Month: March 2014

Reunion is sorrow

I am still a child, still the innocent and kind child in the past. The past is still vivid in my mind. Everything can’t pass through the deep feelings like the wind. I can’t let go, and time goes faster and faster, tomorrow, I will still go back to the place where I will take care of, and feel the heavy gasp and dignified atmosphere. In fact, I don’t want to leave, but I am looking forward to leaving for a long time. I don’t want to see you, but I always want to know what your current situation is like. I am ambivalent, heartbreaking, heartbreaking and impetuous. I don’t know what to do. The single called “When I Love You Again”, xiaoming’s sadness touched people’s melody and hurt my heart a burst of sadness and sadness when I loved you again, I was hiding in the dormitory building with tears streaming down my face, when I love you again, I am quietly staring at your distant back. When I love you again, I am feeling the endless period of this hatred bitterly when I love you again, the meeting around the corner, the ruthless eyes you gave me, without a trace of reluctance, mixed with a little cold when I love you again, you are no longer the one who cared for me a hundred times before. When I love you again, you no longer love me, and I began to rely on you. When I loved you again, I had already changed my heart and changed everything, but you had already disdained me. And all this when I love you again, our time is mixed and mixed, and we always encounter the right time. When I love you again, you said to me, take good care of yourself and don’t have anything to do. When I love you again, you are no longer with me, but with her. You love her from beginning to end when I don’t love you, you and her are completely over, you say some sad words, I and you have already become strangers when I don’t love you, I don’t know how you will feel when you lose. When I don’t love you, will you turn over a new leaf? Start from your heart, not immerse yourself in your love. When I pity you, you are missing her now, looking at your words, I understand when I pity you, I know, you have come to see me, maybe you can’t let go, but you don’t love me when I almost don’t remember you, I found that you were always in my heart, every trace and every second, I never forgot that when I recalled, I understood that everything was just my own wishful thinking when I sat here again, I am still alone listening to “When I love you again” I think, tomorrow, if I meet you, you will be surprised by my earth-shaking changes and meet me, you are Do you think of some of our memories? Maybe, after such a long time, you have already forgotten that I once loved you deeply, but you just don’t know my love, my idiot, the only thing you know is: I am really stupid and naive. I don’t know that there is a sad corner at the corner of happiness, where is depressed and gloomy, there is a bitter cold wind on the corner of the Street Where You Stand, which is a blessing I can’t see. Now we don’t know what identity we should meet as strangers? Is missed people? Are friends? Or the former lover? Lover, ha ha, no matter you go to the ends of the world, I think you still don’t want to meet me. If it weren’t for me, you would have been smooth sailing, your happiness may always be held tightly in your hands, and you may realize your holding hands and growing together with us without any tears, without a trace of unwillingness, without a trace of family affection, you are determined to leave, I have no choice but to say these cruel words, not to save, just to see each other, it is better not to relieve the pain left by each other, I don’t understand, isn’t my happiness happy? Why, I am wrong in the end, everything is always my fault, and you will pity others’ happiness, what about mine, can’t I? I dare not complain even if I am bullied by them. I know, you will still say it’s my fault! If we never met, isn’t it? I am still my breeze and cloud, and you are still looking back on the past. You are immersed in the past, I am looking forward to the future, I am happy, you are sad, I value friendship, I still carry out my chivalrous demeanour when you care about people’s hearts. You are still a scholar. It turns out that you really have no chance to defend each other. You are incompatible with me, with different hearts and experiences, different feelings are natural and different endings. I don’t feel painful either. I just don’t know what to do and how to face when I meet you tomorrow. I am still nervous as always, but I am afraid to meet you, I am afraid of thinking too much and thinking that you still love me. I am afraid of being sad. I know that you are just a station where I pass. After passing, I may not come back by bus.

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If

If I grow old like this, I haven’t held your hand; If I disappear like this, I haven’t spent tomorrow with you. If the road of life goes smoothly, will there be no frustration and no adversity talents. If you lose your direction on the sea, will you be flustered and even never return for life. Obviously there are too many things ahead in life, but we often imagine which one if? If she loves me, if I take the first place in the exam, if I am rich, why bother? No matter how many if it is, it is just an excuse to deceive oneself and others, a good medicine to comfort oneself. In fact, there are still many beautiful things in life. Why do you stick to if. Without the Moon and stars on the sky, it can also illuminate the way forward. As long as you have a heart, there is nothing wrong! Facing reality and myself, I believe I can. When the sun sets, there will be the moon, dreams will fall, and new dreams will appear. In fact, this is life. You don’t have to think too much if time will not go back and everything will not change. Only by working hard can we find the direction of progress. Only by moving forward can we see a brighter tomorrow,.

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Dragonfly flying

In recent days, it rains every day and the vegetation is flourishing, and the temperature is pleasant. Even dragonflies that are not common in daily life are flying. Dragonflies fly low to rain, which was known in childhood. Maybe because of the weather, dragonflies can be seen everywhere in the community. Sitting in front of the window, watching the dragonfly flying among the camphora trees, it was like appreciating the graceful dancer dancing on the huge stage, the graceful figure and the light wings flapping, shuttling through a piece of green, it is a kind of elegant bustle. It does not have the noise of birds, but has the enthusiasm of flying. Thinking of Yang Wanli’s poem, Little Lotus showed sharp corners, and dragonflies had already stood up. What a wonderful picture this is! The Dragonfly above Xiaohe is a ballet dancer. A dragonfly stayed on the blade, quietly, as if tired, stopped for a rest. Mom, look, there is a dragonfly here. I want to catch it! A boy of five or six years old said. Mother walked gently and stretched out her hand cautiously. Unfortunately, the shrewd Dragonfly still flew away. The boy left with mother disappointedly, looking up at the Dragonfly flying in the sky while walking. I smiled and thought that I was much luckier than that boy when I was a child. In the summer at that time, there were so many dragonflies, especially on the threshing ground at noon, the dragonflies flew in groups, dense, it seems that you can catch it with your hand. My brother and I often run out secretly while our parents are taking a nap. Sometimes my mother looks at us by the bed and asks us to take a nap. We are not allowed to go out. However, the tired mother falls asleep after a while, we turned over mother’s body lightly, got out of bed, picked up the homemade net for catching dragonflies, and ran away quickly. In the hot noon, we and the children in the village held the net, and the Dragonfly was in full swing. Some children without the net held the big broom and ran with the dragonfly with difficulty. The Broom came down, I really caught a few dragonflies and gently caught them from the bamboo strips into the bottles they brought. Sometimes, little brothers and sisters could not catch them because of their young age, just help us hold the bottle nearby, or use their small hands to directly catch the wings of the Dragonfly. A pair of small hands can catch a lot! When Mom woke up from a nap, she found that we had run away and found us, we had already achieved fruitful results. After arriving home, put down the tent and put the dragonflies we caught into the tent. At night, they slept with us and could help us catch mosquitoes! My mother saw the dragonflies flying in the tent, crying and laughing. Time is like running water. My child is already in junior high school in a flash. I remember when he was a child, I caught a dragonfly for him, and he would be happy for a long time. Now he has grown into a teenager, seeing the flying dragonflies was also very excited. Maybe this was because he didn’t often see dragonflies! Yes, now there are more tall buildings and fewer wild winds in the countryside. It is really difficult to see the dense dragonflies flying in my childhood. No wonder children are so obsessed with dragonflies. A breeze blew, bringing my thoughts back. I saw the red dragonfly falling on my windowsill all the time, with a pair of wings trembling gently in the wind. I held my breath for fear of disturbing it!

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