Month: September 2015

Casual Life

[Introduction] some people say that people who don’t know leisure won’t work. This is half right. For example, I just know how to relax. Whenever possible, I am willing to relax so happily forever. But this is impossible. I have to worry about daily necessities, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea, and rush about for the warmth and coldness of my family. This is the essential premise for me to have reasons for leisure. My hobbies are not extensive enough, which may be due to physical limitations, which makes it difficult to have sufficient physical strength and often maintain the best mental state. Unified and broad, my hobby is just drinking tea, reading and playing chess. Of course, I also smoke, which may be a fatal bad habit. Fortunately, I don’t drink alcohol, otherwise, it is really full of five poisons. My morning almost starts from noon. Because I am a night owl, I have to use the whole morning to make up my sleep. After lunch, I usually make a pot of tea. Most of the teas are oolong tea from Anxi, the cheaper one. After the tea was brewed and the fragrance came out, I sipped one Cup after another. I don’t like to use a tea cup like cow eyes, which is too small to satisfy my taste. The moment I lifted the teacup in one day, I entered a wonderful and comfortable leisure state. Most of my eyes were closed when I sipped the tea. Except that I just said goodbye to my dreamland, it was also because of such a hazy artistic conception that I could taste the wisps of tea better. Of course, drinking tea may be a habit of life, but tea can stimulate and regulate my brain nerves. This is very important. If one does not keep his brain awake and excited, his life on that day is equal to not seeing sunshine. Therefore, for me, drinking tea is necessary and an indispensable wonderful detail in my leisure time. Maybe I just said goodbye to the dormant state, and I mostly didn’t want anything when I sipped tea. I tried to keep my brain in a void state so that it could be put into interesting or intentional things in a day’s life, for example, sunshine, flowers, birds singing, or stories about the world’s more dignified. In a word, my dry heart was soaked in soft tea, and the tree of thought regained its vitality yesterday. This is necessary. What right does a person who can’t think have to attend the feast of Life Day after day? When reading a wonderful book or a refined magazine, the spark of thought always flickers at the moment of picking up the book, which brings wonderful spiritual pleasure. I think reading may be the best way to relax. A book or a magazine turns out to fall asleep listlessly on the bedside or bookshelf. Through the touch of your hands and eyes, they suddenly wake up, full of interesting philosophy or joys and sorrows of the world. I think doing what I like can be regarded as leisure in a broad sense. I like to be tireless, and my soul is blown by a pleasant and relaxed wind. How carefree and intoxicated it is! Therefore, most of my sober days were reading books. I am not sitting at the desk, and I am not forced to read as others urge me! I am very glad to present most of my life to books. I lay on the bed, bathing in the sunshine of books or the moonlight of thoughts. Sometimes I was happy and forgot to leave until I cut the west window! I can read ten lines at a glance, I can give up terrible books, and I can communicate with many masters who have gone far. I seem to wander in another tunnel of time, or walk into the gossip city which seems to have no exit anyway, the time of reading is always happy and forget the worries. Of course, this is not a real life. The real life is outside the window, among the surging crowd of the world of mortals. A game of chess, the soldiers and soldiers, two people against their heads face to face, surrounded by a crowd of onlookers, I like this atmosphere, this way of leisure. Every evening, I always look for chess friends and open the arena in the outdoor open space. Maybe the wars on the Earth became less and less, so people began to simulate wars and invent chess or other chess. Before I fell, I liked chess rather than sports. I am talking about sports in the playground. Because I like climbing mountains, or sightseeing. A person or a soul, surrounded and surrounded by mountains and rivers, always has a taste of life that cannot be told clearly. Therefore, if possible, I would rather stay on the journey forever. But this is impossible. I have to go home for leisure or work. People are not machines, and it is impossible to keep spinning forever. Therefore, I have no choice but to fall in love with playing chess and experience the taste of being defeated or defeated by others in the battle without smoke of gunpowder, so as to obtain a kind of satisfaction and intoxication of soul which is hard to explain clearly. Since computers entered common people’s homes, I seldom went to outdoor training stalls, but sat in front of the computer and played chess with inexplicable chess friends. I can see that the chess friends who can be touched cannot be on call, so the computer is much more convenient, and there are many chess friends, as long as you click the mouse, you will sit at a virtual table with you. The battle without smoke of gunpowder begins. No matter who loses or wins, what you play is heartbeat. It’s a pity that I can’t fight because of Paraplegia. If I sit on my hips for a long time, I will show strong protest, which will cause painful bedsore! Therefore, I can only leave after enjoying myself, walk into life or specious life, and feel the joys and sorrows of myself or others. Some people say that people who don’t know leisure won’t work. This is half right. For example, I just know how to relax. Whenever possible, I am willing to relax so happily forever. But this is impossible. I have to worry about daily necessities, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea, and rush about for the warmth and coldness of my family. This is the essential premise for me to have reasons for leisure. Therefore, whether it is my leisure or my busyness, it is actually a release of my survival spirit. In many elapsed time, the shadow of my life is sometimes erratic and sometimes real. Anyway, I have to stay or walk, and I am destined to experience a lot of leisure or busy time. (The full text is about 1680 words)

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Lonely mind

[Introduction] at this time, I miss the warm and moving days in the past. Therefore, it touched the string of missing in the bottom of my heart and sang the lonely heart of blue and Shi in the midnight!

Late at night, still can’t fall asleep. With a good book in hand, I can’t calm down to read it. Only when I completely put myself into reading can I understand the meaning and feel personally on the scene! I can’t do it at the moment. When I can’t concentrate, I can only gather my scattered thoughts and record my melancholy at this moment in the trace of my life! I am immersed in the joy brought by words these days, but what seems to be missing behind this joy? Is there no one sharing this joy with me? Or am I too forgetful? In fact, my dream is just to prove the existence of self-worth. What I want is a true affirmation, which is made for the true feelings in my heart, not for how high or how far I can fly, do what I like to do! I don’t want to be that delicate Mimosa anymore; I don’t want to live in that world humbly any more, and I don’t want to shoulder the heavy chains of self-abasement any more! I want to find an outlet to live out the beautiful elegant demeanour confidently! But when I first tasted the fruit, I didn’t see the smile I wanted; I didn’t get the hug I desired! I wish someone could share my joy and success, and give me some encouraging words to give me a warm hug! My success is not only based on my own thoughts, but also because life gives me real enlightenment; That is because I have left traces on the road of life where I have traveled, but I was just a little more careful than others, picking them up one by one and carving them on the monument of my life! But now, what I desire is far away from me. I can’t find those shadows passing by in my life; I can’t see your appearance; I don’t know your news! I don’t know whether it is disappearing gradually with the end of summer, disappearing in the trace of my life? At this time, I really miss those warm and moving days in the past. Therefore, it touched the string of missing in the bottom of my heart and sang the lonely heart of blue and Shi in the midnight! Perhaps because of the habit, suddenly there is a person left who feels so lonely! At this time, such a picture emerged in my mind: on a quiet road, the trees on both sides were gloomy, and the roadside was full of unknown wild flowers. A woman wearing a straw hat and a white shirt dress stood at the intersection facing the wind, staring at the distance as if she was waiting for something? Sometimes I squatted down on the roadside to play with those lovely flowers, and sometimes I stood up and stared at them! The woman walked forward angrily, looking back at something later. Came to a stream, where the stream was clear to the bottom, and there were small fish swimming wildly. The woman couldn’t help but threw the shoes aside mischievously, stepping barefoot in the water and playing with the fish. The sunshine splashed on the water surface, splashing waves like colorful balls one by one. One, two, three Sunshine passed through the treetop and cast mottled light spots on the fence of the bridge. At this time, it was already the sunset. The woman leaned against the bridge, with her face full of sadness, and her eyebrows at the corner of her eyes showed some slight sadness!

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“Drunk Pipal

When will I wait and when will I wait! The waiting for thousands of years is nothing but the legend in the legend, just an idea. If you don’t wear the wind moon, you can only be Haggard in the wind and flowers! The sorrowful voice was filled with prosperity, and I was still waiting devoutly! If I can’t wait for hope, I choose to forget the memory of the world, maybe it is a little sustenance of my heart! I asked myself, the orientation of life is already like this. What else can you wait? Go away, go away, go away, smoke clouds past, not clear sky, or rainy season, the heart of rainy season is still silent! The dream flies away, even the waiting in the dream is not the same desolate waiting! Living is not a good thing. How can living well be bad? Dead, everything is empty! Walking all the way and living a whole life, but as a result of gray temples, the memory of dementia can still be beautiful. Why are you? Bring a pot of old wine, not necessarily, you can still wait, bosom friend in the wine, hearty, drunk alone, drunk yourself! I am drunk, I am not drunk, drunk, the world does not know me, how do I know that there is me! I didn’t dare to wait in soberness. It wasn’t me. I held a long flute drunk and honked a whistle. That was the real me! Plant hope and count it as the seed of waiting. I don’t believe that life is unhappy, or life is unhappy! Camel’s Vine, only flower moon residual, obtained life wonderful! Heaven, Earth, earth, heaven and moon are reincarnated, stars are transferred, and the scenery always takes turns! I can’t bear the depression of time. I stand in the east, waiting and waiting. The Sunrise belongs to me, and the East will rise again! I grieved myself, not for sorrow, but for the victory of the mournful soldiers. My heart had its own lofty feelings and sword. I asked the heaven and earth, how could I live without me! The sound of Sanskrit curls up, and the palm is the Buddha. If you don’t ask for death, you will survive. The ants still live on. How can I be a man without the wind and cloud in the world! A waiting word, not waiting for thousands of years, but only the time gap, he climbed up, he worried not to shake his arm shouted! Hesitation, ambition, the sky, the falling eagle, it doesn’t matter, it is nothing! Wait, wait, wait! Eagle, fly down from a height, rabbit Fox is sad, where is the world born! Wait, wait, wait! There will always be flowers in his life, and he will be the king in his New Year!

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“Drunk Pipal

[Introduction] don’t be God, don’t be devil, don’t be Tao, don’t enter the three worlds, the world is Tao, don’t get Tao, drunk in the dust! Drunk, drunk, drunk, a dream is still drunk, deep in the bamboo forest, crazy dance, disorderly piano, flute, I don’t know how to get drunk!

Can’t forget, can’t forget, just dare not think! I can only remember it gently at the moment I get drunk! Dream back, lingering, that white plum petals, floating in the palm, snow into mud, planted in the waiting of spring! Drunk must be full of energy, the chaos of wine, the beating notes of blood, can not pick up, a heart-stirring miss! I can’t understand this life, looking back at the moment of my previous life,? a href=’ search.php ‘Target = ‘_blank’> nostalgia for the male model of naoxian? br /> Silk Road flowers and rain are not as good as swallows whispering messages, greeting the Spring Place, peach blossom in March, fragrant! If we meet each other for the first time in life, will we bear the wrong Love on the stone of Sansheng! I frowned and felt drunk and frivolous. It was not me, but me! A wisp of ice soul, dreams in other places, remember the long river of time, the fate of passing by is also fate! Looking back and smiling, I feel drunk and happy. Seven Stars and eight fights are all the brilliance I bring to you! There is no return in spring, and people are still there, but there is no way! At the place where guqin strings sound, drunk in the mountains, become immortal and get the way, it is better to be accompanied by beauty! I feel sorry for myself, singing to wine, life geometry, spring, summer, autumn and winter but reincarnation! Sigh, luckily, he was as bright as water, but the sake in the Cup, drunk and lying on the bed, where is his heart! I can still remember, I can still remember, I can still recite, a little drunk, my heart is as bright as a mirror, and I know what it is! People are invisible because they are visible in the world, and their shapes are not in people’s hearts! Smoked and drunk, I didn’t intend to read it in the flower of Bodhi, Lotus in front of the Buddha! Before the flowers bloom, Buddha, Avalokitesvara, how do you know the disciples of the world of mortals, boundless and lost! Don’t be God, don’t be devil, don’t be Tao, don’t enter the three worlds, the world is Tao, don’t get Tao, drunk in the dust! Drunk, drunk, drunk, a dream is still drunk, deep in the bamboo forest, crazy dance, disorderly piano, flute, I don’t know how to get drunk! Drunk, drunk, drunk, drunk, drunk, really drunk, sleep, the rising sun, like drunk! However, when you get drunk in life, you can still calm your eyebrows, artistic conception, and bitter wine. In fact, you are not drunk!

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Looking for the faith we lack

It is often heard that the 80’s generation is the most helpless, and there are many summaries such as the following: when we are in primary school after 80’s, we don’t need money to go to college; When we are going to go to college after 80’s, there is no money to go to primary school; When we haven’t taken part in the work after 80 s, the work is allocated; When we can take part in the work after 80 s, only when we were beaten to death could we find a job which was extremely tiring; When we didn’t enter the stock market after 80 s, fools were making money; When we rushed in excitedly after 80 s, only then did we find ourselves a fool; When we were still unable to make money after 80 s, the house was allocated; When we were able to make money after 80 s, we found that we couldn’t afford the house any more; when we are less than the age of marriage, we can get married by riding a bicycle; When we are at the age of marriage, we can’t get married without a house or a car; When we are not at the age of marriage, girls are heart-oriented; When we look for a partner after 80 s, girls are gold-oriented; When we don’t have a baby after 80 s, others can give birth to a string; when we are going to give birth to a baby after 80 s, no one is allowed to give birth to more —— such remarks can be said to be no Wins enumeration. In today’s impetuous era, we young people born in the 1980 s have gradually emerged in this society, and many of them have already undertaken quite heavy family or social responsibilities to varying degrees, quietly become the new force of this era. Compared with our current situation, we gradually have our own opinions and opinions, and we don’t have to follow others. Many people also said like this: The 80’s were born in honey pots, in Birdcage and on the battlefield. I think from birth to growth, many of us grow up alone. After going to school, we face exams, rankings, and parent-teacher meetings. Our parents all hope their children to fulfill their dreams that they couldn’t realize in those years, and they all deeply engrave their hearts of looking forward to their children and women. Therefore, in the aspect of nurturing and raising children, expectation went beyond reason, and they didn’t really understand the expectation and desire of the 80’s generation, because they didn’t figure out the goal and direction at that time. We have grown up, groped, reflected, what on earth are we missing? This society is so difficult: starting a business, buying a house, rising prices, inflation, competition —– many 80’s generation have overdrawn cards in their hands, which breaks up the future money; the gray head who was tormented by the House was willing to be a house slave for a lifetime; And how fierce the examination scene of civil servants is in the current employment—–. In the real society, materialistic desires and morals are falling. Even a lot of young people get lost because of this and die tragically in internet cafes for the virtual Internet world; They bravely pick up butcher knives for a little dispute; Even college students with higher quality are considered crazy, there have been many murders one after another. Isn’t the case of Yao Jiaxin, which has caused a lot of uproar recently, an example? I don’t need to say much about the importance of life to a person, but why are there so many meaningless, tragic and sad events happening again and again? The collision of various pressures such as family, workplace, marriage and love, communication, etc. intermingles with numbness, depression, anxiety, jealousy, impatience, hostility, terror, paranoid, Daze, confusion, all kinds of psychological barriers such as boredom are becoming increasingly prominent, which seriously affects their outlook on life, values and career. The appearance of bin Laden was regarded as a hero by many young people in this era, and he wished he could go with him! Material desire, comparison desire, extravagant desire and money desire induce and magnify the inherent bad behaviors such as greed for enjoyment, pleasure and hard work, vanity, sitting around and enjoying their achievements, etc, it is combined with the potential selfish and dark psychological characteristics in human nature and the position conditions formed by putting oneself in the position. In addition, due to the lack of the fine tradition of hard work, the ability to stand the test is greatly reduced, and the grasp of things is not solid enough, so lost, numb, selfish, rebellious, independent, crazy, no sense of responsibility, etc. We got to know paraffin from rice, dicover from Ham, Sudan red from salted duck eggs and chili sauce, formalin from hot pot, sulfur from tremella and candied dates, I got to know sulphuric acid from the fungus; Sanlu also let my compatriots know the chemical effect of melamine; There are even merchants who use ink to dye the pink strips in order to make them more like red Tiao powder —— such merchants, not to mention the belief, even the minimum moral standard of being a human being is not available. To what extent have you been crazy in pursuit of money!!! What happened to this society? What are we missing? Not long ago of the Boao Forum, Yao said: When I got first NBA 100,000-dollar checks, really very happy. But after happiness, you will have endless desires, so the most important thing is to control your desires. He believes that compared with material, what we lack most is faith, which contains morality. At some point, I need some support. If you pursue money purely, you can’t rely on it. Yao Ming is my favorite sports star, and I believe that he will not be unfamiliar to everyone. You know, he is also a real post-80s. I like him not only because of his football skills, but also because I feel a spirit from him, a spirit that can influence many people to move forward bravely. To team, to expectation of the Chinese people, he paid a lot, critical moment he’s always first in, believe 08 years after he ‘d been hurt first reaction, it will leave a deep influence on many people. When he learned that he needed surgery, he first thought of the Olympic Games and carried out rehabilitation training around the Olympic Games. From him, we can see the patriotic feelings of a player, this is a great reflection. His modesty, humor, calmness and patriotism are all examples for us to learn! Faith is definitely not the product of burning incense, worshiping Buddha and praying for promotion and wealth, and then using it to verify whether it can be effective or not. I think the real belief should be the ideal of striving for it without fear of sacrifice in his whole life. Every bit of life should be under his guidance. It is an invisible power, it is the spiritual sustenance for a person to live. We often have no faith?! Because many people often don’t even believe themselves; Because of the hardship and hard work of life, or the unyielding spirit flickering, it is just a helpless sigh; because tomorrow we will continue today’s rush and work. However, in turn, pure beliefs are not included in it. For example, writing must be full to think like a spring of water; Otherwise, it is difficult to enter the beautiful mirror to write a thousand words. If faith is not said, the said belief will inevitably be far-fetched; If faith is not written, the written belief cannot escape the flaws of historical facts; Belief is maintained by credit, and when it is said, it will accumulate sand into a tower, it benefits all living beings. Just like the protagonists in the TV series “I am special forces” played recently, their faith is very firm, no matter for comrades-in-arms, for lovers, for the stability of people’s life, all the difficulties have become insignificant. Do you think those money and bright clothes have their secular value in front of them? Do you think those beautiful beauties will be more beautiful than small shadows? This is the expression of faith first, just like Xu Sanduo created by Wang Baoqiang a few years ago, which is loved by countless young people. Because such belief and persistent pursuit are rare in our life —— when material is abundant, we can talk about belief, which is like boiling tea and talking about Taoism; When Spirit is deficient, we should not lose our faith, just like the virtue we never give up. Although our education and environment mostly affect our thoughts, those who are clear and turbid make us look like Yao Ming, Yi Jianlian, Ding Junhui, look more at Liu Xiang and other characters. Let’s look for the missing thing together!

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Intersection initial see, meet also knows no boundaries

[Introduction] night, lonely. What was scattered all over the floor was her hidden silent love words, only for one person. On a ghostly night, everything came so unhurried and so natural. She smiled, full of sadness that you could not see, rich but light.

At this moment, what I wanted to say became Mo Yan. The words had already lost the original color, which was gray and dim. Outside the window, the sunshine is still the same, the warmth is scattered, the leaves are rich and persistent, the birds sing, telling each other’s little love words. Hand-held a cut, lingering Silk, tangled wool. Close your eyes, the corners of your mouth slightly raised, light smile. What I remembered was us in my memory, and what I remembered was whether everything had not changed after the time went backwards. Running on the rainy night, laughing all over the floor; Meeting at the corner, you will know the secret words; Ten fingers are linked to each other, warming into your heart. Sit hope time cross-Strait, looking at other side heart dependent, wind blowing clouds moving V emotion. What I dare not say is the words of my heart, buried in my heart, sprouted and bred, and touched the wounds secretly. Hiding in the dark corner, looking up at the stars in the dark night, tears blurred my eyes, and I couldn’t find the star to return home. [Mourning] whether you want or not, can you divide it by time? Can you feel free to think. What a nothingness, some sarcasm or nonsense, but she knew that heart, and also knew that. But, how to do. Is everything still there. Is indifference a cover or a reality. Who is confused, who once understood. Standing in the other side of the sky, looking at your direction, where are you. They cherish each other, after all, they can’t cross this materialistic reality. In addition to the two hearts, there are still many things that cannot be discarded or given up. We must make a choice. Ten fingers depend on each other. Abandoning any of them is a pain, and the pain of the heart is not what words can express. You know you know, she knows she knows, everything is true, but it is helpless. What I can’t see clearly is the fog across the shore. Love is too heavy to mention. Reading words is too deep to tell. Missing goes with the wind, floating away, flowers and leaves on the other shore, missing becomes sorrow. [Smile] the fleeting time, looking back at the road when I came, is empty and clear, the other shore ahead is beyond reach, endless dark. Walking alone, wandering on the edge, you are in front of me, but you disappear without waiting. It turned out to be just a phantom. The heart that was once covered with heat disappeared together with your figure in this dark night and would never come back. It’s very cold here, there is no temperature in the cold, and it loses its original brilliance. No, it should be said that it is just returning to its original appearance, suddenly like a dream, never come, that is, it cannot disappear. Night, cool. What slips down her face is her last gift, give it to you. What comes down to the heart is just the unbreakable memories and tangled dreams. Night, silent. What was scattered all over the floor was her hidden silent love words, only for one person. On a ghostly night, everything came so unhurried and so natural. She smiled, full of sadness that you could not see, rich but light. She said to herself, smile, good, and then smile all the time. Talking jokes to the screen, one side wept inexplicably, dropping silently, getting bigger one by one, falling into the skin, with a deep coolness spreading through the whole body. Smile, continue. [Endless] the Moonlight is like water, and the years flow through your fingertips quietly. What I think of is the beauty of the past, what I forget is the sadness of this moment, and what I leave is the fragments of the ground. She didn’t know what it would be like in the future or even in the future, let alone what it would be like to go to their own tracks after the two lines intersected in parallel. If the intersection is just for the first time, why do you have to struggle so hard. Meet is boundless. I have forgotten the way I came here. It was just her business to stumble all the way, and she had nothing to do with others. Love is too heavy and heavy to afford or bear. Wandering outside the door, just wait and see, that’s all. Say good night gently. Looking back, trace Mo Ying.

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In Urumqi, I have been used to going through all kinds of hardships and silently walking to the towering mountain top. I can try my best to climb to the top of the Demon Mountain opposite to the school, and I can climb to the top of Bogda Mountain in the outer suburb. I even went further and climbed to the more magnificent and thrilling mountain, it is inevitable that my heart will feel emotional. I mean, one should not only ponder and live in the Depression, but also get used to daydreaming and watching on the mountain top. This is very important for the growth of my mind, because in the ups and downs of the world of mortals, I don’t know what else I can do except breaking through, running away and watching. In the late autumn of one year, I took the bus to Bogeda mountain and left the bustling Urumqi. On the slowly rising mountain road, I felt the sky was so blue, the clouds were so white, and even the mountain breeze poured into the open window had a slight sweetness. I felt the heavy soul in my body floating lightly like clouds in the sky. For many days, I used to bury my head in the dust to live. With my eyes covered, I saw the right and wrong of the crowd, while ignoring the natural quietness, freshness and beauty. Now, I climbed along the upward road to the mountain top in my heart and to the mountain top under the clouds. Because of my impetuous soul, I have rare comfort, enrichment and magnanimity. People who walked out of the bus went to Tianchi to play one after another. I am not. I am like a isolated person, and I am like a person who is far away from the world of mortals. I silently go through the dense jungle and grassland and climb up by myself. When I finally appeared on the empty mountain top, although I was so tired that I was breathless and my back was sore, I still felt very happy and surprised. I didn’t expect that I could stand so high that I could step on the majestic mountain under my feet. Before that, I just looked at the pogeda mountain far away. In my devout and awe-inspiring watch, it is more like a god, an incomparable god of nature who never gives in. I stood on the top of the mountain. The wind came like waves, tearing my hair again and again. My hair was singing and dancing happily in the cool autumn wind. I felt that the wind quickly tore my fiery chest apart. I looked at the foot of the mountain, and my eyes were as long and clear as the moonlight. In amazement, I found that although I was very small, and finally I was too short to go into the soil, the world was so vast, profound and extensive, which was a distance beyond the end. I raised my neck and looked at the sky, then I suddenly understood the true meaning of the sky. At this moment, I crawled under the feet of the sky, like a layman on pilgrimage. I thought as long as I reached out, I could grab a white cloud and wipe my wet face, dusty eyes and heart gently with it. The most charming thing is the color of the sky, which is very pure blue, like a huge sponge, as if squeezing with hands, then I could squeeze out bright dark blue ink. I stood on the top of the mountain for an afternoon, and also thought for an afternoon. I know that my meditation is out of some kind of mysterious power, out of the power of love and reverence for nature. Just like the icy snow lotus I saw beside the snow line, I knew what kind of faith and courage it was with only a short look, let this holy flower open here without complaint or regret. But I don’t say that I am used to having silent communication with plants without language function. Just like the snow lotus on the mountain is worth looking up, I am far less pure, indifferent and dancing than it. The time for the bus to return to the city was approaching. I slowly walked down the mountain, letting my long stumbling figure sink into the quiet grass and jungle, I was sitting on the bumping bus in the fiery clear sunset glow. I looked at my feet doubtfully, as if asking: did I really stand on the top of the mountain? The breeze poured in from the car window, and I heard the noise, whispers and incomparable real pleasure of my heart. Many years later, the mountains I climbed were far away from me, and the scenery I saw were far away from me. I was sitting in a wheelchair, my eyes were like Autumn Water. I was surrounded by the surrounding mountain rings, trapped and locked. I could no longer stand on the mountain top with my once strong legs. Thinking of these, I feel very sad. The god of nature in my watch seems to touch a sensitive nerve of mine. Just as I predicted, no matter how anxious, tossing and melancholy I am, I cannot go back to the past and get rid of the broad and merciful embrace of the god of nature. This was a destined thing. Although Zhongshan was too young to release the galloping heroic spirit on the towering mountain, it was not a pity. I can weave the mountain peaks I have seen into scenery, and all the scenery will not be old or dim in my memory. This is what I can express. 1500 words

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[Introduction] sunrise and sunset are just like love. We used to love so crazily at sunrise, and we also felt so painful without words at sunset. Sunrise is a kind of perfection, but sunset is a kind of sad beauty. In every love net world woven, I always imagine that it can tie two hearts tightly like beating notes. There is a feeling that it is called Love net. As long as it is really woven with heart, no matter when it is woven, it will take a lifetime to forget it. Since I was sensible, I have imagined how to weave a net to cover a person. I weave a bright sky with my net and his net, not gorgeous, however, after asking for ordinary things to understand, I once weaved nets one by one. Every time I weaved the Nets carefully, I accidentally broke the Nets. Results? Others escaped from the net, but they were trapped in the net. They were still waiting and still in fantasy. When could they make up this net? Every time, the net was not others, but at this moment, I realized that life was just a good dream. People who couldn’t be loved on the Internet trapped themselves. Human strength couldn’t win the Sky or the destined fate, helpless, leaving only one person to recall in the Love net woven by himself, confused, but the net is always left in the corner of my heart, thinking of it from time to time, and sometimes sad sunrise and sunset are just like love. We used to love so crazily at sunrise, and we also felt so painful without words at sunset. Sunrise is a kind of perfection, but sunset is a kind of sad beauty. In every love net world woven, I always imagine that it can tie two hearts tightly like beating notes. No one cares whether this almost unreal love can last forever, but only cherishes the mutual possession of two hearts; Maybe in reality, we have too much reality, too much emotion and too much responsibility, the dream in expectation is combined with the reality; But it is often not like this. What can be expected may not be obtained; What can be obtained may not be what is expected. However, this is life and this is reality. Love really needs courage. While being loved, it also has the responsibility to love. Love can make people get a lot, and may lose a lot. This is the price of love. People always say that love needs to be paid, but it may not be rewarded, and what you get is not necessarily a sincere reward! Is this possible among secular people? However, when we give up every hard-won and late love, we are so reluctant, so painful, and the Love Network once woven wholeheartedly, but we always get fruitless love, I can only look far away and love silently. How can I let go of the pain in my heart? What is always brought is the pain of two aspects. I can’t give up but I can’t be presumptuous in love, which makes people sad tonight, you and I may be sad, and also tell ourselves, don’t weave the love net one by one

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Yi Ma, I sat in the Internet cafe near the school with a hint of guilt and wrote these words to you. I clearly know that when I was playing here, you were working hard at home, working hard for my sister and me, and for the whole family. Today is Mother’s Day, please stop your work temporarily and have a good rest. Mom, since I came to Jinan, I seldom see you busy and tired. What I hear from the phone is that you live a comfortable and carefree life. I know you are afraid of me, and I know you have never stopped busy. You just don’t want me to know that you want me to be a good boy who devotes himself to study. I will not live up to your expectations and will try my best to do the best. However, you also have to promise me to take good care of your body, OK? Is your hypertension completely cured? Remember to go to the hospital for examination on time. In addition, the tinnitus that has troubled you for many years, remember to go to the hospital often for treatment, be confident, and don’t be reluctant to spend money. Also, do you often suffer from insomnia? Remember not to stay up late to work in the future. Have a good rest. There is plenty of time to earn money. Don’t worry. At noon that day, I called home, and it was my sister who picked it up. I asked what food you ate, and my sister said fried radish. You know? Mom, how sad and guilty I was at that time, because I ate six yuan a fish that morning. And I’m asking, What kind of capital do you have to enjoy such treatment? I did nothing, but you gave everything. Mom, remember to eat something good and nutritious in the future, so that you can have the strength to work hard for your children. Mom, the death of grandma must have brought you a big blow. I still remember that you cried the most painful one at that funeral. At that time, what you said repeatedly was: I will never see my mother again. That sentence lingered in my ears repeatedly, which made me feel distressed. After the funeral, the first sentence you asked me was: Did you kowtow with me. I said. You lifted up my trouser legs and immediately got angry when you saw my red and swollen knees. You said: kowtowing is useless, and it will only make you suffer. It seemed that at that moment, I understood what kind of deep-rooted feeling maternal love was: loving my child more than my mother, more than myself and more than everything. Mom, it was you who deserved care and comfort at that time, didn’t you? Mom, everything is good here, eating well, living well and studying well. Really, I have never lived so well as now, which makes me satisfied. I know you have been thinking about my body, I have been thinking about not eating much, and I am thinking about my thinness. I will try my best to eat more, and give you a fat son, OK? Mom, I will try my best to do these things, and you also promise me to be a healthy and happy mother without being tired of money, OK? I know you are my best mother, and I have always been. I will also be your dearest and dearest son, and I will always be. Mom, happy holidays! Second, you called me to tell me that you had fallen in love, and you felt very sad. He betrayed your original oath, and you hated him. As a friend, I don’t seem to be able to help anything except comfort and persuading you to open up. Falling out of love is a thing that most people will experience. Besides, you are your first love. How many people in the world have perfect first love? How many people can walk from first love to the Palace of marriage and stay with each other until they die? You are all the first-time people involved in love, and everything is strange to you. Because of the strangeness, each other is full of freshness and curiosity, so when you meet each other and gradually wipe out the spark of love, for you, the world does not exist, but only two crazy hearts that attract each other. Your love is so vigorous that it is turned upside down. But after all, the world exists and is so realistic. Therefore, when you gradually step into the plain of the long stream of water from the vigorous love, when you face the trivial life of oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, When the beautiful image you have carefully maintained before gradually fades away and your true self gradually reveals, some contradictions and frictions are inevitable, and even breaking up is a normal thing. Maybe what he loves is just the one who was out of touch with the world before, maybe what he loves is just an illusion of himself. Anyway, since he doesn’t love you, since you can’t give him happiness, then let him find happiness. The oath has a shelf life. If it exceeds a certain period, it will deteriorate and become invalid. Writer Zhang Xiaoxian once said that only when love exists can the oath exist. He swore an oath to you before because he loved you, and then he broke his promise because he no longer loved you. You said he cheated you, but in fact, on the contrary, he always treated you sincerely. If he doesn’t love you and still keeps the vow of yesterday, his disgust for you is going to overflow in his heart, and he still has sweet words for you on the surface, will you really feel happy? You said he left you an indelible scar, and you hated him. Dear friends, that is not a scar, but a flower of love, the best memory left by years, and the evidence that you once walked hand in hand. He witnessed your stumbling growth, let you know what true love is, teach you how to love, and how can you hate him? When you think of these years later, you will understand that what he once left for you is the beauty like flowers, and the fragrance lasts for a long time. I have said so much, dear friend, do you understand? Third, purity has always been the state I yearn for for for many years. As I grow older, this desire becomes stronger and stronger. However, it is not easy to be pure. Purity is not the innocence of pretending or ignorance. It is the presentation of a person’s complete nature. It represents a person’s free thought and will, and is expressed through his actions. The simplicity we see in most cases is applied to children. Because as a child, individual free thoughts and actions are always so easy to be satisfied. However, as an adult, let alone whether you can completely achieve purity, it is not easy to maintain a simple heart. For example, you hate someone around you very much, and even hate him secretly. But because of politeness, in order to maintain your interpersonal relationship, you come to him, but he couldn’t even say a word that was hard to obey, and his mouth was full of deliberate flattery. For example, in college, you didn’t like to be a class leader or a league secretary, but the teacher said that when you graduate to find a job, the school will recommend you to employers in the name of excellent class cadres. So you were secretly happy and readily agreed. And on the day I took office, I said to everyone kindly, enthusiastically and even with tears in my eyes at the class meeting that as the monitor, I will certainly serve my classmates more in the future, I hope you will give more valuable suggestions in your future study and life. For another example, when you get married and start a career, in some lonely moments, you think of a friend in the distance and the youth time when you cried and had a happy life together, so you pick up your mobile phone and start dialing, I want to ask him how he is doing now. When you dial the last digit, you stop. The phone bill has been paid several times this month, so don’t call for nothing. I haven’t bought my son’s toy pistol and my daughter’s Barbie doll yet. Think more about them and spend more money on them. After thinking about it, you finally hung up the phone. Speaking of this, I think of my new life in Jinan over the past ten days. I listened to the advice from my family and friends, carefully getting along with everyone in the dormitory of the class cautiously, talking and laughing softly. In order not to be too lonely in my future life, I chose to cater to everyone around me. I have already forgotten what the real thoughts in my heart are. The so-called purity no longer belongs to me. These are not pure. In front of the reality, we always seem to be so helpless. In order to make a living for the so-called tomorrow, we abandon the natural and simple feelings in our hearts. One sentence of Marx’s material decision consciousness shows this point cruelly and truly. But I am still unwilling in my heart. Even if I cannot truly experience simple actions, it is also beautiful to have only a simple heart and a dream about simplicity. Purity in secular life is a fortune.

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Time is like a closed container. No one can understand or see clearly. Time is like a closed container, sealing me and you. I said I was afraid, but you were not afraid. I held my hand and kept walking. — Xiao Ji has to believe in fate. The flood of fate pushes us together. Although we are in a daze, we are on the road of happiness. If tomorrow, you and I still keep our promise, except time, what else can take my favorite you away from me. In the past, I was very confused. Although there was a person I thought I liked very much, I didn’t know how to get along with him. Because I liked him too much, it turned out to be too accommodating, in the end, I unexpectedly lost my original nature. Fortunately, the only thing I could stick to at that time was to keep the most precious thing. Destiny was so rational. Now, thank you for giving me so much touching. Although we have been together for less than a month, you have given me so much touching during this half-month period, it even makes me feel that I am the happiest woman in the world. Thank you for your company during this period of panic days. In the future, as long as you dare not leave me, I dare not give up. If you encounter obstacles between you and me tomorrow, please insist and be a partner who can stand the test. When I am tired and want to give up, please remember to tighten my hands and encourage me to stick to it. When you are tired, I will also grasp your hand and encourage you to stick to it. It is a happy thing for two people to stay together. I hope we don’t give up staying together because of a little setback. Although I have seen people for a long time, now I am believe in you. I hope I can continue to believe in you. In the future, I will learn to adapt to everything you have. If the relationship between you and me breaks down tomorrow, please try our best to maintain it. If it is really irreversible, then we will get together and get apart, not as embarrassed as in the TV series. Even if we are strangers, we should also be strangers who live in peace. Bless and care for each other in your heart, or occasionally think of each other in a leisure afternoon, and use a cup of tea to remember the past without disturbing your life. If we have to stand on both sides of life and death tomorrow, don’t cry, think about what we used to do, and we all imprint each other deeply in our hearts. I have no complaints or regrets. I am enough to have you in this life. If we forget the important anniversary due to negligence tomorrow, we will only allow each other to be angry for half a day at most. After all, the whole of life is not just about love. In order to live, we must work hard to make money, while people’s energy is limited. At this moment, my heart is actually very entangled, because you don’t even know when we are together, so many negative emotions make me unable to outline our love in the future, in fact, I should understand that you care about me, but I just don’t want to let you go. You made a big mistake. At least I am won’t expect to forgive you this morning. In the end, I still hope that we can go on forever. Although there may be thorns and bumps along the way, I believe that as long as we have love in our hearts, everything is not a problem.

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