Month: January 2016

Lost Smile

[Introduction] it is beyond reproach that you will get more rewards because you are busy. Because patients are continuously delivering. Therefore, the profession of doctor is busy and tired as soon as possible, but it still has admirable brilliance.

In the days when I went to the hospital, I once again confirmed such a phenomenon: maybe there are two kinds of people in the world who seem to have lost their smiles: one is an official, one is a doctor in a white coat. Most officials consciously lose their smiles, which makes people fear them. Because only in this way can the dignity and authority of officials be shown, and they are superior. Because what? Because power is on the body, people have to be serious. If they are not serious, the implementation rate of power will definitely be poor, and power will be easy to shake. Therefore, if Wang ordered himself, he must put on airs, including expression, tone and attitude. What about people in white coats? They used to be the purest and noblest group in my eyes. However, in recent years, with the continuous occurrence of medical disputes which are difficult and expensive to see a doctor, as well as complaints from the masses, and the phenomenon that doctors write large prescriptions to seek high rebates, it makes me have a new understanding of the people of this profession, at least I don’t regard them as intellectuals as I did in the past. Because the real intellectuals are people who have the ability of independent thinking and admirable personality, and such people generally won’t let all kinds of ideological trends in the society, and all kinds of messy phenomena to control your own at will. But unfortunately, in the increasingly tense and busy days of modern society, affected by the tide of market economy, many of our medical workers have obliterated their holy and angelic glorious images in people’s minds consciously or unconsciously. One of its manifestations is the doctor’s natural and kind smile, which disappears without a trace like the wind. Maybe they are indeed too busy. Sometimes I think that the busiest profession in the world may be doctor, while the busiest doctor in the world may be in our country. Because what? Because there are too many people in our country, and there are too many patients in our country these days. It is beyond reproach that you will get more rewards because you are busy and pay more. Because patients are continuously delivering. Therefore, the profession of doctor is busy and tired as soon as possible, but it still has admirable brilliance. You see, how many years have passed since the college entrance examination, and medical colleges are still optimistic. Because what? Because our country’s health care industry still can’t keep up with the development of economy and society, and can’t meet the needs of the people, and also because our common people’s health care consciousness is getting stronger and stronger, also, with the development of economy, our living environment is also deteriorating, and the pressure of life and work is increasing constantly, so various strange diseases emerge one after another ……, in such a busy schedule, many of our doctors lost their smiles, and even some of them would not smile after a long time. Some of their faces were like smooth and clean jade, some are as pale as paper, under this smooth, clean or pale face, I saw their inner world as calm or calm as water, and such calm or calm is often the need of professional habits, because they need calm emotions, calm brains, they can judge the patient’s condition more accurately, which undoubtedly makes people respect; But on the other hand, our society undoubtedly seems to lose spiritual needs in many aspects, many of our intellectuals lost their thinking about mental problems. Many of our hospitals blindly set economic benefits as the first goal, calculating how to complete the task of income-generating all day long, therefore, many doctors gradually lost themselves in the ocean of the commodity world, lost their sailing direction, and became an alternative consciously or unconsciously —- just a person engaged in a kind of highly skilled work, without the pursuit of humanistic spirit, the pursuit of moral concept and the basic conscience of Chinese intellectuals, I don’t know where the lifelong care of human beings is, therefore, some doctors’ faces are either as cold as Frost and insensitive; Or they are dull and lifeless, without the smile of kindness and kindness that gives people confidence and hope, the inner world is gray and desolate, blankly knew not. Why do I say that? Do I have any prejudice against officials and doctors? No. I thought it might be understandable if the official lost his smile. Because China’s current society is still the social framework of the rule of man after all. Officials are often the incarnation of system and mechanism, representing the organization, and they must try their best to erase the color of personality, and in this framework, the dignity of officials, or the creation of climate atmosphere in officialdom, mainly relies on facial expressions rather than language. The subordinates mainly observe the expressions on the officials’ faces to judge the ups and downs of the day. Sunny, the sky is clear and the air is cool; Cloudy, the black clouds are pressing the city, which one dares to breathe loudly! Actually too. Officials always smile and even laugh. Which subordinate is afraid of you? What kind of identity and dignity do you have? Of course, in addition to being awe-inspiring, it is impossible for an official to have no self at all. Immersed in official language all day long, this person must have become an alternative. Of course that is a different topic, we leave aside. In fact, doctors gradually lose their smiles because they are nervous and busy. They always smile for doctors. Doesn’t that mean you have too much leisure time and too rich? Too sufficient and too rich doesn’t mean that your medical skill is not exquisite enough and no one cares about you? However, the crux of the problem is not here. The crux of the problem is that they don’t really understand what the loss of smile means to themselves. In fact, smile is a kind of serene, kind, and a kind of amiable, lovely and respectable emotion naturally revealed by being close to family affection and real life, it is a kind of expression full of hope for life and confidence for oneself. It is also a kind of calm, atmosphere and strength. Smile can relieve the spiritual pressure brought by silence, and make you realize that you are a person who is engaged in a noble career and should have a noble and beautiful soul world, he is a person full of interest in life; And this is what a person who loves life and truly understands the true meaning of life should have. Writing here, I suddenly think of what kind of smile is the most charming? I remember that there was a famous movie actor named Li Yuanyuan more than ten years ago who played the third aunt in the TV series “morning in Shanghai”. Her smile when she appeared on the camera had a full charm. I can’t say what kind of charm it is. Anyway, every episode seems to be just for watching her smile. At the beginning of this century, after Li Yuanyuan died of cancer, Hong Kong writer Dong Qiao wrote that the last actor with the smile of Song’s sisters in mainland China left, and then I suddenly realized: Yes, song Qingling, our mother-in-law we admired from childhood, and the charming smiles of her and her sisters are really hard to find in real life, and sometimes we can see them in some old photos or movies. In fact, it is a kind of smile naturally brewed in traditional culture. Seeing that sweet and reserved smile, people think of the charming Willow Tip moonlight, in my heart, I was filled with the charm of the yuan song of Tang and Song Poems, recalling the misty cloud and mist of Jiangnan Watertown. My thoughts suddenly immersed in the long-standing fragrant and fragrant bookstore. When I wrote here, I suddenly realized, in fact, every one of us has lost something more or less unconsciously over these years, especially the smile that the song Sisters of the Republic of China gave people a beautiful, comfortable and intimate smile. How many modern people exist? After the founding of the People’s Republic of China, we kept destroying the old things and building new buildings. The buildings were built, but some of the most precious things were also lost by us, and it was hard to find them back. Of course, many times fittest can survival, so-called shi shi wu zhe wei jun jie also. However, such a hero often dissimilates his own human nature into an alternative, discarding the most precious, the most cordial, the most natural and lovely, and not only does it not improve the human soul, on the contrary, they became the majority of silence, even lost their smiles, walking on a desolate road which seemed to be a long desert, and there was not much hope, so they gradually lost their sense of social responsibility, lost kindness and at least sympathy, lost a kind of broad, simple and mellow humanistic feelings. Smile seems to be a long and crude topic for them, not to mention the smile of song sisters who are elegant and full of traditional culture

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You don’t know

You don’t know, since the first day you left, I have fallen into deep confusion. For me, the future will become chaotic again, and I will live a lonely and isolated life again. Those beautiful vows eventually dispersed like smoke clouds and would never come back. You don’t know, I am tired of many things now, including the music and words we loved together. Those so-called arts are worthless to me now, while those materials that are pursued by the secular people who have been repeatedly spurned by us now make me feel Steadfast and warm. You don’t know, my college entrance examination results this year are extremely miserable. I gave up the leisurely and loose life in college and rushed to the suffocated classroom of senior three, thinking that my distant dream would soon become a reality within my reach, but I didn’t, even I could hardly keep the results of last year. Now I don’t dare to talk about my dream any more. Now I have completely become a short-sighted real person, living a plain day calmly. You don’t know, when I watched Tokyo love story that day, I was moved by its tortuous plot again and cried in front of the TV. Maybe I saw a familiar self, sticking to the deep feeling in my heart alone until I was abandoned in the wilderness unconsciously and could not find the way to come. You don’t know, I haven’t written my favorite words for a long time. The articles sank into the sea again and again, which made me no longer have the courage to write the surging heart, and made me suddenly realize that I was an ordinary person at all. I used to regard words as my dream, but actually it’s true. Dreams, dreams, are just thinking about them in dreams? After waking up, what should be vulgar is still vulgar. You don’t know, I was going to Xi’an for this summer vacation, but I stayed at home. The reason is very simple. I didn’t get enough scores to make my parents proud, but it cost money to go to Xi’an to play. Now I have no mind to evaluate whether others are snobbish or not. The whole society is like this. What can I say? What is the use of saying? You don’t know, when I called Liangzi, I was scolded by my mother because I was talking big again. I don’t know how I became such a person either. My biggest dream ever, or in other words, my wish all the time is to be a simple and calm person and be humble and polite in dealing with things. But now, I have become a guy who likes to talk big and admire vanity. You said, how can I not be sad? You don’t know, I finally compromised on the issue of voluntary filling. After all, I didn’t fill in the school I liked because I was afraid of taking risks. In the past, I always felt that I lived a natural and unrestrained life and didn’t care about anything. But now, I finally understand that I am actually the most cowardly person, like a snail, once in danger, he retracted into his own shell, unwilling to come out for a long time. You don’t know, I fell into a passive position again on the issue of how to behave. I didn’t live my ideal life, living a mediocre and plain life every day. Life is like a net, or a maze, which makes me unable to find a way out over and over again. You don’t know, in these days after you left, I am like a lonely night pedestrian, groping forward step by step. Sometimes, when I feel scared, when I am upset by the messy trifles around, I will think of you. But you are no longer here. But you are no longer here.

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Notes about

[Introduction] The river was flowing leisurely. Opposite was a large rice field. From time to time, frogs rang and dance music was echoed. Pedestrians walked by me with a smile. I didn’t like the noise, one person came to a bamboo forest, which was a newly planted bamboo forest. Half of the bamboo poles were brushed together….

On the evening of summer, the Heat gradually receded, and the cool night breeze blew gently along the moat. This is a small city. Along the moat, there is an artificial green belt, where there are rockery, bamboo forest, Arbor and artificial scenic spots, after dinner, people gathered here in twos and threes. They walked, danced, played tai chi and practiced fencing. Of course, there were also many lovers enjoying the cold. They loved each other before and under the flowers. After dinner every day, I would walk to the Riverside for a while. It was far away from the noise, competition and tedious philanthropy, which made my tired heart feel a little peaceful temporarily. The moonlight tonight was not very good, the clouds were very thick, and the moonlight was dim and dim. Fortunately, it was not completely dark, and the street lamps were also on. The song sounded, accompanied by the beautiful melody, the dancers were intoxicated with it. I really admire these elder sisters and sister-in-law who danced like a daze every day. No matter how the dance is, it is the cherished love for life, my passion for life makes me envy. Not far away from the rockery, a group of old people were practicing tai chi. The music was deep and strong. The old people with red paper fans in their hands were moving slowly and steadily. They were like the sunset falling on the other side of the mountain, and at the end of their lives, they were still bright red and calm. The ups and downs of the whole life, the ups and downs of the whole life, went away with the songs, leaving the serenity and calmness on the vicissitudes of the old people’s faces. In front of them, I dare not reveal any heaviness and sigh of life, they let me know how to cherish and remember. The river was flowing leisurely, and there was a large rice field on the opposite side. From time to time, the sound of frogs rang, and the dance music was echoed. The pedestrians walked by me with laughter and laughter. I didn’t like the noise, and I came to a bamboo forest, this is a newly planted bamboo forest. Half of the bamboo poles are neatly brushed. Some of them have one or two branches emerging from the bamboo poles, and some have been transplanted to death. Standing there bare, I know for the first time, transplanting bamboo requires cutting off the bamboo head, although there is a large bamboo forest in my hometown. When I was young, I only remembered that bamboo had strong vitality, because they occupied the vegetable field. Every year, my mother would cut down a lot of green bamboos, and in the spring of the next year, the bamboo shoots would come out from the vegetable field one after another, and they even carried Dew beads wittily. The song is getting farther and farther, and the moon is walking through the clouds. Not far away, there are high buildings, streets, and colorful lights. I am like being outside the world, like a ghost that is out of touch with the world, but my heart is lonely. The wind is very light, very light blowing, only it is silently accompanying me.

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Earthly edge

Baby Anne’s new work “Lotus” is like a strange wind, which makes me listen to the sound hidden in the deep valley; It is also like a tree at the edge of the cliff, which makes me lonely and stubborn; it expresses courage, insight, sympathy and loneliness in the posture of standing against the wind, which makes us trust it all of a sudden! In reading, I completed my spiritual growth together with the protagonist in the book. Once upon a time, I just vaguely realized the hypocrisy of grandiose secular value. At this moment, I found that I had spent half of my life in this hypocrisy. The strength of Annie’s words is accurate. She almost gave up all forms of description, but directly crossed the appearance to reach the essence; She removed the mask to hide the truth of her soul, express passion with profound insight and calm perspective; Therefore, many indescribable feelings are clearly presented in her works. It seemed that she came through the grave where she died, and reached out her hand from the grave, writing down the secret of life that belonged to herself alone and did not learn from anyone. The book “Lotus” devotes itself to discussing the relationship between people and things, between people and people, and between people and themselves. It goes through the vanity on the surface of the soul, with a devout heart, facing life itself with awe and vigilance, it seems profound, sad and beautiful! You can’t see your truth, what you see is your own shadow. Maybe this kind of poem can be used to describe Ji Shisheng in Lotus, a person who has worldly success but still feels empty; A person who cannot love himself or others; A man who lives with heart but doesn’t know what happiness is, he uses reason to control his own life; He uses coldness to control his emotions; He gets in and out freely among things, never contaminated with any sad dust. However, he was in harmony with the mainstream value standard of the secular world. He hid in his own loneliness and was isolated in his own loneliness. He revenged his life with cold silence. Obviously, his revenge was fruitful. In “Lotus”, the person who is totally different from Ji shansheng is Su inland river, which is a woman who can’t be accurately positioned easily. She devoted her whole life to asking her soul: who am I? Where do I come from? Where am I going? Nothing can stop her steps of inquiry and practice! Therefore, I deeply feel that the living of Su inland river is very hard, which is the real living! She explored the world with pain. She liked weaving fantastic scenery and was deeply fascinated by all the scenes that ran counter to reality; She refused to drift with the flow in the same way and refused to take anyone’s life pattern as a reference. She ran away with her high school teacher, even though it was ridged with holes; She wandered around and never stopped somewhere, even if there was no achievement in her life; She embarked on the journey of Motuo which was hard to predict her life and death, finally, the lingering sound of life echoed in this Holy Land hidden with lotus flowers. She seemed so perfect in imperfection! Her bravery, her undodging, her true shame and her passion for life all moved me deeply. I love those people who are free in both spirit and soul. Su inland river lives unswervingly following the emotional rules in his heart. He first became a madman, and finally became a legend! Her heart urged her to finish herself constantly. Her noble soul was wrapped under her scarred flesh. Nietzsche said: Noble soul has some kind of fundamental affirmation to itself, which is something that cannot be pursued, discovered or lost. The noble soul is to respect yourself. Su inland river did it. She stood in the desolate world, and her communication with people was full of obstacles, but she integrated with mountains and rivers, the Sun and the moon, birds and animals in isolation. Therefore, everything and soul became her final destination!! Ji shansheng and Su inland river were actually people wandering on the edge of the world. They were whipped by their own whips, but they were painful in the hearts of every one who lived together! I was moved by these characters because like them, I couldn’t completely compromise in the assimilation of the secular world. I also want to be a Lotus blooming in detachment through the dark silt, but this is definitely not the happiness I can get for granted! I must live alone and die alone. This is the way I choose!! This is the ending of my choice!!!

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Cold Night warmth

Friday afternoon, Wenyou calls, said Long time no see, have to gather gather. Love is difficult, I readily agree. He asked me what I wanted to eat? All he pay. I propose to eat hot pot, which can show the meaning of his warm hospitality on the one hand, and help me drive away the cold and warm on the other hand. It’s the best of both sides, leisurely! Leisurely! When he listened to the music, it was exactly what he meant. No wonder we guys are destined! Oh! He laughed heartily at the other end of the phone. I said: yixingju, Industrial Road, see you in ten minutes! OK, meet and talk! We hung up the phone with each other. I simply packed up my briefcase and brought a bottle of wine on the way, so I hurried there. When we came to the dining place, there was also a friend who came together. They came together. We had a little greeting and chose a elegant room to sit around the pot. I picked up the wine I brought and put it on the table. My friend who went there laughed. It turned out that he also brought a bottle with the same brand. The three of us exclaimed: fate! Fate! Before the waiter served the dishes, our glasses were filled up. Maybe the friendship between the literary friends was deep, maybe we hated each other too late, and the soup of the pot was not opened yet. However, we had already been full of excitement and blood. We touched the cup together and respected each. When the mutton is put into the pot, the tender meat flavor is mixed into the strong wine flavor, and the whole suite is engraved and immersed in the nostrils, which is unspeakable attractive, unspeakable pleasant and unenlightened. During the dinner, Yi Wen said: since the Spring Festival, friends have gathered, colleagues treat and classmates meet. They accompany each other every day, have a drink, and come back more, and the stomach is almost confessed! The other one said: this is the truth. I feel the same. I can hide and hide, push and push, and my body will collapse. On the second day of the new year, I drank too much. I vomited and diarrhea, and lost glucose for two days. Although I had a rest at home, I felt uncomfortable! I changed the topic and immediately ridiculed: wine is the essence of food, and the more you drink, the younger you will be! Everyone was happy with it. Immediately raise a toast and say: Come, come, come, do, do, do! With the sweet and crisp sound, we three glasses came across one after another. Some people say that drinking is a knowledge. A glass of wine is divided into several times, how to drink, and to what extent, and every time there is a toast, but when we three are together, however, no one is so particular about it. Every time I am happy and casual, I will enjoy myself! With a mouthful of wine, the body gradually warmed up. They all said that mutton was a great supplement, which was the most suitable for eating in cold winter. Before long, the faces of the three of us were slightly ruddy, and the words became more and more, from working career, interpersonal communication, wandering in the world, to family children, wives and children, relatives and parents, spouting, speaking freely and telling each other without boredom. With wine to cheer up, friendship is closer. In the hot pot restaurant in winter, the business was particularly booming, and almost every shop was full of customers. My friend said: Sometimes I feel tired after working overtime, so I go home to buy some peanuts on the street at night and cut some meat into water. If I catch up with my wife, I am in a good mood and willing to cook a side dish for you and sit around the table with my, I bought a few drinks myself, and it feels very comfortable! My friends and I laughed at each other and secretly said: “Are we not! In the conversation and laughter, the wine was very hot, three mutton and several plates of green vegetables were not eliminated, but two bottles of white wine were already Fugen between eyes. I saw that my friend was slow to talk, his pronunciation drifted, his words were loose, and he went off the topic seriously. I hurriedly came with another friend to express my love, indicating: today, let’s stop here, the coming day is long, withdraw! Full of wine and food, walking out of the restaurant, looking up at the night sky, stars, although the cold wind swish, but we did not feel cold, feeling warm, happy, leisurely, because the fire of friendship in our hearts is burning!

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From today

From today on, forget the real age, let the wind of years pass across the face freely, leave its ruthless footprints, and there is a memory of struggle in the footprints. From today on, forget about this humble career which makes people happy and worried, melt sadness in the wine vat full of steadfast, and make more mellow and beautiful rain tomorrow. From today on, forget the poor salary which is never worth anything, let envy and despair rot in your stomach, cultivate your own small vegetable field with your hands, and let the sunshine of life fill every green leaf. From today on, we will no longer blindly compare with others, let the seeds of self-abasement disappear from now on, and regain the motivation to move forward. From now on, I will no longer be angry about trivial matters and students, blame others and myself for my achievements, and forgive everything with tolerance. Good or bad is a day, and good or bad is only three years, he Ji made comments after he took responsibility for his lifetime. I believe the sun will still shine tomorrow. From now on, let the family live in harmony and laugh forever, be a poor rural teacher, and carefully taste the happiness contained in the poor life in hardship. From today on, Duster the dust and dust, hang the yellow banner again, and remember the Buddhist theory that needs a lifetime to understand: a big belly can tolerate what is incompatible with oneself. When you open your mouth, you will smile.

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Goes away

Say goodbye to my hometown, relatives and friends, and say goodbye to the misty and rainy spring festival in the south of the Yangtze River; Wave my hand, I will go far away, to the distant country, to the place where the sun rises, looking for the colorful colors of my life. Farewell, hometown. The train slowly blew the flute of separation, and the rising sun blew out thousands of sorrows. A celebrity named Xu Zhimo once said: I left quietly, just like I came quietly. I waved my sleeves without taking away a cloud. Far away, hazy and beautiful, far away. The distant place used to be the romance and freedom of Li Bai’s wandering around the world. The distant place used to be Su Shi’s bold and unrestrained people who went to the east of the country to go through the waves. The distant place used to be the sorrow and sorrow of Li Yu and Li Qing. Mysterious distance, yearning distance, I have painted a lot of beauty for it. Now I have abandoned a trace of melancholy, left a trace of missing, carried the heavy nostalgia and went far away to find my own world. Everyone is moving towards their own destination step by step. Although life belongs to oneself only once, there are thousands of roads in the world. Maybe wandering life is another way for me to settle down, and maybe the quiet state can make my heart shine brilliantly. Now that I am on my way, I have never worried about whether the ending is perfect. Parting is a bitter fragrance. Parting is the sweetness after sour and astringent. Parting is the endless thinking after recalling. Parting has become the theme of my life, but no matter what, men always go far away. I traveled far away with my bag on my back. I once walked across the country, leaving my deep or shallow footprints and my warmth. I traveled far away with my traveling bag on my back, and the Camel Bell played the original lonely soul with soft rhythm. I traveled to the deep desert of a foreign country, looking for the dream in the wind and sand far away. How many unfinished love and unanswered calls do I have in my life? How many Mountains can’t be approached in my life, and how many running water can’t be involved in? I traveled through reality, vicissitudes and fleeting years in the distance. I know that the roads in the distance are bumpy, with high mountains with cliffs and steep walls, Sea with menacing waves and reefs, desert with strong wind and sand, forest with thorns and beasts. Even though there are many difficulties like this, I still yearn for the distance and am full of longing for the distance. There is no complaint because of giving, no regret because of harvest; Because of success, we go far away and seek the glory of life. I look forward to the distance, because I want to make my life more colorful. I went far away, because I am man wanted to make his life more glorious. I walked on the road far away with dreams in my eyes. No matter walking alone or walking with others, I would make every step solid and powerful. I chose waterway because I didn’t want to leave footprints; I chose mountain road because I didn’t want to go with the flow. My silence enriches the mountain, and my depth and mystery enrich the water. I walk on the road of life with my heart, and hope is not far away. The years will be shaken down by my laughter. My heart is far away, and my life seems to be more magnanimous. The precipitousness of Huashan Mountain, the great shore of Huangshan Mountain, the magnificence of Yangtze River, the magnificence of Yellow River and the vastness of motherland can purify the noise of the world, give people a broad mind and make people quiet and distant. My heart is far away, and my heart seems to have a super pull. The vast Pacific Ocean, the legend of Malacca Strait, the magic of Thai Buddhism, the colorful exotic scenery in Singapore can resolve the disputes in the world, give people free and easy feelings, and make people pure and elegant. I walked towards and cherished every scenery. I kept walking, walking, and I turned myself into a scenery. Life is too short and the road is long. I walked far away from youth to middle age, from middle age to old age, from morning glow to sunset. I tasted the bitter wine of life slowly. No matter how many grievances and hardships I experienced in my life, I always woke up in every morning with a vigorous face. When I am no longer young, when I have walked far away, when the luggage on my back is full of memories. I still know that life is not romantic. The Road to the distance is still very long, and the road to the distance is still very long. There is still a long way to go after today and tomorrow. But all these can’t shake my faith; All these can’t stop me from forging ahead. I have the courage and courage to look down upon everything, and the wisdom and courage to defeat everything. a good man aims at the Road in the distance, I still trials and hardships, In a distant country where, ideally forever. Wan Si faint valley, all the feelings of deep, And my dream, my dream Are still flying in the green distance, Years without fear of floating.

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Praise our good neighbor

We staying at the downtown old district shooting the East, North, East are ring River, Kanawha ranking, day-flowers trees, night lights around, the environment pretty well, therefore, the humble dwelling is honored as the View room by friends, and we always enjoy it secretly. Years stay, we happy not only environment is comfortable and clean, more corridor harmony with their neighbors share of the harmonious, that close good atmosphere, let a person feel warm. Usually, neighbors polite smiling face treatment, small household affairs casual greeting, once need a helper, say hello, doing my part. In micro, is really more moved. There are 12 households in total with one ladder and two households in our building. The tap water is meter reading by season, which is collected by the residents in turn. When it was my turn, I just finished the decoration and moved in soon. I was not familiar with the neighborhood. I was worried that we were unfamiliar and afraid of being embarrassed. The neighbors on the second floor volunteered to take away the chores of meter reading and water collection, it is said that it is not too late to collect the water fee after I get familiar with it. I was moved by my neighbor’s understanding by knowing this detail accidentally afterwards. That day morning downstairs, listen to second floor neighbor a die sheng to saying thank!, asked her curiously why she was so excited? Neighbor said, last night 10:30, because impatient attend to baby, a box of Golden Dragon fish oil downstairs forgot, until morning was shocked, anxious to no, estimation being walked off. Results, Hey, is she had help put away, early in the morning in the corridor find golden dragon fish master. Good man good man! Our unit neighbor, really did not say, blessing! Neighbor grateful. Ask her who helped her put it away? The neighbor pointed to the fourth floor, hey, Coffee owner! When it comes to the owner of the coffee, what impressed the neighbors was not only that the couple took care of the sick mother who was over 80 years old carefully, but also that there was a filial son in front of the bed for a long time without complaint, which was really rare, this is only one of them; Secondly, the sanitation in the corridor is almost contracted by the couple. They not only carefully clean every step with brooms, but also often use mops to make it clear and refreshing, A few days ago, the neighbors on the 5th floor decorated a lot of construction waste, and the couple silently strengthened the frequency of sanitation, which really moved everyone; Thirdly, the male owner likes to raise flowers and make plants in his spare time, and there are no less than 20 or 30 kinds, the red leaves and green flowers on the rest platform in the corridor are really pleasing to the eye; Fourth, their family also keeps pet dogs, but dogs never scream, never go anywhere, and don’t make troubles. They are beautiful and lovely, moreover, due to the alertness of dogs, even strangers who just plug advertising papers and stick psoriasis upstairs will be shocked by the watchful bark of dogs, which plays an important role in the safety of corridors and gives roses to others, fragrance in hand. Even if it is just a small detail and a small heart, it often makes people feel like a spring breeze, and the inner heart is extremely iron. Therefore, a person’s good deeds will also invisibly drive a group of people’s conscious civilized behaviors. Since ancient times, I have bought a neighbor again, but now I have met a good neighbor by chance, and I cherish this fate very much. Praise our good neighbors, and thank you for having good neighbors!

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“Drunk Pipal

Half Face pink, half face pear White, contending for the beauty and laughing at the spring breeze. The prosperity of the world seems like the fading of pink, dots, stars and pieces. A handful of thoughts and sorrows faded away, the peach white in the icy heart dyed all over the wind and frost, and the spring breeze was mild. The same peach blossom opens in two ways, a kind of emotion, two worries, open and disperse. Life is not romantic anywhere, and the bustle of branches is not the flourishing scenery of flowers. The waiting of seasons, the legend of spring, the memory of years, the falling thoughts. On the bank of Willow, pick up the broken Green, clip in the deep of the dream peach blossom, a river of spring water flows eastward. There is no sleep in spring night, the flowers bloom with dark fragrance, what keeps flowers and what is lost is the heart. There are two peach blossoms, two colors, two fragrance, no loneliness, only contrast. April, Qingming Festival, I really want to fold the peach white on the branches to commemorate the gone grief. Whether there is also a place where peach blossoms bloom in the nine springs where we cherish our ancestors and read friends. The scenery of life is still the same with the quiet heart and pouring out with old friends beside the tomb. The broken memory is buried in the deep soil with the wind, waiting for the blessing of the next season. Passing by, watching, singing, skipping, the notes of spring are flexible lives, and it is good to live. I don’t know whether I am hold a memorial ceremony for the predecessors or the predecessors bless me. The underworld of black holes is not free, but rather a world with blooming peach blossoms. Although confused, there is hope. People are alive, flowers are blooming, flowers are falling, people are unhappy, look down, follow your heart, throw away. Wipe off the pink, the wind blows out, like snow peach White, look at the branch, green fruit, is hope. Until the Dragon Boat Festival and the night of Li Sao, the feast of flat peach is a good time. The landing of hope, the memory of blooming flowers and the years of life are beauty. Picked up the fragrance, a piece of red, two pieces of white, three or four red and white, left fragrant fragrance, spread to the bed room. Make up the color of the dream, a little red and a little white, with two peach blossom-like rain marks. Red is like blood, White is like jade, and the scenery of life is different. There are two peach blossoms. No flower, no dream, no life.

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My sister

I never regret coming to this world, because I have beautiful appearance, talented mind, rich family, and even can get the warmth that ordinary children can’t get from my parents, I once had a vigorous love. But my greatest happiness is to have my lovely sister! The age difference between our sisters is not too big. My sister is three years older than me. She is not only cute and docile, but also very diligent. When I was a child, there was a grandma who loved us very much. Actually, we seldom did housework. I always like to do something occasionally, but I always feel that I have done too much, thinking why should I do it? In short, I am the laziest one in our family. In fact, I did it, but I couldn’t do it well. So what my parents asked me to do will be covered by my sister! My sister is very capable, and she is also very good at telling stories. Every time she does something, she always attracts me unconsciously and follows her, because she will do things at the same time, while telling me stories. My sister worked very fast and steadfast. She always did the best thing she told her, I am the worst one. She did things slowly. Luckily, I also had a clever side. When I was young, I just liked studying and mixed with books all day long. When I was engaged, I would forget about sleeping and eating. My father and grandmother still liked me very much. Some small frictions are just some happy notes and decorations. Our childhood is still very happy! There is only the same blood flowing in the blood vessels of my sister and I. We are very alike. Except for the eyes, all her organs are smaller than mine, so she is a beautiful girl in people’s eyes. Although my sister is not much older than me, her experience, maturity has already surpassed her age. I don’t remember our story ten years ago. There is only one vague concept, which is spent in the hustle and bustle. That was an ignorant age, but that age kept the most carefree days in our life, happy, happy and beautiful! Whenever we are together, people always cast envious eyes and say: like a pair of twins! I remember that when I was a child, my grandparents often took us out to play, which always attracted many people’s praise, and my grandfather was always proud of the cuteness of our sisters! In fact, our eyes are just like each other, both of which are big eyes inherited by mother. When we were young, we were almost the same in height and shape, and our stubborn personality was also a little similar. Both of them were Type B blood, and they were very personalized. Others say that my sister and I look alike. In fact, my sister and I are totally different. I am a person who is soft inside and steel outside, while my sister is a person who is soft outside and steel inside. When I was young, my sister and I slept in the same bed. My sister always slept in it. She was afraid of falling out of the bed. As for me, I was not afraid. I slept outside and what happened when I went out, I always go out to ask and do it, and negotiate with others. Sometimes my sister says not to argue too much with others, but I don’t listen to her. I think I can’t let others bully me. My sister always laughs off! When I grew up, I gradually became sentimental and distant from others. But my sister is always adorable. My sister can cook good dishes, and she will carry forward her mother’s tradition. Every time, she innovated some good dishes, she always couldn’t wait to ask all of us to taste them, and got consistent praise. She would be happy from her heart, watching others eating them with relish, as if she enjoyed them very much, she is such a kind person. My sister is like a wise man in front of me, who always helps me out of my troubles. If I am depressed about something, my sister will always find a time to have a heart-to-heart talk with me, which will always make me suddenly enlightened! When I was young, I fought with my sister and sometimes quarreled with her, but I loved her very much in my heart! My sister is a very lovely girl. I have never seen anyone more responsible than her since she was a child. She never hid her mind mysteriously like me, and my sister was always as transparent as white water. My sister is shorter than me when she grows up. She likes to talk about this shortcoming every time and complain that our parents are eccentric and don’t give her the same height as me! But every time she went to the streets, she would find a higher terrain to stand by herself. In fact, she always liked to pull me to accompany her. My sister always said that her life was like a TV play. She also said that if these real performances were performed, it might be the best material. In fact, I am not a person who loves to listen to others’ nonsense, but in front of my sister, I will naturally be led by her nose and pulled forward. I know this is my sister’s charm. My appearance is more mature than my elder sister, and she is a little taller. Besides, my elder sister is still a baby face. When we stand together, we will often be wrongly divided into who is the elder sister and who is the younger sister. But my sister never cared about it. Instead, she laughed happily every day and shared happiness with everyone. Such a sister can conquer all people with unhappy hearts. My sister didn’t like literature very much, because when she was in primary school, she was once punished by the Chinese teacher for writing wrong characters and asked her to copy the characters dozens of times. It seemed that since then, my sister was not willing to write a long composition, nor to recite the article with both voice and emotion. However, ironically, my sister’s current job turned out to be in Xinhua bookstore, but she didn’t read at a glance. If it were me, I would get into the book and would not do anything. I would be famous for the happiness brought to me by the book! My sister often says that this job is really not suitable for her! In my impression, my sister is always the most beautiful, the most gentle, the most considerate and the most considerate. My sister almost never scolded me, the only time was when I took advantage of my sister’s absence to put on glasses and draw beard for all the characters in her textbook. I spent the whole morning working for this, when my sister came back in the evening, she looked at the new teaching book that she had sent, which was made into a big face by me. She was so angry that she raised her palm and slapped my ass twice. In fact, it was in the middle of winter, and I was wearing, let alone hitting it with my hand, I won’t feel any pain even with a stick. I remember that at that time I not only didn’t apologize, but also kept twisting my ass and shouting whether it hurt or not, I cried with my sister lying on the table angrily. Then I panicked and thought that my sister was really angry this time. So I walked slowly to my sister, pursed my mouth and said gently: Sister, don’t be angry. It’s Meier’s fault. If you think it doesn’t hurt to hit Meier just now, hit Meier’s hand. I heard people say that hitting hands is the most painful. Whenever this time, my sister would raise her waist straight from the table with a smile, took me into her arms, gently lit my nose and said, “you! I really have nothing to do with you. My sister and I have always had a good relationship, because we know each other so well that we are in touch with each other. I can certainly know the next sentence when she says the last sentence. We will not quarrel with each other when we grow up, on the contrary, I began to appreciate each other. In my sister’s eyes, I am sentimental and delicate like Lin Daiyu, and needed her care. In my eyes, my sister was always so excellent, I can never surpass some of her talents, and I am heartfelt happiness and pride. I will no longer compare with my sister in my heart, because my sister and I are two completely different kinds of women! We have become intimate friends and friends. Until now, we have become mothers and have our own lover and family. In my heart, my sister is still the most important place. We make a phone call every day, and our nephew and daughter get along well. We are very pleased to have such a fate in this life. My mother often talked about the scene when I learned to speak when I was young. When adults teach me to speak, I am never tempted. No matter how funny others are, I never spoke. Mom even once thought I am dumb! But later, after my sister called her mother in front of me, I followed her with a cry. My mom said I was so good at silence, but my sister said proudly that it was influenced by her. Yes, my sister is the first Enlightenment teacher in my life. If she hadn’t set an example in front of me, I don’t think I would have been so natural and unrestrained. I have always been grateful to God for giving me such a good parent, such a beautiful family, such a lovely sister! My sister has always been my model. My sister is the eldest brother in the family. She is considerate to her parents and loves her sister-in-law. She is a very lovely person. She would always lend a helping hand to the relatives who were in trouble. When she heard that someone was sick, she would always take time to visit the escort. Filial piety to her parents and filial piety to her parents-in-law. In recent years, almost all of her parents-in-law’s food and clothing have been bought by her sister. Between mother-in-law and daughter-in-close, more than mother and daughter. This is my sister, an ordinary and self-improvement person. Now I just hope to have more spare time to sit down with my sister and talk about things we like and people we like. Maybe my sister never knew how important she was in my heart, but I still looked at her innocent smile quietly until we grew old together and lived in the world, there are too many things that people cannot give up. In my life experience, family affection is still the emotion I value most. Most of the time I think that we don’t know whether it is the fate that has been cultivated for several lives and we can be sisters in this life, I became a child and became a relative who could never give up her blood. In addition to cherishing, I am grateful. Pray silently in my heart: May all my relatives, my loved ones and those who love me be safe and happy!

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