Month: February 2018

Broken read

1. I like to use words to commemorate those unforgettable times, so that one day, I can no longer afford the pen at that time, even I am too old to recall, then open it and watch your life like watching a TV play. 2. I often feel that I am sick. A broken flower drowned in the sad River. That river will always be abundant, and I will always be sick and withered, repeating the rising of the Sun and the sinking of the moon. 3. We are always struggling to say the freedom we want in the future and the wandering from place to place in the days when our dreams are just broken. But time went and went, and we set foot on the journey in silence. 4. We always say that this is the last year of our high school career. But one year later, we have to carry our rucksack and walk towards the place that once imprisoned our freedom without turning back. Who is the most determined child who never lives for the outside world? 5. Xiao Chao once said that when we were in senior three, we always showed indifference and ridicule to the students in senior four, while when we were in senior four, in a flash, we played the role that we once disdained. We lowered our head and felt silent. 6. I always think of the cruel time when I am the most lonely; I always think of my huge loneliness when I am the most lonely time. 7. Sometimes, I feel that I am a beggar on the roadside, at the corner of the street and at the end of the world. I don’t beg for food or drink, just for warmth and love. But for many times, I stretched out my warm hands, and the eager eyes came out, but what I received were always depressing sadness and desperate despair. 8. Passing by is actually a very safe state. Although many chances may be missed, at least it will not be hurt. 9. Friends, I think they should be the closest to me who suffered the storm with me. But why are many people who once I call them friends scattered all over the world? 10. I am an extremely contradictory person. When the opportunity comes, I will throw it away without thinking. When the opportunity is gone, I begin to show the deepest memory of the past. 11. In the past, I always hoped that I could be a free and easy person. Do what you like freely. But I couldn’t make it in the end. I even found that my every move was controlled by others’ eyes. 12. I am a child who will be bound by dreams. I always try to welcome the prosperous dream in a peaceful state, but this dream is so prosperous that it makes me dizzy. 13. I often have such a feeling that in the crowded street, I suddenly become nervous and at a loss. This world has brought me too much noise, which makes me eager for peace and staying alone. 14. I like all simple and kind children. Every time Nannan wrote a letter, I was always moved to say nothing grateful. The first time he wrote such a sentence in the letter, he said, I thought you would never want me as a friend again. That was our first communication after we graduated from high school. Xiao Chao is a very special person. He has troubles and never tells others. He always walks alone in the big and small corners of the campus. He was never willing to do things that he didn’t like. He could bear everything, but he couldn’t bear ideological servitude. Bin is a man with great skills. He seems to be doing everything with ease. He can act smoothly on both secular and elegant levels at the same time. He has a height beyond my reach. 15. You say, you will be happy if you see me happy, you say, you will not be happy if you see me sad. But why, my best friend, when we were apart, you clearly saw the glittering tears in my eyes, but you just smiled and said, “later, don’t be sad? 16. I used to think that I could go on with your encouragement, but later I found it was not. We are like one-piece babies. If you leave, I can’t even survive. 17. You are a part of my life. You lit up my once sleepy youth. Therefore, in those dark days of winter after leaving, I am so hopeful that the window of hope was filled with moonlight, just like my missing for you, tiny but sharp. 18. I have always been afraid of growing up, because growing up is distorted by many people, becoming Prett, affectation, and not free, so many times I, they would rather look like a simple child. 19. In my youth days, I was doing things to plan my youth all day long, but when one day I finally understood it, my youth was already gone. 20. I hope that when my 18 years old is coming to an end, I wish you a quiet and satisfying life at the age of 19 and for a long time afterwards.

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Man hard

Born from your mother, you are destined to be placed too much hope by your parents. When you were young, maybe it was a happy time in your life. You are loved by your parents and jealous by your sisters. Because you are boy, parents hope you future promising, old age, so home delicious good wear you everything preferred. Sisters may not read books, but you must read books, because reading books can double your social status and make you glorious. If you go to college, you may be promoted and rich in the future! Parents hold such a motto: The son is his own, and you can study no matter how hard you are or how tired you are; As for your daughter, it is OK if you have conditions, but you will be exempted if you have no conditions. Anyway, she will be a wife in the future, didn’t you say the water splashed by the married daughter? Under the protection of your parents’ warm wings, your childhood and youth are golden. But don’t be happy too early, because at that time you were a boy, not a man in the social sense. If you step into the ranks of adulthood, you will sigh deeply: it is difficult to be a man! If you really stand out when you grow up and become a dog-like person, then your parents will naturally be happy and think that you will not lose if you give birth to your son; If you poke yourself into the crowd, just like a drop of water falling into the ocean, parents are inevitably disheartened; If you just don’t become famous, parents can only turn a blind eye and have nothing to do. If you play around and do nothing, you will be criticized for being unfaithful and unfilial. Therefore, your parents will be distressed and regret that they gave birth to you. It is better to raise a dog. Even if you have a little fame and made a small fortune, don’t be too proud, because you are a son, the reason why parents care for you in every way when you are young is that you can use delicious food and good clothes, it has purpose and selfishness. You have a better life. You should care for your parents both emotionally and rationally. Although your parents don’t want to take back the original investment with interest, but you are their son, and you must be responsible for their later life. Married sisters can ignore and ignore, but you can’t. Otherwise, people who are familiar with you, including your biological parents, will scold you that your conscience has been taken away by dogs! Therefore, as an adult, you are like a heavy cross on your back. Your steps stagger and your figure is blurred. You can sigh, but you can’t cry, especially in front of everyone, or someone will poke your spine and satirize you as a man. Therefore, whenever and wherever you are, you must keep this sentence in mind: men do not flick with tears. When you are born as a man, you are doomed to have too many harsh rulers measuring you invisibly. If you are tall, powerful and talented, then you have nothing to say. If you are less than 170 centimeters tall, you will be considered as a third-class disabled person; If you are a little fat, someone will privately say that you are a fat pig; If you are slender like a bamboo pole, someone will say you are a thin monkey secretly. However, girls are different. If they are fat, they will be plump; If they are thin, they will be slim. Even if they are less than 140 centimeters tall, they will not worry about getting married. The social and secular eyes are so cruel. You are a man, and you must pull the mountain out of the world. You must be an indomitable, brave and resourceful man, or you will be labeled as a loser. When you get married and start a career, the burden on your shoulders is heavier. Although today’s girls are amorous, they are still very pragmatic. When you spend a month before and after, you will not forget to ask you how much salary a month, how many numbers of bank passbooks, whether you have the ability to buy a house and a car if your economic Foundation does not meet her standards, even if you have the appearance of Pan An, your girlfriend may go out of desperation, find another tall branch, and leave a vicious sentence full of philosophy: love can not exist, but bread must not exist. This may be the theoretical basis for some girls to play the role of mistress with big money. When you finally work hard to build your own nest, the girl who is willing to live with you becomes a woman, and you must be more like a man because of her. If this woman makes you a step when talking about marriage, and lives in a rented house temporarily when getting married, you should not relax. You must seize every minute to make money and strive to buy a house as soon as possible, otherwise, this woman will nag endlessly, maybe one day I will say goodbye to you! If you borrowed money and owed a lot of debts when buying a house, you should also try your best to make money and try to repay the loan as soon as possible. If you don’t pay the debt when buying a house, you can breathe a sigh of relief, but don’t forget that you are the backbone of your family and the main creator of your wealth. Men! It is to support the family, to protect the children’s wife from the wind and rain. If you don’t have the ability, you will not be a man in women’s eyes. So you can’t take it lightly. If one day you are laid off and lose your generous salary, but your wife is not laid off and becomes the main payer of family expenses, then you see, if you don’t have the chance to earn more money than this woman in the future, you will have no chance to stand out in your life. You have to wash and cook this woman respectfully, and pour water to wash her feet and beat her back at night. If any service is not considerate enough, you must listen to the teacher’s instruction or rebuke like a primary school student, and guarantee not to make similar mistakes next time. In a word, you should collapse! Who makes you a worthless man? If you want to go from a slave to a general again, you must sharpen your head to make money. You ‘d better be a money master or a part-time official. At that time, how gentle and gentle the lion roar in your family will be, let you experience the happy taste of liberation of turning over serfs. A third party will appear when you get married. If you are a girl, you can find a good family to marry him in the future. If you give birth to a boy, then you are wrong. You have to offer him to go to college, even save money to help him get married, who let him be your precious son? If you have no money and no power, your son may look down upon you. Although your father cried face to face, he was extremely disappointed with you. If you stay in the countryside, face to the loess and back to the sky, sweat drops on the ground, and your brain is inflexible, there is no money to say, you may be half shorter in your parents’ eyes. If you are passed down by three generations alone, your responsibility will be more important. You must have a son with the woman living under the roof with you in order to pass on the incense. If this task is not completed, you will be sorry to heaven, parents and ancestors. So at the risk of penalty, you made this woman pregnant again after she had three girls. As a result, you became the commander of the super guerrilla. In order to escape the fines and conciliation of the family planning personnel, you took your child and wife to hide away and lived a life full of fear and uncertainty. These days were bitter! The task of inheriting the family has been completed, but you are tired of becoming a little old man. You touched half of your white hair, sighing ceaselessly, thinking: this bitter day is just the beginning? When you think of it, you will be in a mess and have no decent score. You know, your life is ruined by giving birth to more children. But who do you blame? Zhou Yu beat Huang Gai, one is willing to beat one is willing to suffer your collapse! Movie star Liu Xiaoqing has a famous saying: life difficult, do it’s harder for women to, do woman my easier. I guess the father in her hometown won’t agree with this successful daughter. What I want to say is: it is more difficult to be a man than to be a man, and it is even more difficult to be a standard man! Although men have a stomach of endless bitter water, they still work hard, just like the old scalpers who work hard in the fields, just like the gradually wide clothes in Tang poetry without regrets. Who let you be a big man? Who let the society and women give you unbearable responsibilities and missions with great honor? You resign yourself! Of course, you have a few drinks occasionally when you are enjoying yourself. In addition to drinking to drown your sorrow, you still have a sense of pride and sadness in your heart, because after all, the man who dominates this world is still a hot-blooded man, A big man who goes through fire and water should have nothing to do with it. Are you completely relieved? 2440 words

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Cigarettes

Coming out of the drugstore, the severe pain on my head swallowed my fidgety heart. The wind at night felt a little cold. I held my arms tightly, endured my headache and rushed to my home, it has been nearly two months since I moved here. I can still feel unfamiliar smell in the room. I don’t know when I can cover the whole room with my own breath, let me wake up late at night without that strange sense of wandering. Looking at the pink pills, I suddenly felt a lot of sadness in my heart. Maybe I was still worried about the girl yesterday, but I remembered a lot of memories hidden in my heart, similar experiences, the same deep-rooted memories, the hidden pain in the heart and the pain in the head hit together, feeling a burst of cold winter, salty liquid slipping down in the night, without wiping, under the cover of Black dense, it flows freely. I really want to smoke. I have not touched cigarettes for about half a year, but I am always attached to the smell of cigarettes. On such a sad night, after swallowing the pink pills, finally, I couldn’t help myself and wanted to smoke the cigarette immediately, so I ran to the small shop beside the road. In fact, what kind of cigarette was the same as mine, and there was no difference between good and bad. I just wanted the anesthesia of tobacco, give yourself an outlet for sadness. I remember that a friend lost his favorite person in the past, and I just ended the first love that was not my first love, so two declining women walked into deeper pain and circulated in the bar every day, KTV, singing, drinking and smoking all night long, leads a nearly decadent life without oneself. Later, I decided to quit tobacco and alcohol and live a good life, so I told my friend that I would quit cigarettes and quit him. Since then, I have been separated from my friends and started to make a living by writing words every day. I tried my best to write manuscripts sent by editors. I worked overtime until two or three o’clock in the morning at night, and then made myself sleepy until ten o’clock the next day, after waking up and having breakfast, I began to write again. When I was tired, I went to the park on the street. Sometimes I also went for a walk on the street in the middle of the night. Walking on the silent street, I watched the mottled shadows of trees alone, then a cigarette will be lit to see the white smoke disappear under the warm yellow light at night, and then go home to continue. During that time, I refused to participate in any social activities, and my mobile phone was also turned off, By connecting with editors on the Internet, what they say most online every day is, can the manuscript pass? Then I received a reply, dear, OK. It was a peaceful life like water and a time totally belonging to myself. During that time, I was like a cocoon in silkworm chrysalis, slowly carving myself with time until I transformed. The long-lost tobacco smell is like a long-lost emotion, which makes people have a lot of attachment. Light the cigarette in your hand, look at the red charcoal slowly approaching your fingers, raise your head and see the gray and blue smoke rising and disappearing in your own posture. The air is filled with the unique flavor of tobacco and has attachment, there are still some things I want to give up, just like love. Sometimes I will feel that it is a distance of five light years away from me, and occasionally I will feel that feelings seem to have something to do with me, without so much yearning, but sometimes I miss it very much. I have felt numb for many times and lost the ability to love and be loved. I have been avoiding emotions and don’t want to get close to them. Not so much free and easy, but too sensitive and emotional. When each relationship ends, you have to spend too much time and energy to go out, I was afraid of the decadent days, the soul surrounded by darkness, and the sadness overdrawn for several generations, so I chose to stay away, preferring to walk alone in adversity and face everything by myself, even crying is better than that kind of painful heart. The slight smell of tobacco relieved some headache, but made me not want to quit it any more. Looking at the cigarette in my hand, I seemed to feel that I had already been deeply trapped in its smell, let alone quit it. If you can’t quit cigarettes, you can’t quit feelings. If you have already been deeply trapped, will you be unbearable if you leave one day, and will you have to pay a higher price than any other time to forget. If the most important position of the left atrium collapsed one day, what would the whole heart be like? Is it like the gray mist of these tobacco, rising in a decisive posture, disappearing in the vast night, and then vanished. I don’t want the unforgettable pain any more, and I don’t want to let my already scarred heart become fragmented. Maybe it is the best to keep myself. Facing words, I understand that these are the things that really accompany me to walk and never leave. The residual red of smoke has come to an end, and the rest is only the smell of tobacco floating in the air. Maybe I really can’t quit, just like I can’t escape a relationship, but I want to protect myself well, stay sober in the deep pit, and don’t be obsessed with losing yourself, so even if you can’t quit, you won’t be hopeless.

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Tonight, my thoughts are swaying in the air

[Introduction] As time flies, time flies. Youth is a noun worth squandering. Waiting for time to run out, sobbing, grief. Hide in the corner, silently count the sadness missed in the fleeting time. Flowers bloom and fall, spring goes to autumn, and the annual rings are thicker than a circle.

Whenever night falls, I always like to stand alone in a certain corner. Looking far away, or melancholy or joy. Fantasy, or loneliness, endless sigh. Recalling the past and looking forward to the future. Tears, I think that is to stop being sad in the future. Laughter and hope are eternal happiness and happiness. Tonight I sit quietly in front of the window, the night is so quiet, as if I can hear the sound of heartbeat, the breeze blows, I am drunk and beautiful in this beautiful autumn night, I am thinking about how to be perfect? Many people look bright, glorious and gorgeous! In fact, they are all covers, turning page by page, among which the ups and downs and advantages and disadvantages can only be tasted by oneself. When people are fragile and helpless, they always miss their mother’s warm embrace very much, you can laugh or cry without scruple, because mother is reluctant to let her child suffer even a little injustice! However, when I reach middle age, I must be stronger, stronger and more optimistic in front of my mother. Because my mother is old, she needs my protection, and she also needs to see my happy smile, so that she can be stable and steadfast. How many sunrise and sunset, tired running around, for the hope of life, these efforts are really insignificant, but happiness is so luxurious! It won’t care for me for a long time, it is difficult for the people! Nothing is eternal! Recent somehow? The mood is always in a depressed state, which makes me suffocated. I also kept telling myself to adjust my mind. No matter what happened, I should face it with a calm mind, but I couldn’t get what I wanted! I don’t know why? I am not so interested in some people and some things as before, and I can’t find my original self! Surrounded by real and nothingness water vapor, the whole person always feels like crying. The world is becoming nothingness in my mind! There is no way to vent the depression in my heart! What makes people feel most tired is not the distance of the road, but the depression in the heart; What makes people feel most decadent is not the rough of the future, but the loss of confidence; what makes people suffer most is not the misfortune of life, but the collapse of hope; What makes people despair most is not the blow of frustration, but the death of soul. So from time to time, I warned myself to look down on it and let my heart open. Everything will gradually become better. Tired, listen to music; Depressed, dance; Sad, Kan Kan mood; Failure, start again; Life should be like this, sweep away the haze and happiness. Although sometimes I am not satisfied, everything depends on myself, I am happy to face it, and I don’t feel tired when doing things. Happy yourself and infect everyone. When you cry, you will be delighted, and the rainbow will appear after the rain. Laugh and do whatever you want. Only contentment can make you happy! People’s heart is like a container, which is filled with more happiness and less depression; It is more simple to pack, and less tangled nature; More satisfied, less pain; if you pretend to understand more, conflicts will naturally be less; If you pretend to be more tolerant, hatred will naturally be less. I use it to wash things, it is a washing set; I use it to make cups, it is a cup set. I always like the silent night, but I also hate the dead silence in the middle of the night. People are always living in contradiction, while living in the present, they always like to think about something far-reaching. In fact, it should be enough to live happily. How many years are there in life, and time is fleeting, at that time, I am afraid that I have no courage to think. I am a woman with personality contradiction, but also a woman who is very strong, persistent and indomitable. I like magnolia trees. I often compare myself to magnolia trees. I like its nobility, purity, fragrance and beauty. It looks like a slim girl who is out of touch with the world. It can be compared with the Luoshen of lotus in the water! I prefer to decorate more beautiful things in life with magnificent words! On the contrary, I hate and hate a lot of dirty people and things. I am also a kind person! But unfortunately, I always meet some such despicable scumbags. I don’t like to do anything by hook or by crook. Although I also know clearly that this society is weak and strong, I expect that good people will have the lie of good news and always weave carefully, the lucky god will fall in love with me one day! It turned out that I had never known how strong I was. I used to think that the city wall I built would collapse with one touch, the waste of time, the change of world affairs, I have already forgotten how to cry? No injury, no pain! Learn to hide the defense line in my heart alone. I don’t want to let myself be so sad and proud! It’s all a lie to say nothing, I just create a beautiful lie that only belongs to myself! Care for myself, then even if I lose, I will not be so thorough. My arrogant character is still going on! Time flies, time flies. Youth is a noun worth squandering. Waiting for time to run out, sobbing, grief. Hide in the corner, silently count the sadness missed in the fleeting time. Flowers bloom and fall, spring goes to autumn, and the annual rings are thicker than a circle. My memory can also be in the circle pattern of the ups and downs of the annual rings. This one is left by flying kites at a young age, and that one is left by failing the exam and being beaten. Maybe now I have a lot of pains, but I also have many wonderful memories. Don’t bury in the haze, cry, we can hide in happiness, smile. The Moonlight is hazy, and the autumn night is bleak. In the autumn night, there was a trace of hesitation. Without hesitation, the footprints of autumn have already traveled all over the wild. Daisy in full bloom, hibiscus in full bloom, and begonia with fragrance. The fleeting time is no longer, I am no longer the original me. Tonight, my thoughts are swaying in the air! I should not be sad any more, still be free like a butterfly, and fly freely in the sky as always.

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The text is only written for those who understand me

In the silent late night, my mind will spring up in my heart, and every night from to early morning is my writing time. I have always regarded my blog as a notebook. I write my experience in space with reality, muttering to the world and expressing my existence with words. My fresh words are like flowing clouds and flowing water. With the words rolling up and down my fate, my heart is filled with love stories. If you look back, you can see the loneliness of my feelings. If you look back, you can see the tears in my heart flowing into a river. If you look back, you can see me face life with a smile. A farewell song, Butterfly Dance canyang. Order to sunrise! Order to rainbow! I used words to smooth my lonely heart, and I used words to tie up my emotional family. How many nights I twined in the words, how many vicissitudes of life I woven with words. I like to release my emotions and feelings here every day. I will record every bit of my feelings with words. In the hustle and bustle of the world of mortals, life becomes long and lonely. I carefully treasure some people’s things in my heart. In the years of years, my warmth flows quietly and lingering, I am moved by my gentleness. I seldom chat on the internet and never show off all the time. I never take the initiative to add friends with others, but I don’t refuse others to add me as friends. Sometimes I just go to others’ space to read logs and write messages when I am free. However, after we got to know you, we chatted naturally, kindly and happily. We had a special connection with each other. I think you are particularly considerate, there are always endless words with you. You pass on a care and warmth to me, which makes me never feel lonely and lonely again. Whenever I open the space, passionate comments and messages from the bottom of my heart all push and inspire me. The familiar feeling will reappear again, thinking of many happy things between you and me in the past, those kind jokes we once played, and the warmth we first met. I remember that a netizen once said to me in a message: You are too sad to write. Memories seem to be done by the elderly. In fact, memories need not be so early, many beautiful things are recalled after getting old! I smiled lightly about this, and I understood that it was a kind friend’s kind advice to me; Some literary friends also said to me when chatting on QQ: If you are a writer, you must be a high-yielding writer. Seeing these words left by my friends, I would laugh happily. I knew that I couldn’t be a writer, and I liked to smear words just as leisure after work, I don’t want to spend time on playing mahjong and poker, and I don’t want to waste time on chatting without substance. I like to write the history of my hometown “the hundred officials of Yesterday”, and I also like to write the Travel Notes of foreign and domestic “the road of Dubai”. I prefer to write my own heart tears “love song Nocturne”. I have also written many articles for my beauty friends in the world of mortals. Such articles are neither like novels nor proses. They are just essays. It is estimated that many people will feel that I am moaning without illness! I know that as long as I write articles, there will be many people who like my friends, netizens and literary friends to read. I also have many fans from all over the world, and I read them word by word and carefully, I think you must understand what I want to express. Many of my loyal readers have read me for three or four years, and every article has been read. I like to interspersed some past events of my life in every article, including my parents, my sisters, my son, my ex-wife, and the love stories I once had in my family. Some people know me very well after reading more of my articles. What moved me most was Yiyi, a netizen from Anshan, Liaoning province, who came from QQ space. Almost one article has followed me word by word for more than three years. Whether I am in the dreamland of south of the misty rain, or in the deep desert of a foreign country. No matter whether my article is published in QQ space, Baidu Space blog or red sleeves add fragrance, Yiyi will never leave her. I noticed that I had left QQ space sadly for more than half a year, and Yiyi still insisted on watching it every day, which made me unable to express my respect to her in words. Here I want to say: Yiyi, thank you! Many friends care about me sincerely and comfort me kindly, asking me to stay up less, smoke less, pay attention to rest and so on. These warm words are deeply engraved in my heart, I read your chat records very carefully, and kept every sentence in my heart. I was very moved. There is an old saying that women are accepted by those who love themselves, and that I am man, my words are written for those who understand me, no matter it is good or bad, as long as I am careful. Because I never thought about becoming a writer, let alone hype myself. I like to share my happiness, my troubles, my success, my failure and my fantasy with those who understand me. Although we all get to know each other and even love each other in the virtual world of the internet, my words can be written for those who understand me, and I am have no complaints or regrets.

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A ray of sunshine shining on the soul

It is said that there is something similar to the gall bladder on the back of human heart, which is filled with unknown black substance. This is the dark side that cannot be illuminated by sunlight. When a person is passive and unhappy, the material inside will begin to stir. These black substances are eroding every nerve of human beings like cancer cells, which always makes people more and more desperate. If one word is used to describe Wangzai, Xiao Xiaohui will choose sunshine. It was this wisp of sunshine that shone on the back of Xiao Xieling. There is no lash or declaration at all. Xiao Xiao had been insisting on his parents’ wish of becoming a Phoenix, from the worst and cheapest Primary School in Murakami to the key junior high school and then to the key senior high school. She was like a learning machine. When the workers put a little oil on it, she kept yelling. In her eyes, there is nothing better than the best, only the first but not the second. A very stubborn girl, but she always likes to cry with her head covered in the dead of night. She has asked herself many times: why, why, why should she be so tired? Why only the lights on the four walls were whitened to accompany me late at night? Could it be liberated if she went to college? She also wanted to accompany her friends to see the glory of the city and feel the joy of rural children entering the big cities to study key points. However, she was reluctant to give up, not because she could never steal money from life, but because she was reluctant to give up time! She was reluctant to waste her precious learning time in the enjoyment of those people. The tuition fee for each semester is exchanged by aunt for selling more than 1000 kilograms of rice, her daily meals are exchanged by her mother with the native eggs at home. Although this is a bit like the life experience of a little girl in warm spring, this is Xiao Xiao’s life, life cannot be false at all. She was reluctant to do the exercises, because the monitor of the last mock exam was 2 points short of her, and the first place might not be guaranteed. Thinking about it, the tears in my eyes began to spin again. It was destined to be a cold night. Xiao Xiao saw in a daze in his sleep: aunt was driving cattle to plough the field. The sound of Moo and Moo was so kind that Xiao Xiao was the first one in the class to notice that Xiao Xiao did the exercises without saying anything and crazily. Wang Zai was the one who was not arrogant or impatient and his eyes were swollen. As a tutor, Wang Zai felt that he had the obligation to understand the girl’s sadness. Girls always keep the first place in the class, and their talent is beyond the reach of many people. The girl’s eyes are always red and swollen in some mornings, watching the girl become so sad in the rainy season of 2017 years old flower season, wang Zai found Xiao Xiao and said to her: Xiao Xiao, we may not be able to change many things, but we can try to understand them. I know you have many stories. Maybe I can’t help you solve these problems, but I can listen. If you say it out, you may feel relieved. Xiao Xiaowei refused with a smile. Every family has a hard book to read. How much can a person tell. Wang Zai’s stubbornness towards this girl is more and more helpless. He can’t say or scold her. He can only be dry. How can this dead girl want to shoulder the burden of the family alone, she was not worried that life would overwhelm her. Teachers want to care about students, but students don’t give them opportunities. This lasted for a long time until one day Xiao Xiao broke out. In the self-study class that day, she was crying on the table, and no one knew what was going on. Everyone was confused and saw Xiao Xiao rush out of the classroom at once. Look at me, I look at you. I hope nothing happens to this seed number. Xiao Xiao can see Wang Zai who stopped her, she cried so exhausted that she didn’t have the determination to make a hard break. She just sat quietly with Wang Zai on the stone bench in the small garden (where classmates read in the morning). Wang Zai came straight to the point: don’t you want to say it? Comfortable to carry by yourself? Xiao Xiao sighed: teacher, not all people in the world can be as filial as you. Compared with happy people, unfortunate people are always unwilling to expose their scars in front of them. Having said that, Xiao Xiaoxiao told Wang Zai many things about their family like pouring beans. The family was involved in the fight, and since then the family was as poor as a wash. My elder sister was forced to drop out of school, and my elder brother went out to work for adventure. My mother was busy all day at home, and she stopped talking about her study for a while. Xiao Xiao was silent again. It turns out that the reason why the pumpkin turns bad and looks as hard as a trunk can’t be cut with an axe is that the pressure exerted on it is so great that even the essence is distorted. Wang Zai was lucky that this little girl finally spoke out the name of dashi in her heart. As for when she put it down, it should not be too far away. Wang Zai analyzed to Xiao Xiao one by one: it was not your fault that your family was involved, and it was not your responsibility that your sister was forced to drop out of school, your brother was cheated and framed, which was not caused by you, xiao xiao. How could you grow up with so much thought and pressure? Don’t always think so much. It is good to be a responsible person, but don’t you feel tired to suppress your heart like this? Don’t stay there alone to hurt spring and autumn. Your mother will send you to the best high school in the city no matter how hard she tries. Don’t you think why? Only by achieving her old man’s wish at this point can you be her good daughter. I still said that, maybe I can’t help you anything, but I will hear you say that Xiao Xiao has become sad from silence. Maybe, maybe she really shouldn’t think too much and complain too much. At the beginning of the second semester, Wang Zai once took more than 2000 yuan to pay tuition and living expenses for Xiao Xiao, xiao Xiao insisted on refusing. This ray of sunshine is beautiful and warm enough, and she doesn’t want it to be too hot (end)

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Heart in autumn

[Introduction] life is like a color palette, which is full of colorful and colorful life. Each color has a story. In that gorgeous spring, your love presented a red color to me, just in that holding hand.

Autumn is coming, the cool wind is everywhere, and the flowers, plants and trees gradually show the clue of withering. Everything in life, ups and downs, is created in the Cup of Life, from the innocent childhood to the Wings of Dreams, to now, a heart is becoming numb. Somehow? Suddenly I thought of Su Shi’s words; The world was a big dream, and the life was several years of autumn. At night, the wind leaves have been ringing, and the moon is more likely to be clouded! Yeah! The world is like a dream, and there is no name. Life is like a gap. How many degrees of autumn can be cool, and how many degrees are not autumn cool. Let it go calmly. Maybe, tomorrow, your memory will grow into a young pine, and every leaf will flash your halo. Once happy, happy, melancholy, sad. Wasted Years, brilliant youth. Only in autumn can you know that the season of life has quietly escaped. Under the fallen leaves, the rustling wind sprouted the new Green of hope. In the future life, we can’t predict the joys and sorrows in the world. From now on, let’s grasp ourselves. When we are happy, we will smile happily, and when we are sad, we will be drizzling. We will stand on a new starting point and cherish the good, let life enrich, develop and perfect itself to the greatest extent on the fertile soil of Rugao. Don’t just recite the thousands of miles of horses often while the bole is not often and admire yourself, and don’t have to complain about the plain life, let alone demanding yourself too much, in fact, what we need more is the power and wisdom given by life, which can prove our uniqueness and excellence with our words and deeds. As long as we struggle and work hard with sincerity and passion, we will not be as light as water. I only hope that in the rest of my life, I will hold my warm hands tightly and move forward silently because in each other’s world, how much moved and cared about my smiling faces? Maybe, I am not good enough and selfish, it is too willful to focus only on your own feelings. However, you should know that I really care about you. Every dusk of walking, we are always afraid that each other’s hands will leave us, even if we eat fruits, we will always give the big ones to each other. Even if you grow old day by day, your kindness to me will be engraved in my heart all your life. I will always love you! Life is like a palette, which is full of colorful and colorful life. Each color has a story. In that gorgeous spring, your love presented a red color to me, just in the poem of holding hands and growing old with you, you put on a red wedding dress for me. From then on, my world was full of beautiful flowers, and I wrote another story of life with the fragrance of flowers. I chose to hold hands, that is, to stay together. There will always be stumbling in the days of staying together, and there will always be gratitude and resentment in the days of staying together. Time will sharpen the paleness of life, and time can also change all life. One day I will grow old, and so will you. I hope that when I leave this world, you can remember all my good and all my love. Similarly, I will also remember your kindness and your love. No matter how much love I have, I may never meet you again in the next life.

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Wrote thieves words

[Introduction] wake up, thieves, stop daydreaming, don’t sit there waiting for the flowers to bloom, use your hard-working hands to get everything you want. Thieves, you are human beings, not animals. Don’t do these harmful things any more, in order to avoid mutual anger.

Recently, no matter on the bus, in the crowded crowd or in the Households’ home, there have been incidents of being stolen one after another. Thieves, this must be your masterpiece. Whenever the word “thief” is mentioned, it makes people hate it. Your figure is almost everywhere and everywhere. Because of you, the current public security really makes people feel insecure. Now is the era of civilization and progress. Tell me, what’s wrong with doing? Do you insist on doing this wicked thing that steals the chicken, touches the dog, and makes people angry? Don’t think you can become a big climate. Although your reputation is well-known, good and evil will eventually be rewarded. Your behavior is really hard to read, ranging from trivial small things to priceless traditional Chinese paintings and antiques. We have to sigh with emotion: the ideal society of no closing house at night and no picking up the road has already passed. Today’s harmonious society is smeared by you. You have hands and feet, and your limbs are sound. Why do you want to do this business? Is this business money fast, or leisure? You are idle and idle all day long, and you are determined to get something for nothing. You are calculating how to steal the fruits of others’ labor all day long. Don’t you ever think your behavior is shameful and shameful? I advise you to say: there will be no pie falling in the sky, and people who want to get rewards without paying are undoubtedly dreaming in the daytime. There is no one thing for once and for all in the world, let alone enjoying their achievements? Abhorrent is you indiscriminate, see bag on steak and, see mobile phone take, see laptop took. No matter whether there is money in the wallet, whether the mobile phone is genuine or fake, whether the notebook is good or bad. You think it’s a big bargain, but some wallets are empty, just useless waste paper, mobile phone is just a thing that is about to be scrapped, computer, you don’t listen to your orders even if you take it away, dumbfounded? I can only say that your luck is too bad. Maybe one day you are lucky to find a gold master, then you should have fun secretly. Do you know that those wallets without money are of no use to you at all, but how important the other attachments such as bank cards, identity cards, driving licenses and credit cards are to the owner, but they suffered along with their wallets. They should have been cherished by the owner, but unfortunately they fell into the hands of ER and others, or were thrown into the trash can or reduced to ashes by you, how can others judge their fate? If you lose these things, you have to report the loss immediately. People in this department and that Hall have to deal with them in time. A series of troubles will be suffered. I am afraid that I am talking to you about these things, but I just want to awaken your long-sleeping conscience. After thinking it over carefully, there is no lack of conscience among you. After taking away the cash in it, others that are useless to you will be returned in full. This kind of behavior, let’s just call it Pirate, to some extent, he also knows what morality is. Deep in his heart, there was still something that had not been annihilated, perhaps in order to redeem his crimes a little bit. Compared with most of you, this guy was kind of conscientious and knew the last moral integrity. Under the circumstance that the loss could not be completely recovered, the owner could only retreat to the second place. From the perspective of morality, don’t you know that theft itself is a dishonorable behavior? From a legal point of view, theft reaching a certain amount is a crime. Are you reading too little, or do you have no time to pay attention to it? Wake up, thieves, stop daydreaming, don’t sit there waiting for the flowers to bloom, use your hardworking hands to get everything you want. Thieves, you are human beings, not animals. Don’t do these harmful things any more, in order to avoid mutual anger. Thieves, don’t try your best by luck. One day, it will be your death. You think that you don’t know the God, you don’t know the ghost, but you don’t know the fate of the sky. You may exchange your life-long freedom for temporary enjoyment. If you think this deal is worthwhile, it only means that you are sick in the bone marrow, there is no medicine to save. Well, maybe I can’t touch your stubborn heart any more, but I am still willing to contribute my little strength to the society. As for whether you want to turn over a new leaf or not, it depends on your own choice. Of course, we hope this disgraceful word will disappear from the society forever and the society will be more stable and harmonious.

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Happy Birthday

In the blooming season of gardenia, the wheat fragrance spreads over the heads of seedlings in the field. Today is your birthday, dad, happy birthday! jiao yang si huo, flames ying tian. The fields run away by the breeze are like a pool of splashing green water with blue waves layer by layer. Colorful Butterfly Fans move thin wings and play among scattered wild flowers. The sun-dried footprints on the Green Ridge of weeds are full of familiar and warm memories: black straw hat, red arms and a face soaked with sweat. The wind, rain, and sun, how many days of sweating, how many exhausted moments, dragging heavy feet back and forth on this field road piled up with life. Gray soil, deep outline and shallow cracks record the hardworking, simple and hard father. On this three-acre land irrigated by sweat, you can cultivate and sow it year after year. However, the white hair, pale silver and the rickets of the back have the mission of rising and falling like the sun. It is the three-point land of this Mu that nurtures the whole family, and the three-point land of this Mu gives happiness and hope to the whole family, creating an ordinary, selfless and great father. You like a simple and simple life, and you will feel happy and satisfied if you can fill your stomach. But today you have to celebrate for yourself and for your silent efforts for so many years. Fried glutinous rice balls, catfish boiled tofu, pickles fried eggs, pork braised strips are all your favorite dishes, glutinous rice balls must be fried with a small fire, catfish tofu should put more vinegar, don’t forget to add some salt when stirring eggs, the noodles are not easy to stew and too bad. Today, you must be willing to spend a few money to prepare the dishes in the town. Then I scalded a pot of wine, called some lovers, and drank a few cups happily on the log table in my house, for the slight light and the true feelings of friends, the pain buried in the mind is revealed to your heart. The hardship and no regrets of more than ten years will surely make the pure son who is far away feel your heart full of universal love. The essence of life cannot be separated from Labor, and the essence of life cannot be separated from a persistent and positive heart. You don’t like winter, because your feet with frostbite open the distance between you and crops in the field, but you like snow and plum in winter. You often say: Snow and plum are the spirits of winter. Without the flying Ruixue And The wintersweet on independent branches, the beauty and difference of winter cannot be reflected. The rich Snow indicates the joy of harvest in the coming year, while the fragrant plum indicates the weather that the Earth will recover from bitterness. It was another year when the wheat was covered with incense everywhere, whether the familiar country Road sounded the song you often hummed. Heavy footsteps, curved shoulders and the road which has experienced years of conciliation are always with you, step by step. Lost in the wind, frost, snow and Moon, looking forward to the Spring River water warming. I experienced the proud snow of wintersweet and talked about the willows following the wind. On this night when the rain of May is clear, accompanied by the sound of rain outside the window and the singing of frogs, I express my deep and heavy thoughts to the familiar place far away, and also send you sincere blessings: Dad, I wish you good health!.

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Drunk

[Introduction] to be honest, brother Dongfeng changed his fate with a pen. After graduating from high school, he went back to his hometown to farm. In 1991, he worked as a full-time reporter in the township government. At first, he solved his difficult life by writing news, in 1992, I worked in the county electric power bureau and finally became a pen of electric power publicity system through unremitting efforts. Last night, I drank a little too much with brother Dongfeng. During the dinner, brother Dongfeng sent me a new book he just published, which was “a road”, which was also his second work. After taking over the beautifully bound book, a fragrance of ink came towards me, looking at the elegant inscription on the title page: Dear brother Yazheng, I am very delighted. I didn’t expect that brother Dongfeng’s second book came out in less than a year, and I couldn’t help admiring it secretly. In order to celebrate the publication of my brother’s new book, I couldn’t help drinking a few more cups. Of course, what we talk about most are still Literature and the publishing process of this book. One month ago, I heard from my brother about sorting out manuscripts and preparing to publish books. Later, I first contacted a publishing house in Jiaozuo, but failed. With the help of a friend, I contacted a publishing house in Xinxiang. I went seven or eight times to negotiate and proofread, so it was easy to do more. Touching the new book today, I am sincerely happy for it. After all, in my eyes, my brother has profound literary attainments. His first work is a collection of essays —- “life is noble and humble without regret”, the preface written by writer Qiao Ye, in which his words were evaluated simply, truly and sincerely. The prose collection has a plain style, which records his real life and life feeling, as well as his mental journey on the road of literature for many years. After reading, he has benefited a lot. To be honest, brother Dongfeng changed his fate with a pen. After graduating from high school, he went back to his hometown to farm. In, he worked as a full-time reporter in the township government. At first, he solved his difficult life by writing news, in 1992, I worked in the county electric power bureau and finally became a pen of electric power publicity system through unremitting efforts. In 1995, he published his first literary work “The Immortal is ideal” in Jiaozuo daily, which aroused repercussions among literary friends in the county. In recent years, his energy began to turn to literary creation. His works were constantly reported and his popularity was greatly improved. Now he is a member of the municipal Writers Association, vice chairman of the county Writers Association, deputy editor-in-chief of Yuntai Wenyuan and one of the founders of Hong. As for the literature in my heart, he said to me affectionately that writing to me can’t be said to be uninterested in it. Now it has become a way of living and an important part of my life. As for brother Dongfeng, Tong Xiaosi, vice chairman of county Writers Association and secretary-general, once made a pertinent comment: He always used ordinary and kind wishes, in his life and works, treat everyone or thing seriously. Although it will inevitably fade, it is a more lasting happiness in the world. And there is nothing more important than happiness. If everyone is turned into a river, then brother Dongfeng must be the most soothing, quiet and quiet river wandering on the Prairie. I remember that on the way back, I was a little drunk and talked with brother Dongfeng all the way. Let alone that night when the wind was blowing, it swept away the muggy weather of the past. Maybe the weather was so beautiful. Of course, the greater gain is to have a good book. It seems that this wine is not for nothing. —– I can’t stop talking, the other side can reach! 2011.08.05 night

Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring

Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring…

Waiting

Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain…

Be good at listening to different voices and opinions

On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites…

Read The Bridges of Madison County

“When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted…

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I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me…

Sick time

I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…