’t. The love my grandmother gave filled the blank of my childhood. That mother-in-law was my first customer. When she turned around with a smile, I suddenly wanted to cry. I missed my grandmother and I wanted to go home. As long as you have kindness in your heart, there will always be someone who cares and loves you. The grandfather cherished me, saying that he should take good care of his hands, dress more and ask me how to cure chilblain. He is strange, in this cold thing, let me live very warm. The aunt at the counter next to her smiled happily, telling me her daughter, Enshi style, academic future, and a lot of dreams. She only talked to her mother in the past, but I told her without reservation. It turns out that I am a person who is easy to be moved. As long as he feels suitable, he will never turn back. When selling things, I saw an old man holding an old woman in the supermarket. At that moment, I suddenly felt warm in my heart. After decades of mutual help and daily necessities, time smoothed love, but interpreted family affection. I have always believed that only when all emotions turn into family ties can they last for a long time. I hope that when I am no longer young and old, there is still someone willing to accompany me side by side to watch the sunrise and sunset, count the moonlight of every dusk, and hold each other’s hands, I always grow old and die with my help. When the scenery of life is seen through, I hope someone will be willing to accompany me to see all the streams. Besides, love will fade after a long time, and family affection will be strong after a long time. I hope my love will become everlasting family affection someday.

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