Month: October 2018

Encountered autumn

Autumn Rain drove away the warmth of summer, and the passion of youth faded like frogs and cicadas. Strolling along the riverside, watching the passing water passing by, never returning; Strolling beside the Daisy Road, I suddenly felt that I was born like a summer flower, still gorgeous; Picking a wild jujube on the back of the Earth kiln, the crisp songs mixed with sour and sweet in chewing are afraid of facing the loneliness of autumn. I can’t bear to read the thin yellow flower poems. I’m afraid that people are thinner than yellow flowers. Wutong is also drizzling, how can I feel sad? The indifferent and wise without confusion mixed with sad mood. When the Wild Goose character came back, the “wild goose flying south” started again, and the coolness suddenly increased. It seemed that the empty heart was shrinking and stagnant, and there seemed to be countless planks, surrounded by wooden piles, a lonely city was built with the foundation of life. I was inside and my relatives were outside. Through the cracks, the sunshine of friendship splashed into the stiff soil mottled, searching for the Rainbow after the rain from the pupil of the heart, feeling the uncertainty of the world and the ruthlessness of the god, there will also be sad scenes during festivals. I always thought that I could see through life by dropping out of my pen and thinking quietly, just like the withered rose appreciating Mei Xue’s chanting. I occasionally appreciate the joy of the sad words, and look back: it’s getting cold and autumn! After receiving the phone call from his parents Ping An, he turned around from the sadness. The warm sunrise destroyed the small building of the Devil, knocked open the cool door and window, jumped out of the heart prison, and opened the door which had been left empty for a long time. Reading the message sent by the children, I felt that I had been isolated from the world for several centuries, embracing my own season, climbing the hillside, seeing the red mountains, the burning leaves and the youth as before. Facing the aging season, camel grass turns from green to red, which makes it more resolute; Autumn chrysanthemum is still fragrant after the frost Xiao Sha; The sky is high and the clouds are light, which makes it somewhat clear and clear. Whether it is thick or light, the trace of care dissolves into the river of time, colorless and tasteless, and slips away to brew a cup of new green, decorating the decadent mood, cleaning the depression in the heart, watching the ups and downs and turning, dancing the spirituality of life. Walking from the Tea Mountain, entering the tea shed, after twisting, baking, drying, warm face, delicate body became ugly and thin shrink, in the light and clear environment, once again, the new season is like this, life is changeable. But every cycle of life inevitably goes through the test of severe frost and the washing of wind and rain. With the tender and beautiful coat faded away, the dark and healthy skin still supported the ideal of not being old, and the old man was eager to live in a thousand miles. Holding “autumn lyrics”, there is a new green in front of us. The Autumn lyrics Liu Yuxi (one) since ancient times, autumn is sad and lonely. I say that autumn is better than spring. When the sky is clear, the crane platters on the cloud, and then the poem is introduced to the blue sky. (Second) the mountains and rivers are clean and frost comes at night, and several trees are dark red and light yellow. Trying high-rise buildings to be clear to the bone is not like being crazy in spring. I suddenly felt refreshed, seeing the clouds rolling and the clouds falling, seeing the tide rising and falling, spring Red and autumn yellow, I had a special taste in my heart. Now out of the study, open all the doors and windows, meet rain, expect sunshine. I appreciated the shadow of autumn, the clarity of the moon and the indifference of the water. When I turned on the TV, “Health Forum” also saw a lot of scenery. Unexpectedly, there was my favorite poetry recitation. It is the answer to aging recited by the famous CCTV announcer Fang Ming. A voice is pounding wildly: every wrinkle recorded by the years has been forgotten forever. I don’t want any return, and don’t listen to the voice of praise. Don’t praise the inscription, let alone the resume of life. As time went by, I gradually grew old. In the process of aging, I will cherish the time as gold. The relative extension of life, I have my special prescription. That is the bronze bell of life always rings the soul. The new collision between soul and life in the process of aging, and the new symphony of life is played out in a louder voice. Autumn is moving towards the aging station step by step, and there are as many beautiful scenery hanging on the treetop as easy as possible. Pick up a ginkgo leaf and carefully look at the ups and downs of the pulse, exploring the path of life, he smoothed the silver hair in front of his forehead and sighed with emotion about the hurry of time. Take a few steps, hold the hand of your lover tightly, step on the red carpet paved by frost leaves and walk all the way to the Palace of Love

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Was once hunters

I used to read articles recalling my childhood, and I was very envious. I thought that the author’s childhood was very beautiful and perfect. The author in his childhood was very lovely and kind. However, once I had the experience of recalling my childhood and writing it into words, I found that it was a misunderstanding to a large extent. Because the warmth of memory will make childhood distorted. Dragonflies fly low, and it will rain; Dragonflies fly high, and the weather will clear up. When this song rang, a large number of small creatures with light movements appeared in front of the children. They are yellow dragonflies, dense and floating like yellow fog, flying low in the air. Heavy rain come. Yes, the rain will soon fall. The children’s faces were like small flowers blooming up to the sky, appearing on the road in groups, looking forward to the coming of summer rain. Before the heavy rain appeared, children not only had the happiness of expecting rain, but also the happiness of hunting small creatures. This is a complete massacre! Instead of using net pockets, the children took materials nearby. They took all the bamboo leaves and waved them in the air, chasing the yellow dragonfly. In the children’s running and laughing, in the relentless beating of slender bamboo branches, the dense yellow dragonflies ran around and ran for their lives one after another. Those who couldn’t hide, those who couldn’t avoid, some fell down, some broke their waist, and some broke their wings. They hit the ground askew and slanted like falling rain. Yellow dragonflies do not fly high to hide. They only move back and forth at low altitude to quickly Dodge intensive lashes. It is said that because the low air before the rain was full of little travellers, Huang Dragonfly would rather give his life for these food! These yellow dragonflies, which were physically disabled, were finally gathered up by the children and brought home as booty, becoming fodder for domestic chickens. The Sky of childhood is indeed colorful, which makes children yearn for and also makes adults think of it. This is undoubtedly the real aspect of childhood, and also the aspect of childhood that most adults can see. But there is another aspect of childhood: it is dark, jealous and cruel; It is selfish, overriding and hypocritical. Not all memories can be seen. After these ingredients were added in childhood, they were no longer the transparent Dews on the grass tip under the sunshine. I can’t figure out how I was one of those yellow dragonfly hunters at that time. If I put it until now, I would definitely not do it, and I would never allow my children to do it. When I recalled those things happened in my childhood, I didn’t give a high evaluation of myself in my childhood, and even had some hatred in my heart. Let alone beating good people and bad people on comic books. Because at the same time of destroying books, it can more or less reflect one’s own love and hate, but some things cannot be forgiven. For example, knock a small wooden stick into the mountain road, expose a small part of the ground, and lay a layer of fallen leaves on it as a cover. There is only one purpose to do this, which is to let people who pick firewood down the mountain stumble and fight here. What an ugly and gloomy mischievous psychology it is. For example, when fishing by the river and seeing a small dragonfly flying over and stopping on the fishing rod, press the fishing rod into the water at a fast speed. The little dragonfly naturally flew away, but his cruel side was exposed again. Fortunately, I am an adult now. I will consciously suppress irrationality with rationality, and try to break uncivilized with civilization. My heart window is no longer closed. This window is open for many years, and the sunshine often shines in, which not only brings light, but also kills all kinds of bacteria constantly. That day, I saw Kingfisher written by French Leonard in reader magazine. When a Kingfisher stopped on the fishing rod, lenal thought it was a emerald flower and stared at it and appreciated it motionlessly. When Kingfisher was flying away with shock, Reiner said that Kingfisher was not afraid, but thought that it was flying from one branch to another. When I read this kind of mood and feelings, I almost cried.

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Youth light sadness

Night, quiet night, both Heaven and Earth have lay down. The light, the dim light, was resolutely shining. Sitting in front of the computer alone, the ten fingers of random length collided with the keyboard with regular sequence slowly and unevenly, and the vivid square characters flowed on the screen of the display in an orderly manner. My eyes stared at the screen, and those words of growth and soul reflected into my eyelids. A pair of eyes closed and fluttered naturally. By accident, tears burst into my mind freely, suddenly it was chaotic and sad. Sigh the past in a hurry, sigh the helpless life. I like the unintended melancholy of life. I didn’t like to bathe in tears, but only wanted to enjoy the pearl-like nobility, even if I had the melancholy, debt and confusion like suffocation, and then escaped on the wandering road without thinking, you should also see the beauty, hear the ideal, smell the freshness, not touch the sadness, and let the soul wander. Even if it is really at the crossroads, we must find a way to continue. I am so lonely, actually because I don’t want others to feel my loneliness and feel sad with me when I am lonely. So, I said enjoy loneliness, my heart 1.1 point of frozen off, also in mouth bring laugh. I walked alone on this sad road, and all the flowers in this season began to fall, with sadness, poetry and light red sunshine falling together, falling in my heart, it fell in my eyes. From then on, tears streaming down my face and scars. However, I just want those who care about me to be happy. I found that I was heading for a recession, which was unreasonable and even hated by others. Was it just for a sigh of relief and not to admit defeat? Till now, the coldest moment of drunkenness is full of blank of the head. What do you care about? Self-righteous others care about what they don’t care about. Don’t be too serious. This is others’ advice to me. Yes, I am is very serious. I always want to take responsibility for what I should do. I always think about love for a lifetime, and I am also sincere to my true friends. That is wrong? Maybe it is too serious to give up, so I am always doing something unreasonable. In the long stream of time, we are always so unconscious. We didn’t care about what we missed, lost, chosen and left, so we unconsciously came to the present moment again. We don’t know whether we are too sentimental or too much time to be ruthless. We are always forgetting and picking up again. Hurt romance, tired regret, wet eyes, wet clothes, more wet heart injury. There will always be too many beautiful things, and you will be frustrated because you can’t get them. In fact, what you don’t have is the most beautiful. Choice and struggle, they are originally one, too many people want to choose perfection, that is to fight for, the successive contradiction will accumulate the pressure in the heart, obviously choose how to fight, struggle in the heart to become something called unreconciled, and then find a point of life, let unreconciled, all desperately squeeze to this plain point. If growth itself is a journey, my experience tells me that it is a journey of soul! During the journey, I grew up slowly; During the journey, my soul experienced experience again and again, and was baptized by wind and rain one after another! It becomes thick, strong and indestructible! Every mistake, regret and injury are all my precious wealth in the process of growing up! I have made mistakes, failed and lost, but I always keep a good attitude to face them. During my growing journey, my soul experienced the baptism from childish, superficial, fragile to mature, profound and strong! Phoenix Nirvana, reborn with fire! After experiencing pain and tempering, the soul can burst out endless power! And those pains and tears once became beautiful and precious memories, which were deposited deep in my memory and gave me strength! It was quiet at night, sitting alone in front of the computer desk, strolling through the chapters of memory, looking through the beautiful fragments, the words blossoming on the tip of the pen, the wonderful warmth of the past. No matter listening to the rain at dusk or waiting for the moon in the setting sun, I am willing to sleep with a wisp of prosperity like a dream. No matter it is the misty rain of Qingdai or the dark color of Jiangnan, although I am looking at the White Moon and the clear wind, I only wait for the origin of the misty clouds to bloom and the flowers to fall. When I became a stranger, cicada kept silent and saw the prosperity falling down. In the wind, my original intention was pale. I am crazy and crazy, because the years have scratched a shallow sadness between the forehead.

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Waiting

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Memory

Memory is a piece of jigsaw puzzle. Time weaves the fragmentary faces one by one, and then a series of past events emerge in front of us. The broken things are like showing slides, one by one, one by one, flashing in front of us for countless times, from vague to familiar, from familiar to strange, feeling as if coming to the past again and again. I can’t tell which is real and which is unreal in my dream! Some jigsaw puzzles have tried hard to put them together, and people present in front of them try hard to know who they are, but they can’t remember them. Only then did I know that in the tunnel of time, I seemed to forget a lot, unable to remember a fragment in my memory, unable to spell a Picture successfully. This is also a failure, and it is also a lingering pain! Some people may never meet each other in your life, and some things may not change any more! After all, what should vanish is like the flowing water in the east. No matter you can put it down or not, you can’t pass this threshold or that depression. In the face of loss and abandonment, memory cannot filter out a piece of wonderful fragments and stay in the annual rings of time. Pain is also a memory, beauty is also a past, and what is rich is our life! Colorful is our memory! What cannot be pulled is also a feeling, and what is left is also a constant memory!

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Waiting

Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain…

Be good at listening to different voices and opinions

On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites…

Read The Bridges of Madison County

“When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted…

From today on, I want to be happy

I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me…

Sick time

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The sudden rain outside the window mourned our crisp fall

[Introduction] I once talked about everlasting friendship and everlasting friendship. The reality that I had argued with my best friend so fiercely does not exist forever. She said, does not exist. And I am firmly believe in existence forever. I finally found that I was wrong. Ended. Leave. Graduated. Looking at the graduation photo quietly, listening to the music quietly, tears fell quietly. As expected, I am still a child who misses the old. I don’t like to assume the future. We can’t live through the past, the future that has never come, we will always live only in the present. But I can’t grasp the present. I will cherish it until I lose it. I cherish it desperately, but it is useless. Lost, is gone, can’t come back. This is the end of junior high school. Yesterday’s rain was so heavy that no one could hear my sobs. Obviously, he said he would not cry and persuaded others not to cry. Unexpectedly, he cried quietly. I raised my head at five o’clock in the morning today and told myself that it was dawn and yesterday had passed. I leafed through the alumni records, looking at some perfunctory words, some sincere words, some ordinary words and some gorgeous words. Then I remembered that there were still a lot of alumni records sent out and they were confiscated. I just want to remember everyone’s name. I am afraid that this memory will suddenly evaporate at some moment. However, maybe this is wrong, maybe I shouldn’t force their names to stay in my mind. They don’t want to be remembered by humble people like me. I once talked about everlasting friendship, everlasting friendship. The reality that I had argued with my best friend so fiercely does not exist forever. She said, does not exist. And I am firmly believe in existence forever. I finally found that I was wrong. There is no existence, the reality does not exist forever, it is always a fictional word, and never exists forever. Even if my words are contradictory. The loose. Anyway, the final result is as scattered as dandelion. Rain outside the window, tears inside the window. The rain fell on the tears, and the tears melted into rain. I didn’t know what kind of mood I was going to see the most beautiful tree in the campus that she and I agreed. I saw her and me at the beginning, and also liked that tree so much. I liked to sit under the tree after class, telling secrets. So better. Like me and her, it is also so good. Teachers often say that why she and she are so good. Yes, how could she be so beautiful and smart as me who is neither beautiful nor smart. I looked at those birthday gifts, as well as those on children’s day, with a bitter smile. My hands were hanging in the air, and I didn’t know how to place them. Tears came down with a smile. Maybe it’s just because of graduation. Don’t miss it. I don’t miss. The sudden rain outside the window mourned our crisp fall, and we should keep out of it.

Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring

Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring…

Waiting

Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain…

Be good at listening to different voices and opinions

On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites…

Read The Bridges of Madison County

“When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted…

From today on, I want to be happy

I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me…

Sick time

I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Get rid of sorrow

In life, you will always see something, hear something, think of something, and be told something. When you see everything, you will associate it with something, think about something, review something, and regret something. After? It will bring some sorrow. Once a person is always in a state of anxiety and frowning in life, it will pose double harm to his beauty and health. The ancients cloud: moonset Frost sky, Wind River fishing boat on sorrow sleep. The water flows more when the knife is cut off, and the toast eliminates sorrow more sorrow. Ask how much sorrow you can have, just like a river flowing eastward. Cut continuously, but the reason is still chaotic, and it is a different taste in my heart. We are in a complicated world, and our hearts are easy to be sad. In fact, this is unnecessary. Sorrow also means sadness and annoyance, which means restless. This kind of emotion comes from our own hearts. The Bible focuses on human heart and puts forward our thoughts, analyses and decisions, which are all implemented by our heart. If this heart is confused, life will lose its direction and be at a loss. In this way, it is like a ship without a rudder, which can only drift with the current and float in the sea. The word “Sorrow” is used to describe a situation caused by external forces, and it is also used to describe the appearance of water stirring and tumbling. In this regard, we should keep our inner peace, stay in a turbulent world, and don’t let evil influence our life. Traditional Chinese Medicine pays great attention to the relationship between emotion and disease, among which, in “seven emotions”, there is a relatively detailed discussion on the worry of one of the seven emotions, and it is considered that the lung is sad. When people are sad and sad, they can make lung Qi depressed, and even dissipate Qi Yin, which leads to exhaustion, pale complexion, slight mental fatigue, and easy to appear symptoms such as cold and cough. Traditional Chinese medicine believes that lung is mainly fur, so sorrow and sadness of lung can also be manifested in skin diseases caused by some mental factors. Depression, sorrow and sadness can lead to hives, alopecia areata, psoriasis and so on; Excessive sadness can also cause insomnia and trance; Sad mood can also inhibit gastrointestinal peristalsis and affect the secretion of gastric juice, it leads to loss of appetite, poor digestion and absorption. “Huang Di’s internal Meridian Yin and Yang should be like a big discussion” said: Western dryness, dryness produces gold, Jin Sheng Xin, Xin Sheng lung, lung produces fur, fur produces kidney, lung dominates nose. It is dry in heaven, Gold in earth, fur in body, lung in hiding, white in color, Shang in sound, crying in sound, cough in change, in the Qiao is the nose, in the taste is the Xin, in the ambition is the worry. Sad lung. It will affect the opening degree of the lung. Breathing becomes lighter and lighter, and lung capacity becomes smaller and smaller. Oxygen and carbon dioxide cannot be exchanged well in the lung, all kinds of anger and depression belong to the lung (“never ask to be true”). The Lung stores Qi, and the Qi leaves the spirit. If the lung lacks Qi, the nasal congestion is unfavorable and less Qi, in fact, breath, cough, chest, fullness and breath (spirit pivot, God), depression and depression become more and more serious, worry will hurt the lung, and lung injury is inevitable. Being in a state of sorrow for a long time will cause excessive consumption of physical strength, which will reduce the resistance of the body and lead to dysfunction of immune function. Brain dysfunction “spirit pivot God” says: lung, joy and infinite will hurt the soul, soul injury is mad, kuang zhe meaning no man. It can even cause psychosis, hypertension, heart disease, tumor, etc. Sorrow is the biggest enemy of beauty, and sorrow is the main part of the skin. Therefore, from ancient times to today, there is an old saying that sorrow urges people to grow old, and one night worries about the white head; Smile for ten years, sorrow turns white; sorrow can also cause facial wrinkles, spots, acne, furuncle, gray hair and shedding. Since sorrow is so harmful, how to get rid of sorrow and cultivate a positive and healthy mentality? Mood to happy. After getting up in the morning, you should encourage yourself to decide to spend a happy day without worrying about trivial matters. Get rid of the isolated mentality, be open-minded, contact with the outside world more, make the relationship full of harmony, and fill the heart with kindness, beauty and happiness. Don’t blame others at will, don’t embarrass others on purpose, don’t criticize others, but be kind to others everywhere and try to discover others’ advantages. Go to the wild to experience the nature, which is full of magical power that makes people calm. Finally, we should know that there is no perfect thing in the world, and we can’t do all the best. Therefore, we should be frank without sorrow, advocate that suffering losses is a blessing, and don’t haggle over every ounce. Paying attention to doing things that you are interested in, raising flowers, fishing and so on can help people relieve pressure, eliminate troubles and maintain a happy mood.

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Waiting

Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain…

Be good at listening to different voices and opinions

On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites…

Read The Bridges of Madison County

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From today on, I want to be happy

I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me…

Sick time

I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Dream on the green cloud

[Introduction] I hope that the aspiring young people who have been nurtured by the fragrant trees can sharpen their will in Tsinghua Garden and become the pillars of talents who can climb the moon for nine days and catch turtles in the five lakes.

Written in the previous words: the college entrance examination in 2008 was special and unforgettable. Just a few days ago, there was an aftershock of grade 6.4. The teaching building shook obviously. I still remember that it was passed at 3 pm that day, I was taking a review class for the children, but fortunately it took only a few seconds. The government and schools have taken many emergency evacuation measures to ensure that the sacred and serious college entrance examination will be held as scheduled. God bless the children. There was no aftershock on the 7th and 8th of June. The children finally lived through the two days which were frightening. So I can finish my dream-seeking days with my children on the keyboard. When the strata plates of Wenchuan and Beichuan hit and bulged abruptly; When people’s quiet and beautiful homes were destroyed in the process of flying sand and stones and shaking mountains; When they were immature, innocent, lively smiling face less than a nanosecond died in ruins under, tian di qian kun asphyxia, all corners whimper, western Sichuan earthquake tore up 1.3 billion people Heart. On May 12th, 2008, the black wooden slips of history had deeply carved a heartbreaking stroke that could never be obliterated. Those innocent souls who went to heaven too early left their incomparable attachment to the world, and those who survived the disaster left their irremediable mental trauma. These more than 20 days made people cry with long songs, generous donations, emotional feelings, desperate efforts, and passionate. Therefore, life will continue and history will turn a new page every day, just like the touching words said by the director of civil affairs bureau of Beichuan County: our surviving people should work hard and take all the lives of their dead colleagues to comfort their spirits in the sky! Looking for dreams on the green cloud I don’t know when a large office of nearly 100 square meters has been divided into small squares since then, the dark blue baffle and the milky white wooden blade closed my colleagues and I into a narrow dwelling where it was difficult to turn around except for a desk and a chair. All the people who have read some books advocate freedom and like the Open contention and heated discussion of academics. These are all lost in this narrow space of more than one square meter, which makes people feel suffocated and anxious. School management is becoming more and more commercialized and enterprise-oriented, and it always feels that there is a sense of seeking for fish by binding gentle writing to the pursuit of surplus value. The school I work for is located on a hill called Phoenix near the Yangtze River. The mountainside is covered with a straight, straight, tall and tall Jiangnan famous Wood, red and Zhangs, A teaching building up to seven floors is hidden in this dense forest. Looking around in spring and summer, the linked canopy is like a cloud of green, and also like a giant green umbrella. In the summer morning, when we were strolling in the campus where the winding path was quiet and the grass was green, the refreshing cool breeze gently lifted our clothes corners through the cracks between the leaves of Zhangs, making people look refreshed. At this time, the sound of Langlang reading and the rustling sound of leaves accompanied by the wind came from the antique booths under Zhangshu, and the graceful music was played one after another. The school arranged the office of Senior three teachers and some classes of senior three on the seventh floor, and the pieces of green were just under our feet. The leaders of the school probably wanted us to climb up the mountain and recruit them. We should not lengthen our arms, but see people far away; We should shout with the wind, and our voices should not be more serious, but those who hear them should be more prominent. I am not afraid of clouds to cover my eyes, but only at the highest level., it will certainly bring good luck to teachers and students in the annual college entrance examination. We are dreaming together with our students in this green cloud. We are all doing the same dream: may the students who walk out of the Phoenix Mountain greet the rising sun on the unnamed lakeside with sparkling light; I hope that the aspiring young people who have been nurtured by the fragrant trees can sharpen their will in Tsinghua Garden, and become the pillars of talents who can climb the moon for nine days and catch turtles in the five lakes. With the morning breeze blowing, the stars blinked their eyes mischievously in the already white sky. They didn’t want to be covered by the red clouds emerging on the edge of the sky and the morning sun that was about to burst out to hide their enchanting Crystal at night. At this time, my colleagues and I and students from all directions began the journey of seeking dreams every day. Beside me were immature smiling faces full of vitality. They made me touch the scene and sigh with sorrow for the passing youth, which gave birth to some envy for boys and girls, they held me up like clouds of auspicious rays, and both physiology and psychology made me return to my middle school years. We picked up the steps under the green foil, on the platform between the two floors which made people feel relaxed and breathless, we saw the swaying branches of camphora gently licking the balcony of the corridor outside the classroom with green leaves from time to time, there are several Orioles singing and beating their wings, jumping up and down among the branches. They can abide by the survival rules of nature and fly freely in their own world, enjoying the intoxicating fragrance emitted by the Red camphora wood, wandering in the green waves where the mother-in-law danced. However, although these birds beside me were chirping and lively on the corridor, in my eyes, what they fanned were a pair of heavy wings, because the cruel survival of the fittest was waiting for them ahead, on the road of life with a lot of troubles, they also need to list numerous equations to solve countless unknowns, Everyone is weaving an ideal dream, but where is this dream?

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Heart forever that moved

[Introduction] I remember that once I assisted in the arrest of a female suspect. He knew that I was not skilled and inexperienced. Since he escorted a criminal to get on the bus, he kept calling until he was the first one to get through his phone after finishing his work, at that time, there was a surge of warmth in my heart, which really touched me.

Early in the morning, I received a birthday blessing from the so-and-so bank card management center, and some friends called to bless me. It suddenly occurred to me that today is October 6th again. In the second year after the earthquake, also because of this day, I remembered him sadly and heartlessly, and this day was actually his birthday. Today, three years later, I am about to forget this day, which is similar to the ordinary and plain days. There are always some people who remind me inadvertently, sending me the reasons that let me recall and miss and heartache forever. Indeed, this was his foresight and his shrewdness. With this day to tie a heart, he would think of any changes in his whole life, and would be dejected and filled with missing and sadness. Once, sweet and bitter, joys and sorrows. We in the Together day, not long nor short, for 5 years, young, smoke of war, long and hard. I don’t miss the days I spent together, but now I can understand it when I think of it. Because I am young, I don’t tolerate each other and don’t give in to each other. The days of separation moved me and made me miss it for a long time. After experiencing the separate hurricane waves, his heart went to peace. His vigorous and sharp heart was tolerant and understood calmly, which moved me deeply. Separation, distance, reason and beauty. From then on, his eyes, which were young, healthy and beautiful, were shining like a mirror behind me. It seemed that he never traveled far away. No matter he met him in the noisy street or the quiet office, he would call Little Li Mei in surprise, and he would give praise and appreciation from the bottom of his heart. Women’s vanity is satisfied, and they also develop dependence. What a hope, there is always a pair of eyes paying attention to and appreciating themselves in the vast crowd of people. When he left, these eyes disappeared. We meet each other in life, and we separate longer than we live together. Being together is like an enemy, while being apart is like a sister and a brother. Maybe this is fate and a destined destination. After separation, I walked my way, but he always lingered nearby, observing whether there were cliffs and ridges under my feet and whether there were bibs. When I encountered difficulties and dangers, he will do everything possible to get through the phone to inquire and care. I remembered that once he assisted in arresting a female suspect. He knew that I was not skilled and inexperienced. Since he escorted a criminal to get on the bus, he kept calling until he was the first one to get through his phone after finishing his work, at that time, there was a surge of warmth in my heart, which really touched me. After separation, we have never been involved in emotions and kept a distance, but we have deep and deeply concerned feelings like family ties. After separation, I was very proud and self-respecting in front of him. I often gave him sour stimulation, sarcasm and blow. However, he was so generous that I felt ashamed and said these words without confidence. It was he who insisted on giving me, my daughter and my mother family affection and care. I just accepted and relied on this family affection. I am very grateful for his giving, and I always remember it in my heart. I hope he can feel it. Today’s day reminds me a lot of him, who has been together for more than ten years in his life. That touching, that missing will last forever in my heart.

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This year

[Introduction] youth lies in struggle. Youth with struggle is perfect. No matter what your birth is, or what your environment is, only when you have struggled can you have memories; Only when you have experiences can you have a deeper experience of life. I haven’t written anything for a while. After working for a year, I spent a lot of time in confusion and loneliness. I was confused about something. This year left me little memory. I repeat the same rhythm every day, and the passion that can bring me is repeated as well as the memory. Youth has a lot of memories and feelings, but many times it is slowly obliterated in time. After one year of work, I find that my life is stuck in a bottleneck and can no longer break through. Every day in the office, canteen, dormitory has become my inherent frequency. As time goes by, many plans gradually cool down the passion with time. Youth is indulgent, and indulgent youth brings silent loneliness. Time goes very fast, when you are casual; Time goes very slowly, when you are waiting; Time goes slowly, when you are mediocre. Life has a different color in every period of time, and we also play different life roles. In the noisy city, my heart was already very calm; In the gradually disappearing passion, I also slowly rubbed off the frivolous and floating dryness together. Yes, most of the time we may not be willing to do one thing, but we still need to do it well. The Law of the jungle and the survival of the fittest are the everlasting truth. When we wander in the choice, in fact, the opportunity has quietly left us or been quietly picked up by others. Time is equal for everyone and will not stay because of your status, status and wealth; But opportunities are absolutely unequal for everyone. In one year, I found that I missed many good opportunities while waiting. If a word is fulfilled, the opportunity will not be lost, and the loss will not come again. In the world, no one has the obligation to create opportunities for others, and no one has the obligation to retain opportunities for others. Youth lies in struggle, and youth with struggle is perfect. No matter what your birth is, or what your environment is, only when you have struggled can you have memories; Only when you have experiences can you have a deeper experience of life. All other people’s beautiful struggle stories belong to others, and only those who have struggled for themselves belong to themselves. During this year, I thought a lot of things. I didn’t have to think about the problems before, but now I need to think about them myself. I didn’t have to supervise myself before, but now I have to supervise myself. After work, no one will chase after your ass every day and tell you when and what to do. People should always be independent. After work, my former friends basically stopped meeting because of the relationship between region and time. Occasionally, I talked about my daily life on the phone, and found that in one year, everyone had changed a lot. They all grew up and no longer had the laziness as before. Most of the time, every bit of life reflects a person’s growth process and also witnesses the passage of time. Youth is wandering in time; In wandering youth, what can we do? I think we only have to work hard and struggle constantly, no matter whether we succeed or not, as long as we try our best to do everything well, only in this way can I regret my youth. Youth, we can indulge ourselves and enjoy ourselves; But we must maintain a degree, a degree that can stop indulgence. Most of the time, it’s not that we are inferior to others, but that we indulge ourselves too much. What can one year Do? It may change one’s life, or it may only be spent in doing nothing. Without a certain factor, no one can tell what will happen next moment. Maybe we will be annoyed by trivial life, maybe we will pay for minor mistakes, but the past can never be rewritten.

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liu yue of dusk

[Introduction] gently, it is also a beautiful and warm dusk. The song belonging to June in the dusk is gently floating. When we heard the radio one day when we were young, time is flowing quietly. Gently, I walked through the dusk of June. Gently, I walked through the mood like water, the past like smoke, and the beautiful years belonging to junior three. When the students waved goodbye to me with a smile, and the song of farewell sounded faintly in their ears, a kind of inexplicable touch came to my heart. I finally realized that all the beautiful past had been lost, and those lovely smiling faces and familiar names made me particularly nostalgic. I used to live in a kind of treasure, knowing what is treasure and possession. I carefully collected a wisp of sunshine on the stairs, songs in that distant place and some familiar figures. I don’t want to easily lose the past of grade 3, which contains the initial touching of my life. The classroom was empty, with white walls, monotonous sunshine, and light blue dust flying in the sunshine. I gently brushed off the dust on the table and closed the window gently, like closing a beautiful dream. I want to leave all the beautiful memories deep in my mind and warm my heart when I am the loneliest. I can’t forget the hearty laughter, the adorable and clear eyes, and the figure of Dan standing quietly on the head of the building watching the sunset. In the hazy memory, the song of Bo seemed to drift in the corner of the classroom again and again, who was playing with the lute, a song “East Wind broken”. Maple Leaf dyed the story, and I saw through the ending. I led you through the ancient road outside the fence. In the years of the wild smoke and creeping grass, even the break-up was very silent and small, lonely tone, bit by bit, with little strings and little worries. Close your eyes, as if you saw some pure smiles again, rippling in the dusk sunshine, and then slipped away from the sky in June. Gently, I walked through the dusk of June. Inadvertently, looking at that round of falling sunset, my heart suddenly throbbed with a kind of familiar warmth. When I saw the white smoke permeating in the distance, when the leaves of the phoenix tree in the campus were floating with golden residual leaves, when there were twos and threes of Junior One and junior two students passing by in the lawn under the clear sky, when the cries on the basketball court resounded in my ears again, and the lights of night self-study flickered in front of my eyes again, the past time which was finally getting farther and farther away from me would occasionally pass through my heart. I learned to grow up in those tiredness and confusion, learn to be strong, and learn to tell myself what kind of tomorrow I want to have. When leaving, Dan held the album and asked me to write a graduation message. There were many light blue stories on the light blue title page. Dan once told me that she liked the dusk, and she liked to watch the gorgeous shadows in the shimmering light under the dusk. Facing the pure and misty eyes of Dan, I want to tell her that although the past like smoke has gone with the wind, you like smoke are still wandering in the sky of my memory. Gently, it was also a beautiful and warm dusk. The song belonging to June in the dusk was gently floating. When we heard the radio one day, when we were young, the years were flowing quietly, whether my heart is faintly singing with me for a period of only time. Gently, I walked through the dusk of June. Gently, I will hold your hands again and walk by smiling in the dusk of June.

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