Month: June 2014

Gone, Gone

Just leave like this, don’t look back in tears. I know, I am crazy again, and choose to escape again. Those people leave time for those things, and things will change! This step is not too late, just right, find a time to break out, what I need is a grand wandering. There are no familiar people around me, no books to read, no companions to chat, no, nothing, I am empty, empty. In the Party branch that day, a senior said that he had known me for a long time and said that I was very talented. Many people knew that at that moment, besides smirking, I forgot my expression and language, maybe sick children can find reasons for silence. My senior teacher still loves me very much. He holds it on duty every time, so that I can have a good rest. Life is still busy and warm, and I can’t even find a reason to feel wronged. Sadness is inexplicable, tears are inexplicable, I just feel so tired without any clue. Leave one place, go another place, some words can only be promised. Those who said they would go to Jiangsu and those who said they would visit you all changed. I didn’t have the courage to tell you, but you said, it’s okay. Jiangsu will always wait for you, and I will always wait for you, in a simple word, how warm and comfortable it is, I feel uncomfortable even when I am sick. On the night of the fellow townsmen meeting, I was so sad that I had to hide when I was in a mess. So I avoided them and stayed to heal my wounds. She said, you were in a daze all night, saying a lot of nonsense, then Only a moment can I truly know that my state during this period of time is too much like suffering. Laugh every day, have classes every day, be quiet every day, eat every day, and be normal every day, like a good boy. I wrote news for a long time and took photos from different angles in different venues. I was just dreaming about buying the camera I liked and using the money I earned. I am always so stubborn. Once I like something very much, I have to try my best to get it. I don’t care about sweat and tears. I can stand up and smile. I turned around in the Academy of Sciences that day and felt dizzy in the classroom that day. I climbed stairs that day and felt numb on my toes. I saw my eyes hurt when I saw the sky that day, and I felt deaf when listening to songs that day, in those days, I was extremely fragile, in those days, my cold became worse, in those days, I looked absent-minded, but in those days, I still kept calm, kept smiling, and kept the positive and positive things you all wanted to see, sunshine. Recruit new people, invigilate, and bring new ones in the future to witness their growth. I often think that I am a freshman or a sophomore? Is it too early or too late? Time is under the condition that I have no precaution, tell me that you are already a senior student, and you will become a master and a boss in the future. You can’t be childish any more. On that day, I spoke loudly at the meeting. On that day, I asked for leave confidently. On that day, I talked with my uncle loudly …. just these days, I found myself, I really grew up a lot, gradually sharp and gradually unchanged, because I knew that no one would have so much patience to get along with my growth, so I wanted to be strong in the wind and rain. On that day, I inexplicably wanted to see Xu Hao song club. On that day, I met a group of people inexplicably. On that day, I inexplicably wanted to find a traveling partner. On that day, inexplicably become a joke… I am circling around inexplicably. In those days, there were still a lot of smiles and few words, and I still lived a peaceful life in my own way. It takes a month to write a letter, but it only takes one hour to sign an appointment. The relationship can be as cheap as one second to break up. I want to say that if one day I have nothing, and I really have nothing, I will wander and go to all the places I can go, and stop wherever I have no money, sell your strength and brain to make money. When you have saved up the travel expenses at the next stop, you will set off again. How long is the road of life? When I accept the care of a plain boy, I find the warmth I lost. I refused to approach all my friends. I am not a child, so everyone walked away slowly, giving me enough space to toss, and I was tossing myself with everyone’s good, I am abusing myself again, and I am unreasonable. Gone and dispersed, the real thoughts were hidden in the darkness. Don’t cry, don’t make noise, the wayward one gradually becomes mild. Learn to grow in one person and warm in another. I always learn to live a more peaceful and calm life. I met a girl on the train, so we got along well with each other. She said she would come to Enshi to visit me next time. She said there were too few girls like me now. We ate boiled chestnut together, we plugged in headphones to listen to external sounds, and we watched reading quietly together. She said that the songs on my mobile phone were very special, and she said that children like me after 90 s were very rare, she said garden is a good major, she said a lot, I slept against her, very comfortable, that train, I felt very happy for the first time, not afraid.

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[Introduction] I used to take everyone around me very seriously, relatives, friends and colleagues. It turned out to be betrayed by people who were regarded as friends and colleagues. What kind of psychology is that? It is really indescribable, leaving only a sad and painful heart.

The pursuit of truth, goodness and beauty of human beings is the pursuit of taste, consciousness and happy life. There is a saying that it is the most fundamental thing to get along with each other and to seek knowledge upwards; People go up high, and selfless dedication is the most beautiful thing. The harmonious unity between truth, goodness and beauty is the ideal realm that people yearn. Truth symbolizes knowledge and rationality, while kindness means morality, and beauty is a higher level. Only when a person has Truth and Goodness can he be called beauty. Beauty is the beauty of connotation. When the truth and goodness are completely achieved, it is natural to be beautiful. Perfect, perfect. When we come to this world, we are looking for the truth, goodness and beauty, and trying to shape ourselves into the person of truth, goodness and beauty.? After reading “No thieves in the world” directed by Feng Xiaogang, I sighed with emotion. The theme chosen by Feng Xiaogang became more and more serious, and the technique of expression became more and more direct. Trust seems to be the topic he pays more and more attention to, from the trust between lovers and couples in “mobile phone” to the common trust among people in this “World Without Thieves.? With 60,000 yuan in his arms, an inexperienced idiot was going to go home by train to build a house and marry a wife. He was kind and pure, and thought that most people in the world were good people without any thieves. Wang Bo and Wang Li were a couple of thieves, and they were gradually moved by his sincerity in treating others during their contact with Shigen, while another theft gang on the train was going to attack Shigen, so the two groups began to fight. I don’t want to say more about the story in the film. Through this story, I came up with the introduction of “Red and Black”, the real and cruel truth.? Real things are often not beautiful or good. Children are educated about the goodness and beauty of the world from childhood, but when they grow up, they find that the reality of the world is so cruel and ugly, and then slowly accept all these, which is the price of growth, pure kindness is replaced by cruel truth. In life, we should seek our own perfection, that is, seeking truth, goodness and beauty. For a person, beauty is flesh and skin, kindness is Meridian, which is really bone. These three support a capitalized person. Since the birth of great human beings, they have been constantly looking for the truth, goodness and beauty. They have multiplied and lived by this, that is, they rule the earth with their hard hands and smart minds, it has created an unprecedented era of prosperity that was originally out of reach.? Mr. Lu Xun once said that tragedy is to destroy the valuable things in life to others. For many years, the story of Ashima Yang Likun was a real tragedy. However, people’s memory is selective. When years fade away the tragic sadness, the sincerity, kindness and beauty of Ashima still appear in people’s hearts. After getting used to all kinds of strange shapes on TV, we once thought that beauty was not there, but because of people’s memory and enthusiasm for Ashima, let’s experience that beauty is still preserved in the deepest part of your heart and mine, but there is only a lack of a channel to release it. The truth, goodness and beauty support the soul of human beings, making human beings constantly explore and advance. The truth, goodness and beauty interpret the true meaning of the loftiness of human society, and the human beings guided by the truth, goodness and beauty will surely become greater.? A friend wrote like this: I feel all the time, once familiar, unfamiliar, or passing. They are guarding against each other. Only those vulnerable groups still believe that the world has its own true feelings, but they are hurt completely. I used to take everyone around me very seriously, relatives, friends and colleagues. It turned out to be betrayed by people who were regarded as friends and colleagues. What kind of psychology is that? It is really indescribable, leaving only a sad and painful heart. With such a mood, it is impossible to find the truth, goodness and beauty.? The kindness of dripping water should be reported to Yongquan, and the gratitude should be remembered forever. Don’t let yourself Swallow, don’t take advantage of those arrogant and domineering scumbags, don’t let them live so natural and unrestrained. If you have some skills, you will be arrogant. Don’t you treat others as human beings? It is really despised by people. Respect is for people who deserve to be respected. These despicable acts, such as pleading for personal hatred, being small-hearted and taking revenge secretly, will only make people label him as a scumbag.? shi ke ren never forgive. The heart should not be gray. Don’t feel like a person in a cover. Even though there are strange eyes around, you should still be so persistent. There is a long way to go in the future. I warn myself that no matter what I will encounter, I must work hard. Even if you need to wear a mask, you must face it bravely. Because we must learn to protect ourselves, and we must persistently pursue truth, goodness and beauty to make ourselves a real capitalized person.

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Memorable accompanying years

[Introduction] how many alive people can not afford the disease and fall down with a gentle blow? The person lying on the hospital bed was fighting against the disease reluctantly. Time seemed to have solidified, and they all experienced a painful spiritual baptism and a process from never believing or unwilling to accepting the truth.

My parents are still alive. Although they are already the bodies of flowers, they are still a piece of sky on our children’s heads. They silently block the wind and rain for their children, and have no trace to find, making the sky of life beautiful and sunny, and the clouds light. Parents don’t want their children to make much contribution to their family. It is not easy for them to make a round and peaceful life. Life is limited, family affection is priceless, and what remains unchanged in life is the care and attachment of parents to their children. However, children always care too much about their own career and life, and it is hard to have free time and time, they often ignore their parents’ sincerity, and occasionally greet them or visit them in a hurry, so they have the right to fulfill their duties and obligations of filial piety; When their parents are ill and their lives are in danger, the Sky on the head collapsed, the rush wind and rain came, and the children were in a hurry and worried, but it was often too late to make up for the regret left in their hearts! The holiday came as promised, but it was a pity that I couldn’t visit my parents as I wanted because I made up my missed classes in summer. However, in order to visit my sister and me, my parents traveled all the way from Qingdao to Daqing. I can understand my parents’ longing for my daughter, which is beyond my children’s expectation. Because my father has been weak for many years and his health is extremely poor, he is very excited every time he comes back. Every day, there are people who treat him warmly. In addition, the weather is hot, which is extremely unfavorable for patients with cerebral thrombosis like my father, what my sister and I have been worrying about really happened! At that time, I was still making up lessons seriously for students at school. I heard my mobile phone ringing. I seldom answered the phone during class, but when I heard the phone calling constantly, I had no choice but to pick up the phone, seeing the phone call from my sister, I rushed to the hospital, saying that my father was in critical condition and needed first aid! When I heard the news like this, it was like a bolt from the blue, I lost control and my eyes were tearful. I picked up my pocket and ran downstairs crazily, opened the door and started the car, and rushed to the hospital rapidly, I didn’t even know how to get into the hospital. My eyes were crying all the time. I rushed to the hospital like a fly and pushed open the door of the ward. What took in my eyes was my father’s pale face, besides, I was still breathing oxygen. Seeing this scene, my sister and I were helpless. We could only express our sadness with tears! It seems that there is still a gap between women and men. At the critical moment, there is still no man who is calm and steady. Brother-in-law and husband went to the doctor to discuss his father’s illness in detail! I placed all my father’s normal treatments as I wished! My sister and I had been watching my father’s subtle movements at the head of the bed. What we didn’t expect was that I saw my father’s eyes trembling slightly, after a while, I saw my father opened his eyes slowly, which made my sister and I shed more tears with joy. That was happy tears. I cried and said: Dad, you finally woke up. You scared my sister and me! I kept crying with my father in my arms! My father couldn’t speak at that time, but just motioned to smile with us! My father seemed to say to us: Don’t be afraid, I’m fine! Seeing my father woke up, the whole family was very happy! The wind blew the faint fragrance of flowers. Through the window of the hospital, the room was filled with warmth slowly. A father like a mountain, a father full of optimism, and a positive father who always teaches us to live a good life, but in this hot season, he quietly lay on the sickbed, this made me feel painful when I hurried there. My mother stroked my hands with trembling hands, and the pain in my eyes infected me. I deeply felt the responsibility on my shoulders! My mother told me: my father is very strong! No matter how severe the illness is, my father can stand it! I am know this, father will always be manly! The night is getting deeper and cooler. The lights around the hospital also had a rest, and the people who worked for a day also stepped into the sweet Dreamland happily and peacefully. Only Feng er still remembers that the comrades on the public security front still stick to their posts; Only stars can understand that the White Guards are still busy working; The moon also can guess that people working at night need light, only then did she shed some glories to them happily! In the silent night, I lowered my head and looked at my father, as if I found that my father was old. In my memory, my father was always a kind person who did things crisp and dry, never delayed, and had a mild temperament. However, my father in front of me was in a state of drowsy, my face is very pale and haggard. I feel a little self-accusation in my heart: I am too young and selfish. I never know how to care and take care of my parents. I only miss my husband and children, the most important thing to pay attention to is the students’ learning situation or being busy working overtime to make up classes and earning more money to make my family better. I owe my parents too much for what they have done to me! At night, quietly, the wind was also a little tired. The silent trees were silent, only the stars all over the sky reflected each other together with the light in the sleepless night. The stars all over the sky shone like naughty children playing. After a while, the sound of dew dripping from the tree came from my ears. I don’t know when in the sky, it has already covered a layer of clouds. The sound drop by drop made my mind turn back to my childhood again: it was also such a cloudy season and a rainy summer night, I have been ill for several days, and I didn’t expect that my sister suddenly had a high fever. My mother carried me behind my back, my father carried my sister behind my back, and rushed to the hospital with a deep and shallow foot in the dark night! Life is full of wind and rain. Only illness can not fight. When I lifted my father up from the bed, helped him put on his shoes and helped him walk slowly to the bathroom, I did feel that my father was very ill this time! When I glanced at my father’s experienced face with my daughter’s beloved eyes and saw that he was depressed due to illness, I truly feel how tall and powerful my father was knocked down by this illness today! Although the sick father was ill and had a unclear articulation, he tried his best to talk to his family. It sounded to me that his spirit was so small that he was not as powerful as his usual speech. At this time, I suddenly felt that my father became smaller in front of my eyes! In the past few days, I came out of the ward and hurried to school, with a trance in my eyes. I rushed to the hospital from the school place again, thinking deeply. Only an unchanging concept is supporting my spirit, that is, to accompany my sick father well and to do my filial piety well. At this time, my father really hoped there would be a filial son in front of the sickbed! My little brother hasn’t come back from Qingdao yet. My father is always asking if he can come back? I told my father and brother were on the plane, heading back! Fast got home. Hearing this, he smiled like a child again! Father, I asked the doctor privately. Your illness is just a common disease for the elderly, and there is nothing wrong with it. As long as you pay more attention to diet and activities, keep your mood stable. This condition is easy to be controlled. In the future, you should pay more attention to these small things in life! Father, how much my family hopes you will get better as soon as possible! My father stayed here for a few days, and the roommates changed several batches. At first, he was a middle-aged man who looked like a cadre in his forties. He heard that he had already had an operation, and now he is in hospital again, because of the treatment at public expense! He looks decent and relaxed, and he is outgoing and outgoing. I got along well with my father, and he always forgot to tell this patient that his son was also a national cadre! I am also a unit leader! Looking at my father like this, I usually don’t think so? Now I feel a little relieved. But the cadre didn’t come after living for a few days. He heard his family said that he was transferred to another hospital. I also heard that this cadre had liver cancer and had to change his liver, which cost hundreds of thousands! If it is not at public expense or a large sum of money, who can afford it! From this point of view, people are divided into nobility and lowliness. No wonder everyone looks at money and can buy money! The sound of blessings, laughter, and the painful cry that diluted the hospital’s gradual cry. The operation failed to retain a person. Life and death are just like this! I was completely shocked by everything I saw in the hospital! In the inpatient department, at this time, there was a crowd of people. The sunshine of summer is burning the Earth, selflessly shining on the place where it is capable. White Orchid, violet, and all kinds of small flowers and grass, some of which are caressed by sunshine, some kiss the wind lightly; Some butterflies dance lightly, attracting the eyes of many patients and their families. During this period of time, because my father was in hospital, he went in and out here every day. He looked at the busy and hurried people, the expression of crying and laughing, and saw many scenes beyond the imagination of the outside world, I have thought a lot of questions that I can’t think about at ordinary times. Although it was just a wall apart, the world of mortals was rolling outside, and there was heavy Twilight inside. As time went 1 minute 1 second, tragedies were staged one after another. The hospital is the epitome of cruel reality and miserable life. You can be regarded as a high-ranking official or a celebrity star. As long as you enter here, you will be a naked patient, and all the halo outside your body will become a phantom, everyone is equal in the face of illness. Don’t take yourself seriously. Anyone can say that you will fall down! How many alive and vigorous people can not afford the disease and fall down with a gentle blow? The person lying on the hospital bed was fighting against the disease reluctantly. Time seemed to have solidified, and they all experienced a painful spiritual baptism and a process from never believing or unwilling to accepting the truth. Fluke has become expectation, chagrin has become endurance, and there is no need to work hard for the secular world. All the people who came to visit the patients came in with heavy steps and left with relaxed steps. If people can still remember the scenes in the hospital from here and treat life with a common heart, people may become calmer and calmer, society may become more harmonious and more Corning. But human beings are the most easily forgotten animals. How many people who walk out of the hospital still have the feelings and moods in the hospital? In front of fame and wealth, all the memories of suffering and the feelings that touched the soul gave way again! My father had been treated for a period of time, using the best and most advanced medicine, and my sister and I guarded and took care of them day and night. Maybe because of God’s favor, good people still have good rewards. Father’s illness recovered very well. Doctors all said that it was already a miracle that father’s illness could be greatly improved in this way! My father’s ability to bear drugs has reached its limit, and the doctor advised him to leave the hospital. Today, our father was discharged from hospital. We packed up a lot of medicines and mood. I helped my faltering father get on the bus. We pulled his father back from the edge of death again! As soon as I got home, my father’s spirit became much better. He spoke clearly and could stand firm when walking. Our children are praying for father’s health as before and for a better life than Nanshan Mountain. We are praying and expecting

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Today is good night

If I want, I will walk gently, look at the flowers slowly and do things carefully. Then I chatted with my colleagues and friends all over the world, talking with joy and laughter. Maybe he would do housework, turn left and turn right in the food market, secretly experience the details of life, or shut up in the kitchen to show his cooking skills, and then watch the family eating with relish, talking and laughing. It is most likely to read novels, read calligraphy, or sing, dance, taste delicious food, or travel to do whatever little things you want to do. As for me, I certainly expect everyone to do what they like. It doesn’t matter whether they love the people they like or not. As long as they can do things well, it is a kind of ability. In the infinite silence space, smelling the rising tea fragrance, you will naturally be calm and calm. However, each person’s body contains countless self, and they will get rid of each other at different times and fight with each other, which is even fiercer than those of Huashan Mountain. Although I really wanted to be Qiao Feng and a chivalrous man, facing Qiao Feng’s incompatibility, I committed suicide in the end, which was still a bit awkward. Forget it, you ‘d better be yourself. Everyone cannot be replaced, let alone follow. Men hope women save him, while women hope men give her hope of rebirth. This world is compatible with each other, supporting each other and walking such a distant road. I envied that rascal in the marketplace, Wei Xiaobao. You can see how beautiful the family is. There are six or seven wives, and their fame and wealth are all right. It’s really a good life, and it’s smooth and steady. At this time, I remembered that conformity was like flow, which naturally needed great wisdom. When faced with choices, a person is naturally struggling, because there is no detachment or openness. Some people say that if you don’t bother yourself, others will never bother you. Because your own heart can’t let go. Perhaps because of the mistakes in decision-making, I am in an awkward situation. But that embarrassment is also necessary. Don’t care too much. No matter how difficult it is, I will get used to it in a few days, so don’t be afraid. Cross the mountain and cross the river. Everything will pass, and life is like running water. I always believe that if you do something wholeheartedly, you will definitely do it well. Maybe some things are not suitable for me, just like a friend reminded me that I am not suitable for writing, and even let me give up. They asked me, what’s the use of those things you wrote? It is better to play mahjong twice! But I can play Mahjong. I don’t want to play Mahjong. I am afraid of losing money. I don’t want to do that. I just like it, just like I like children. I am very happy to see them and full of joy. In the heaven of words, there is no pain. I don’t think this is escaping or overreaching myself. Feel happy, do not harm others and benefit yourself, and can do it occasionally. I know that my ability is limited. It seems that I will always walk at the foot of the mountain. People on the top of the mountain see me, of course, it is small. I think maybe one day, I will also go to the top of the mountain, because those who are on the top of the mountain once passed by the foot of the mountain. Just like life, it starts from babbling. Even a genius was once a zygote. I can’t imagine what would happen in the matrix, but in this society, in different families, different lives are doomed. Parents are the most important. They not only play the role of navigation, but also many genetic genes, words and deeds, become the wealth of children’s growth. Children surrounded by love will not be lonely; Children appreciated will certainly be full of confidence. I thought, I must have waved the sword in my hand more than once and stabbed the ferocious wolf smoke in the darkness; I must be tender like water, looking across the world, competing with Qian fan and a clear river. Knowing that the Cold Moon of Guanshan has gone through the endless snowstorms, knowing that the sleeping war drum has awakened the oath of the sea! I am still outside the grass, looking for the silence of the mountains and the erratic Blue shirt! Even though the distant snow peaks are deeply buried in my heart, even the picture scroll which is hard to leave and float by, those mountains and fields that come across, the fragrant petals are still vigorous and fresh, like dreams. I know the sunshine and snow mountains in Shangri-La, and I know today is a good night, and my heart is a lotus flower, which is open by the faint pool.

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Nursing speech

At about 8:00 a.m. on September 9th, when I turned on my phone, I found that there was a missed call, which was my cousin’s number. I turned back immediately. He told me that my father was not self-satisfied and had not eaten for many days. At 10 o’clock, I took moon cakes, fruits and vegetables to get home. When I got home at 12:30, my mother worked at home while my father slept on the bed. After inquiring about my father’s condition, I decided to seek treatment from a trusted doctor immediately. Infusion, combined with the conditioning of traditional Chinese medicine, a few days later, my father’s illness improved. He could eat and walk out of bed. On the morning of 15th, I returned to the county and started to work late. At about 17 o’clock on the 21st, my cousin called to say that my father was seriously ill and needed to be sent to hospital for treatment. I immediately found a car to go home and sent my father to Kowloon Hospital. On the 30th, I was transferred to the county hospital. On October 12th, I have been taking Chinese medicine at my home for conditioning. One night, my relatives had dinner together. During the process of drinking, I expressed a sigh of emotion. Giving birth, aging, illness and death is a natural phenomenon. When you are young, you will be taken care of by adults, and when you are old, you will be taken care of by sick children. When people are sick, they are also the most vulnerable. What they need most is family support. Seeing more and accompanying more is filial piety. Nursing work can be replaced by someone, while family affection cannot be replaced. The curative effect of family affection is beyond any medicine. Therefore, filial piety should be timely and do not wait. Every time may be the last chance of filial piety. When my father was hospitalized in Kowloon Hospital, President Jian of the hospital invited me to dinner. While drinking, he told me with tears that he was in good economic condition now, he could let his parents live a happy old age, but his parents were gone. It is a pity in life that my son wants to be filial to his relatives. When the elderly get sick, the pain is not only the patient himself, but also a kind of mental and physical torture to the nursing children. When a person is sick, it is a test for many people. The first is to test the patient himself, to test the situation of dealing with people at ordinary times. Usually, people who are friendly to neighbors, willing to be a person and have good popularity will naturally be visited by many people. The second is the examination of patients’ children’s behavior. If children are usually lofty, unsociable and indifferent, then others will not care about and pay attention to the illness of your relatives. With the development of society, there are more and more only children. When only children face more than four old people, they have more responsibility and greater pressure to take care of them. How to take good care of the elderly in their old years is not only a social problem, but also a new topic for the only children to think about. The power of the only child itself is limited, so it must rely on the power of others. (Others refer to relatives and friends) at critical times, others should help you, and don’t forget to help others at ordinary times. Kung fu should not be crammed at ordinary times. People should have a sense of responsibility, social responsibility and family responsibility when living. The basic family responsibility is to nurture the primary old-age care. Only by fulfilling the responsibilities can we have a complete personality. The Feudal Society used the way of selecting officials and using officials to raise filial piety, which showed that loyalty and filial piety were associated, and a person of filial piety was also a person of social responsibility. Modern people have weakened their filial piety to their parents, and excellent traditional culture is losing. We should pass on filial piety. A lot of emotion, outline few points. 2011 nian 11 yue 1 ri

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No matter how beautiful the lost injured beauty is, there will be a scar left deep in the heart after all. No matter how hard you try to forget the pain of bone erosion, you will never escape the scar that has already been branded on your skeleton. Let you keep crying and drying for this …… the silent night is accompanied by a slightly cold wind. Still walking alone on the street at midnight in winter, I didn’t know where to go. You just want to go on like this, walk to the darkness ahead, walk to the depth of endless darkness, and then hide yourself. You want to hide in a place where there is no whistle and no rush of people. You are not dodging others, but your disconsolate thoughts. Or, you want this kind of thought to lose its direction in the darkness, and then walk in that heavy world, going on forever in desolation. Stop walking under a street lamp, and you find your shorter projection, and the shadow is right under your feet. Body and head are close to each other, very small. You are pleased with this kind of trampling on yourself. You feel that your self-righteous loneliness over the years is so vulnerable that a darkness easily knocked you down. At the moment you fell to the ground, you sighed softly and began to comfort yourself: God, I am finally attached to the truth! However, the fact is not as simple as you imagined. For example, at this moment, you are still avoiding your sad emotions. You hide your fragile heart by turning around and running away. Over the years, you have been hiding and trying your best to get to the present. However, when you stand there in a safe place that you think you want to reach for a long time, you find that there is a tired habitat after the wind, which makes you feel cold tired and desperate. You shed tears secretly for the failure you have avoided for many years. You think the world is full of hypocrisy, mockery and the harm of lies and indifference. I feel that there are always some mediocre, vicious and wretched ghosts wandering in the place where you are contained, and there is always a sarcastic voice talking to you, which is harsh. You always feel that poetry is like a gentle breeze, touching your head firmly, and you feel that the vicissitudes of comfort want to cry without tears. And the beauty you meticulously and stubbornly maintain in a winter without dusk, like an abandoned child, lonely shivering in the cold. You see the fallen rose Carnation. You try your best to give yourself an illusion of the beauty of injury, imagining that one day, in the bright sunshine, your beauty decorated with dress looks like a graceful girl. Stand in the crowd in the wind and get pursuit and compliment. You don’t have enough confidence for the beauty you imagined. You begin to doubt whether your pale weakness at this moment is eternal or eternal. Anyway, when you feel hurt, you have betrayed yourself and shot the innocent soul. In this cold night, you have been hiding yourself deeply and walking on the way to escape. You faintly see the purity and loneliness of two mountains standing by your side for many years waiting for happiness. However, these two beauties have been behind you, what you see again is only illusion or disguise. At this moment, you just want to get rid of your pain for many years before the night is swallowed by the next day, and want it to heal as soon as possible. Just for escaping and hiding, there was a self-justified ending. At this time, the sky was already slightly bright.

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Although happiness is very simple, it is not easy to do well. When two people walk into marriage hand in hand, the sweetness of love intoxicates people. With the trifles of life and the differences of personal characters and lifestyles, that kind of passionate romance will fade away. The original love will become a memory, and family affection will become the dominant part of marriage. At midnight in autumn, Hefeng’s wife who has been cold war has already fallen asleep, but Feng hasn’t felt sleepy yet, I lit a cigarette casually and took a deep sip, spitting out a long string of smoke. I remember there was a saying: what my elder brother smoked was loneliness. What Feng smoked was loneliness and helplessness. At this time, her text message came from the mobile phone: you should have a good sleep, good night! Feng knew that only she knew herself. A few short words were like a warm current comforting Feng’s painful heart, and Feng slept with her warmth. Although the wife is not beautiful, she is very popular. She is a little unsociable. She works comfortably and pays a lot for her family. However, since the child entered the university last year, his wife seemed to be a different person and always ignored feng. Feng always saw a bitter gourd face when he came home from work. Feng thought it was a normal physiological reaction of women, my heart was agitated, and it would be better in a few days. But in the past few days, Feng was familiar with and unfamiliar with his wife, pity and melancholy. Feng looked at himself repeatedly, and he was worthy of his family and career. He had a good relationship with Feng outside, but his wife’s attitude towards Feng made Feng puzzled. Ah, men need to be generous and tolerant. Wives are coaxed out. Women take it for granted to play tricks in front of husbands. I used to devote my mind to my children, but now the children have their own world, the middle-aged couple should have enjoyed the romance of the two-person world. On the weekend, Feng cooked some dishes that his wife loves in person to make his wife happy. But his wife was always like she didn’t see feng. After dinner, she turned on the computer to play her game, only playing in the dark. Feng sat on the sofa watching TV programs after washing. Maybe she was tired of playing, so she went to bed. At that time, Feng also turned off the TV and walked to the bed. She wanted to get close to her wife. As soon as Feng Gang opened the quilt, but she suddenly turned over and pushed Feng stumbled: go to sleep, don’t be next to me! Feng said: What is this? Who is bothering you? What kind of evil fire? She said: I just don’t want to see you and bother you! Feng’s heart was full of anger, and she really wanted to beat her out. The family was really unreasonable. Feng’s heart was so soft that she was reluctant to beat her. She forced the anger that was about to break out and said: you are simply an unreasonable woman. You got up and put on your clothes and slammed the door. It was drizzling late at night. When Feng arrived at the office, the rain soaked Feng’s clothes and wet Feng’s heart. This was another sleepless night. Living in such a difficult way, my heart is becoming more and more lonely. During a full-time study, Feng got acquainted with Mei Er from a certain unit. She had the charm of a mature woman, and an extraordinary temperament attracted feng. More importantly, she was considerate, know how to care about people. During getting along with her, she learned that her husband had died of illness for two years. She did not remarry for the sake of her child, and lived with her daughter who was in high school. During the one-month study, she was familiar with each other through chatting. Her optimism and sunshine infected Feng, and she had a deep relationship with each other. After learning, Feng left contact information for each other. In the future, they often send text messages to each other, support each other attentively, and occasionally go out for dinner together. Although we live in the same city, we seldom meet each other. When the night came in a home without warmth, Feng would often think of her and miss her sweet smile. Feng knew that he loved her deeply. But Feng didn’t want to be a traitor. Feng should be responsible for the children, the old and the wife. Although Feng was troubled by the spoiled marriage, since he had chosen it at the beginning, now we can’t give up easily. Marriage lacks communication with each other, and no matter how familiar the faces are, they will become unfamiliar. Many times Feng can only Grieve in beautiful words, pour out in words, and swim in words, restore all the bitterness and happiness in the words to a true abundance, and the missing in the heart is still, which reminds Feng of the Song Dynasty Liu Yong’s word: fengqiwu is leaning on the dangerous building carefully, I hope that the spring is very sad, and the sky is dark. In the light of grass-colored smoke, no one can rely on the meaning of silence. It is intended to make Shu Kuang figure drunk and sing to wine. Strong music is still tasteless. I will never regret the gradual broadening of my clothes, which makes me Haggard. If you love someone, you don’t have to have her. As long as you see her from a distance, you will know that she is comfortable and quiet. Let our hearts keep this warm fragrance, and let each other’s hearts accompany each other in the quiet and good years. Feng cultivated his own responsibility silently in the alternation of four seasons, and then the harvest with a clear conscience should have given his own fruits!

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“Drunk Pipal

There is nothing I can’t keep silent about. As the waves went by, I couldn’t see the flowers on the other side. The ravines in the south of the Yangtze River, but the boat can pass with one leaf. My sea, my tears, who can let me through the vast expanse. Life is a mess, which cannot calm me. I am willing to be a silent sea. The vast world, the world is disrespectful, and there is a sea of forgotten silence. The heaven is unfair and the Earth is unjust. Why do I still remember benevolence, righteousness, courtesy, wisdom and faith. I want to be a silent sea, but I don’t want to be a silent sea. My heart is in a mess. What is in a mess is my heart. I am afraid of what will sink and what will collapse. It is not my nature to muddle along. Drinking and singing is not that song. Life must be full of wine. What is the betrayal of love? That is just a lie game. A Love in the world is that there is no love. My tears fell down. You said you wanted to separate. If you separated, you would separate. Why did you hurt my heart. I am not afraid of curse or reincarnation. The fate of reincarnation may be beautiful. I don’t know if the silent sea is churning. Once it is surging, it is a sea of joy. There is nothing I can’t give up. What I can’t give up is my heart. My weak heart sank under the sea and sank to another depth of the world. Not melancholy, not indecisive, not the memory left in my mind with a little tenderness. Points are divided, hundreds of times better than the controversial love. I have become a silent sea, a calm heart, waiting for the call of a sea god. Wake up, shout, scream, I must be a surging sea. Drown all the love, all the hate, behind the waves and sands. It is still a sea unwilling to be silent. A sea nobody knows.

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Have a beautiful mood

The night was even deeper. When I woke up from my dream, I couldn’t sleep anymore after tossing and turning. I stood up and turned on the computer to listen to the elegant music leisurely, feeling carefree and full of thoughts. You gave birth to me, but I gave birth to you and I am old. Hate the students, day-crowned old. In the helpless feeling of loss, the sigh of the unexpected life haunted my heart. After being chanted by Bai Juyi, the dreamlike romance had been accompanied by the long wind of Han and Tang dynasties, like passing clouds, lost in the long river of history, leaving a legend empty. It has not been long since we met each other, but I feel that you and I have been familiar with each other in our previous life. As for emotions, I only choose what suits me, never picky. In the real society where material desires flow, there are too many temptations and interests, and people’s feelings will also change. No one can predict the future. The only way is to grasp the present and cherish possession. No matter what will happen in the future, your life will become wonderful and gorgeous. I sincerely thank you. It is your love that brings me a beautiful mood. You moved me, love let us get together under the screen, have a beautiful mood in the spring of fate, and let our hearts fly. Whether it is sunshine or rain, as long as the rainbow in my heart remains the same, life will become passionate. I am waiting for you in your Dreamland, a sincere love and a rare happiness! I tasted a sense of loneliness quietly, intoxicated in the distance. Feelings are really subtle. They will come and slip away inadvertently. However, no matter what the result was, I once loved every one I loved sincerely. Even if I was hurt, I was desperate to invest. It is said that women in love are the most beautiful, and women are the ones who love themselves. Usually, a woman who is surrounded by a low-key person in the crowd comes and goes in a hurry and looks extremely ordinary. But as long as you fall in sweet love and have the nourishment of love, you will have a beautiful mood. The world full of happiness and love will be filled. The eyes became gentle, the voice became soft, and the character became docile. Women in Love must pay attention to dressing up, putting on light makeup, applying lipstick, holding their hair high, rummaging through boxes and cabinets and putting on their most beautiful clothes. Even women who are no longer young will become elegant and beautiful, high spirit. One of the bright eyes makes people become a beautiful scenery line. Love changes women’s spiritual world, which is enviable and enviable. The scenery of life is countless, sometimes the sun shines, sometimes the Moonlight is happy; Sometimes the singing is low, sometimes the singing is high; Every time you finish a period, you will stop and enjoy it, and you will live a free and easy life, there will be a beautiful mood. Although a person’s mood is lonely, it can be beautiful. The touch in my heart always warms up the long journey, and people also slowly start the prelude of happiness in staring. Over the years, I have been wandering around the world. Every time I go there, I will change myself. Love has always been the aspiration of everyone in the world of mortals. I once really loved it and never forgot it. In the season of Love, who is not eager to encounter a sincere love! In one’s life, there are too many things that make people hard to give up. The ups and downs, joys and sorrows need to be borne. If you want to have a beautiful mood, you need to have a perception of life and a brave heart when facing adversity in life. There is happiness and sadness in the world of mortals; Laughter and tears; Sweetness and bitterness. Walking through the poems of Tang and Song dynasties, listening to the harmony of the blending of gifted scholars and beauties, wandering and wandering with the elegant charm like high mountains and flowing water, gently blowing the dreams of the past and present, and condensed the green and meaningful love, moved by the fondness of the old world in the beauty. I like writing, not literary talent. The words are fragrant, and I like its rigidity, straightness, softness, emptiness, fullness and density, and its magnificence and serenity. I like wandering in the words with a cup of ink fragrance in my heart, drinking time in every dusk or leisure time. I poured out the bitterness of my separation and the exile of my missing in the past in Baidu Space Blog; I could also hear a faint sigh that I had no chance for this life in the Collected Works of red sleeves adding fragrance, helpless interlacing and enduring sadness. I shielded myself in the song, and exiled my mood in the words of memory and imagination. I often play with my mood euphemistically and delicately, and sometimes I feel a little sad, which is filled with my careful thoughts for leaving all day and all night. No matter how sad the past is, it has become a post station for me to let go of my mood. In the Lonely quiet night, I added several concerns and worries. The breeze shakes down the moon glow floating for thousands of years, but it does not shake down my lovesickness to you, carefully appreciate those beautiful feelings of the past or sparse or dense, sit in the candle with the ultimate beauty, half unreal, half True. No matter how many setbacks and helplessness there are in life, I want to live a happy life and smile happily. I decorate today with laughter and light up the night with songs. Thinking about the beauty I had never seen before and looking at the undecorated scenery, I was addicted to the obscure and lingering music melody, and the soft feelings deeply spread into my heart. In the hazy dream, I hope I can always have a beautiful mood

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Why did you wake up at midnight? I probably have forgotten. After waking up, I had no determination to sleep any more. Just wait until dawn! It seems that the day is already bright. When I opened the screen window, I suddenly felt the coolness outside the window and stretched my head out of the window. Then I found that I was so far away from the morning! I came to the roof, climbed onto the roof and sat down carefully. I am brave, but in this way I can better feel the smell of the wind. Don’t forget, on these tiles, not only those pleasant things exist ~~~ first of all, the most beautiful thing is to count the red in front of you, I always like to use such words to describe Sunrise. It is really good, at least it is red, at least its color is also gorgeous and dazzling! Home belongs to the east-facing type, so in the past, Chaoyang always entered my room in a mysterious way. Then who sent it in? I have to think deeply, just because I don’t want to close the window that can keep me isolated before going to bed. As a result, I simply turned the head of the bed towards the east. In this way, my morning will not be too monotonous! As for the wind, I always have to thank it. At least in this summer morning, it is so refreshing and pleasant! The wind is not strong, but it can take away all the extra heat from me. In this way, I always forgot to feel the gust of wind. I didn’t think about anything and my heart was all over! The second is some sounds. Birds sing, chickens sing, cicadas sing ~~~ these are all very beautiful sounds. Originally, there should be a cricket here, but what? Because it is already Dawn now, they are embarrassed to come out again! On this roof, that is no more suitable music to play. I really want to close my eyes and enjoy the most beautiful voice in the world, but I am afraid that I will miss those precious scenes in front of me! I would rather move my room to the roof. At least in this way, I can absolutely integrate with nature. You can be woken up by birds or cicadas every morning! Oh ~ of course, I don’t think it is a noise. Although they woke me up, sometimes I still have to thank them, so that I can open my eyes early to see the beautiful world and feel everything in this world with my heart! Clouds are always so cute, layer by layer, just like newly blooming petals. Coincidentally, her colors were so colorful, but actually their shapes were not much different: the edges were thin and the middle was thick, while the thick inside was full of sunrise! The whole light has undoubtedly become the biggest and most beautiful flower in the world! But the flower didn’t bloom until the moment that was worth my capture, so I had to wait on the roof, staring at it with my eyes staring at it, without any hesitation, without any thoughts, I just want to seize the good opportunity and press the shutter fiercely. After all, I have waited for too long, and my heart is already a little impatient. Maybe this is one of my major shortcomings! I always don’t want to wait, but I have to admit that I have been waiting! Suddenly, a long wind broke up the leaves of the plane tree beside him, which made the bird on the branch also sing for a long time. Then he flew away desponately! It seemed that I almost merged with nature, at least the bird didn’t find my existence until then. After I got its affirmation, my heart became more swaying! It turned out to be so beautiful behind me. A casual turning back made me feel happy, but why didn’t I realize it until just now? Maybe it was the gust that calmed my heart down a little! I really want to lie down, after all, I didn’t sleep at midnight. But I am not willing to live up to the previous waiting! Still keep sitting! The big deal is to move the bed to the roof tonight. At least I still have tomorrow! ~ ~ ~ ~

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