Month: January 2017

Small emotions allowed to write down

In this late autumn and early winter season, please allow me to write down my little emotions, without any routines or formats. Just think about it and write it casually. Recently, I have been writing novels and found that writing novels is really not a matter of talking. It is good to have the initial impulse, but it really needs patience and perseverance to finish one thing. In today’s society, the same is true for people I associate with. Now I don’t complain that I can’t make friends as loyal as when I was young, nor do I complain that my heart is dangerous, because we can’t really judge the right and wrong of a thing. A teacher told me that it was difficult to judge the right and wrong of a thing as we grew up, maybe this is the manifestation of maturity. Now I seldom use my little emotions. I seldom get angry, and occasionally I am happy. There is one person who can accompany me for the rest of my life, several people who can make friends with each other, a group of people who can talk and laugh, and some people accept and satisfy. Mature, silent. Nowadays people say that it is pretending to be B, but this is really not pretending to be B. This is the fruit that is gradually born after experiencing a lot. Some things can’t be said even if you see through, because when you say through, maybe what you get is not peace, but strange eyes and jealous eyes. It was enough to comprehend it in the heart. The real wise man could see through it but pretend to be stupid. This was not to bury his intelligence any more. This was not the golden wheat soil. This Was wisdom. This was the ability that the society gave him. Now I have learned to come and go alone but not alone, Lack of friends but never lonely. Nothing to do but never idle. No efforts but always struggle. At least I know how I should go in the future, and whether you who are full of lights and wine all day have the same idea as me. The society does not have the ability to bury us, and the stage is as big as the heart. It’s just that we lack the courage and confidence to work hard all the time. In the past, we always felt anxious about something difficult, but now we learn to be calm. Considering that it is also a day to treat with common heart, and it is also a day to treat with anxious emotions, why bother? One thing is not afraid of doing something wrong. What I am afraid of is that if I do something wrong, I will find a reason for myself to do something wrong, and it is my own reason. This is not annoying, this is not hateful, this is ridiculous. There is nothing wrong with bragging. What is wrong is that it blows the same as the real one. Everyone is laughing. We have grown up so big that we are growing up slowly and experiencing the baptism of life silently. We all grow up and recall the young US at that time. Strive more in this season, think more about the future, and look more at the outside world. We will grow better and better. Remember to be optimistic. Nothing can stop our optimism. Is there anything? No object? You can eat two sundaes by yourself. If you don’t have friends, you can play billiards by yourself. If you don’t have parents, you will jump with stones. Haha all well!

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That’s Life

[Introduction] in recent years, the pace of the city is a bit like a car driving fast. The original small county town has been developed all the way, and the prosperity of real estate has made the original land rise several years ago, up to the number that the original honest farmers need to accumulate for a lifetime.

Many times when I went to the intersection to dump garbage, I could see an old man looking for things in the garbage heap. A snakeskin bag, a wooden stick and a torch were her belongings. When seeing those waste paper, cardboard, wine bottles and bubbles, the old man’s eyes would shine strange light. There are always those people sitting in front of the shop at the corner. Every day there are always endless topics and endless criticisms. The loud sound of mahjong stirring in mahjong machine can always come out from the shop, which is always so harsh in my ears and always resentful in my heart; maybe it turns out to be deep intoxication and attachment in the ears and minds of those people. It turned out to be a desolate field just a few years ago, with several small villages scattered in the middle. People at that time were hardworking and simple, and vegetables were everywhere. The landlord used to have a lot of land in this area, and his family also had several houses left by his ancestors, although they were short and dilapidated. The landlord was originally a good drinker. Except worrying about the landing of the wine he drank every day, he was too lazy to take care of it under the sky. In recent years, the pace of the city is a bit like a car driving fast. The original small county town has been developed all the way, and the prosperity of real estate has made the original land rise several years ago, up to the number that the original honest farmers need to accumulate for a lifetime. So the lazy landlord sold some land every year to maintain, and gradually sold out several old houses and lands, and finally developed the last house into an eight-storey building like others, earn a lot of gold and silver. In this area, most of the people who live in such buildings are those who temporarily settle here for the sake of their children, although it is often said that the government does not admit such houses, it is also possible that the government will tear down the house, but every house will soon be sold out because of the commercial and residential buildings, gardens and so on, which are hopeless and timid nowadays, and the rising rent couldn’t help these people who were living in the city for their children’s education had to make up their minds and put all their eggs in one basket to buy these illegal buildings (maybe everyone was lucky). Walking on the way to and from work every day, you can see the landlord wearing his head carelessly and casually, always holding a cigarette in his mouth, A pair of eyes always stare at the screen of the TV or watch the people coming and going on the road. They greet acquaintances politely and never see what he has done, the landlord and the couple also criticized each other for the two meals at noon and night, and then cursed and fought with each other. Many times I really felt that they were tired of living a comfortable life. There was only a wide road left in the middle of the dense houses, but now more and more cars sometimes had nowhere to be placed, and the voice of shouting could often be heard without knowing who’s car was trapped and could not come out. There are also impatient people who overdo things when the car is trapped and time is delayed, which may leave one or two scars on those cars. As a result, new screams spread everywhere. I have moved here for four years. For those who live near my home and live as hard and humble as me, I can still know a few people, but those families who live next door to me in the small foreign buildings, I know very little about the people in the courtyard of the opposite CPPCC family. The reason is very simple, because the door is locked every day, we often meet without calling. The first neighbor I know is the landlord couple, who run this shop now, there are several mahjong machines in the shop. When it was not easy to have a rest, noisy and annoying mahjong sounds could be heard, often starting in the morning until late at night, sometimes all night, but the mahjong sounds were constant. Those who come here are all those rich idlers, as well as lonely women. Strange faces often flow endlessly; Occasionally when they calm down, then I heard the loud voice of the landlord’s sister-in-law, Xiao **,** sister-in-law, coming to play cards, you are only sent, and sometimes, take his own son and wife, my husband was also on the top. Of course, he was full of joy when he won. When he lost, it was difficult to express his face in words. After a hard day, when I wanted to sleep, I heard the hateful mahjong sound downstairs. I was always deeply sad for this city. Is there nothing else to do except mahjong? I was a little sister-in-law who lived upstairs, and I didn’t know until my wife told me. Every time different cars were parked downstairs, when strange and different men went in and out of the stairwell, they mostly ran to her house. My wife told me that she had a handsome husband who lived here for such a long time before she heard that the landlord’s sister-in-law had seen her husband once. Maybe it was because of vanity. This little sister-in-law kept changing men in her family. Some were paunchy, some were short and ugly. However, these people all looked rich, because I drove when I came. The one on my fifth floor is the same as me, and I am willing to abuse myself for my children to realize our unfinished dreams, and I am willing to pay all for my children’s studies. It seems that his husband and I haven’t spoken for several years. At most, they just come across and smile. The middle-aged man with strength is still strong, on the way back from work, we could see him swallowing the cheapest cigarettes one by one. Although the tears sometimes seemed to choke out, even though there were often dissatisfied protests in his throat, but cigarettes seem to be all he has. Perhaps, only under the dense smoke can I feel at ease in my heart. Once when he heard a big noise upstairs, he ran up quickly. It turned out that he was beating a child, just like being discouraged, with a slap and five red marks. Since he came to the city, no one has ever beaten a child like that. In fact, he is the kind of person who loves children all over his body but doesn’t know how to express and communicate. His wife told me that he was angry with children, not as simple and sensible as in the countryside. In fact, I also have this kind of mood. However, if we use the standards of the countryside to look at this restless city and measure our children, he may never help smoking silently. Another neighbor I know recently moved away. He used to be a small boss. He owned several shops in a small town. He wore suits and leather shoes every day and drove a guangben car. His relationship with his wife seemed not very good. Maybe there were many rich men. Last year, he invested all his savings in the mineral business. Due to his unfamiliarity and the sudden drop in the mineral business last year, he heard that he had lost all his money and even several shops and homes were worth others, don’t Know moved to where. People living in different situations, situations and personalities live in this city. Some people play mahjong, have a meal, have a drink and play luxury cars. It may be the cost of us working hard for one month, even one year or several years. A lot of people in the House are rural people in the city. They are in the city, and their mood is still in the countryside. Even their lifestyle is as simple as that of ordinary people in the countryside. Everyone lives in the same place, but lives are very different. Some are waiting for a special bus to pick them up to work, enjoying the supreme honor; Some people rely on opportunistic, they swaggered and showed off shamelessly in front of us. Some of them became rich people by relying on the land and foundation left by their ancestors. For many times, I deeply felt the neighbors in the dark corners around me, the essence of life, and sometimes I let the Buddha know the helplessness of those rich men in some buildings. As long as we are willing to pay attention, in this year, all kinds of people are performing life everywhere, and they are all traces of struggling with life or for survival. However, for people, does happiness have the same weight? Happiness? When walking in the city, we sometimes feel like we are in a play or in a dream. The scenes and scenes make us shocked and used to it. We are happy, depressed, roaring, accumulating, running, hard work

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Goodbye, Haizi

From tomorrow on, be a happy person/feed horses, chop firewood, travel around the world/from tomorrow on, care about food and vegetables/I have a house facing the sea, Spring flowers bloom from tomorrow on, communicate with every family member/tell them my happiness/what the happy lightning told me/I will tell everyone to give a warm name to every river and every mountain/stranger, I also bless you/May you have a bright future/May you have a lover and finally get married/May you get happiness in this world/I only wish to face the sea, Spring flowers bloom in the sea two years ago, I can’t remember the feeling of Hai Zi’s work “facing the sea, spring blossoms”, and the story about him just knows that he killed himself by lying on the rails, this is the first poem I have read Haizi, maybe the last one he wrote before his death. Between the fingers, two years later. When I found out the first Chinese textbook of senior high school again, I found that it had already carried the trace of time. It seemed that I could know the years that the old man had gone through. I gently blew away the dust on the cover, I read Haizi again, but after reading again, I was full of depression. He made me understand: in the world, as long as you can do what you want to do, no matter how hard life is, wherever you go, you will be happy; Let everyone who cares about you share your happiness and how happy it is. A good flash of happiness told me, I will tell everyone that the short happiness like lightning in the world can also move him, and I am willing to share this happiness with everyone… Haizi, please allow me to call you like this. You hope that the world will no longer be lonely, lonely and sad, and wish the world happiness, happiness and well-being, while you are only willing to face the sea and spring flowers bloom. However, your little wishes have not come true either! If not, you wouldn’t leave us to live in another world after writing this poem. Maybe you won’t be lonely or dark there any more! You left all your good wishes on Earth, but you walked into Fengdu city with the grief and despair of life. Your leaving fails to take away everything you want to take away, but only leaves an eternal and lonely soul and a sad sigh for a lifetime… if, if I can go back to your time or accompany you through the last journey before your death, I only hope that you will feel not lonely for the first time and warm for the last time in your life! I want to know more about why you, a living person, choose suicide. I can’t imagine the pain, depression of living, the feeling that you don’t want to live, and the feeling that life is better than death! If I can really accompany you through, I will respect your choice… life and death, life is pain, death can obtain happiness. So you firmly walked to death, a living you decided to step on the road of death, but how brave you have used! Even the way you commit suicide is incredible. Do you want to tell others that you are determined to die? I think so! Lying on the rail, when you lie on the rail and look up at the sky, I think you must be thinking about farewell. The person I love sincerely wishes you; When you notice that the train is coming, I think you must have laughed; When you heard the first whistle coming, I think you gave out your inner smile again; When you saw the train speeding up towards you, I want you to smile again; When the rail touches your skin for the first time, I think you accept its touch with smile, and then close your eyes gently; when all the rails have run over your body, leaving only your incomplete body, I think there must be no pain on your face but a faint smile. Yes, you must have left the world with a smile! If you see us in the world as sad and desperate as you do, but we are willing to live painfully, please don’t ridicule us for our greed and cowardice, we don’t have the courage to face death or miss the world, but we should do something in the world when we are alive. Only living can there be hope, and only living can create miracles! It takes courage to live. Why do you use death to leave the world forever? Maybe for you at that time, living was a kind of pain and suffering, and the person who prevented you from going to death was the greatest cruelty to you. For you, death is another realm of human spiritual world, the sublimation of soul; Death is a kind of liberation, and also the best way for you. Thank you, Haizi. It was you that let me see the loneliness in the deepest part of my soul and the appeal from my heart. Haizi, twenty-one years after your death, I hope it is not too late to write down my memorial to you. Always remember your eternal and lonely soul.

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Just some chaos

In the afternoon, the sunshine has warm eyes, just like a mother looking at a child. A simple door separates two scenes, one quiet and the other noisy. Perhaps this is the most authentic appearance of the world. In the office, except for the sound from keyboard and air conditioner, the rest is silence. In the financial office next door, occasionally there are people coming in and out, and every time the face is strange. Through the glass, I saw the yellow bulldozer was busy, where it passed, collapsed steel bars and bricks. It was still a tall building two days ago. Today it is a piece of broken, and maybe the day after tomorrow it will be a brand new look. The world changes so fast, just as the footsteps can’t keep up with the toes. ☆ having been idle for a long time, I have the habit of being too lazy. These days, I have been doing nothing, so I neglect the time. One morning, walking out of the apartment building, I saw a young figure dancing on the horizontal bar, which was rare. Today’s weather is particularly beautiful with this desert, the little green and the bodybuilding posture. At that moment, an idea popped up from the bottom of my heart. Starting from tomorrow, exercise, even a brief gymnastics. Exercise makes people young, exercise can activate thinking, and exercise can strengthen the body. Then, let’s start here. Give yourself a reason to stop being greedy, get up early and exercise. ☆ I don’t want to see a wrinkled face in my youth, which is a harm to myself. I feel deeply about my mother here. I had looked through her photos when she was young more than once, and it was estimated that she was ten or eight years old at that time. Floral top, black trousers, two thick braid on the chest, with a slightly buckle bangs on the forehead. At that time, she was really beautiful. Although it was a plain black and white photo, her fresh appearance flowed. It was the years that stole her rosy face and slim figure during her hard work days. Now I can only find my mother’s appearance when she was young in the photo, which requires thanks to the person who invented the camera. ☆ words are sometimes the best listener. No matter what you say, she will be so faithful and serious. Most of the time, reading some words is just talking with the Author. Although it is silent, it is very real. As long as you put your heart into it, you will always find the memory left on a certain day of a certain year in the folds of some sentences. No matter it was happy, sad, grateful or angry, it once existed. In the quiet words, deep in the soul, we need a space for relief. For example, now. Turn off the computer, then go to pick up the water, standing in front of the window, silently. I am a person who is easy to move emotions, a little trouble from the outside world will disturb the whole mind. So, one silence, one walking, one standing, one daze for a while, a bag of small snacks. It will become my way to adjust my mood. ☆ at the beginning of August, there was a cool breeze and Buddha’s hair in the morning, and autumn came quietly like this. Standing on a high hill, in front of me was a patch of buildings. The mistake was complicated. I couldn’t stranded myself in this desert, but I didn’t have to stay temporarily. Contradiction always lingers in front of us, like shadow, sometimes it is really annoying. The wind pushes the breath of Autumn to our eyes in an invisible way. There is harvest color in the eyes, heavy. Some colorful pictures were overlapped with other colors, floating in, passing through the unlocked door frame. The sunshine poured down along the road, which disturbed the hearts of passers-. Here, in 30 days, you can see people wearing long sleeves. The colorful dress was thicker while saying goodbye to summer ☆ from early morning to evening, my day was connected with apartment buildings, canteens and office buildings in dormitories, you can wear loose pajamas, watch TV, surf the Internet and eat. In the canteen, we lined up for dinner, grabbed seats, and then left in a group of strange faces. In the office, I am like a worm with Shell. I have to go all out regardless of whether I am happy or not. Occasionally, I am lazy, strolling in the forum, chatting with friends, and chanting a few innocuous words. In fact, a day passed quickly. When I opened my eyes, whether it was cloudy, rainy or sunny, I was born. Breakfast, lunch and dinner are over like this, just like leaves need to sprout and flowers need to bloom. One morning, a drop of dew wet my hazy eyes, and I remembered the dream last night. Occasionally, I would lie in front of the window to watch the stars, let my thoughts drift away in the night sky, and then shut myself down. ☆ look, the sunshine in August covered my skin, and I felt its heat. I just don’t want to shake hands with her, even if it is a slight touch, I really don’t want. At dusk, there are light clouds flying over the head. Maybe once you raise your head, you can pick a white cloud and hang it on your head, which is just a garland. I didn’t pick clouds or weave them into Garland, but used them to fly like kites. At this time, I imagined that there was a bright smile between my eyebrows. Was that my smile? However, I don’t want to laugh out for fear of disturbing the birds falling on the branches. No joy, no sadness. It turns out that time can be so simple.

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die yang life

[Introduction] every time the flowers bloom, you can see the beautiful figure of butterflies on the hillside, in the field and beside the stream, or fall in love with the branches of flowers, or perched on the grass, no matter which angle, butterfly shows its beautiful and real side in any posture.

Recently, when I read Chuang Tzu, I have a great interest in Butterfly, just because there is a story about Zhuang zhoumengdie in this article. Chuang Tzu once dreamed that he was a fluttering butterfly. After waking up from the dream, he felt that the butterfly dreamed and became himself. The whole story uses Romantic imagination and wonderful writing style to ask such a question: Who on earth am I? Li Shangyin has a poem, Zhuang Sheng, Xiao Meng, and a butterfly fan. Looking at the heart of the emperor, he holds azalea. Through the description and discussion of the butterfly in the dream and the butterfly in the wake of the dream, we can feel that it is impossible to distinguish reality from illusion. For Chuang-tzu, waking up is a realm, and dream is another realm. If the dream is real enough, people have no ability to know that they are dreaming, which is a poetic philosophy, it is also a philosophy of life. In the pursuit of equality between things and me in both truth and illusion, all things become one, which is the realm of Chuang Tzu’s detached life. This kind of life is exactly what Chuang Tzu strives to pursue. Because of Zhuang Sheng’s butterfly, the curtain of memory opened slowly, and a pair of legendary butterflies flew slowly. Time was fixed in the era of Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai. A couple of young people who really loved each other but couldn’t be forever sacrificed their love, and they emerged into butterflies, flied in pairs, lingering and dancing, flying over the world of mortals with life and death. We can’t live in pairs, and we wish each other after death. This is a sad love story, and it is also a beautiful and romantic love story. At the moment of butterfly butterfly lovers, a piece of sad, sad and tearful music sounded slowly. Through time and space, those flying love butterflies made many lovers around the world hug and cry. How many lovers can really get married in the world, and how many lovers strive for true love, the woman named Cui Yingying, the woman named Lin Daiyu, how to do it when love comes? I think Liang Zhu set an example for later generations, because they are a pair of love butterflies who pursue true love persistently. Every time when the flowers are in full bloom, you can see the beautiful figure of butterflies on the hillside, in the field and beside the stream, either falling in love with the branches of flowers or perching on the grass, no matter which angle or posture, the butterfly shows its true beauty. However, have you ever thought about how butterfly evolved. There is an ugly caterpillar, longing for beauty. God told it that only through thoroughly remoulded transformation and suffering unbearable pain can it become beautiful. The ideal of Caterpillar finally came true after experiencing the pain of heart-wrenching. It turned into a fluttering butterfly, enjoying nature and beauty freely. Therefore, groups of Caterpillar transformed into butterflies after suffering. Pain once and beauty once are the unregretful pursuits of Caterpillar. But some people make butterflies into specimens, which is a devastation to beauty. The beauty of life lies in living. The lifeless butterfly nailed on the cross is not beautiful, to be exact, cruel. It is also a mistake to be beautiful because of a thin face? Butterfly’s life is colorful. Maybe we were once confused, cowardly and timid, but we can learn from Zhuangzi, Liang Zhu, Caterpillar, through hardships, persistent pursuit and thorns, transform in pain, beautiful yourself, and feather yourself in butterfly-like life. If I could, I would like to be the most beautiful and dazzling butterfly in the world, which is so beautiful and clear that I can live a gorgeous life!

Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring

Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring…

Waiting

Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain…

Be good at listening to different voices and opinions

On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites…

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Sick time

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Hey, friend, you are here

When you come, you are always silent, comfortable and quiet. Your greeting to me is so special, standing opposite me silently, waiting for me to raise my head accidentally to accept your greeting. During the whole summer, we met each night. You were silent and silent, standing quietly opposite me, with big eyes blinking occasionally, which was a greeting to me: Hey, friend, you are here. You never answer the questions I asked you, leaving me thousands of assumptions, where is your home? You have friends? Shadow wandering alone in the empty space, are you sad? Or is there an uncontrollable joy in my heart? Want to share it with my friend? Or you see your shadow from me, lonely as your me, you are here to accompany me, I prefer to think like this. A mosquito flies in, your head is on the side, your eyes are as alert and acute as a torch, and your whole body enters the ambush state. Eyes tightly fixed on the target, staring at death, eyes moving with the movement of mosquitoes. Each step is light and steady, slow, and the whole body exudes cold murderous gas, about 3cm away from the target, a fatal blow, fast, agile, and unrelenting beauty! I tried to relax my breath and watched a perfect hunting. At the entrance of a mosquito, you are so leisurely, and there is a faint King style between the glance. There is a difference between the movement and the movement, the mover, chasing the wind in his own kingdom, hunting every mosquito flying down in his own country; The quiet person is me, looking at your strong figure, quiet as if the Virgin is moving like a rabbit, the wind is like this, in my heart, there is a faint pain in the deepest part of my heart, the pain that I dare not touch easily, do you know? My friend, how much I envy you. Every night I keep my space alone and enjoy the slight loneliness in my heart. Fortunately, every night with your company, you looked around silently, and I read silently. With the warm weather, I can still see you in the new October and see you on time. Do you feel the whisper in my heart? My hibernating friend, do you know how much I miss you in my heart for a long time? My locked heart quivered gently when I recalled the days when you accompanied me throughout the summer. When the summer flowers are shining again, can you still come as scheduled, appearing in front of me silently, calling softly: Hey, my friend, I’m coming. 2012.1.3

Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring

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Waiting

Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain…

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Read The Bridges of Madison County

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Play their own role

[Introduction] there are some things that need to be forgotten silently. Once you pass, you will have Wisdom for a long time; Some pains and troubles need to be endured silently, and once you have experienced, you will be enriched for a long time.

If you grasp yourself well on the stage of life, you must try your best to play your role. However, on the stage of real life, some people can’t really grasp themselves. They are used to attributing many things to objective reasons instead of taking the initiative to reflect on themselves, but they often complain about the poor fate, the result is often that you care about one thing and lose another in your work and life. The gain is more than the loss. You lose watermelon and pick up sesame, which brings you pain and disappointment. Bill Gates once said: no matter whether you like the job now or not, you must love it and devote all your passion to doing it well, because it is an initial starting point and a springboard to the future. Each of us hopes to walk more steadily and better on the stage of life and realize our own value. Since we have set our life goals, we must keep pace with the times and pay attention to important things, have the courage to break through and realize your ideals and goals. Correct positioning. How can I stand firm in my original position and get promoted smoothly? In addition to having excellent skills, solid professional knowledge and good behavior, the most important point is to position yourself correctly. We have to admit the fact that the moon cannot shine the sun. Therefore, we should evaluate ourselves and self-orientation correctly, and make persistent efforts to set up correct goals for ourselves until success. Encourage yourself all the time, look for gaps, work with passion, complete the task successfully, and actively create wealth for human society. Learn to Let Go. A complete song always has bass response, a complete poem always has romance, and a complete life always has low ebb, so the world is always imperfect. Don’t pray for a smooth life, because that kind of life is too monotonous and tasteless. When we fall down on the road, just like a depression on the road of life, please learn to let go and let yourself stand up and learn to be strong. That is to say, when you are unable to grasp some kind of love, some kind of fate and some kind of reality in your life and work, you should learn to let go and give yourself a brand new start physically and mentally. As long as confidence is there, courage is there; As long as efforts are there, success is there. Sowing kind. Kindness is a seed. Every person is born with such a seed, which can grow the most humane exotic flower for a person’s life. However, some people abandon it and gradually become indifferent; Some people defile it and finally go to evil. The sages warned us that we should be kind to others and be kind to others in interpersonal communication, while we should be kind to ourselves and be kind to stay here; We should help the weak and uphold justice in doing things; We should be kind and beautiful in doing things. You must try your best to make those who are more bitter and harder than you feel the sunshine and beauty in this world. This kind of kindness is often sown, and the most beautiful flower of humanity will come out inadvertently. Savings friendship. Saving friendship is essential for a successful life, because saving friendship is saving success to a large extent. If you keep saving friendship for your friends, you will not be betrayed. Sincere friendship is the warmest coat in life. It is created by personal character and temperament. No matter at which age, we must cherish it and store it attentively. Remember, friendship is a clear spring, which will flow out continuously at any time to quench your thirst; Friendship is a small tree, and only you keep watering it, it will grow sweet fruits for your hunger. Learn to bear. In the colorful life, people always hope everything goes well and everything goes well; In the career they pursue, people often fantasize that everything goes smoothly and everything they want is achieved. However, the world we are facing is not only sunny and beautiful, flowers and grass, but also storm and thorns and mire. On the stage of life, winners are common and losers are not alone. We should learn to bear them. Just as a truck has a carrying capacity, if it exceeds this carrying capacity, it will stagnate or even collapse. A person’s mind also has a bearing capacity. Once overloaded, it will be distorted. Therefore, some things need to be forgotten silently. After one time, wisdom will last for a long time; Some pains and troubles need to be endured silently, and one experience will enrich once. Avoid suffering. As long as you start a business, suffering will meet you sooner or later. No matter who it is, you can’t avoid it at all. They will appear in a certain way within a certain period of time. When suffering comes, will you be defeated by it? You may also be forced to breathe. If you are such a person, you will feel that you have suffered unbearable pain. However, if you have already thought that starting a business will lead to failure, you will feel that compared with others, the hardships you have suffered are insignificant. Practice has also proved that there are two sufferings in the world: one is the pain that cannot be obtained; The other is the pain of love. On the premise of putting efforts into practice, we must be calm in winning and calm in losing. The hardest thing in the world is love. If there is such a feeling at some time, it must be like cleaning the dust, clearing it out of the heart room. Accept challenge. People should exercise themselves in constantly accepting challenges throughout their life, enhance self-confidence and realize self-value in constantly overcoming challenges. Laozi said: The winner is strong, and the winner is strong. These words tell us that the biggest enemy of human beings is not others, but themselves. The process of people’s pursuit of success is actually a process of self-challenge and self-improvement. If you want to make achievements in life and pursue success, you must face all kinds of temptations. The premise of overcoming temptations is to overcome yourself and accept challenges. In addition, everyone in life has a certain safety zone. If you want to overcome your current achievements, you should not limit yourself, but be brave to accept challenges and constantly improve and enrich yourself, integrate your career and self-cultivation as soon as possible. As long as this is the case, your new ideals and goals will be realized.

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Inscription: with a beautiful vision and a happy feeling, when I return to the city where my wife is located, what I am waiting for is farewell

I hope you can live a good life in such a big railway station in the future. Only you said to me slowly and gently, as if we were just separated for a short time. I know that as soon as the train leaves, this autumn will stop here forever, bring your smile, take away my joy, let love fly, and finally turn into a faint breath, hiding in a colorless world. You can’t find it, and I can’t touch it either. Maybe missing will end in the dusk of this season. I didn’t bring much luggage, just a box of clothes, which was just brought back in early autumn. After returning, I had already left before winter, and left forever. Some people say that autumn is the harvest season. Distance has sealed your and my feelings for a long time. Return, let my hot heart be lit again. In the late summer and early autumn season, I took a train of more than 3,000 miles to enjoy the beautiful rivers and mountains of my motherland for almost two days. The heart is full of joy, and the magnificent mountains and rivers also seem to sing for us. I really want to become a bird, crossing mountains, passing rivers, driving white clouds in the deep mountains, breathing the fairy spirit. The feeling of happiness expands with the train, sometimes it is a kind of longing, A profound self-experience. Maybe it was just like this that ancient poets wrote many free and easy verses after visiting great rivers and mountains. No matter how beautiful the scenery on the road is, there will be time for the train to arrive. When I return, I want to grow old with you till death. This is a warm feeling. Thinking of it, a burst of warm current soaked the whole body until the heart. The train arrived at the station in that late autumn morning, washed his face, got off the bus and left the station. I saw you in the crowd at a glance. It seemed that I was waiting anxiously, looking around and seeing you. Finally return. At the other end of the railway, I left the seaside city resolutely. Because of love, for love, anything could happen. I resolutely left the company that I had struggled for for for a long time, and had a separate wine with my colleagues and friends. For the first time in four years, I got drunk. When I return, I need to find my own stage again. Fly with you. For the sake of ideal, I will set off for the city near you. At that moment, you said: let’s break up. I listened hard for fear of missing the warm farewell. But it is not a blessing, no! Struggle is useless, because love can defeat everything. How can love be reluctant. It will never change at all because this is a harvest season. I tried hard to retrieve it. The waiting in my heart is too different from the reality. Heaven Palace and hell! A few months later, I was about to leave, and you came to see me off. To be honest, I didn’t want to leave at all, but the ticket had been bought and everything had been arranged. I was like a puppet and had to leave again with the train. At that moment, I clearly knew that you did gain love this autumn. I had to turn into a puppet temporarily and let the train take it away.

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I got up very early in the morning of the 26th, and the inspiration was also very good. So I drew three pictures with ballpoint pen, and the picture felt broken. The last one was a girl with long hair lying on the table to rest. The picture was a bit messy. The inscription I wrote to my painting: one day, I fell asleep accidentally with my broken dream. When the morning dew came out. Nowadays, I seldom draw the draft of costume design, just draw some graffiti that I like. When each picture comes out, my heart is still moved. Pure moved by love. After the sun went down, he received a call from a friend from afar. He said that he hadn’t read books for a long time. He said that you recommended one, and he said that what books did you read recently. I said you should watch “ups and downs”, recommended by friends, not bad. I said I was watching “carp-too late” by Zhang Yueran. Too late, Zhang Yueran wrote in the first volume: the match with time is doomed to lose. But we have to take part in this competition, and we have to constantly lie to ourselves that we may win., In fact, from the beginning of life, we are already too late. In other words, judging from the clock in front of the emperor, we are always too late. In front of the great pendulum of time, open the ups and downs of the past. In those battlefields, did I win? When I was young, I lost my childhood; When I was young, I lost my youth; When I was an adult, I lost my youth. Maybe the moment you leave the world will be eternal, but what you pay is all the costs in this life. I like Satan so much. Maybe it is still too late to see from the watch of Satan. My sister learned business management, but now she has changed from personnel to sales. She called me and told me that there was a big client in her company who wanted to take her to do sales, but the company was in Beijing. She asked me if I would go. I said, if your goal is to do sales, then you can’t let go of the opportunity. Maybe before. My sister asked me if I still want to do design now. She tempt me to tell me how leisurely the designers in their company were and how high the salary was. I was indeed severely tempted, but thinking about the boring design time, I was afraid. All of them need to pay a price. Finally, I firmly told her that I wanted to work in my current industry. Although the salary was not so good, I could learn something, have room for progress and live a full life. Sister said that no matter which industry you work in, as long as you stick to it, there will be a Sky belonging to you. Then I chose my current industry. Although I felt heartbroken when giving up clothing design, I knew that my current industry was suitable for me to live as a profession. I also have my dream. My dream is to have my own shop with clothes designed by myself, and then gradually build it into a brand. Ha ha… how good it is. Yes, I have nothing but dreams now. Even if you have nothing, Tank also sings: the sky does not rain, I think it is still too late. Therefore, everything is still in time.

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jiu yue broken language

It is said that September in autumn is a season of harvest in sight, but it is also a sad season of time cycle. The autumn wind blows, the yellow leaves are on the ground, and the curtain outside the window is broken. Yueyao people think far, the oblique rays and veins are long, and the heartbroken people are at the end of the world. In the corner of the sky, the seed of missing sprouts in the bottom of my heart. However, love has gone further and further to me. Qiu Si’s love wounds are sealed in the soil and slowly fermented into strange wounds. It is said that the distance between human desire and reality is beautiful, and the gap is thousands of meters. It also breaks the hysterical beauty of human, which is more likely to make people Haggard and easy to be hurt. I would like to ask, what kind of pain should the colorful soft part of the heart be disintegrated by ruthless swords and swords? Unfortunately, I became injured when the autumn wind swept away the fallen leaves. A depressed loser is listless in everything he does. Sitting, I felt uncomfortable and scared; Lying down, I felt uncomfortable and depressed. I didn’t want to do anything, and didn’t pay any attention to cooking, washing and mopping the floor. Finally, I chose to sit beside the computer and knock long and short words. I don’t know why, I am always drawn by the words of four sides, even if I am tired, painful and hurt, it is no exception. The latest issue of the bus newspaper published my article “life in light and shadow” again. When I saw the typeface, the injury in my body suddenly decreased a bit. But my wife didn’t take it seriously when she saw the words, and complained that I was always calm in these useless words, thus ignoring her existence and the trifles of the family. What about the words one by one in the newspapers? Can it be used as a meal? I am speechless! In the last two days, the Tiger gave a lingering power, which made people out of breath. However, it didn’t last long, and a cold air in autumn beat it back to its original shape. I asked someone to taste the pleasure of ice and fire again. It’s a cool autumn! In autumn, there are feelings, pains and great changes, which are the law of survival of the fittest. Maybe, I should have a good healing. After all, there are melon and fruit fragrance in autumn, wife and daughter as well as a beautiful life. Nine-year-old small language has 1.1 points grow up, she always for homework and vexation, total feel that they have a write not over of homework. He took a bottle of listening blue beer casually, took a sip first, and then enjoyed it by himself smoothly like drinking boiled water. What smell? Good drink? I didn’t stop it, nor did I blame it. I just asked lightly. Nothing, just a little bitter. The answer of the small square is very simple and natural. Unexpectedly, the relaxation method of small square language is like this. However, in her learning experience, it may be a good omen that she tasted bitter for the first time. The so-called bitter first and then sweet. Early adopters, maybe I can also try, try to change myself, slowly walk out of the haze of life pain. The wind in Autumn blows harder and harder with the seasons, and the blue sky and white clouds pull farther and farther like the brocade in the hands of the Weaving Maid, the waiting crowd at the platform stretched their necks like geese and looked at the direction of the coming car, letting the leaves fall to the ground. In this way, the days gradually disappeared from the mark left by the wind, while I wanted to cheer up from the wind of this autumn shamelessly and be a simple self. (2011-9-18)

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