Month: April 2020

Pure Land

There is a small temple in the mountain. An old monk lived more than ten years ago. He took a few little monks with him to study classics all day long, plant some countryside and accumulate some good connections. Although the incense does not linger every day, every time he arrives at the first day of, the 15th general manager also had the benefactor coming to worship Buddha, so the life was very clean and peaceful. This small temple can be regarded as a piece of pure land in troubled times. After the tide of reform and opening up, the power of the Buddha was highlighted, and the number of good men and women who believed in Buddhism was increasing day by day. Therefore, the incense in the temple became more and more exuberant, the donations in the donation box set by the old monk will also increase. If there are more pilgrims, the business of incense must be done by young monks. If believers want to bring some shining Buddha pendants, beads or bracelets, they must also be managed to collect and sell incense, because of the shortage of people in the temple, people nearby found business outside the temple. However, some Buddhist books and texts such as praying for blessings and praying for signatures were still patents in the temple. Over and over again, the temples had to be expanded. After the expansion, there were more temples, Buddhist halls, and souvenirs. Of course, there were more pilgrims and monks, who played bronze bells, people who knock wooden fish, chant scriptures, and specially play Buddhist songs. In a word, the original small Temple became bigger, the original cold and cheerless became noisy, and the old monk was promoted to Abbot, the former Little Monk was honored as an eminent monk. If eminent monks want to keep pace with the times, they must innovate, They made some achievements. They visited various places to learn scriptures and then carried them forward. Therefore, they also rented one or two houses for ordinary people to sell souvenirs. They also contacted various tourist groups and added some Buddhist lanterns, the activity of collecting money by making comments greatly increased the income of the temple and enliven the economy of the temple. The temples became rich, so did the monks. They put on their watches, used their mobile phones, watched colorful televisions, and enjoyed the swimsuit beauties in the vast world that they had never seen before, I also saw that there was no bed play in the middle of the TV series, and I heard that I was full of love! Hate! Tears! Songs, real, good and beautiful things have no appeal to them, while dirty water disturbed the mood of monks, so they also put on sunglasses and accompanied women to take photos in the park, accompanying women into the restaurant on the street for lunch, the secular people don’t believe that they are real monks! Every time someone makes such comments to them, there is always another voice saying: the whole society is changing, can it only allow secular people to reform and open up? Can’t we allow Temple reform and monks to open up? Alas! The Pure Land more than ten years ago!

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Time suddenly

In lunar August 18, I am 21 years old. When did that happen? I began to be afraid of being asked about my age. When I met someone who was not familiar with me, I said I was eighteen. This verbal 18-year-old has continued until today. But that can only lie to others. I know which stage I have reached. No matter physically or psychologically, this sense of aging has been deeply rooted in the bottom of my heart. Especially psychology. One day, I chatted with a roommate and talked about the ideal thing. He said that his current ideal is becoming more and more realistic and more vulgar. Sometimes he thought it was enough to have a person he loved to accompany him every day, just like when he was a child, A lollipop and a colored ball can make you happy. Those dreams that you had in your seventies are nowhere to go. Yes, I also have the same emotion. Suddenly I felt that those ordinary happiness was what I really wanted and what was really precious, and those dreams that I once wanted to write to others to see and sing to others were missing. What I am concerned about now is just a trivial matter like today and tomorrow. And all these can only show that you are old. I went to the bookstore the day before yesterday and bought Anne’s “happy years”, which is a collection of proses and novels. She didn’t like her novel all the time, and had deep despair, although it was very touching. Prose is my favorite type, light and simple words, occasionally with some philosophy. The happy life she described made my heart envious. At the same time, it also proved that my mind changed from the past youth passion to the present peace and plain, without desire. But aren’t these sad? In the past nearly a year, every night I would pick up the paper and pen, turn on the light, write silently and contribute stubbornly. Where did I go on that day? Where did such a person go? Where is the boy who was once obsessed with guitar and wanted to learn Pu Shu and sang NEWBOY everyday? Nowadays, after class, I go to the Internet and go to the supermarket after going to the Internet. I am too lazy to write a diary at night study. I am a long-distance person holding a phone call to someone, but I still cry unhappy in the bed, is that you? Who can tell me the answer to all this? Suddenly, what we can do is just to stand. Second, I don’t know what a wonderful period of youth should be. Young Love, sincere friendship and countless sadness and happiness in it? I started my youth journey by following the clear and sometimes vague fragments of the past in my memory. I remember Nannan at the age of sixteen. A simple and transparent time. You are my deskmate on the way to and from school. The girl I like together. I hate math together. Writers and singers who like it together. I remember the photo he sent me when he was about to graduate, and the expression in his eyes when he gave me the photo revealed the firmness and sincerity of his youth. I remember Xiao Chao at the age of eighteen. Twins fate. Yu Wenle’s hair style and appearance, white T-shirt and shabby jeans make him feel a little shy when laughing. Childish temperament, serious emotional, fragile heart. I remember that boy named Yangyang. Standard fan. Live your daily life humorously and easily. It seems to be indifferent to everyone. I remember the four words he wrote on the disc of the New Year’s Gala: those flowers. I remembered his concerned eyes when he came back from Chongqing and his words like taking care of myself when he patted me on the shoulder. I still remember that handsome Xiaochuan. Football fan. I like that he almost spoiled me and called me Haohao. I like his handsome and annoying theory. I also like his plain words without any loneliness and modesty. I also remember Liangzi. Gangsters who oppose exam-oriented education. Bad students in teachers’ eyes. While valuing friendship, we doubt friendship at the same time. It’s very popular, I like to bring some friends to drink. Of course I remember bin. Excellent boys in the traditional sense. I studied geology which I liked in national key comprehensive universities. Sedate mature. He is the only one who can give me warmth from beginning to end, and only in him can I see the true friendship. I think youth may be like this. A few sincere friends, an unspeakable past. It is because we have made several sincere friends in the difficult past that so many people like to look back on their youth. But no matter how to recall, no matter how to look back, they are all gone after all. I sadly found that no matter I recall or look back, it is a return, and it is no longer the reality that can be reached today. Therefore, the delicate and affectionate Pu Shu would almost call hoarsely in those flowers: are they all old? Where are they? While Lao Lang sang in “Love has become a song”: let’s call our youth blue sky, the infatuated youth drifting in all directions, let’s be enchanted like a year, and watch us travel through thousands of rivers and mountains.

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No plastic bags of age

[Introduction] it is essential for residents to buy grain in grain stores every month. As many varieties are supplied in the grain store, the seller has to prepare as many pockets as possible. When the grain is bought once, the whole body looks like a person. The pockets I sewed were colorful and varied in size. Now I think of the incredible things that existed normally at that time. Nowadays, the pollution of plastic bags has reached a very serious level. The seemingly smooth plastic bags are filled with various kinds of garbage, no matter in big cities or small towns, they are a little layman, and the garbage made up of plastic bags is a pity for people’s vision, from smell to sense, it is frightening, inside and outside the city, it seems to be different places where plastic waste is abundant and stored. Although the plastic ban has been issued for several years, it has little effect. I couldn’t help thinking back for thirty or forty years. At that time, when people went out, almost every man, man, woman, old and young, had a very ordinary cloth bag sewn by themselves, or they were holding all kinds of baskets, baskets and baskets, the same is true for people in big cities. When going to the store to buy things, the salesmen always tie up the packaged goods, such as cakes, candies, salt noodles, soda, alkali noodles and cooked food with wrapping paper bags and paper ropes, then I put it in my own bag. When buying a liquid food with soup, people can only bring their own containers, which is natural and not inconvenient. I have to mention the bag at that time. Almost all men at work have a kit and other things to put in, and all the clothes and lunch boxes they wear are put in it. Women’s bags are a little fancy, and most of them are cloth bags with patterns sewn by themselves. It is quite luxurious to buy a shoulder bag in the store. Rural people went to the ground only to carry their own labor tools. Even if they were busy going home to eat during the busy farming season, the women and children in the family would send food to the ground with baskets and water cans. A simple and original package accompanies people’s life and every day. The cloth bag at that time was also an indispensable thing for the family. If the teacher confiscated the schoolbag when the child was naughty, it would be a big deal. Parents had to go to school to find the teacher, ask for your schoolbag if you have all the good words. You know, it was also very envious for my friends to carry a new schoolbag when the schoolbag was too big for a child to carry it again after the sewing was broken. I don’t know when there was a fiber flat rope discarded from the packaging. This is good. People scramble to use it to weave baskets, from big cities to small villages. At that time, the streets are full of people carrying such baskets. Ingenious, the colorful fiber band was added to the basket, and people who were full of brains even made up more and sold them in the market. This kind of sturdy and durable basket had been popular for a long time. At that time, if you bought a lot of things when shopping in the store, you only need to take a big bag to hold. There were stacks of taupe wrapping paper on the counter of the store. The goods supplied by tickets had already been packed with paper bags of different sizes. I bought it now, and the salesman skillfully wrapped the shape with wrapping paper, and then tied it with paper rope. The whole plate of paper rope was put on the counter or hung on the shelf, and rolled around with the salesman’s pulling, it is also a beautiful scenery in the store. When you buy breakfast, you also use a piece of wrapping paper to hold fried dough sticks or steamed buns, and the wrapping paper is often stuck on the hot breakfast. At that time, there was no napkin to provide in the restaurant, so I had to take out my handkerchief to clean my mouth. Speaking of handkerchiefs, its function has been glorious for many years. At that time, it was quite normal for children not only to wear handkerchiefs on Hara cards, and almost everyone’s pockets were filled with handkerchiefs. Since the napkin came into being, the function of handkerchief has disappeared completely. It is necessary for all residents to buy grain in grain shops every month. As many varieties are supplied in the grain store, the seller has to prepare as many pockets as possible. When the grain is bought once, the whole body looks like a person. The pockets I sewed were colorful and varied in size. Now I think of the incredible things that existed normally at that time. This recycling or defensible packaging has accompanied us for so many years. Until the appearance of plastic bags, the things we used have gradually faded out of people’s view. Plastic bags do bring convenience and quickness to people, but the harm they bring is far more than convenience. People gradually realized this kind of harm, and also realized the environmental protection bags in the past, but they still lingered in convenience and depression. Unless the source is pinched, unless the original is restored, the habit in this life is not high-tech. It is not good to attach importance to it, but to shout, and to act.

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Allah will write

The fourth collection of 100 short essays of article 4x has been completed, and the fifth collection has begun. Because the set of the beginning of the alphabet by arrangement of letters, di 1 article should A prefix, so think of in Shanghai Institute of the only one Shanghai dialect Allah, with A prefix of the Allah also write “do title, and to express hometown complex. I’m not from Shanghai, but in Shanghai breath lived seven years, later also intermittent been to, add up and for years, climate, human, customs, can barely half Allah Shanghai. I’s so stupid, many places spent never learned local dialects. In rural participate in social education more than half a year, go with colleagues local words of accuracy can spurious, I learned only two words: Tied for when I am. Tied body refers to cotton jacket, meaning must have body tied to solid airtight keep warm, genuine. Then barely is some falling water. Heaven Water of course’s raining, less genteel but quite accurate. Allah don’t know is how to, guessing, baby of initially pronunciation is a sound. Five-star red flag raised less than one year sub-go to Shanghai. Never left home, a person from Valley suddenly came to debauchery of the paradise for adventurers, dazzling, meng tou zhuan xiang, scary, scared. Was full 16-year-old. Day, I from Hongkou kept asking, found busy Nanjing, saw International Hotel. It is my most admiration, longing for, in foreign socks machine-woven cloth matches of trademark saw. So high! Home of most high-rise only four-layer, all directions of country people hordes into town to see fresh, one open-mouthed and. I also joke they think countryman shao jian duo guai. Then I stand international hotel below looked up, not as those Hicks just as agapeas, shao jian duo guai. I stand International Hotel on the opposite sidewalk, want to count the tall building towers exactly how many layer, back home after good swing I informed, the beginning clear, to ten multi-layer on dizziness, the number of the more dimly, again and again with finger at, eye tired neck acid elbow numb also also counted clear. Don’t know if anyone’s joke I: That hillbilly! Head bend neck high hope, count how many layer; Slippery a cap to fall, Murphy suddenly to drop cap wind. Happy to leave home, sit car along the way was bumps were overpowered when I also regret, think shouldn’t go to Shanghai. Second years into the schools, students together bustling, laughing, then cease to regret it, lucky went to Shanghai, there is so much teacher and professor. The recall with short text “start your di 5 set, heart very happy. Seventy years not in vain spent in eating and drinking play in, can not be called worthiness, old music, at least can called old age, old send. I don’t avoid words, seventy years of one can starting from scratch depended on me decades ago phonetic symbols ㄅ, ㄆ, ㄇ of skills, a finger point a million words, for better or for worse, at least spirit can be good. Is still seventy-two-year-old from scratch. I powered, to get going cheer, so confidence: certain to keep writing. A thousand years old people in addition to writing feelings do? Nothing, only feel, experience, twists and turns, bumpy a lot of, so they named the seventy years recollections short text “, if can still move on, also hope changed to” eighty years recollections short text” Deep wish own this worthless life can stay up that time. Not writing and all day long walks, tour supermarket, watch, Life of year kill in streets, consuming in the supermarket, waste in watch? And changeable time, have fengfenghuohuo, gloom, exciting, failyear hunger month, each recall, generous every inevitably, Xinghui dripping, Cannot but express and knock hit scored computer in. People bags shopping, with a small cart pushing, I even shopping, two fingers can home, that sour besides, since writing since, to catch the great leap forward era falling Insomnia cured. Eat a lot sleeping pills, even a friend treatment psychosis chlorpromazine give me also of no help, light sleep 4, 5 hours, heavy then sleep only 2, 3 hours, even all night. Write articles has so magical effect and I said why not, how can don’t stick to it. Have friends original advised me not to write, they know the writing to me such good news after all in turn encouraged me to keep writing: wrote happy good! Old wife and my children total ask me tired, me to lay off, just in case they worry about me, had to say’t feel tired. Not tired is lies, is afraid they to me worry. Almost all day a finger pointing, finger not tired tired eyes, eyes not tired neck-neck not tired waist tired, waist not tired ass tired. But although tired I willingly, than all night good, let alone still can narcissism, record of time passing life vestige, future fine can over and browse, take this Memories and happy. Own appropriate adjustment is, for a moment stop buy food, for a moment stop wash dishes, a stop cut vegetables, for a moment stop washing dishes, cut vegetables, cooking, for a while stopping to eat, eat vegetables, work and rest. Sometimes at home run and jump, one-way conversation, shouting call. Myself felt funny, a thousand years old people so not a decent, childhood so not a decent LL catch grandma scold. If a bygone age, is, older people have to grandchildren before zheng yan Lise, sit, be a example. No grandma, not grandson around, having to sit Oh. Start is write an article or two play, close to hundred after going to finish a hundred articles, and later intends to complete two hundreds, again want to Minato over three this Geely number. I is so delongwangshu insatiable. Now think, simply decided to write down, to dizziness, life rest, keystroke more than, more on a floor, climb fifth floor playing A, tube he seventy years or oldest elderly years. After all Mai man of eighty age, brain inevitably muddleheaded. For example in my article person often inconsistent, press time after Post asked, how all of a sudden is he, all of a sudden is me? I writing short texts love with third person, but obviously that their own experience, will inevitably situation not by oneself of fell into it, so for a while is he for a while it’s me again, let the cat out of the bag. Clearly Is wrote their own, often called me he; Can’t help written as I, netizens strange how? Original Old man nearly eight, confused and old eyes; For a while is I meet him, suddenly look back laugh.

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It’s like a blooming year, fortunately I have you

Looking at the drizzle outside the window, the fine raindrops dripped into my heart, wet the long-sleeping past, cold oath, who made it fade like a flower, who makes it bright and dazzling like lighting, making people covet, like getting close, like Xie Yukai, you are here, I am leaving, tears turn into everything that has passed away, who is resenting the past, who is not willing to give up the feelings, who has made promises, betrayed the oath, who has taken away the sympathy of others, and who is terrible melancholy and spitting. The time flies like brocade, and the decay impacts the low-lying of my heart. I am still like myself as always, recalling those prosperous and bright images, even though there are thousands of helplessness and unwillingness, but I can’t hide from this fate all the time. God has been telling me: such an ending, for you and him, is a disaster that can’t be avoided. You escape, destiny will follow, who can’t give up I heard my cry: I am reluctant, I still don’t want to give up, this is not the ending I want, this is the ending that everyone wants to see. This ending is the most perfect ending. I just heard that Tian told me like this. God, he advised me like this, what I told me was that I couldn’t escape for two months and eight days. You have been away from me for so long, and my outstretched hands haven’t been coated with your warmth. I received it, raindrop. A bunch of raindrops, which were shining raindrops. My eyes narrowed into a line of eye line. Only falling to the sea can the raindrop create his immortal legend, even at the risk of breaking down, however, I still chose to stick to it. What about life? Death is also a yearning. It was Shao who had tried hard and I didn’t have the sky to lift everything for me, the loss certainly makes my heart ache faintly. However, someone will take care of me again, love me, care about me, and will not say that I am unreasonable, will not scold I am fool, and will not bully my innocence, I won’t expose my lies, spread salt on my wounds, neither will they. They are my friends, the best friends of this life, the constant love of the next life, you will always stretch out your warm arms, hug me tightly in your heart, pat me on the shoulder, and tell me that I and you will always send me my favorite food for me, tell me, no matter how hard and tired you are, you should take good care of yourself. You will always help me review my lessons and teach me patiently. You will not spit on my stupidity or abandon me. You will also be angry for me, I secretly came up with this bad idea to vent my anger for me. I was sick, lonely, helpless, anxious. When I was desperate, you were like a pair of invisible wings, taking me across thousands of mountains and rivers, always holding my hand, encouraging I, tell me, if you want to love yourself most, I know that decadence cannot escape everything, and you cannot vent your deep sorrow, let alone retrieve all the ignorance. I know that far away, where I can’t reach, you will always be there. You will always bloom on the other side, and the wilderness on the ground is quietly waiting for the pace of my return, cheering on the other side, praying on the other side, miss me silently on the other side of the bank. Every Moon night is called and called. The bright moonlight is your expectation. You want me to be brave, strong, and regain the lost past, looking for my true self Jie, Qi, pig, Jin, you are always like this, never give up the rain, and there are a lot of bright colors in my life, leaving me dazzling gorgeous, the year of publicity, which is like flowing brocade, sings the constant friendship between us and praises our old world. I am far away here, through the misty moonlight, with my deep yearning, miss you and wish everything well

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Dog War

[Introduction] there is a tiny cloud on the horizon, and the setting sun is like blood. I raised the red rope in my hand, what a delicate red silk thread, which was decorated with three green jade-like ornaments. It can be seen that the owner still loved it when he carried it home. In the late autumn night, the chill hit people. While reading in the study, I vaguely heard a voice coming from the outside. I walked to the window and listened to it. The Voice continued from time to time, as if coming out from the woods outside the window. For a moment, I couldn’t figure out what the sound was, as if a strange bird was calling. Why are there still unreturned birds at such a late hour? Is it lost? Or is it hurt? Do you need help? Muttering in my heart, I took a flashlight and prepared to go out to see what happened. When I opened the door, a cold wind of late autumn blew on my face. I couldn’t help shivering. I quickly put down my sleeves and wrapped my skirt tightly. When I reached the stairs, the voice became clear, as if it was not far away. I took another two steps, which made it clearer. It was almost certain that it came from the basement. Through the dim light in the aisle, I followed the sound and saw a paper box at the corner of the wall. There was a black thing moving inside, and the sound came from there. I took a flashlight and saw it clearly. It turned out to be a black puppy with a round little head. Two big ears drooped softly and stuck on the head. The whole body was black and black, A red rope was tied around the neck, which looked like a little bear. It seemed that it was two or three months old at most, and it was extremely cute. The little guy was lying in a shoe box, with a sweater under his body, shouting with Condolence. His voice was very weak. Seeing someone coming, he wandered and wanted to stand up, but fell into the box again. It looked very weak, but a pair of black eyes were still shining, looking at me pitifully for help, truly adorable. Whose dog is this? How to put it here? It is so cold at such a small night that it is not afraid of freezing. I squatted down to see what happened. An unpleasant smell came to my nose, and then I saw clearly that there was a little mucus sticking to the little boy’s mouth, and the fur on his back was also smeared one by one, there is a small amount of excrement on the sweater, which makes me look dirty. Are you sick. Thinking, he hurriedly picked up the box and went to the basement. My wife brought towels and toilet paper. At the sight of the puppy, he cried distressed: this little thing is so pitiful. How could it be made like this? It must be sick. They don’t want to throw it away. So while shouting obediently, regardless of the dirty smell, first use a wet towel and then scrub the dog with toilet paper. The dog was still yelling, exactly like moaning. My wife took milk powder and boiled water and rushed a few spoons to feed it to drink, but the dog’s upper and lower teeth were clenched tightly, but he didn’t open his mouth. His wife shouted: drink some baby, and you will be fine after drinking. But after encouraging for several times, the dog tilted its head to look at people and lowered its head again. I didn’t open my mouth at all, so I had to give up. After a while, the dog seemed to be weaker, lying in the box and not moving much. My wife is a little scared: will she die? Hurry to the hospital. Look at the watch, it is already over ten o’clock at night, where is the pet hospital open? 114, I checked the numbers of several pet hospitals and called them one by one to ask. Finally, one of them was still at work. I was a little overjoyed: I only knew that the hospital had emergency treatment, I really don’t know that there is still a 24-hour pet hospital. I drove there hurriedly and found it after searching for a long time. It was a large-scale veterinary station near the old Yellow River. My hanging heart seemed to be half relieved and I felt much more steadfast. As soon as I entered the veterinary station, two young men with yellow hair were drizzling with cigarettes in their mouths in a row of benches near the window. The doctor on duty walked out from the glass door and looked at the dog in the box I was holding. He said with disdain: put it on the table. Then I quickly grabbed the dog and pressed it on the table. My heart couldn’t help picking it up. I thought, this man is really, how can you treat a sick dog like this. Not much thought, he picked up the dog’s tail and inserted a thermometer into his anus. He said to me without looking back: five minutes, hold down and don’t move. Unfortunately, the result came out. This dog had a fever and got acute gastrointestinal gastritis. This kind of disease is the most common among cats and dogs from six months to one year old. They spit up and down, but it is not very helpful if they get it, I will give a shot of serum, and then I will give a shot of anti-inflammatory spirit for a while. I will see it tomorrow, and you will come again if you can survive. The doctor’s words made me feel a little desperate. At the same time, I understood the reason why the dog was abandoned in the basement and couldn’t help cursing the unscrupulous dog owner in my heart. After the injection, I didn’t know whether it was because of shock or weakness, or the effect of medicine, the dog calmed down and didn’t make any noise. Hurriedly drove back home. It was already past midnight when I was busy. Afraid that the dog had an accident at night, my wife found a bigger cardboard box and found an old bath towel to put it in the box. She filled hot water with a small warm water bag and put it under the towel to warm it, then cover it with a towel and settle the dog in the study. After placing the puppy, I was exhausted and thought about some things to do tomorrow, so I went to bed quickly. At night, I was in a daze as if I heard the little dog barking for several times, and then there was no sound. I prayed secretly in my heart: I wish the little boy nothing can happen! Safe! Maybe it was because of tossing for the whole night that I slept so heavily. When I woke up, it was already bright. Why didn’t the dog move? There was an ominous premonition in my heart, and I hurried to the study. I saw the dog open his eyes and his sharp white teeth half open. His body was cold and he had no breath. I felt helpless, pitiful and angry in my heart. I couldn’t tell what it was like for a while, so I couldn’t help sighing. His wife’s eyes were also filled with pity: if the dog went to see a doctor earlier, he would not die. No one was too wicked to raise it. Throughout the whole day, my mood was disturbed by this matter, and I deeply lamented the unfortunate death of such a young life. Among all the animals domesticated by human beings, I always believe that dogs are the smartest and most comprehensive, even better than some human beings. Although people’s description of dogs has no lack of derogatory meaning since ancient times, but the loyalty of dogs is the same word, and no one doubts it. Think about the considerate little guy who welcomes the door and jumps happily around his knees, shakes his tail and holds his clothes, rubs his legs to beg for mercy every day. Isn’t it just a child who makes you love him? As the saying goes: Kitten and puppy, how can you have the heart to abandon and harm them? When I went home after work in the afternoon, I still thought about where to bury it in my heart. After all, every life in this world must live with honor even if it is small, death has the dignity of death. I think of the riverside garden outside the community, which has just been renovated recently and planted a lot of flowers, plants and trees. It should be more suitable for people to be inaccessible at ordinary times. The dog lay quietly in the box in the basement, as if a sleeping baby, waiting for the host’s call, but its owner never appeared. I found a cardboard box as the last place for the dog to live. When it was not late, I took a spade and drove to the river quickly. Looking at the surrounding environment, I chose a newly planted osmanthus tree and waved a spade. Anxious, angry, sad, I was sweating all over. Finally, a fairly satisfactory pit was dug and the paper box was placed. I carefully understood the red rope on the dog’s neck, then carefully wrapped the dog with bath towel and put it down gently, for fear of disturbing this poor little creature, I just murmured in my heart: what a beautiful dusk, sleep, baby, no one will disturb you from now on. In the afterglow of the sunset, under the afterglow of the Autumn Tiger, I held a special funeral for this poor dog. Horizon of tiny clouds, sunset as blood. I raised the red rope in my hand, what a delicate red silk thread, which was decorated with three green jade-like ornaments. It can be seen that the owner still loved it when he carried it home. I tried my best to break the thread and threw it into the river, saying in my heart: Dog, may your soul stay away from the bondage of human beings and go back to nature! Be a free elf. In fact, their nature is full of selfishness, narrowness, cruelty, capriciousness and insensitivity. For their own kind, they are doing things like cheating each other and killing each other every day. Look at those busy people who come and go every day without hesitation often add Sudan red and trimeric amine to the food, feed lean meat essence to pigs, dye steamed buns and take birth control pills to Huang Wan; add black cotton to the quilt, use inferior tires for cars; Even mix white wine with industrial alcohol, and pickle salted fish and bacon with divov. How can they have true feelings for you, the outliers? You are just dolls when their feelings are empty. What they have is just false feelings. When they like it, they serve it as a parent-child; When they are bored, they abandon it as a shoe. Go! Poor baby, if there is an afterlife, be a free bird in the sky, overlook the grassland and forests, fly freely and sing happily; be an unfettered beast in the mountains and forests, walk through the dense forests and hills, carefree and free for life; Be a fish and turtle in the rivers, lakes and seas, wandering freely all day long. As long as far from men, As long as you are separated from the captivity of human beings, don’t miss the leftovers of human beings, and change the quality of cat food and dog food; Don’t be reluctant to the dark, damp, dirty cat house. Go! Baby, be a free spirit in the nature. Don’t become a cat, a dog, a chicken and a docile lamb raised by human beings any more. All day long, you will raise your nose and cry on others. Like human beings, you are a child of nature and free. You shouldn’t have become a pet of human beings. Sleep well, baby! There is no need to worry about being disturbed by heartless people any more. Here, there are flowers, trees, green grass to shade you from the rain all the year round, birds and insects to sing for you. I will pass by here every day when I go to work, you will see that osmanthus tree and pray for you in your heart. You are not alone. Sleep, Baby!

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ceng shu

[Introduction] although I am not a literati, I still fondle admiringly when I see good books. It’s just that I seldom buy books in recent years. It’s not because I don’t buy books. The books are expensive now, which is unacceptable to my wage earner.

It’s fine on weekends afternoon, go to the bookstore to read books. To be honest, it’s hot, there is no place to go. I have been surfing the Internet for a long time, but I also feel boring. Therefore, going to the bookstore to read books is a compulsory course on weekends, while going to the bookstore to read books for nothing without paying for money. I often go to Bowen bookstore, which takes seven or eight minutes by bike. Although it is summer vacation, there are not many people in the bookstore. In fact, I like to go to this bookstore to read some newly listed magazines, such as readers, special attention, Yilin and so on. Don’t read books too thick, turn over several books, my legs hurt every time I stand. Because, after all, the bookstore is not a library and has no seats. Fortunately, the shop assistants in the bookstore were polite and didn’t mean to be bored with me. Maybe they went there many times and got familiar with each other. Unlike some shop assistants in bookstores, this store is unfriendly and affects the mood. Of course, because we read books, we also have to cherish this opportunity and treat each book carefully for fear that the new book will be disfigured in my hands. In summer, when enjoying the air conditioner in the bookstore and reading beautiful articles one by one, a little pleasant will emerge quietly in my heart, and my impetuous heart will be much calmer. In fact, just looking at the full shelves of books in the bookstore is also a kind of satisfaction. Although he was not a literati, he fondle admiringly when he saw good books. It’s just that I seldom buy books in recent years. It’s not because I don’t buy books. The books are expensive now, which is unacceptable to my wage earner. Nevertheless, I think reading books is not a shame, maybe a little awkward. In my opinion, it’s time to be content if you can read your favorite books. Sometimes, I also bring paper and pen to write down beautiful words. It can be regarded as a little gain from rubbing books. After a long time, I have accumulated one or two books. In my impression, I still remember how many exquisite words. Enduring pain, wanton love, learning the best from others, being the best of yourself, being a beautiful person is not as beautiful as living, and having more enthusiasm, you will have one more opportunity, there are no extra stars in the sky …… full of philosophy, which makes people ponder deeply after reading. Rubbing books is a way to enjoy the best of both worlds. Why not do it? I can’t stop talking, the other side can reach! 2011.7.18

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Kite sketches

[Editor’s note] the swaying kite in the air is drawn by the wind. There is no wind that can’t fly, and the wind is too strong to be blown away; There is wind that no one pulls, and the kite that has become a broken line, although it gets rid of the bondage, it is not necessarily a good thing. The author thinks of life from, if you want to show your skills and make some achievements in a certain territory, you can’t do without the wind and people who decide the kite flight. The day before yesterday, the sun just set, the breeze was cool, walking on the bank of Nanhu Lake, stretching my nervous thoughts for days and breathing the fresh air in a rare corner of the downtown. Maybe many people have the same feeling. This little remote place is not short of like-minded tourists. Some people drive with their companions and come here leisurely. Or sit on the steps of the lake, watch the Lake View, and talk about life; Or fish by the lake, wait for fish to bite in silence, share the joy of harvest with family; Or sit on the grass and get close to the nature, relaxed and carefree. I didn’t participate in it, but just walked casually as a spectator passing by in their life. I looked up to see something in the air unintentionally. At first I thought it was a newspaper or plastic bag that was blown up by the wind, and I was about to sigh the weak consciousness of environmental protection. Looking carefully, I can see clearly that the kite was led by one person, and I can’t help laughing at my eyesight. It can be seen that a kite-flying person is a good player with rich experience. The kite is under his traction: either left or right; Or front or back; Or high or low. For a while rapid flight, one secure sway; For a while like wings-click days, for a while like subduction bottom. It is graceful, changeable and touching. Thank you for the wonderful feeling he brought. The kite swaying in the air is drawn by the wind. There was no wind that could not fly, and the wind was too strong to be blown away; When there was wind and no one pulled it, the kite became a broken line. Although it got rid of the bondage, it was not necessarily a good thing to die by itself. Suddenly, I couldn’t help thinking of life. If I wanted to stretch out my hand and make some achievements in a certain territory, I could not do without the wind and people who decided to fly kites. Maybe I was just the kite in others’ hands, and I couldn’t help myself at all. Although this was the case, I was not willing to make a broken kite for the so-called freedom. If you want to fly, just hope that the wind is right, and the traction person is willing to let it fly in the right space. If the kite’s wish is fulfilled, it needs to remember the kindness. It is the wind and others that can make it achieve its wish. My mind flew away unwittingly, and I came back to my mind, but I saw there was no flying kite in the air. The person who used to fly the kite had taken the thread just now, but now the kite came back to his hands peacefully and was arranging his luggage, ready to go back. At this point, I was shocked that the sky was dark and the night was approaching. I regained my mood gradually and stepped on the way back.

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You will get a reward if you pay (the other one)

When I sent a message yesterday, my son just finished class. I saw that the time was over 7 o’clock in the evening. At that time, we had already had dinner. My son said that they had summer vacation there, and now there are many students in the museum, so I was very busy. My child was still on the way to the hotel when he sent me a message. I felt very distressed after hearing this, and at the same time, I felt very pleased in my heart, who would have thought that his son, who was only 18 years old, had already taken up the job. As a table tennis coach, he had been teaching for two years. It can be said that this job is very easy for those trained by the professional team. Because I like it, I am happy. I often hear my students say such words. Maybe I didn’t care too much at that time, but now it is well interpreted in my son. The occupation he is engaged in is what he likes, so he can give full play to his potential and achieve better results to the greatest extent. I still remember that six years ago when he was 12 years old, we sent it to Baoding Zhengda table tennis school and became a student under Xi Enting. Under the guidance of the world champion, the children’s scores rose rapidly, 08 when participated in the national children’s table tennis ball game in National doubles fifth of good grades, after IS in 08 years participated in the Shandong Ping school Cup International Invitational, achieved Group B champion, after a few short years, I was invited to Zhuhai to be a table tennis coach. I worked happily in his post every day. Besides working, my spare time was also very rich, children like playing billiards, reading books, surfing the Internet and traveling, which enriches his spare time life. At the same time, it also makes him find his own position and live a full and happy life. It is hard to imagine that my son didn’t like table tennis at first. I remember that when he was five years old, his father took him to school to play basketball, and he always couldn’t play well, dad coaxed her to say that if you played well, I would give you one yuan to buy delicious food. As soon as I heard that if you played well, there would be delicious food, the end of the child would come. At that time, the child was young, eating delicious food is their source of happiness, but at that time, we teachers could only get more than 300 yuan every month, except for the necessary living expenses, there was almost nothing left, therefore, it is impossible to have money to buy something he likes for his children every day. Now when the children hear that they play well, they can earn money every day and have delicious food every day, so his interest comes up, gradually his ping-pong performance got better and better, and then he sent it to Xi Enting. At that time, the living condition of the family was not good. The salary of the two of us was only about 2000 yuan each month. The tuition of the children was more than 14000 yuan each year, plus the monthly study expenses and living expenses, we can’t afford it either. We can’t afford to lend money for our children. The interest rate of credit cooperatives is very high, reaching 8 to 9 percent. Even if we do this, we will bite our teeth and survive, After spending hundreds of thousands of yuan over the past few years, the child finally became independent. Some time ago, the coach called him to go abroad as a coach, including the United States, Sweden and Taiwan, at that time, the child really wanted to go out, but later he gave up considering the problem of language communication. The child said that if he wanted to go abroad, he had to charge the electricity first, and language was a key point, the communicative ability of spoken English is very important, which needs to be cultivated, and the society is so complicated. To stand the test of wind and waves, first of all, we must see the world through wind and rain in the society, and fight to hone our will and quality, only when you reach a higher level can you stand on a broader stage. After listening to the child’s words, we think that he is becoming mature step by step, which is the only way to grow up and there is no shortcut to go. We agree with the child’s point of view that it is the long way to go, and you will search up and down. Now the monthly salary of children is more than the sum of the two of us. We don’t have to fight for one yuan as we did when we were young. We are also very pleased to have so many hobbies after work, therefore, in the process of children’s growth, positioning is very important. The most important thing is that children should like it. Only when they like it can they be interested and do their work well. There is a long way to go. I hope every day of my son’s life will be happy and every year of his growth will be fruitful, I hope that every day of his life will be full and wonderful. Love in her heart a beautiful girl met her favorite boy casually. From then on, she forgot her shyness and loved him wholeheartedly, except for work, all her spare time would be left to him, including missing him and caring for him. Almost every moment in her eyes would be his figure, his smile, his breath she knew that he was her only love in this life and she could not leave him. In this way, she spent a happy time under the care of the boy. Suddenly one day, the boy told her that he had a home and a pair of lovely babies, at this moment, the girl looked at him foolishly, leaving silent tears on her face for a while. The boy was busy wiping her tears and said sorry repeatedly, because I love you so much, I don’t know how to tell you, I wanted to leave home and leave the person I don’t love with you, but when I saw that my two children were so small, I felt more reluctant, so I suffer from pain every day. What should I do? I am reluctant to leave home with two children. I love you so much and I will never love anyone in my life except you, when she was talking, her tears flowed down silently like the seawater breaching the dike. At this time, the girl looked at the person she loved with tears and said, “remember to take good care of the child and take good care of yourself in the future, it is enough to have you in this life. Don’t ask me where I am going or worry about me. I will try my best to take good care of myself. The girl’s figure slowly disappears in the crowd without saying goodbye, because she didn’t want to say goodbye, no matter where she was in the future, in her heart, he would always exist in her memory and stay in her eternal years……

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Soft spot

[Introduction] I realized that when playing ball, I should be calm and explosive, master the angle and direction of rotation of the ball, and figure out the landing point, path and height of the opponent. Predict the strength, route and speed of the opponent’s serve, judge the direction of rotation and deal with it.

There will be countless connections in life. What I didn’t expect was that I could get attached to ping pong. In a flash, I have been playing for three or four years. Ping pong can strengthen my body and cultivate my sentiment, its charm dissolves into the flowing blood. The little silver ball contains the philosophy of life. It can integrate people’s analysis, thinking and reaction abilities, and can sort out people’s messy thoughts. A person who loves ping pong will love life more and treat everything more optimistically. Life is like playing ball. Only when you know how to attack, know how to defend, can you win. Choose good things and follow them. Give yourself an accurate position and choose your life coordinates. In the clashing sound of ping-pong, I released the annoyance and helplessness in my heart to my heart as much as I could. All my troubles were thrown out of my mind, and I suddenly felt that the ping-pong world was terrified and charming. I am deeply attached to ping pong, regardless of rain or rain, and persevering. Although I can’t compare with those football players who have profound childlike skills, I try my best to play perfectly in order to achieve the best state. Sometimes I sit on a chair during the break of playing ball, watching the newbies practice the ball. Some people are good at imitating and having savvy, and they have a good look at the beginning. Although some people have been practicing for many days, they still can’t catch the ball and have no touch feeling. I am really worried about them. In my spare time, I would also invite the newbies sitting on the chair to have a discussion. Some newbies would say: it’s very uncomfortable to play with me, because I won’t say: it doesn’t matter, is it all exercise, they never come to the meeting, and no one can play ball at the beginning. There must be a process. Don’t worry, you will gradually become a novice who needs encouragement and support! Playing with a novice gives me the feeling that: you can’t play fast or fast attack as you wish, but only give him a fixed point. If you change the direction slightly, the opponent will not be able to pick up the ball and always pick up the ball. I thought secretly in my heart: Wasn’t it the same when I learned football? Thinking of the game when I learned basketball, so many volunteer coaches took pains to teach me to correct my incorrect posture and playing style. By playing ball games with novices, it made me feel the feeling of being anxious, helpless and depressed, which made me more grateful to those coaches who taught me! It is a very beautiful enjoyment to watch a master playing ball: the superior is familiar with it easily, just like running water; Both sides make every effort to solve the problem, with ups and downs; Up and down rotation, with the weight being slow; High throwing and low hair, either long or short; push, block, cut and pick, buckle and pull the arc circle; Ride a horse crouching crotch, beat the Tiger; Coordinate hands and feet, connect waist and legs; Flash and move, energy is not scattered; Quick spinning force changes, mood is constant; Interlocking, calculation is connected. The knowledge of Pang Pang sports is really unfathomable and interesting! Table tennis is also to exercise one’s endurance. Only through persistent and diligent practice, there is no shortcut to go. Only by doing it step by step can one’s football skills be greatly improved. It not only exercises one’s alertness, determination and tenacity, and at the same time temper tenacity. Now I can play match ball with the players of General level almost every night. I use horizontal board, which makes me feel that horizontal board is easy to master and can be used flexibly in both positive and negative aspects. It makes it difficult for the opponent to control both negative and negative aspects. It doesn’t matter whether you win or lose, as long as you achieve physical and mental pleasure. If you play a good game, you will have a shocking cry from the bottom of your heart. If you fail, you will also show a helpless expression. I realized that when playing ball, I should be calm and explosive, master the angle and direction of rotation of the ball, and figure out the landing point, path and height of the opponent. Predict the strength, route and speed of the opponent’s serve, judge the direction of rotation and deal with it. I seem to be introverted, but I am very lively when playing basketball, and my inner happiness is reflected in sports. But sometimes I don’t play decisively, which is the biggest drawback. In fact, it is the most taboo to hesitate when playing. Once I played a match with a big brother, I was always passive, and he kindly told me: be proactive, quick and agile. No one will spoil you when playing! Make friends in the ping-pong sport, sometimes get together, and feel happy, the ball art is thick, the wine is strong, and it is hearty. Its level is far higher than that of wine friends and card friends. It has no rank, no difference between the old and the young, so I will have many football friends. When you exercise, you will forget the troubles of the world and the realm of self-determination. Only the ball is unique. What you fight for is physical strength, endurance and wisdom. Only those who exercise and are full of vitality are the most beautiful!

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