Month: December 2018

Pain

[Introduction] because of the continuous pain, I have thought about watching TV and reading to transfer it. If I can forget for a while, I will feel the same as before, even if it is only half a minute. However, my thought was wrong, and I didn’t estimate the power of illness. It raged in my body all the time …… since dinner, the back waist began to ache continuously, the tearing pain also made me feel weak at the same time, concentrating all the nerves in my body there, which seemed to make me care very much. It was because there was a failure, let me go to the doctor to resolve it. My husband was not at home, so he told the little man at home that his mother had a backache and asked him to accompany him to see a doctor. My son went out with me soon, thinking that he was very good at taking care of me. I was moved for a while, but I was still interrupted by the strong waist pain. I could only think about the pain concentrated on my waist, holding his waist reluctantly, he was wearing flats and walking in small steps. His son followed me slowly on a small bike. Walking out of the gate of the community, crossing the road, there is a clinic. A woman in her thirties has been here before and is very familiar with it. She told her about the main symptoms and medical history. She said that she would go to the hospital for an examination tomorrow and then get treatment. If it is delayed, it will take a longer time for infusion treatment. You should buy some anti-inflammatory drugs first tonight. I always thought she was a good doctor, because sometimes I went to her to see a doctor, and it was OK not to buy medicine from her, so I wouldn’t neglect at all. Therefore, he went to the nearby drugstore and asked the medicine seller to buy two kinds of medicine. So far, my son had completed the task of accompanying me to see the doctor, and he should have gone home. But my son’s eyes were full of the figures of many children of the same age riding on the road. The envious eyes were only seen by the mother. Anyway, the waist was also painful. For me, I could hold on for a while, let my son go to the square to play crazily. I stood with my hands on my waist and just kept turning the direction. That was to let my son ride a bike in my sight forever. I felt that my son’s safety could be guaranteed in my sight, not long after I just learned it, I learned how fast others are. Are boys like this. When I was about to go home and met a colleague, I persisted for a while. It was almost dark at last. My son was clamoring to go home and watch TV, so he told his colleague that he had gone home. When I went home, I took medicine first. I read the instructions first, poured out the medicine according to the dosage, let my son pour water, followed a mouthful of saliva, swallowed the pills that had treatment for my illness according to the instructions, I wish those medicines could break down quickly, and then I could reach the place that made me feel painful quickly, so as to stop the damage of those germs to my body. Because of the continuous pain, I thought about watching TV and reading books to transfer it. If I could forget for a while, I could make myself feel the same as before, even if it was only half a minute. However, my thought was wrong, and I was short of the power of illness. It was raging in my body all the time, fighting against me, let me admit that its power is enormous. It is impossible to destroy it with pills in such a short time. It can still be proud for a while. No, lie on the bed and let the waist touch the comfortable bed flat. Nevertheless, the pain is still constant. Even those painful nerves drive away my sleeping nerves and make me clear, I felt it deeply, and didn’t let me avoid it in the way of sleep, which was a temporary escape. I really convinced it! At this time, I remembered a wise saying: Don’t be sick if you have anything, don’t have no money if you have nothing. Even if you feel a little uncomfortable, it will also affect your life and work, and I am feel deeply. If you can’t fall asleep, you just turn on the computer, write down the pain, and see the words you typed appear on the computer, which can be regarded as sharing part of the pain with the computer, no matter whether the pain of the lower waist is reduced or not, at least I can fight against the pain. I will give in without its fierce attack. Surrender is the crying when I was a child, and I can’t help it, I will not be unable to type my own words because of its existence. And I believe it won’t last long.

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Snow

In winter, I always look forward to a snow. When you see the snowflakes flying, you will feel happy. The relaxed and comfortable dancing all over the sky is beyond the description of the nib. It is very rare, and it snowed in Shanghai this winter. On the one hand, the hot air of the city is steaming up; On the other hand, the snowflakes all over the sky are flying down. After a long time of confrontation, the two forces saw the snow over the hot air. As a result, the whole city, roofs, roads, trees and grass, slowly accumulated inches of thick snow. Standing on the balcony, he stamped his feet and rubbed his hands to clean up the snow scene in front of him. Ha ha, I never thought that my eyes would become so greedy. But in my heart, what I pretend to be full of joy. In the evening, retract the warm bed and watch “Tao an Meng Yi”. Because of the snow, I specially turned over two articles named “watching snow in the Lake Pavilion” and “Dragon Mountain snow. Zhang Dai, the master, is really interesting. He always likes to do some maverick actions. There is no doubt that he likes snow; And the time of enjoying the snow is also different from ordinary people. When he went to the Huxin Pavilion to see the snow, he chose to change, that is, after 8 o’clock. Ask, who is willing to go to the ice and snow to blow the cold wind at this time? However, Professor Zhang is happy. When he went to Longshan to watch the snow, he was also at night with the moon, which was really what people could do. Zhang Dai recorded some interesting things respectively when watching the snow in the two places, especially those in the Lake Pavilion. That night, he took a boat, embraced the stove fire, and went to the Lake Pavilion alone to see the snow. The sky and clouds, mountains and water are all white. The shadow on the lake is only a mark on the long embankment, a little pavilion in the center of the lake, a mustard with Yu Zhou, and two or three people in the boat. The description of one mark, one point, one mustard and two or three grains is of great charm, just like a simple and empty landscape painting. When I arrived at the Huxin Pavilion, I didn’t expect that someone was enjoying the snow in the pavilion. It was a big surprise to see Zhang Dai, saying that there was no such person in the Lake! I am so interested! Therefore, they watched the snow while drinking. This kind of life experience is really wonderful! After reading Zhang Wen, I remembered that I had the experience of climbing mountains and enjoying the snow when it was snowing all over the sky. I couldn’t help smiling. It was the winter of 1991, and I studied in Xinghua cram school. It snowed heavily in the mountain city, and the world turned white. Classmates academic ya shen, centerless out classroom guan xue. I was also unique at that time, regardless of the snow covered by the mountain road, I climbed the political mountain behind the school carefully. It is said that Zhu Yuanzhang got his name because he asked Zhu Sheng here. According to The Chronicle of Shexian county in the 1995 edition, by December of 18th year, Zhu Yuanzhang came to the emblem, stationed in Yuping Mountain, summoned famous scholars Zhu Sheng, Tang Zhongshi, yao lian and Ling Qing, and asked Yijun, government of Intercede. The 18th year of Zhizheng was 1358, when Zhu Yuanzhang hadn’t pacified the country, and there were still 10 years before the establishment of the Ming Dynasty. I don’t know whether yupingshan refers to the current Zhengshan. It was December when Zhu Yuanzhang asked Zhu Zhengsheng to be a famous scholar. Was it snowing that winter? I don’t know either. But in my imagination, I still hope it snows. In your opinion, asking politics in the snow made Zhu Yuanzhang’s plan to win the country, just like writing on white paper, the future glory of the rebel army would start from here, which was full of profound meaning of historical development. At the same time, the incident of asking about politics in the snow itself contained Zhu Yuanzhang’s sincerity of seeking talents and thirst, which was full of strong aesthetic feeling just like the picture. When I came back from the snow, I wrote some words. Now copy it, add a piece of fun. Snow White Sky Dance. Pieces fell to the ground and fell into the ear. Looking far away, the winter mountain became lonely and blurred. In the old days, where was laughing, I wanted to find all the ways but there was nothing. Stop beside the willow and rustle, just like white-headed black. I can’t help laughing, who is like me in the snow, still in the wind. Want Should non. When I remember it, my friend asked: where do you want to go? Laugh and speechless. No one can know the joy of being alone. Listen Park sha sheng bursts, against war zheng huan. Occasionally the snow pops out of the wall, embedded in the deep snow in the eyes, it is a cave. The harsh broken sound is a dead branch, which is unbearable. Qiongzhi Yushu, the sky and the earth hang the curtain. I am here, and my heart is playing till dusk. When I return, Yi Yi will visit me frequently. The next morning, I hung up the phone excitedly for my parents in Shexian county and asked if it had snowed in my hometown? My mother complained, “No Wow, snow beads were dropped, as big as soybeans, which made people dare not go out. The ground is frozen into pieces and it is difficult to walk. People are frozen to death! Hearing this, I felt a burst of loss. I thought, even in such a big city as Shanghai, it snowed, how could the small mountain city in my hometown not snow? This God’s temper, cough! It is becoming more and more impenetrable.

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Flower jiu yue

[Introduction] life began to move towards the ending that I was most unwilling to see. Neither my family nor my friends could spend this September happily, nor even I could spend it peacefully. I was still the most evil decision-maker: separated from each other in two places, watching each other’s pain from afar.

How can I narrate this September so that you can know my pain, and how can I pass it casually, so simple that you can be at a loss. From September 4th to that day, my life began to fall into the ruins that could not be recovered. I was wavering in the repetition and selection of junior college. What kind of mood did you come? I don’t want to recall any more. I just vaguely felt that I had stepped into another era which was darker than rereading, and what was more sad was that I had nothing to do with it. I did something that disappointed everyone in their expectations. I made the worst decision when I was least supposed to make a decision. Then, it seemed that everything should end in frustration, however, why am I still so unwilling? I thought about my previous happiness over and over again, and told myself how good it was that nothing had happened. However, the time went to 2005 hastily, and no one could change it. That night, I dreamed that my dog was blossoming, and suddenly I felt that it was so pitiful. Because now I have the same situation as it. Most of the time, I want to leave. Then he buried himself in studying hard for a year and began his long-expected life in shencheng. I also wanted to call home countless times to tell my mother what I thought. You know, my mother cherished me very much. She always told me tolerantly that she could do anything as long as you were happy. -I no. I think I am already tired of it. I can’t go back to the classroom of senior three and take a pen to do the examination paper in a hurry. If I lose my mood, that era will never belong to you again. Then it seems natural and appropriate to comfort yourself, persuade yourself, live a good life and learn not to regret. However, sadness still flows in the bottom of my heart like spring water. September 21st, lunar August 18, my 19th birthday. That day, I made a decision that surprised everyone, including myself: go back to school. Then I made a phone call to tell my family and friends about my decision. Many people are persuading me that this is not a small thing to consider clearly. And all of this didn’t shake the stubbornness I had already prepared at that time. That night, when my father had left home to pick me up in Chongqing, I began to recall the life of last year. Those depressing days and papers were flying everywhere, there were also the sarcastic eyes and sharp words of classmates, and the unknown future, which suddenly scared me. Two days later, my father picked me up and hurried to school by train for two days. Then I said I didn’t want to go back. He smiled and said, whatever you want. At that moment, I suddenly felt the love of my parents very clearly, which was so lenient that I didn’t care at all. The next day, Dad was leaving. I sent him with a very calm expression, hoping to bring him relief. At the same time, I also hoped that I could get myself calm. However, I found myself wrong again. Even before his back disappeared, I had fallen into a deeper level of regret. Life is like a beast. It doesn’t matter if you bite my head, you still need to swallow my whole body. That night, I had a dream that I was a silkworm, struggling and looking at it to break out of the cocoon, but suddenly I stopped shaking. I called a lot of people to tell them how dissatisfied I was with life here and how eager I was to leave. This is before. But now, the opportunity is missed again. No, after I am willing to throw it away, can I tell them that I am unhappy? Can’t. Therefore, in many calls from bin afterwards, I kept laughing. After all, friends, we ‘d better try our best to make each other feel relieved. Later, I simply thought that I would never call them again. Everyone, including parents, then lived peacefully by myself, no matter how helpless my heart was. I raised my hands like a captive to show my surrender to all this. But I didn’t do it. I returned to the original way, looking for family accommodation with a new face of children, and doing bad things worse and worse. Life began to move towards the ending that I was most unwilling to see. Neither my family nor my friends could spend this September happily, nor even I could spend it peacefully. I was still the most evil decision-maker: separated from each other in two places, watching each other’s pain from afar. As if a fallen flower, all the flowers that gradually bloom in the deep of my heart in June, July and August were withered hastily in this September.

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Boozy Tango

In the evening, I went to the family of three members of baiguan Shengli Road with three or four friends to have a drink. The drinking posture was strong and beautiful. The hot liquid slips through the lips and tongue, and falls into the heart to burn enthusiastically. Wine is a matter of temperament. If you don’t drink it, then you will drink it. If you don’t drink it, then you will get drunk. If you don’t drink it, then you will dispel your sorrow. Three Cups and two cups, actually I am already drunk, I am drunk! After drinking, I was so cool and relieved that I was drunk! A clear vision remains in the chaos. Wine does not intoxicate people. People get drunk by themselves. Only themselves can get drunk. Wine has lit the firewood of my feelings, burning the old past in my heart. I couldn’t help crying because of wine. Drunk people love tears, which are tears made of wine. The delicious jade of the bell and drum is not expensive enough. I hope I won’t wake up after being drunk. From ancient times to present, how many people have poured much tenderness into wine? How many people have pinned on wine? Wine is the sole friend of a frustrated person, while wine is the embellishment of a proud person. Wine is the soul of poets, and it makes Painters enjoy themselves. Wine is the flesh and blood of a hero. Wine makes a hero upright. It is a kind of free and easy, while drinking is a kind of release. Drunkenness is a state, a state completely separated from any distress. The wine glass releases the aroma of the whole sky and the deepest heart filled in my memory. Life must be full of joy, do not make the golden bottle empty to the moon. Recalling the past, I was once arrogant and fond of drinking. As soon as the wine Hall was set up, my friend sat around the table, filled with wine glasses, and shouted! The bottom of the cup is bright, full of mountains and rivers, with great pride and magnificence. That is happy, that is natural and unrestrained, that is floating. The flowers are similar every year, and the wine is different every year. Whether it’s fun or sorrow, I won’t take a step when I should go to the wine market. See today, to joy Shengping place looked, juvenile drink, for romantic. Businessmen are greedy for cups, and most of them are contracts. Guanren drink, for career ups and downs. Literati were greedy for glasses, and most of them used wine to relieve worries, be cynical about the world, vent their coquettish, and drink a few lines of splendid articles while the wine was flowing. Think about yourself, whether you are deeply drunk or sober, anyway, I am wake up when you are drunk, smelling wine, listening to wine. The mellow fragrance may not only be wine, but also a yearning. I am drunk/because I am lonely/I am lonely who will comfort me/since you left me/That loneliness is with me/Without You/how to live/old dreams of the past/like yours dimples/there are you and me in dimples/drunken tango/drunken tango/tell him/Don’t forget me/Ah drunken tango/. I am a person who is addicted to the night. Tonight, a familiar lounge love song “Drunk tango” floats leisurely in the night sky in the north of the city in my sleep. I don’t like the lyrics of crying and complaining, but the sad melody still deeply touched me. Young people should be energetic disco, while young people are a gentle waltz waltz, and nearly half a hundred middle-aged people in these years are an elegant and straight tango. I made a cup of tea, lit a cigarette, took a deep sip, and all the loneliness and sadness were sucked into my heart, which made me intoxicated. I was intoxicated in the sad Tango at midnight. I sat in front of the screen under the window and knocked on the keyboard. The crisp beep started at midnight. Through the fermentation of wine, there are thousands of poems written in a voluminous way, either Majestic or graceful and graceful, like singing like a board, singing slowly, which is the soul of wine trembling and singing. I sang to wine, singing the bitterness and joy of the world, crying the sour and spicy of the world. The drunken tango is a cup of mellow and sweet wine. The longer the age is, the more mellow and sweet it will be. Life is boundless, it is rare to get drunk

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Heaven is where you sleep soundly

I looked up at the sky, and your smiling face appeared in the blue ocean. Just for a moment, your breath still remained in my ears, your melodious piano, slender hands, playing the final song of me and you, now, you and me have been the farewell of life and death, I am fine, hehe, you still smile as always, even in front of the dead busy, you still chose to smile till the end. I have never imagined what kind of mood a weak woman like you will feel at the end of the end! The Moonlight was bleak, the wind was rustling, strolling, walking gently through the cobblestone path we played together in our childhood, looking at the shadows of trees, flowers and shadows. A person has inadvertently walked through countless spring, summer, autumn and winter without your company, I gently call you. But there is only a white dress left in my memory, which is the most beautiful scenery in my life. We are looking forward to the future, looking forward to liberation and freedom, you always think that birds fly freely, which is a kind of awe-inspiring but yearning soaring. You have imagined that there is a pair of wings, with me, we will go away together, fly away from the noisy madding crowd, and cross thousands of mountains and rivers, looking for a life-and-death friendship that belongs to us in this life, you are my best friend, and so am I. We have never abandoned, never quarreled too much, painful and happy, and I am worried about you, you are too strong, even if you smile on your stubborn face, I know that your heart is painful, You still chose to hide it until the end. Don’t worry about me, don’t worry about others. At the last moment, I still vaguely remember that you were holding the phone, there is a trace of peace in the words, your voice is as happy as always, so clear and provoking; I have leukemia, hehe, it’s okay, it doesn’t matter, you don’t have to worry about your breath from the other end of the phone. My mind is blank. I know that you are sad. You are reluctant to give up too much. You are reluctant to give up me and friends, I am reluctant to care about you, love you and cherish your family. I know that you are strong and your fate is doomed. No matter how sad you are, it will only aggravate your illness, you just want to live one more day. I know that you don’t want to leave. You haven’t finished your dream, haven’t waited for the person who said he would come back, haven’t experienced the feeling of going out of love. I know, you really don’t have the heart, you are afraid that I am sad, I am afraid that I can’t stand it, I am afraid that I will affect my study, but you are afraid that there will be regrets in this life, even I don’t know why you left, you still choose to tell me the distance of more than ten kilometers. After you move, we are closely connected with the mobile phone, but we are still the best friends. You will care about me at night thousands of miles away, we share a bright moon and a bright moon Light, watching the silence of the night together, but I didn’t even see you on the last side. Thousands of mountains and rivers blocked my miss, and I couldn’t fly to the loud voice of books on campus, but I heard your voice calling thousands of miles away, and you called me softly: I’m going to leave sorry, I really have to leave. Goodbye, the river is clear, sunny and the wind is gentle, I was so sad and happy that I went across a thousand miles home. I was so flustered that my heartstrings were like a mess of music., I can’t see your lost face, and can’t keep your pace towards the distance. I pray silently to stick to the end. I can’t stop you, but I miss you, sorry, you have to walk alone for so many years in the future. I have never seen another you. Your beautiful face and your charming posture are sleeping in the arms of heaven, angels insert wings of your dreams for you. You are the most beautiful fairy in the sky. You have the brightest heart and the most elegant smile. I know that even if you are not around me, on the other side of the sky, you will be fine. I really miss you. Can you hear the thoughts gathered by the sea? The water listens to my melancholy feelings. I know that you care about this place, your heart is still there, and your kindness is still printed in my mind. I still remember your appearance clearly for so many years, and I regard you as a good friend and confidant as always, you are the beauty of my life and the most unforgettable scenery in my life. Do you remember our dream? You want to travel through the thousands of mountains and rivers of the motherland and the vast sea of people, looking for a comfortable life people are not here, love is also in our unfinished, I will insert the Wings of Dreams, travel freely, try hard to achieve meet you, it is my fate in this life, it’s my luck, I think, since we meet each other, there is bound to be another day of reunion. We will continue our appointment and hold hands. My dear friend, I still miss you. Day and night, every year, every minute, may everything be well with you! (This is the memory of a good friend of mine. She told me a lot of their stories, which are really touching and rare. This is what I wrote for her, I hope the dead can rest in peace, the living can live firmly and face life well)

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At that moment, drip

Walking to a fruit stand last night, I suddenly saw two black and white cats hiding below. I couldn’t help but immediately called: Amy, Amy, I thought this little animal would definitely ignore it, hey, unexpectedly, these two cats came in response, and the meow sound made us excited. So we walked over and squatted down. The cat came over with Echo and coquettish, leaning on the scalp first and then on the back. Unexpectedly, we put our back against our trouser legs and rubbed it back and forth, we understand that when we were young, we raised cats. This is the habitual action that cats show intimacy and friendliness. It is unexpected that they behave like this in front of strangers. It is so cute, which means that cats are bold enough. He stretched out his hand to touch it, and the cat looked more docile. He even tilted his head and stretched out his front paws mischievously, as if he wanted a diplomatic handshake, but I was afraid that once it was too intimate, I would have to get the vaccine of mad dog if I accidentally scratched the skin. It was not worth it, so I restrained it immediately, but I had to laugh. The owner was very proud to see our happy appearance, showing off the cleverness of the pet cat, and then said, it’s time to call them home for dinner. Aha. When I went to the bookstore today, the store was still crowded. We walked inside habitually, casually turning over a few books, sighing that we didn’t know which one to read in the full view of the new book? Looking at the customers around, most of them look around, looking through this book and then touching it. Few of them focus on a certain book in the selection. Suddenly, a man caught my attention. There were several thick books on his hand, all of which were reference books. He was reading one of them as if no one else. He was concentrated and read quickly. I noticed that he was black and thin. Although he was not unkempt, he couldn’t help wearing a dirty coat and barefoot flip-flops. Obviously, this man didn’t work easily, maybe it’s not enough money, but I absolutely love books. Maybe, he liked or needed the book in his hand, but he couldn’t afford it, so he had to read it at a glance and see it quickly. In life, there are too many people who seem to have nothing to do. They play mahjong and poker whenever they have time. They are so bored that they suddenly see such a difficult person cherishing time and books so much, charging and enriching, alas, I sigh with emotion. I went to the Yafang station on Wednesday, and saw an old man who was as slim as a fairy, thin but smart. When asked about his age, he could taste delicious food at his will and Fry arhats, everyone present was amazed. The old man complained to himself that he had never felt uncomfortable since his teeth were good. He felt pain occasionally when eating recently. Strangely, he came to see a doctor. The dentist looked at it and said happily, “Hello, the old shop Wang, you are really a good tooth. It’s too powerful for young people to catch up with. You must have never spent money on dental work, right? You have a little periodontitis, which makes you feel painful. Wait a minute, I pulled out this bad tooth for you. When I was speaking, my hands rose and fell in a few seconds with a dozen of anesthetic. Before the old man could react, the dentist smiled and asked him to make a concession. He asked the next one, hehe. The good teeth of the old and the good Kung Fu of the dentist are worshiped. Sometimes, just pay attention to it casually, ha, a small detail will make people feel good or happy.

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Summer Night

[Introduction] we are trapped in a narrow space. We always think that the land under our feet is the whole sky. Only by going out bravely can we understand that the outside world is so broad, it is far more than the appearance we imagined. Summer Night, stars in the sky. After a day of exposure to the hot sun, the Earth slowly receded the dry heat and residual temperature under the gentle breeze. The noise of a day gradually faded with the night. The Moon climbed up and the stars accompanied him. The open and quiet summer night began. Choose a secluded meadow, lie down, stare affectionately with the stars in the sky, and let your thoughts fly. Quietly enjoy the coolness and cozy feeling after the dry heat. The sound of insects and cicadas in the distance seems to be near or far away. You can also imagine that there are two little Chan amusing in the distant wilderness, which is a harmonious scene of summer night. After a day’s running, it always makes people feel tired, especially in the hot summer July, there are inevitably several moments when they want to escape from the traffic and the hustle and bustle of the city, I want to escape from the hot air rising from the Earth and the high temperature tightly wrapping people. It is always said that hot and dry summer is easy to be irritated and uneasy. Indeed, this kind of Del’s mood is more or less affected by the temperature of the weather. But as for escaping, where can we escape? To holiday? Summer? Or put aside all the annoyance and disturbance, choose an unmanned corner and run away? After all, there are so many things that cannot be put down and can not be completely put aside. Life needs constant acceptance and adaptation. Who can leave without any scruple so calmly? Learn to relax your mind to accept and adapt. It is a course that we must continue to learn when walking in the world. Just how to choose a way that is better for him and himself is a more profound course. Once a friend said that if there were not so many people who need to care about things, then life would not have so many troubles and tangles. This is true from the superficial perspective. If it is just a person, if it is just a separate self, then there is no need to have so many troubles and sorrows and walk happily, when I was tired, I sat on the spot. When I was happy and where to go was decided by the whim. But if so, what is the meaning of life without those expectations and motivation? Temporary tiredness can’t be determined. As long as you adjust and relieve your body and mind properly, you can smile, raise your head again and again, and then move forward with your head held high. Only when we are young and passionate can we accept these challenges and hardships calmly, can we become more wise and courageous in our life. Only after experiencing some twists and turns and difficulties can we better experience the joy and comfort of success after experiencing difficulties. A few days ago, a friend who just resigned said that suddenly there was no need to deal with those trifles and chores in the office from nine to five. He thought he could give himself a rare leisure vacation, but he always felt uneasy physically and mentally, let yourself be in a state of fear and anxiety. Maybe it is because of the sudden state change that makes me feel at a loss. Maybe it is because of the hot and dry summer that the sudden change is still difficult to adjust. When it comes to the matter of finding a new job, it is always a little powerless. I originally thought that if I left a place, as long as I worked hard, I would definitely find another land and walk on it. But life seems to be unable to walk in the direction we expected most of the time. Indeed, if we are trapped in a narrow space, we always think that the land under our feet is the whole sky. Only by going out bravely can we understand that the outside world is so broad, it is far more than the appearance we imagined. Just like the gentle wind in this summer night, if it is not the dry heat and high temperature in the daytime, how can we truly feel its tenderness and coolness when it blows across the cheek? If it weren’t for the noise and disturbance when walking in the streets in the daytime, how could we calm down and savor the moon stars and cicadas?

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In early autumn, I saw you, hiding quietly in the grass which had not yet withered. After a long time, I became a spectator in autumn, looking up silently at the blue sky, white clouds and brothers and sisters who had never drifted. I feel sorry for you. Autumn is a long process. You have enough time to appreciate her beauty. Why did you choose to leave early? You said: wandering around is my dream. Trying to get rid of that warm chest is to realize my desire with the autumn wind. I sigh that an ordinary leaf also has its own pursuit and ideal. I don’t know whether I should stop or appreciate it, because I know the hardship and sadness floating in the wind. You seem to have insight into my mind. Maybe you will know that I am wandering by looking at my traveling bag. You said to me: Take me, let’s spend the long autumn together and enjoy the scenery of autumn together. I gently picked up the thin you, saying goodbye to loneliness and talking to myself, walking together in the deserted wilderness. Most of the time, we are still relatively silent and wandering leisurely. I like mountains, Qingshi mountains with bare muscles, and sitting on the top of the mountain to enjoy quietness and leisure. I will take you up the mountain you are longing for, sit on the edge of the cliff, and embrace the blue sky with open arms; I like the river, and the river flowing with cheerful melody, I like bathing in the cool and clear water of the river. I took you to the side of the river to listen to the melodious music. You dressed up and washed away your sadness. Let’s watch the maple leaves together. You are full of red glitter in red clothes across the mountains. When you are tired, sit side by side and look far away. I told you my ideal, my sadness, your joy, your melancholy. When you are speechless, you can also feel the singing of the soul. The autumn time flows silently, and suddenly it is frost. We haven’t collected all the beautiful autumn scenery yet, and there are still many dreams waiting for us to set sail. Seeing your withering appearance, how can I write my future poems? I taste your poems carefully, knowing that you are full of ideals and sadness. You said: no one can feel the sadness of leaves, and no one will think about leaves. The tree only thinks of the short parting melancholy when it is lonely, and all these will be forgotten until the next year. I am not a tree, and I don’t know the thoughts of the tree, nor how many injuries the tree has hurt you. I just want to say that you are so beautiful and kind that whoever bully you should perish. I was thinking about what I would think if I am a leaf. I don’t want to turn yellow, because I really don’t want to taste the pain; If the yellowing is unstoppable, then I still want to turn yellow, because I can’t face the pain of love without yellowing. I want a lot and can make few decisions. In the only room, I am still eager for a long time. Is it because I don’t understand your affection, or you don’t understand my sadness, or you can’t afford each other’s expectations? If I don’t understand you, I would like to be a green leaf and experience your sadness in this life. If you don’t understand me, then I will treasure this encounter. If you can’t shoulder each other’s expectations, I will accompany you to wander. I had a dream, in which I became a Leaf: In the rustling autumn, the years gave me a layer of golden edge, only the spot never changed, falling with me, kiss the ground you have been wandering on, turn it into spring mud, nourish a new leaf, and continue my expectation in this life. One season is too short, and the waiting for four seasons is too long. Who will accompany you next year?

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