Month: March 2015

Explore “life”

[Introduction] when a person dies, his body returns to nature. It originally comes from nature, and his body is composed of water and various elements in nature, although the element structure has changed, it will always exist on the earth according to the immortality law of matter.

Since I began to accept knowledge, I have a strong curiosity. I like science and literature very much, I always think that it is a way to express in life, and it is a tool to communicate with each other, communicate with each other emotionally and express good sorrow. My emphasis on learning knowledge was always looking for an unknown. I took part in the work after graduating from primary school and became an apprentice at the age of 13. I was very sad at that time, but my thirst for knowledge has never been reduced. I like books such as astronomy and geography, medicine, physics, history, etc. Because I feel it is fantastic to live in this world. As I grow older, I see and hear more and more. I have a whimsy about life. I want to know what will happen in the future, I have also thought that after hundreds of millions of years, at the moment when the Earth exploded, all the life that had been to the Earth would appear at that moment, and we would reappear the space of the Earth, because it may have the prediction of Einstein’s theory of relativity. Because the power of explosion was far beyond the speed of light, the time was reversed for hundreds of millions of years, but the moment it appeared might be too short and too short. I often think that the universe has designed the life span of our human beings too short. It can only last for one hundred years. But after thinking carefully, it seems that people will never die. Actually, people are composed of two parts: soul and body. Soul is a person’s thought, which reflects the goodness and sin of people, body only represents the beauty and ugliness of human appearance, but the goodness of soul does not necessarily combine with the beauty of body, nor does the evil of soul necessarily combine with the ugliness of appearance, which is an interesting question, because the world is a contradiction of unity of opposites. When a person dies, his body returns to the nature. Originally, it comes from the nature. His body is composed of water and various elements in the nature. Although the element structure has changed, but according to the immortality law of matter, it will always exist on the Earth. I remember someone once said such a sentence, either to be immortal or to be notorious for thousands of years. I think the person who said this sentence must have understood something, yes! When people stop breathing, their soul and spirit will return to space. It has been floating in space, waiting for the living to accept it and its thoughts and spirits, so as to return to the world. Human beings are always pursuing beauty. Since ancient times, how many people still live in our hearts. He (she) has given the spirit and power to later generations, and many evil soul thoughts lie in the world, but they always warn future generations not to reappear. Soul is spirit and thought, and it is also the real life of human beings.

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Sick time

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Reading such as Moon

[Introduction] the leisure interest and elegant feelings are like the soft moonlight in the sky, as well as the quiet books beside the body, which can always communicate our state of mind, enlighten our mind.

Young reading is like watching the moon in the gap, middle-aged reading is like watching the moon in the court, and old reading is like playing on the moon on the stage. All take the depth of experience as the depth of ears. Zhang Chao in Qing Dynasty compared reading to appreciating the moon, which was very unique. Sitting alone in the dark blue, playing the piano and roaring. Deep Forest People, Moon comes to shine. The breeze was gentle, the bamboo shadow was shaking, the waves of the pine waves and the Moonlight were bright. The scene of the forest on this moonlit night was so bright and clear, and the people who played the piano and roared were so comfortable and peaceful. The poet was bathed in the moonlight like water. At this time, he forgot both honor and disgrace, and it was all at once. Only the melodious music was conveying his inner leisure. This fresh poem connects the poet’s state of being happy and quiet, and his soul with the quiet and clear artistic conception of bamboo forest and Mingyue itself, and puts people in an empty and bright situation, I completely forget the social customs around me. Appreciating the moon is like this, reading is like this, and the two also have similarities. Sometimes, the world of mortals is full of troubles and trifles and customs, so I feel lost and restless. But once I sit down to read, my heart will calm down, and the faint fragrance of books will spread out and infiltrate my heart. The breeze gently blows the curtains, the Moonlight overflows the courtyard, and the fierceness also dissipates like dark clouds, entering the empty and bright situation. At this moment, things are forgotten by me. There is a transparent and clear world around. People are bathed in the holy light of books, their souls are purified, and their hearts become clear and beautiful. Appreciating the moon makes you have a good imagination. That round of bright moon always brings people into a state of meditation. Li Bai’s “farewell to the Jingmen” flying mirror under the moon, the cloud born and the Sea building, the poet in the lonely night, the river is calm, clear sky, overlooking the reflection of the moon in the water, it looks like a bright mirror flying from the sky, looking up at the sky, the clouds are rising and changing endlessly, forming a mirage-like wonder scene. This dreamlike Moon Night river scene, the poet touches the scene and has feelings, and imagination, that round of clear moon was like water, which stirred up the wisp of hometown dream in the poet’s heart. He still sympathized with the water of his hometown, and sent a boat thousands of miles away. The water of his hometown reluctantly sent the poet a long journey with deep feelings and kindness. The first time I leave, I will leave my hometown infinitely, and it is hard to leave. Reading can also arouse people’s reverie. In the night when the moon is shining, everything is silent, a room is alone, a volume of good books is in hand, the fame and fortune are thrown away, the honor and disgrace are forgotten, the calm mind is calm, and the reading is straightforward, reading and reading, your heart rises. You are taken to another wonderful country by books. You are surprised to find that those things seem to be your own experience, you and the characters in the book have similar life experiences and spiritual feelings. The characters in the book are just like your bosom friends in your previous life. It seems that you are not reading others’ experiences, instead, when you read your own life, you will get a kind of elegance and ease in your careful taste, which makes you feel happy and sigh. As Zhang Chao said, different life experiences, different moods, and different feelings. Reading is a kind of psychological experience and a kind of spiritual pleasure, which is similar to the feeling of appreciating the moon. Reading on the silent moonlit night is the greatest pleasure in life. At this time, you might as well open the window, let the soft moonlight flow in, let the gentle breeze blow your heart, let the faint fragrance of flowers flow over your cabin, even if there is no good friend accompanying you, it is also very comfortable. The rising of the bright moon in the sky is like a beautiful dream, which always leads to various wonderful emotional experiences of poets. While reading books can also remind of various beautiful and attractive things and evoke various beautiful emotions, like many years no friends, crush. Good books are always enjoyed slowly, savoring carefully, and those unforgettable past events will come back to your eyes inadvertently, let you quietly enjoy the wonderful aftertaste of life brought by the passing of years, and the wisps of love and thoughts float up in your heart. The leisure interest and elegant feelings are like the soft moonlight in the sky and the quiet books beside us, which can always communicate our mood and enlighten our mind. The beauty of the moon is the result of the beautification of distance itself, and it is the romance that the moon appreciator describes attentively and imaginations. Reading, sometimes, also needs to jump out of the book, which cannot be completely bound by the book. It needs us to verify it with our own life experience and enrich it with unique experience. There is a bright moon in the book, which is the tenderness in our hearts. Reading is like appreciating the moon, and appreciating the moon is like reading. We need to feel and experience it with our heart, so as to make our hearts shake layers of beautiful ripples and gallop freely in books.

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Sick time

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Looking frontier

Deep in My surging blood, it seemed that a wonderful voice echoed for a long time. For so many years, this voice never abandoned me. It resounded through a certain part of my soul tenaciously and fermented for a long time, just like a jar of old wine, the unique fragrance, it makes my mediocre life have an eye-catching color and an unspeakable solemn and stirring. I know that this is the footsteps or shouts of Frontier Poetry people walking on the desert. This kind of voice integrates the flood of heroic spirit and strongly agitates the riverbed of my life. Many years ago, I wandered in the bright moonlight of Tang Dynasty. It was the first time that I met the frontier fortress poetry, and I conceived the lonely and persistent figure of frontier fortress poets walking towards the desert and lonely smoke in my mind. I found that in the frontier fortress poetry, passion and soul are still hidden within reach. Many years later, perhaps because of the charming temptation of frontier fortress poetry, I resolutely went through the desolate Hexi Corridor and walked into the magical and magnificent western regions. On the fertile soil where frontier fortress poetry was born, I took the root of my tough life, so I became a person in the scenery. In the long Hexi corridor, I met the Yangguan in my dream. My ears still echoed the famous sentence written by the outstanding frontier fortress poem thousands of years ago: to persuade you to drink more, there is no old friend out of Yangguan. I felt the West Road was long, and I felt pride, sadness and desolation reached my ups and downs in the same way. At midnight, I saw the ancient moonlight flowing down from the sky of Tang dynasty like mercury. I seemed to see camels trudging in the long sand sea and a group of indomitable frontier poets swaying. In the golden years of living in the West, I have been to Dunhuang, the treasure house of Oriental Art, the ancient city Gaochang, Loulan, and all the abandoned ancient cities sleeping in the Sand Sea. It is true that I am not a poet. I am just an independent traveller from the end of the world. I listened to the affectionate call of frontier poets. I searched for the spiritual essence of our ancient nation along their bumpy and magnificent footprints. I also know that Zhang Qian or Tang Monk’s mentors and apprentices are not heroic poets either, but their poems written on the soft silver and white sand sea are still sung in the folk wind for a long time. Standing on the mottled ruins of Loulan, I could not see the scene of the fierce battle with the sinking sand, and my ears brushed the roaring desert wind leisurely. I seemed to hear the heartbeat of the old man in history. I seemed to bathe in the dreamy and blurred Moonlight of the ancient Tang Dynasty again. I repeatedly read the lonely smoke in the desert with passion, and the long river went down and the sun was round. And why should Qiang di complain about Willows? Spring breeze does not pass the Yumen Pass. I felt tears and dim eyes, and my blood was boiling. I seemed to have touched the positive pulse of frontier poets. I wandered in the vast sand sea, and I was like a tadpole walking freely in the vortex of history. I am more like a mysterious lone errant, facing the abandoned ancient city fort and feeling of thinking about the past. In The Lonely and wild desert, I heard the firm and powerful footsteps of frontier poets. My search is actually a necessary way to get close to my home. During the hard journey, I saw all the figurities of frontier poets, Gobi sand sea Camel Snow Mountain Hu Yang and all the scenery that could cut into the poet’s soul. I feel a kind of charm that cannot be reversed. I listened to the melodious sound of Clank iron-bone metal-like jointing in the lines of proud and high-altitude poetry, and I also heard the sound of arrows and goshawls flying rapidly. In a sense, frontier fortress poetry endows the West with magical and bright brilliance, while the dry frozen sand sea constructs the glittering spiritual pyramid of frontier fortress poets with unimaginable possibilities. I know that the long chain of shiny Frontier Poetry extending from ancient times has never been interrupted by the barrier of time and space. When the new frontier fortress poetry group rose in the far northwest, I saw a bloody and deep man inheriting the irresistible historical mission, along the clear and pure moonlight of the ancient Tang Dynasty, walking into Hanhai, walking into the root of the poem, pushing open the door of the heart home which was left unfolded. In my opinion, finding and discovering is essentially a real regression, and all the persistent backs prove the detached strength of life, this kind of power will certainly erupt in the form of Frontier Fortress poems. Therefore, we saw the magnificent new frontier poets such as Yang Mu, Zhou Tao, Zhang Deyi and Dong Hong, who walked towards us on the horizon and the rising sun. The New Frontier Poetry people walk on the edge of the avalanche and the center of the sandstorm, and overlook affectionately at the intersection of folk songs and pastoral songs. Their breakout or collision was actually a challenge to thousands of miles of desert, and the endless charm of poetry was not only the synonym of desolation and sadness, thus completing the epic spiritual leap. Under the Moonlight of Tang Dynasty, in the bell of the birth of New Frontier Fortress poems, I found a way to reach my home. The vast and dangerous desert is not only a fertile soil or cradle for poetry, but also a fertile soil or cradle for the growth of euphratica Red Willow and Achna Achna. In various senses, it is because of loneliness and unprecedented desolation, and because of the strike of the soul by the cold and hard gravel, the vigorous and meaningful frontier poetry can last for a long time, and this shiny long chain of poetry will certainly extend to all dignified and glorious future years of western China. Beside this verdant poem tree, I set my hands in a cool canopy to watch the wild goose array slide through the sky like raindrops, and finally condensed into real and loud notes one by one, deep in my passion, the rolling or ups and downs of passion. 1700 words

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Waiting

Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain…

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Sick time

I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Noise Sound

The noisy city is beyond my expectation. When I stand in the city full of joy in my heart, there will still be a little dissatisfaction in my heart. Seeing the surging traffic and towering buildings, I thought of tranquility. Where did it go? Who can tell me where did it go. I have always been a vain guy. I grew up in the countryside since I was young and had a natural yearning for the city. Those luxurious things can easily defeat me and make me addicted to it, for the tracks. I look forward to Xidan Book Building in Beijing, because my favorite writer will sign and sell his new works; I look forward to Shanghai, and even like any place in it, Bud magazine, Han Han’s residence, bund, Huangpu River, bustling Nanjing Road, Shanghai Foreign Studies University, Fudan University, legendary monsoon bookstore, Shanghai Translation Publishing House. Although neither of these two cities I like best has been completed, I came to Jinan, but it is a city after all, with the big Xinhua bookstore I imagined, luxurious Western restaurants, McDonald’s, kendeki, pizza Hut. I thought these were enough. I thought I would live in it with satisfaction. But I was wrong. The noise of the city is far beyond my imagination. In such a flashy place, it is difficult for you to calm down and find your inner Truth, you will easily be confused by her beautiful appearance, so that you can’t get out of it. The city is not a pure child by nature. She is full of worldly fat. She is not as simple as the countryside, with the tolerant and friendly atmosphere of the soil. Therefore, I think it is not easy to be a true self in the city and have a life completely led by one’s own thinking, which requires the defiant perseverance in the heart. The cultural market went to Hero Mountain with Longlong yesterday afternoon. Originally, he didn’t want to go. He said he didn’t like taking bus, but because he had already agreed a few days ago. Besides, he seldom met my requirements. He was a very independent person, it was very personal, therefore, under my repeated instigation, he still went. There are more than a dozen stops to Hero Mountain, about 50 minutes’ drive. Longlong began to complain. I said that you could only take a trip. Look at the scenery along the way. Where can you find such a good thing that you can spend 2 yuan to see so many places. After the terminal arrived and saw the cultural market, Mr. Long Long stopped complaining. So many books made him unable to step. An hour later, I pretended to be tired and wanted to leave. I said, let’s go. He was stunned and wanted to leave. I smiled. Didn’t you say you would leave soon when you came. He also laughed. I saw Zhang Yueran’s “swearing bird” and Han Han’s “Eight Prohibitions”. Under my repeated hesitation, I still bought Han Han’s “Ten Eight Prohibitions”. The Idol must be bought. I’ll talk about it later. Long long unexpectedly bought the farewell to Weian by Annie, the writer whose content was desperate to death. At, we came out of the market and went to the Martyrs Cemetery of hero mountain to climb the mushroom-like mountain (if we could call it a mountain). Very tired, there are many stones on the mountain. When climbing to the top of the mountain, I overlook Jinan’s appearance without any sense of beauty. Jinan was originally a mediocre city. In the pavilion on the mountain, long long bought a pack of melon seeds. I didn’t buy anything. First, I didn’t want to eat. Second, I wanted to save some money. Really, “Ten Eight Prohibitions” has cost me nearly 30 yuan. After all, I have to rely on my family to raise it. At 4: 30, we took the bus back. After getting off the bus, Longlong resumed his old business-surfing the Internet. I didn’t go. I had promised myself to go there tomorrow. I couldn’t talk about myself.

Like (prose editor: prose online) the snow in spring

Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring…

Waiting

Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain…

Be good at listening to different voices and opinions

On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites…

Read The Bridges of Madison County

“When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted…

From today on, I want to be happy

I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me…

Sick time

I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Walnut meat with “Artemisia”

On the eve of the National Day, Yu took part in a gathering activity organized by the cultural station of Jieshi town, and went to Anji and Lin’an. Besides enjoying the natural scenery of mountains and rivers, I also experienced some folk customs and gained a lot. However, when purchasing local local products, I encountered a very disappointing thing. I came back with a feeling of the world’s decline and people’s heartlessness. The source of Lin’an Taihu Lake is full of cliffs and gurgling streams, lush trees, green valleys and Moss, fresh air and beautiful scenery. Arrive at the stone tablet of the pavilion at the source, have a rest at a nearby Arbor, and chat with a mountain woman. The mountain woman was very talkative. She talked about the simplicity of the mountain people and never falsified them. Even if some mountain goods were sold at present, they were genuine and would never do slippery business. What she said seemed reasonable, because she also put some mountain goods like tea and Eucommia ulmoides in front of her, and didn’t intend to sell them to us. After staying for a while, we occupied her seat and didn’t buy her local products. We felt a little embarrassed, so we made a small deal with her symbolically and bought some eucommia ulmoides. Some doctors in the team knew that eucommia ulmoides was real, and we were very relieved. Down to the mountainside, we couldn’t stand the shouting and peddling of the Mountaineers, so we bought Carya meat at a shack stall. My companions were careful and tasted it. They thought it tasted good. I also bought some, and tasted it, very satisfied, cheap and good. Back to the car, my companions were impatient and tasted the walnut meat they just bought. After this taste, I tasted the true taste. The pure taste on the mountainside was gone, and what I had was just the smell of Artemisia. Eat, or send Artemisia. At this time, the companion knew that he had received a simple knife. The walnut meat was rotten, and the mountain people played a trick. He was so angry that he threw the walnut away on the spot, ridiculously saying that it was even to support the construction of mountainous areas. I didn’t taste the walnut meat in the car, but I was already muttering in my heart. When I got home, I opened the bag hurriedly and touched a few pieces of walnut meat. The taste was authentic and there was no change. I thought that I was lucky at last. The mountain people were still simple! Until you get a few pieces in the middle of the bag and taste them, then you can still taste them. Ask your wife to taste them, or you can still taste them! It turned out that there was Qiankun in this bag. The upper layer was a little good, while the lower part was all spoiled. I also couldn’t escape this simple knife! Later, I asked several other companions that those who bought walnuts on the hillside had the same fate. We were all fooled and supported the construction of mountain areas. It seems that simple mountain people have also learned not to be simple. Blame? After careful consideration, we can only blame ourselves. Who makes our own family not have a few more minds? If we don’t learn from the old saying that good goods are not cheap, and cheap goods are not good goods? There are plenty of phenomena that people outside the mountain develop Artemisia. Don’t you allow the hearts of mountain people to occasionally develop Artemisia? Maybe mountain people learned the skill of developing Wormwood from outside the mountain! In this way, my heart will be ironed. The tide of commodity economy and the tide of tourism development will inevitably bring some mixed phenomena, and mountainous areas are no exception. However, if tourists are always allowed to eat Artemisia, no matter in the mountains or outside the mountains, the Artemisia will eventually fall down not only with pecan meat, but probably with the economy and popularity of this side, give others to eat Artemisia, and finally eat Artemisia by themselves. I wonder if those who play the trick of Artemisia think deeply about this simple truth? Written in 2003.10.1. Night

Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring

Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring…

Waiting

Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain…

Be good at listening to different voices and opinions

On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites…

Read The Bridges of Madison County

“When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted…

From today on, I want to be happy

I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me…

Sick time

I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Away yesterday’s grief

Time and Space cut through the Cang Mulberry years, the fleeting years wet the rough road of life, and the Mandarin Ducks danced in a mess. How many red dust have been Haggard, how many inches of heart have been broken. Suddenly, the rolling dark clouds swept the vast sky. Leaving a wisp of inexplicable sadness and sorrow, the wind blew painful rain, and the cloud cried again. Our combination was a complete mistake. At that time, I wanted to find a spiritual sustenance because of emptiness, loneliness and boredom, so I promised my mother to choose you —– my childhood partner. It was wrong at that time that you only admired and respected me very much, saying that you were proud of I am outstanding person of the same age. However, it never occurred to me that such measures have vaguely opened the prelude of your tragic family and mine. There are frequent bumps and bumps in life, but love is really different. Whether the composition of a family is based on emotion is indeed the key to the success of marriage, this kind of family can never last long just because it is built on every aspect beyond emotion. I, who struggled for the best, showed my own elegant demeanour everywhere, and of course I did not lose the tenderness of many women. But you are strong, assertive, male chauvinism and weak resources. You always feel that it is difficult to show your strength in front of me, and you feel painful and depressed. I know that we all belong to the type of rich feelings, and I also deeply understand your difficulties and helplessness. Usually, I try my best to adapt myself to and meet you. But how can you understand me deeply? I don’t want to strengthen myself too much, I don’t want to show myself, I just want to pursue a resonance that is connected with each other. I just want to care and be considerate to each other, and I just want to feel a different kind of warmth and romance at home. However, you can’t give it to me, nor can you give it to me, From the outside, it seems that how harmonious and happy our family is, which is also envious, because we all love face very much. We dress ourselves up tightly and heavily in this way, beautify others’ images easily and as if nothing had happened, and struggle with each other’s bloody hearts. What you want is a good wife, a good mother, a family-oriented lover, hoping that everything will obey you and obey you, and she still has to hold the beam to win honor on your face. I think I can reach this standard, but you have to let yourself surpass me everywhere, surpass me, and make everyone and me convinced. In fact, you really didn’t understand me. Career is not the most important thing for me. As long as I can get by, it is certainly the best to have a double harvest. What I care about and want most is the mutual collision of two people’s telepathy, which is the mutual impression and connection, making each other’s feelings reach a supreme state, you can’t give me such a condition, I know it very well. You said you wanted to give me freedom and let me find my new happiness, but your legs were soft and you couldn’t take that step. I said I wanted you to get rid of the pain, but I couldn’t bear it. My eyes were full of tears, but what could I do? Can’t we let pain entangle us forever? In the end, we made a firm choice: we still have a space for each other and a world for each other. From then on, I left a sad, unforgettable and regretful memory in my life. What has passed away is the youth that is hard to find, but it also enriches, gains and summarizes more life experiences. A bleak story, a book that had not been finished, with the sadness of yesterday, ran to the boundless setting sun, looking at the deep peach blossom on the other side, the spring breeze touched my face, resolutely gorgeous, write a new beautiful poem.

Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring

Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring…

Waiting

Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain…

Be good at listening to different voices and opinions

On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites…

Read The Bridges of Madison County

“When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted…

From today on, I want to be happy

I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me…

Sick time

I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Toss

On September 28th, I was extremely dizzy because of a small negligence. Early, I went to use our car. Eh, after opening the cab door with the key, the other doors couldn’t be opened unexpectedly. I was surprised. After repeated inspections, I was shocked to find that the car had no electricity, right? Did I forget to turn off the lights last night, and the electricity was used up? Check, sure enough.? In my impression, the car without electricity will be connected with electric wires through the battery of another car, and the power transmission will be completed. A phone call called a small cargo and connected it with the 2.5 square RV line. However, as soon as I heard the sound of ignition, I knew that there was no change at all. I called an acquaintance who repaired the car, saying that the car was wrong and must use a car above Pu sang to take a battery. This is terrible. My colleague’s car is out of town, but he is not there. Who can help him nearby? After filtering out quickly in my mind, the female compatriots are absolutely not good. It’s pretty good that they can drive, and they can’t let their dry flowers fade, he hesitated and pulled out a phone immediately. Without saying anything, the other side put down his work and rushed to reinforce him. This friend is an expert. After a look, he concluded that the wire was too thin, Definitely not. The wire must be very thick. After a try, sure enough, unfortunately. Hurry to find the repair shop nearby and want to borrow electric wires. The nearest one is closed and closed. There is a car beauty shop next to it. It is a dead horse and a living horse doctor. He holds a little hope to go in and ask. Frankly, he forgot to turn off, people say that it is a trivial matter, and it must be done if you get two thick lines to match it, which is available in the store. Hey, we were so excited at that time, thinking that there was no problem now, and our mood turned cloudy immediately. The young man in the beauty shop was familiar with the operation, connected the wires one by one, and then commanded the ignition with high gas. Come on, have a try! Pilot with full hope, cut, no response at all, check the wiring situation, if it is repeated, no result. Now, all the people present were dumbfounded. Someone suggested to cart. On! Trolley try. There were many people and great strength, and the security guards were also very enthusiastic to help push. The 1.8-ton self-weight car was pushed very fast, but it didn’t cooperate and still couldn’t start. This was really impossible. According to my friend’s analysis, this car really consumes a little bit of electricity, so it is estimated that the bottle will be charged. Seeing his calls one after another, he wasted a lot of time for our car. It was really embarrassing, so he asked his friends to call home first. Let’s call for help from 4S store. After all, 4S shops have passed the technical standard and found the crux at once, that is, it is useless to use the battery alone. Your diesel vehicle does not wait for the same gasoline vehicle. It must be charged for at least half an hour before it can start. MYGOD, regret again and again. Renjia 4S store refused to provide remote assistance, saying that there was absolutely no problem with the car, so it was done by removing the battery and charging it. Therefore, I continued to look for a repair shop. Finally, I found a family, and the boss asserted lazily that the battery had to be removed. We don’t give up, can you try it first? The boss said, try it, it’s terrible. While speaking, I arrived at the scene in a few minutes. The car was stopped, connected to the electricity, and piloted. Hey, it really doesn’t work. The boss removed the battery and took care of it. After two hours, the store called me. The car ran away. It was very hot that day, I ran back and forth for N laps, the soles of my feet hurt, and I was also very tired. We side go to the fast-food restaurant, side breathing rest, good easy to stay up boss specified 2 hours, in-store dude carrying battery mount, then point, hey, still no response. The man pulled out the phone and reported to the boss. He had no choice but to come to the scene in person. After trying again, he took out a thick rope from the car and said it was a drag. Only after dragging can he run away. So, there was a funny scene of pulling a car on the road, driving for dozens of meters. Hey, after a try, the familiar engine sounded pleasant, haha, Amitabha, it was finally the cloud that came out. The boss told me not to flameout, keep running, and come back after a few rounds. Darling, run down several laps and park the car at the door of the repair shop. The shopkeeper came out and asked proudly how many laps he had run? Flameout!, yes. Listen to the commander again! So, click again, Bodhisattva bless, start normally. The shopkeeper received 50 dollars from US, and I am very grateful. Anyway, they also ran back and forth twice and charged you with electricity for two hours. At least, your car returned to normal work, this 50 yuan is really not expensive. However, in this way, most of the time is wasted. Hey. So oolong, record the memo, AHA.

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Every turn at the intersection of life is not gorgeous and elegant. Behind the forced smile, tears had already blurred my eyes. Never willing to describe the most practical life with flowery words. Because my heart can’t pretend to be strong. When I was young and ignorant, I always imagined everything so simple that I didn’t know the tiredness of life and reality. But when all the passion and inspiration are buried by the real life, we are just running around for livelihood and busy for life. My mind is already empty. Those beautiful dreams and ideals in my heart are getting farther and farther away from the reality and far away. In the quiet night, what else will be with you besides loneliness and heart injury? Stretching out your hand, the only thing passing through your fingertips is the sound of wind. Feasting, joy. Youth is just like the blooming flowers which are bright, strong and exudes attractive fragrance, attracting bees and butterflies and showing their most beautiful posture in the wind. Under the Moon before flowers, under the thick night, insects would keep singing love songs for themselves. How could they think of boredom and loneliness in such a beautiful time? Bustling washed, lead dust still, fireworks most beautiful, is short-lived. Years always remind people to grow old, and youth has passed away in a flash. Only to find that every love oath is not more important than Mount Tai. The fleeting past that has passed all the way has already been eroded by the years without the original truth. When life becomes thick and steady, I finally understand: love and hate, love and resentment will never dominate life vigorously. Plain is true. Looking back, the person who loves himself is still waiting for him. He will never leave because of his old appearance and never give up this persistent love because of his weak body. Those who don’t love themselves will leave from themselves early, and will not look back because of your pity. A small mistake or mistake of yours will be the evidence for him to laugh at you. Not? If we look down on it, we will feel relieved. In fact, if you think about it, no matter how hard you try, you will be away from yourself. Therefore, you know that giving up is the best medicine for self-liberation. It is your own, no matter it is the ends of the world, finally, one day I will come to myself, which does not belong to me. No matter how hard and hard I work, it is always in vain. So learning to cherish and giving up is the diameter closest to happiness. In the fleeting years, the road of life is really long. There is love, sadness, happiness, and suffering. Love, on the road, everything goes with the heart, I wish to be accompanied by plain and kindness …… in the silent night, my thoughts are like this light cup of green tea in my hand, with endless feelings like water flowing year. A sad and lingering song came from the distance: life is like a play, who is the protagonist and who is affecting whose love? In the light years flowing through the fingers, how many past events turned the tears of memory into rivers, and suddenly I understood why people always like to compare memory to the river of memory. Because this river is made up of tears which are mixed with joys and sorrows in the world. Because the heart gives birth to love, because of the spread of this feeling, life has more colorful colors, because of the long night, there is lonely singing. Who is crying, laughing, talking in sleep, wasting life in the ambiguity of night? Happiness and happiness, sadness and pain always slide past our fingertips. In the years like water, we are running for happiness. In fact, life is a process and experience. We move forward in the years of time, and become more beautiful and calm.

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[Introduction] to be honest, my girlfriend is really beautiful, and there is a beautiful scenery everywhere. In addition, I am born to be cheerful and lively, regardless of the details. There are a lot of people who like, appreciate and watch. Sometimes in front of the opposite sex, being too active may also cause illusion. If you have nothing to do, what does the word dirty mean? Dirty means dirty, despicable, ugly and bad moral quality. English is: dirty;filthy;foul;sordid. This is a derogatory term, why are you still interested in it? Because I often hear this word recently, not only because there is a netizen’s words and deeds on the Internet are dirty, and I scolded him angrily. There are also reasons in life: one day, I asked my beautiful girlfriend to have tea in a teahouse opened by a friend. My friend was brilliant and published poems at the age of 15. He was tall and handsome, it can be regarded as an excellent entrepreneur with talents within dozens of miles. I was very happy to see the beauty friend who was hospitable. I haven’t seen her for a long time. I took out the best Longjing tea to entertain us, and unconsciously left phone numbers with my beautiful girlfriend to contact us later. His girlfriend also offered to help him promote tea to show courtesy. This friend also sent my girlfriend and me home in person, and the attitude was kind. At that time, I thought it was a normal contact and didn’t care. I didn’t expect that my girlfriend would complain to me in a few days, and she was displeased. What kind of quality does your friend have? I really can’t tell how dirty his heart is! I was shocked and asked how to say this? We are all friends. We have a good impression on each other when we meet each other. Why do we have other ideas about her? Is your heart dirty? Then she said that after they met each other that day, they chatted on the Internet, which was very good at first, and then one night he said that he and his friends were having barbecue on the roadside and using the internet on his mobile phone, asking her to drink, she was embarrassed to go, so she refused. Later, it was very late. Seeing that he was still online, he chatted again. He said that he had drunk and felt lonely in the house alone. She immediately got angry when she asked her to accompany her, it was very indignant to say that my friend disrespected her so much and regarded her as a woman. Looking at her grievance, I kept complaining about the quality of the friend I introduced to her. I was speechless. Yes, maybe some people are really dirty in their hearts and have impure thoughts. When they see beautiful women, they will have fantasies, just like my netizen who is full of dirt and unhealthy things in his mind. But this may be a normal thought of a man. If a beautiful woman is not beautiful, will she still have a fantasy? As long as it is not bad to a certain extent, but it is not publicly displayed in front of the public, a moment of dirty thoughts show that this man is not a matter of quality, only to say that he also had instant distractions. Besides, everyone had a love of beauty, maybe she liked her a little. Later she said that she apologized to her immediately when she saw that he was angry. She didn’t intend to delve into it, just knew what kind of person he was. Let me talk about my friend. My husband and I have known him for many years at the same time. I remember that I used to be the deputy director of the police station and graduated from the public security School. I can’t guarantee that there is no bad idea, but in terms of quality, self-restraint and knowledge also belong to the superior. Her words made me fall into a long period of meditation. Friends have been in the sea for so many years. With their own minds and relationships, they have successively established tea factories and tea gardens. It is not easy to fall and fall in the society. I have been doing quite well in recent years. Maybe it should be a common saying to keep warm and think about lust. Unconsciously, I have also learned some bad social atmosphere! But this is his personal privacy, and I have no right to interfere with others. But this problem suddenly appeared, which made me feel a little helpless. We are all adults now, and this topic is really hard to say who is right or wrong. If you don’t have a good impression on her, you won’t chat with her and make friends. If you have a good impression, you must have thought about something else, but this is also very normal. Facing such a beautiful girl, the elder brother who was a policeman also felt pitiful. But sometimes, no matter how serious people are, especially after drinking, they will make jokes, but she is very angry, who would like others to trample on their self-esteem! I understand this very much, but can’t it be regarded as a kind joke? Can’t you even make an adult joke? Besides, he realized that he was wrong and kept apologizing to her. I said that I had drunk too much, and the matter was not so complicated as I thought. I couldn’t understand for a moment. Who on earth had dirty thoughts? What makes people feel so uncomfortable suddenly? There is no lack of mutual appreciation and admiration between men and women. Deep in love, you can’t help saying something too much, which is also understandable, such as praising each other’s beauty and intelligence. If you don’t know each other very well, you will take the liberty to try to talk about something else, even talk about going to bed, which is really a dirty thought. There are also many people like this, and the dike should be better. To be honest, my girlfriend is really beautiful, and there is a beautiful scenery everywhere. In addition, I am born to be cheerful and lively, regardless of the details. There are a lot of people who like, appreciate and watch. Sometimes in front of the opposite sex, being too active may also cause illusion. She felt that she lacked a sense of security all day long. She said that she also wanted to make a lot of friends of the opposite sex like me. She could talk and laugh freely in front of them, but she couldn’t do it. This is very difficult. When a man sees her, he will think of others as my friends. What can I say? I am still speechless. As a woman, the first thing is to protect myself. But it is also a woman. Who says I am not an excellent woman? I was frank in front of the opposite sex without any affectation or coy, nor did I feel that I was a woman, just different from them. I think we are all brothers and sisters. We get in touch with the consensus that we are good friends. We have never thought about dirty things in our hearts, and naturally there will be no embarrassment between men and women. What I want to say is that you want others to spread the sunshine of friendship to your heart, and your heart should be filled with the sunshine of friendship first! There are also many netizens in my space. I can’t chat with them every day. But my popularity is not bad, and there are also some uneasy and kind people who often harass me, and I am not afraid of the shadow slanting. I can treat all kinds of people equally and sincerely, and some people are naturally embarrassed to treat you dirty. Of course, people who treat me dirty will not I am soft, and they will blacklisted it decisively. In fact, one’s own quality also determines the extent of your harassment. Whether male or female, as long as you have no dirty thoughts in your heart and never think about those dirty things, how can something unpleasant happen? Is there a saying that you can come whatever you want? This is probably also called success! Some people are very narrow-minded and always think about what others do to him. Maybe they just encounter such unhappy things. Some people are also very eager to have sex with each other, and they will not meet each other. I don’t mean to blame anyone. I just hope that friends should pay more attention to their words and deeds in their future contacts and life, try to be open-minded and don’t let people misunderstand or do ambiguous things.

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Heart

The night was as cold as water, and the cold wind floating outside the window touched my face. Looking out of the window, I still can’t see the bright moon, and I still can’t see the star blinking. I always feel lonely at such a night. The sound of cars passing downstairs never stopped, but it couldn’t disturb my mind. When I opened , I began to taste some blog works that I didn’t know and seemed to know before. After reading the works recommended by the editor and slowly considering each poem, I gradually felt that the prose I wrote was quite different from poetry and most blogs. I am very envious of those blogs that write their works as personal paintings, touching people, shocking the world and crying ghosts and gods. Each of their works seems to be written in essays, but it seems to slowly use every word and every paragraph of words as natural and smooth as flowing clouds, slightest not jerky. However, I often spend a lot of energy to portray a poem or prose slowly, so that it can gradually take shape. I don’t know whether it is because my dictionary lacks many available words, or there is no soul that can gain insight into life and feel life. The works written seem to be a little inferior. But I know that only with a devout heart and a sincere emotion can I express my feelings in my works. Writing seems to be connected with the heart. The texture of an article or a poem depends on the writer’s mood. A person who loves life and holds hope for life always writes splendid articles. A person full of artistic sense must exude poetic artistic conception in his works. A sentimental person always reveals a little melancholy between the lines, even his helplessness to life. I grew up in this small island which is summer all the year round. I just experienced a helpless emotional problem. What fell on the tip of the pen were always midnight, breeze, noise in the downtown area, raindrops passing by all the time, A melancholy, a concern, a yearning, a string of tears. I can’t write the painting scene of early autumn, the silence of autumn leaves landing, and even the touching and warm experience. Gradually, I feel that my works are inferior to others. This reminds me of the word “heart. I believe that as long as I write with my heart, I can still express my deepest emotion even if I take the words and the vocabulary is not refined enough. This is the same as reading, being a person, working, falling in love and dealing with others. Everyone has a heart. Without it, people cannot manipulate and the world cannot last. As the saying goes, if one rice cultivates all kinds of people, all kinds of people will have hundreds of different hearts, thus presenting a colorful world. However, the heart touches people’s brains, and the result plays a very important role, because most people decide their actions with their heart and use their brains to drive their actions. Evil heart, acting regardless of others, only for their own interests, even ignoring the lives of others. A kind heart will definitely benefit the crowd, bring warmth to the society and the surroundings. Unrealistic Hearts always aim high and achieve nothing. If you are motivated, you will surely achieve your ideals and get what you want. Hypocritical heart, empty words, flatter false words, do nothing. Honest Heart, sincere, may be unpleasant, but it is bitter. However, as long as you put your heart into it, and if you have a kind heart, people will find that if you do it with your heart, no matter success or failure, no matter likes or dislikes, the result will always be that you have done it with your heart, I feel no regrets. Only by working hard can we really do everything well. Since we were young, we have been accustomed to reading books, doing homework, treating people with our heart, etc. We can see how important our heart is, but also the idea of starting from the bottom of our hearts, in order to receive the best effect. I used to love someone with my heart and love someone with my heart. However, my sincerity became qualitative and selfish on the way. As a result, I lost love and friendship. Now, I can only post my missing for her on this network attentively. I can only write every prose and poem attentively. But I think the most important thing I should do is to put everything aside and change my once selfless but selfish love. Today, I seem to be off the topic, but as long as I write this paragraph of heart, what’s wrong with it?

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