Month: April 2017

Read for mood

To be fair, at present, if you want to enjoy reading seriously, act willingly, indulge in the atmosphere that you don’t hear anything outside the window and only read the holy books, it seems not easy. Undoubtedly, in the commodity society, there are too many troubles from the outside world. If there is a slight lack of concentration, it will be fettered by various temptations. In real life, many people often have a sense of helplessness when reading books, which contains certain utility, either for studying, or for work, or for professional titles, or for promotion, we have to strive diligently according to the established goal. If we say that we are not tired, we will say nothing more. Then, by contrast, there is no name, no profit, no teacher supervision, no goal restriction. I want to read some books and read some words without any psychological burden. That kind of scene, it should be called enjoyment, hehe. As the saying goes, people are self-satisfied when they have no demand, so is reading. It is not necessary to pretend to be elegant and go against your own will to eat some profound books, which will be very hard; It is also unnecessary to follow the crowd and read some mediocre books that lack connotation in order to meet some needs, it be very hypocrisy. But it is up to you to read whatever you want. It is true, honest and cool. In the past, I often went to bookstores, regretting my lack of money and my favorite books. I often failed to carry them into my heart as I wished, or put them down hesitantly, or thought about them over and over again and then made up my mind to hold them. Now it’s better. Even if the price of books is too high, it’s more than enough to buy some books. Therefore, I often think how rich I am. Ha ha, I hide books in the bookcase stack after Stack. Moreover, since online shopping became popular in common people’s homes, we have made full use of the Internet to watch, book and deliver goods online, which is economical, convenient and comfortable. Therefore, although it is clear that I am not a superior person, I have read some words more or less in these years because of randomness. Because of reading, news and literature, I know a little about the society, and the communication with children can be kept smooth. Some popular Internet languages can also be blurted out for use, and children exclaim fashion, I sigh that we, as parents, have not been OUT of the society. Ha ha, we are unavoidably proud of ourselves. It is said that reading makes people clear and honest. Reading also makes people suddenly enlightened. Sometimes, when it comes to something that makes people depressed, they are tolerant and can be relieved. Sometimes, when it comes to some subdued details, they are emotional, entertaining themselves and enjoying themselves. I got in touch with some talented friends and often heard the words of Zhuji when talking frankly, which naturally benefited a lot, and their wisdom was undoubtedly benefited from the good reading at ordinary times. I have always been curious about some people who are addicted to the Internet or card tables all day long. How can games make people crazy? Apart from spending tens of thousands of brain cells to pursue sensory stimulation, what can we gain? Why don’t you read? People have to understand something when they live. They usually lack learning. How can they make progress. When others hold a sword, I have a pen like a knife; All kinds of things are inferior, only reading high; Wedding house Flower Candle Night, when the title is on the list; These famous sayings, with some feudal colors, have long been behind the times, but the alertness that teaches people to study hard is always eternal. Quiet night, desk lamp, books and newspapers, fragrant tea, beyond all things, enjoy the pleasure that outsiders can not taste, undoubtedly, is a kind of happiness that can not be changed, hehe.

Like (prose editor: yuiran) the snow in spring

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From today on, I want to be happy

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Sick time

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wo wei qing kuang

Expectation always fades in the passing of time, while such expectation will only become stronger with the accumulation of time. The expectation is beautiful, will I have such expectation? In my heart, I have been silent for a long time. It is through the snow in winter, and even through the green branches and tips of spring. Now, I took her to the hot sun of this summer! The torture brought to us by this season is not only the burning of temperature, but also the biggest idea of escaping from the bottom of my heart. I have sung for the hope of spring, and my heart ripples even more in spring. But in this spring world of this year, in the spring I just came, the only thing missing is your trace! There are a lot of spring drought raging, so my expectation is to wait for you and stay for you! However, the most beautiful period wing came quietly in such a casual sight. On this hot afternoon, when I was immersed in the documents, your hurried footsteps really scared me. I couldn’t imagine the expression of surprise in a flash, but the happiness in my heart was rising abruptly. This was a depression for too long, only at this moment can it burst out! Oh! You are here, just like this! Coming! As I imagined, I came with crazy songs all the way! Just in my ecstatic, you came. In order to welcome your arrival, I picked you up in person… Oh, your summer rain! Now for you, I am soaked!

Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring

Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring…

Waiting

Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain…

Be good at listening to different voices and opinions

On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites…

Read The Bridges of Madison County

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From today on, I want to be happy

I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me…

Sick time

I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Aromatic old time

I have always wanted to be a quiet Walker, strolling in the world of mortals, and the initial excitement and joy in the after-sales service of the post. After time has accumulated all my memories, I can still smile lightly to show the sunny day. I like to combine words one by one into elegant paragraphs. This amorous feelings has nothing to do with the wind and moon. It is just a simple love for words, which cannot be repeated. Some people say that children who suffer from mosquitoes are unhappy, but I want to say: I am very happy because I have found life. There are things worth happiness all the year round, just like a child holding a lollipop in his hand, he can always find the sweetness in it. In the early spring sun, the shining people were all warm. At this time, we asked one or two playmates to go on an outing together, to go on an outing together, to see the grass grow and the warblers fly, to see the flowers and red willows green, and the Butterfly, wandering among the flowers, the hard-working sealing liquid is unwilling to be lonely, shuttling between the flowers and seas diligently. I like lying on the oily lawn to bask in the sun, which is so comfortable and comfortable, when the sun was full, the grass was enough to kiss. When I went home in the evening and stepped on the sunset, my companions were playing happily with each other, chasing and fighting together, let the sunset lengthen the figure. No matter how poisonous the sunshine is in midsummer and how dry the air is, we can’t stop our happy pace. Remember at that time, when everyone was holding a water gun, we would also fight, it seemed that we were still very democratic at that time. We elected the police and the bad guys, and the battle started as soon as people wiped the black. The clear and cool well water hit us. It was so comfortable, let alone, now I think it’s still fresh in my memory. Everyone bought a popsicle at noon, laughing and making noise. I still remember the big yellow dog under the tree at the door, with its tongue ringing ceaselessly, just like a fan, the cicadas on the branches were still admiring the sunshine of summer tirelessly. We licked popsicles and told jokes. Soon, a water war began to start again. Autumn is always a sad season in the eyes of literati. The withered leaves and flowers fall, the autumn wind is bleak, and a pile of fallen leaves are rolled up, just like the sorrow all over the sky, just like Li Yu’s lonely phoenix tree locked in the deep courtyard for the Qing autumn, liu Yong’s love for the drizzle and rain. After washing the autumn and so on, there are all the sadness and desolation of autumn everywhere. Qiu himself, two ordinary Chinese characters that can no longer be ordinary, was poured into too much sadness by literati, but what I appreciate most is still the sad and lonely sentence of Fengqiu since ancient times. I say that autumn is better than the spring dynasty, which is so broad and broad-minded. Autumn is not only about dead leaves and fallen flowers, it also has fruits and fruits of hard work for the whole Spring and Autumn Period. Autumn is originally a harvest season, but it is painted with a layer of sad color by literati. The vision of autumn is broad, the sky was high and cool, and the wind was light and the clouds were light. Standing in the field, looking around, looking up to see the blue sky, there was only pleasure left. The bleak winter of all things, a deserted world, prosperity can not match this season at all, it is cold, since ancient times, the everlasting winter gave us a deep reverence for it. However, I still didn’t forget that Winter was also a giant amusement park for us, with no boundaries and no restraint. I remember that snowballing at that time, jumping and jumping happily until making snowballs bigger than myself, the sense of achievement naturally goes without saying that when snowballs fight and make snowmen, every time snowballs drop down their collars ruthlessly, I shivered all over my body, even though I was still happy with it. The snowmen’s nose is the most interesting. Insert a carrot on a round snowball, take off your scarf and put it on for the snowmen, as if they were afraid that they would feel cold, but they didn’t realize that they would catch a cold because of this, in this way, when you go home and get scolded, you will also have a runny nose and answer with a smile: not cold. I like rainy days best, when bubble a cup of green tea, Blue sits in front of the window, watching the raindrops outside the window, splashing on the window, and the distant scene is gradually hazy, layers of water curtains cover everything more and more blurry. Drink a mouthful of tea and write down a mood. Even a small drop of water has its lovely place, dripping in the heart, crystal clear, without any earthly carving, everything is so natural and harmonious. Life is beautiful, it depends on whether you have a pair of eyes to find beauty.

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Smoke

At that time, I was young and never learned how to smoke. I didn’t understand why adults all liked smoking. Parents and teachers often educate them not to smoke in the future. Therefore, I always feel that smoking will make people become dirty and bad. Think of such dirty smoke. Sucked into the body, the chest became a gas chamber. But not for long. After entering high school, one was to leave the supervision of his family, and the other was to think that the man who smoked was cool and smelly. I also started smoking in order to play cool. Five or ten years have passed since the first cigarette choked my eyes and coughed. Cigarettes have become a part of life. It becomes a kind of obscure dependence. A way of recreation. A habit of living. Many men or women who do not smoke do not know why others smoke. But some women who don’t smoke always hope that they will become a cigarette between men’s lips. Because it seems that if a man leaves it, he will scratch his heart and feel painful. Waiting alone in the night-filled street, the wind shuttling back and forth on the empty street; Groaning in front of the computer in the early morning, the white screen looks like the wilderness after snow; Shouting loudly on the wine table, holding a clink cup, there were drunk eyes and red faces between the cups and the curtains; For a surprise, holding a rose in hand, I took a bus to the place where my beautiful girlfriend worked to pick her up from work and stood under the big tree, imagine her smile and happiness when she received the flowers. I am laughing foolishly. However, she was hugged by a man and went out to hide in Benz. Holding flowers in his hand, he was stunned and had a blank mind. He didn’t know where to go and even forgot his way home; He was led by his girlfriend to attend a gathering among sisters, and several women were chatting happily. The cellphone is out of power. In order to call an important client on time, you took your girlfriend’s cellphone from the desk and put the card on. After going outside and making a phone call, I looked through the text messages on the mobile phone intentionally, only to find that there were many messages calling her baby and wife, but the owner of this mobile phone number was not you; At this time, it should consume several packs of cigarettes an hour. Smoking is like a dose of medicine, which stops all the pain and confusion from spreading. Or maybe, in the midnight of insomnia, when I think of someone, I feel that I breathe slowly, and my heart seems to be filled with lead. Then, quickly pick up the cigarette beside you and light it. Heart disease cannot be cured, but it can be relieved. Most of the people around me smoke. My teacher did not smoke, but he also smoked to write novels. Later, due to physical reasons, I had to give up my love reluctantly. The ancestor was an open-minded man who smoked heavily and drank a lot of wine. He told me the point of view that life was just dozens of years, no smoking or drinking, and it would be more worthwhile than those who smoked and drank before death if they were in the loess in the future. I like this method very much, and I am proud of it. Imagine that there are no smokers and drunkards in China. Can the servants of the National Bureau of Statistics report GDP happily to the whole nation every year? The person I once liked, she smoked a brown cloud smoke, the price was not expensive, 17 yuan a pack. This kind of tobacco was produced. Somehow, it stopped production later. Therefore, the smoke cabinet disappeared. Once, I happened to see this remembered cigarette on the cigarette rack in a roadside shop. With a delight in my heart, I hurried over and bought all the cigarettes in the shop, ready to send them to my sweetheart. When I give her the cigarette. Because I was a man, I pretended to show a faint expression, saying that I saw it unintentionally and thought I liked it, so I bought it by the way. Unexpectedly, her expression was also faint, saying, put it there. However, in the next few minutes, she seemed to forget about it and took out a red cigarette case from her bag to smoke. His heart was dark and angry, but he did not dare to attack, so he had to swallow his anger. As if he was angry with someone, he smoked all the cigarettes that were originally given to others alone. Later, an empty cigarette case was turned out in the drawer, and several tobacco shreds were scattered inside. The vague outline left in the heart of those who had said goodbye gradually became clear again. Smoke also has the function of seeing things and thinking about people! There are many brands of cigarettes. Zhonghua, Liqun, 555, Saint Laurent, Seven Stars, general, Princess, Camellia, Monkey King, Double Happiness, etc. All kinds of brands, different brands of cigarettes have different flavors, and different people have different preferences. In fact, which kind of cigarette to smoke depends on the economic situation, which cannot be forced. When I met a stranger, I could tell at a glance that his economic income was more or less from his smoking brand. This is also the reason why everyone must have good cigarettes when going out. At this moment, cigarettes have become the symbol of raising social status and identity. It is also a kind of respect for others in Chinese complicated etiquette. As the saying goes, the way of tobacco and alcohol is the foundation of planning. Why does famous tobacco and wine come into being? Of course, it was facilitated by the aspiration of courtesy exchange. If the gift does not come, what you want to do will never be successful. The gift is sent to home, Hey Hey, yours will come naturally. This is another benefit of cigarette. Smoke has become a God who can make people settle down and seek the world. For a long time, I had a special liking for double happiness and loved this festive name. Later, it was replaced by Hongtashan and Honghe mixed pumping. Just because the strength of these two kinds of cigarettes is a little better. The spicy and choking 555 has also been smoked, but the time is not long. I just like its packaging. As if you like a person, you first get good impression from your appearance, so you hold it in your hands. Getting along with each other slowly, the appearance remains the same, but the temperament cannot be well integrated. The souls of two people are just like the smoke on two paintings. Although they are all smoke and clouds, they are all different and have their own limitations. So, only let go. 555 the Golden Shell, whether on the shelves of street vendors or in the shop windows, is a mark of many people in their lives. 520 is a lady’s cigarette, and the red heart on the cigarette holder is special and ambiguous. I have also drawn one. I smoked twice, but it was not enough, so I left it. I don’t even know where the cigarette case is left after being drunk. There is a big difference between men and women smoking. An elegant and delicate woman, dressed in fancy clothes and dressed in plain clothes, holding a glass of rose champagne, even if she was standing in the remote place of the reception, she could always attract love as long as she looked lonely at 520 or other places. But if it is on the roadside, one hand holds a cigarette and the other hand sends melon seeds to the mouth. Then, this is the god of plague that many people stay at a respectful distance, and it is also a special object that many people are greedy for saliva. There are not many women who smoke. Therefore, I remember the elegance of her smoking. I also remembered that when she put the cigarette between her lips, she remembered the shyness of asking if you could smoke. I remembered that she opened the window late at night or early in the morning, and gently spit out the charming smoke outside the window. Many years have passed, and people who smoke around can walk away, To of. The so-called gathering and scattering are not things that individuals can grasp. Those who leave make you lonely, and those who come will fill these vacancies. Only the rising and spreading smoke and cloud between lips and teeth. It is always around me, but it is inseparable. This moment. In the smoke. I began to believe that some things or some people are just a kind of memory. And this kind of memorial is also not lasting. Commemoration is the huge stone washed away by the flood of time in the long river of life. In the middle and lower reaches, it has changed from big to small. When we arrived at the estuary, there were still some stones, beaches and countless dust, which changed from small to nothing. In the memorial, those people who once loved deeply and those things we experienced together had disappeared in this world as early as the day of farewell. Don’t look for old memories and a better future in this person any more. This is a doomed disappointment. After the joy of a second round of glasses, she would still be bitter about her past. The suspicion and inexplicable temper that followed her were even the fuse. Eventually, it would turn into a good-looking and detached person, which would only make people more and more painful. It is better to miss each other than to sing in this way. Cai Jianya has a song named “memorial”. In the music channel, watch her sing lightly. Like is change. The life with a new partner is radiant. When you laugh, you can see the happiness and satisfaction of a little woman. In MTV, there are a couple of young men and women who love each other. Running in the woods with red leaves flying. Running, the scene changed to blue sky and blue sea. The two unexpectedly grew up under the eyes of the audience. The scene was switched to that Forest again, and the flying red leaves and the verdant forest disappeared. The two people are inexplicably separated. Next, men get married and women commit suicide. This is ending. Soon after the new song came out, her love became a memorial. However, this song has made good achievements for her. At an award ceremony, it was originally a festive atmosphere. There was a brown mole under her right eye, a meaningless face, a hoarse voice, lost the agitating emotion, without any ups and downs, just like the Black Sea water receded. I performed this song calmly. Sing again at this time, everything is all right. I also feel distressed for her. What a beautiful woman! A friend who was rebellious when he was young had a scar above his wrist. It was the needle burnt by alcohol, dipped in the blue ink of “Jincheng”, and stuck it on the skin closely, writing down the name of the girl he loved, and using it to show his love. This scar will follow him all his life. But girls and love have already disappeared. Maybe he also felt the ugliness of the scar. Today, with the help of laser, the three words have faded away. I also feel ferocious about the imprints left by the skin and flesh concave. Don’t wear short-sleeved clothes any more. Fortunately, many people have no wounds. Everyone knows to protect themselves. Carefully seek the balance between giving and return. I hope others will die and keep the possibility of throwing themselves into arms. The faithful love is like a bird that has just escaped from the Hunter, flying away from this materialistic city one after another. Just like these years, in the bustling and bustling places of the city, I have never seen a magpie making spring. But we can’t be discouraged, let alone decadent. Decadence is a broken jar. Why dropped? Because it is not something, at least it is useless. It was a few years ago when I was accompanied by this kind of presumptuous and willful fragmentation. Nowadays, we also see some people who are decadent or pretend to be decadent because they think decadence is fashion. They are both intelligent and paranoid. But there is a damp smell on my body. Only suitable for growing some moss green moss. I want to grow delicate flowers. I can only wait until the sun in my heart rises. The Sun dispels the clouds and gives a bright and clear sky to my heart. At this time, this scene is called the Willow tip on the moon, after the dusk. Some people live an uncontrolled life. The nourishment of this kind of uncontrollable life is not love, but lust. Like the epiphyllum blooming at night, it just appeared, and when I saw it again, it had already fallen. This kind of flower has no chance to see the wind and rain, and there is a scene where it can see the rainbow after the wind and rain! When standing alone on the street, protecting the lighter with the palm of his hand and burying his head to light the cigarette, the fire lit up the calm face. When several friends were smoking together, recalling the past and talking about the past, and when the smoke filled the air, they expressed their helplessness and guilt to those who had hurt themselves, at the same time, I also forgive those cruelty and insult that hurt myself. At this moment, people seem to grow up. If the smoke is too thick, the eyes will always be red and even tears will fall down. Growth is so long and difficult. The judgment and judgement that can be given by the secular world is not to learn to smoke, but to give up cruelly for the wife who is pregnant for many years after smoking. Or from then on, I consciously did not smoke in front of her. At this time, growth and maturity have been sublimated there. Dreams, Passion, Pain, decadence and bigotry are all there, and they understand silence. With the arrival of this moment, everyone has nowhere to escape, and this is the end-result of life. In 2010, after returning to the north, I really felt the joy of relief. Because, seeing that life is about to usher in a new spring. Red flowers and green grass will surely revive again. In the clear sky, there must be an exciting mood flying to the blue sky with the kite. Smoke parting, own destiny. People with love, hate, love and hatred will certainly gain their love in the cycle of four seasons.

Like (prose editor: yuiran) the snow in spring

Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring…

Waiting

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Be good at listening to different voices and opinions

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Sick time

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Had to “say”

Unexpectedly, I wrote three articles one after another because of the northeast wind which was unknown to many people. However, in the end, I still had to pick up the pen again. This was nothing wrong and not a great thing. It was just some common little-known things. Since they had been made public, how could they be endless? Perhaps, because not subside. I had to follow the feeling as usual. You cannot change the society by yourself. You should learn to change yourself! My friend knew about my posting and warned me after careful thinking, as if I didn’t listen, the consequences would be unimaginable, but even if I listened, the articles posted are also splashing water. Even if you face the sea again, you will not see the spring blooming. I naturally choose not to listen, because it is not me. This is not the power game of who wants to change who or who can persuade who. It is the same problem that attitudes and mentality vary from person to person, different angles of standing and different positions, naturally, there will be different answers, but I just want to reveal the whole production process of “Northeast wind” to readers through my own words, which is not completely and completely or is called disclosure, things are not big, but they are also very important. I hope the people I see can clearly know those dirty behaviors and ugly transactions that are not printed on white and black words from the truth, because the words behind them are not clean, it not only makes people doubt, but also has the value of words, because what I want to let people know most is some articles that can be seen when I open the magazine, how was it brought to the stage by the profiteering stealers, and how did some unluckily harmonious words become unsightly in the situation of no reason, what’s more, some people lost their ill conscience and lost their morality. How to change the ugliness of profiteering to shameless hatred and abuse. Facts speak louder than words. It’s just a pity that my friend didn’t understand. What kind of result do you really want? My friend hoped that I could answer truthfully, but I was speechless. I just practiced the truth in the form of words, using the original kaleidoscope to peel off the seemingly intact empty appearance layer by layer, let the people who don’t know the truth carefully look at the tips and Dregs through such a detailed process, make their own analysis and judgment, and then draw corresponding conclusions. Because what I want is just the basic courtesy and the minimum respect that people should possess, it is not only the fairness that should be possessed in interpersonal relationships but also the fairness that many things should be preserved. However, everything has to make way in front of selfish desires. If, like many people, I can take the blame and feel numb, even if my own labor achievements are plundered, I will be indifferent. My many words, perhaps, have not been outlined yet. More importantly, until now, I still do not know how to regret. I finally understand why some people take important positions, but they can ignore the minimum responsibilities and obligations, and make themselves turn a blind eye to the greatest extent and act recklessly as subordinates, because, in the face of vested interests, it doesn’t matter even if both eyes are closed and both ears are blocked. Because, what needs to be satisfied is a greedy heart, soul and morality which is hard to fill in the same desire. Even if you don’t bow to others in front of interests, you are willing to give up. A poet once said that the writer has been solving the tension between himself and reality all his life. Why use life, because cannot resolved. I can only say to my friends: you still don’t know me! On the one hand, I should respect my inner needs and be tolerant, which turned into undispelled anger as early as my tolerance again and again; On the other hand, I must be kind to my friends’ kindness, I don’t want or can’t hurt the other side because of such a trivial matter. After all, approaching and entering are two concepts that can never be replaced. Although it is necessary to accept them as soon as possible, but it is the best choice. I said: I don’t want to talk about it any more! Because it is meaningless and worthless! I suddenly feel that language, the tool of communication, will not feel much even if there are thousands of words when exchanging needs, but when conducting the so-called discussion and discussion on something that really can’t reach a consensus, even if there are all the answers of looking into mountains and peaks horizontally, the explanation of one word will appear redundant. Fortunately, another voice came along with the same thing. Someone told me: Remember, no matter what you do, there will always be friends like me supporting you silently behind you! I am very lucky that my life always makes me gain something and gain something by accident, which is of great significance and matters a lot. Although I have been free from the circumstances for a long time, through this matter, let me know again what I should give up and what I can’t let go. Because, what I get is always more than what I lose. I went into battle again lightly. No matter starting from scratch or walking on the road, I was as confident as before. It is said that the truth game is very popular in BBS on the Internet. First, the poster asks questions, and then the follower answers truthfully. The followers and replies upstairs and downstairs follow the same rules and so on, and continue, the original idea was so simple that it could not be more simple, but in the virtual network space, it made a real sky and earth. Someone immediately imagined that when people dare not tell the truth, what kind of society would it be. A rational and objective answer immediately appeared in the thread: There was absolutely no time when people dared not tell the truth in human history. This is very gratifying and inspiring. When people are alive, there will always be someone willing to leave a piece of pure beauty for their hearts. When searching for what a writer is in Baidu, I found that there were many explanations for the same problem. Some said: writers can get the publication of formal publishing houses and sell well in the market, there are also a certain number of readers; There are also people who are engaged in literary creation and have achievements and can write good articles. I am more inclined to the last one: the one who writes reality into dreams for people to see. Although I care more about the social responsibility and moral integrity of writers, I can’t see or feel clearly in any explanation. Perhaps, telling the truth is more difficult than being a writer. Therefore, I also understand why the humanitarian spirit of fighting comes from Japanese writers rather than Chinese literati. In this way, what is backward is not only behavior, but also thought. When an article demonstrates why Chinese are good at lying, it says that the reason is that the world that everyone faces is a world that is extremely lack of honesty, because living in such a world for a long time, so I get used to being natural and no longer honest. This is also related to the education in China. It seems that no one has ever actively told the child that the needle will hurt. The answer that people prefer to open their mouth is: no pain. Of course, no one will describe the speculation outside the story objectively and add necessary supplements when telling the story of empty city plan and borrowing arrows from grass ships, as if the story is a story, story and being a man and doing things are originally out of reach of cattle and horses. This is very similar to what Wen Tao stated in the case: Telling lies is the instinctive reaction of human beings and the choice made by human beings after weighing the pros and cons, just like a person asking what you have done, your first reaction is to answer immediately that you didn’t do anything, and then it is the second reaction to decide whether to tell the truth to the questioner. This reminds me of when someone questioned the value of his works subversively after Ba Jin’s death, someone stood up and said: Even though Ba Jin’s novels were worthless, the fact that he advocated telling the truth alone was enough to make him a great man of a generation. In China, as long as you tell the truth, you can become a great man. Then, isn’t the person who tells the truth all his life a sage. This is not a joke. It is a true portrayal of a great country. To tell the truth, it is neither in front of people nor in front of people. If some people had already disdained Ba Jin’s words, then what did Ba Jin do when he was alive. It’s all caused by hypocrisy! Open the Sina blog and see the message from the netizen happy poodle: Sister Ruixue, the original intention of “Northeast Wind” has disappeared. You don’t have to care too much. I saw that no one took it so seriously in the class. There is no doubt that this is my affirmation and recognition, but also my support and encouragement. Although, everyone may be right. Many years ago, I saw a hero who described life with words in a domestic TV play. He was optimistic and unrestrained in front of the secular world, neither yielding nor yielding, and in endless thinking, I have acquired the new life and sublimation of personality quality again and again. In the daytime, I work and study like others. After the dead of night, I have accumulated all kinds of thoughts on the paper end, between the pen, write down the mood freely and comfortably. The flying flowers are as light as dreams, and the boundless rain is as thin as sorrow! This has been used by me wherever I go, which makes me feel more and more that the best way to live is to do what I like to do, although I did whatever I wanted, I was not controlled by the complexity of the secular world. I had a clear conscience and felt at ease. This is the life I like and yearn for, being myself truly, recording or recording truly, just like those words written in my Sina Weibo a few days ago: everything is as I wish, writing novels every day is the good day I want! However, whether writing articles or posting posts, it is proving to the world a feasible and feasible lifestyle, just like my present: Say what you want to say! Want to write write!

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I hope you can look back at me

Maybe it was from that time that I formed the habit of not looking back. I didn’t leave it to others, but also broke my own thoughts. Until you said that every time you saw me off, I always sat in the last row of the bus, hoping you would look back at me. I didn’t know that turning back was not a terrible thing. It is a kind of expectation of the departing, a kind of care for the travellers, and a kind of reluctance among lovers. But once missed, some things can never be turned back. Looking back on the road you have traveled, some memories will be so strong that no matter how you ignore it, it will still ooze into your mind at a casual moment. At first, I would choose to tear off those memories, but when I saw the fragments of memories floating in the wind, I always felt peeping. So I chose to burn the memory and saw them turn into ashes with a burst of thick smoke. There was a little comfort in my heart. No matter how unforgettable the experience was, I could only cook a pot of porridge. Seeing that the rolling water mixed with rice was getting stronger and stronger, I could only let the tears pour down and swear that I would never keep a diary, read the past and never turn back for anything. A telephone line, a letter paper that you come and go, a bright and dazzling red rose paint, connecting the young and green past. Many years later, when the street passed by hurriedly and even couldn’t recognize each other, maybe everything was so blown away by the wind. I found each other’s phone, and after greeting, I deleted it immediately, deleted the call record, and even deleted the short memory even for a moment. Anyway, putting some things in the deep memory of youth is the safest choice. Gradually, I am willing to store everything properly in my mind. But one day I suddenly found that my memory was declining day by day. Even the things that I once thought I would never forget in my whole life were still forgotten by myself. Trying hard to recall is just vaguely piecing together the picture that can never be as clear as yesterday. Laugh at yourself, yesterday was used to die, why bother yourself so much? I am used to rushing on the road, so that I will not have time to think about it; I am used to listening to those sad songs, and then I conceive plots for them in my mind, finally, he moved himself in the story he made up; He became more accustomed to sitting quietly alone, thinking nothing and leaving his mind empty with his eyes closed. When all these become natural, memories will become unnecessary, because people are happy when doing what they like to do. Sometimes I lament that memory has capacity. If you can’t put it in now, you can clear the past, so everyone can move forward easily. But sometimes I feel how the world is so small. The fragments of time have just been cleared up, and the transformation of space has pulled everything back to the past. In this way, people always look at themselves paradoxically. Maybe in the competition with time and space, people themselves are weak, and it is impossible to win this gamble which has no chance to win. After watching the movie, I wiped the tears on my face fiercely in front of the mirror. I didn’t want to be so worthless, but I was moved to a mess by the plot again and again. After that, I still want to continue looking for movies of the same type. It is really hopeless to continue this kind of touching. There was a cold wind in the gloomy day. I pulled the curtains, wore headphones, played the light music of the list single, and thought about the past of the green onion. Maybe it would be the beauty in the deep memory forever!

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Broken dreams affectionate

[Introduction] I missed a lot of fate and got a lot of gifts in the besieged city of love. Climbing the gap of fate, those who stumbled and stumbled also found an invisible way. I have been confused, lost, superior and cherished. As long as I live up to my life, I will choose. The past is the past, and the memory is also the past. The painting with blood dyed in the country, how can it defeat a little cinnabar in your eyebrows, whether it covers the world, it is still not a prosperity. The sun is shining, and it may not be warm. I knew it was a play before, but I still wanted to play with you. It seems that the deaf heard the mute saying that the blind saw love. Now the same song can not hear the previous melody. Leave tears to those who hurt me the most, and leave smiles to those who hurt me the most. However, laughter is just an expression, which has nothing to do with happiness. Or is it my inherent personality? I am not a woman’s compass. When I say the guide, I always point to the south foolishly. I am still used to carrying my own thoughts, forgetting the past romance, cherishing the happiness in front of me, looking forward to the reunion with sugar and sugar, and moving my life further and further until I can’t see sadness and pity, A special person once gave me a simple blessing: contentment is happiness. To be honest, I have never worn it because I have never been satisfied. I am not a satisfied person at all. Maybe this is doomed to be a sin, but my life is still mine. I just want to say: I will always remember what belongs to me. What does not belong to me, I can only learn to be as if nothing has happened. Society is very simple, and people are complex. As for your world, I no longer expect (access permission). I don’t need too many people to understand my world. You,madeourstorysoperfect. Ibigtotakechargeofmylife. Someone said: It will be dark, people will change, 3 points of love, 7 points of CHEAT. Let’s not verify this statement. Anyway, the strong can run forward with tears. The weak will not be sad forever, but only set sail again after being injured. There are not too many wedding dresses for true feelings, and it is not enough for everyone’s desire to wear. What happened was the soul of pioneers. Pale words are indescribable. The striking of heart when I often dream of you is just a blank memory and a misty memory. I am destined not to be your wooden fish, and I cannot knock out the loneliness of the temple anyway. I am not your aromatherapy grass. I hope God can find an angel to love you for me. When I find my own Blue Moon, I will give off the light of romantic life, even if it is lighter than fireflies, at least it can comfort my wound after hesitation. The wind in March blows my heart, making me feel the sunshine after wandering. The ignorant youth took away the trace of youth. What I wrote was not the poetic meaning, but the real silhouette after the imprint. It is the blooming season of cherry blossoms outside the window, but I no longer pray for the favor of God, nor care about the rendering of your feelings. The red-billed gulls in Kunming left the beautiful spring city. Maybe they prefer the coldness and coldness of Siberia. Time flies like the wind, and life is as colorful as songs. Love doesn’t exist in the post station. If you catch the car, you will move forward like a snail. I missed a lot of fate and got a lot of gifts in the besieged city of love. Climbing the gap of fate, those who stumbled and stumbled also found an invisible way. I have been confused, lost, superior and cherished. As long as I live up to my life, I will choose. Until now, I always like to talk about some emotional life, entangled some old memories, but just dragging the feet of life, with the fatigue of time, eyes looking at the neon far away, sigh the abstract ideal, wandering in the river of thought. Now I live a fairly happy life. I hope that the future is full of holy prayers, colorful colors, songs of youth and the flame of life.

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That edge, root

[Introduction] for thousands of years, the flute is far away, the meaning is continuous, and tears drop into Lotus. That fate has already taken root in our hearts. Maybe you didn’t notice it, but it has blended with your flesh and blood. We are all ordinary people in this world. We can’t see through the time passing.

Five thousand years in China, 24 years in history. After thousands of years of reincarnation, we will continue to kill this fate! Maybe it has already been doomed. Chinese poetry has been widely known for a long time, and Chinese children have benefited a lot. There were too many noises and anxieties flowing in the world, but the words of blood and sweat of poets could not be lost until that word integrated into my blood and accompanied me through spring, summer, autumn and winter one after another, with my growth, I can no longer forget the fate with poetry, the fate with my growth turned into spring mud! I have a happy life in the cloud of nine thousand miles of Dapeng, a persistent persistence of making people Haggard for Yi Xiao, and a helpless feeling of being afraid of asking questions and swallowing tears. Accompanied by a cup of dense tea, in Su Shi’s poem to turn the tide, I learned the mind of scenery and moon; Xin Qiji looked at the sword with the lamp, and the helplessness happened, I realized the loyalty to serve the motherland; When the sun went down, I learned the attitude of treating people in the helpless way of falling flowers and the familiar appearance of Yan’s return. In the atmosphere of poetry, I looked forward to the sky, accompanied by poetry, singing and howling! Looking back on the history, the vast Chinese culture of years has infinite deposits, and classical poetry has added a lot to it. Gradually, I saw in poetry, the feud of the world, the nonsense in the world, and the dim light leaning against the world. Poetry inspires me and helps me grow up all the time. A boat with a leaf will take me to the other shore full of glory! Lonely Spring, Cold Moon, rustling sound, long wind for thousands of years, blowing away the clouds of history, the breeze blows through, leaving us eternal thinking. Bathing in autumn, I saw the confusion of the Queen master of tang on the West floor; In the sunset, I saw the Wanderer’s heartbreak at the small bridge; Xiao guchun, I saw the joy that Lu you found another village; it was cold and clear, and I saw the desolation of Yi ‘an people than yellow flowers. For thousands of years, the flute is far away, the meaning is continuous, and tears drop into Lotus. That fate has already taken root in our hearts. Maybe you didn’t notice it, but it has blended with your flesh and blood. We are all ordinary people in this world. We can’t see through the time passing. But poetry can make us ordinary people see through the grievances in the wind and rain, and enjoy themselves in the world. Read poetry, recognize yourself in poetry; Appreciate poetry, cultivate sentiment in poetry; Taste poetry, learn ethics in poetry. Seek rich and thick in monotony, and get profound from boredom! For a long time, people are changeable, only poetry, and the only reason that has already taken root is unchanged! Looking back suddenly, the exquisite winding veranda and the intertwined poems were also particularly gorgeous. I was just like the old days, and I still loved the fate that took root and still smiled like flowers!

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At noon of this summer, the heat is high. The flame of the Sun grilled you like a fire, not to mention sweating. However, after being quiet, you will know the delight and comfort your heart. You have to avoid summer when you spend summer. How can you know the fun of summer when it is too cool?! In the cycle of seasons, it is just like the change of life, the pity of cold and winter, and the test of frustration. In winter, everything is dormant, fighting with silence, only waiting for the warmth of the next day, enjoying the joy of the spring breeze, and the beauty of all flowers. And this summer’s struggle can be regarded as the experience of climax or the comprehension of bliss. The bright sun of that spring turned into the fire of flying in the sky now, and the ideal of growth is also growing. It will not be a smooth journey along the way. Through seasons and life, there are not only memories of aging in the tree rings, but also hardships and happiness of youth growth! Isn’t it? In the autumn after summer, isn’t the golden brilliance your dream?! In the summer heat, the hot temperature can not be avoided, but there is more coolness after the rain; There are gentle wind and pouring rain. The feeling of every scenery always ripples in the bottom of my heart!

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